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It’s so cool because My Mom well recently We’ve been way more open to Our outside Mom. Telling her mostly all about Us and watching Moon Knight her 3rd time but now telling her about each of Us. It’s so nerve racking but little by little it’s easier and that makes it so we can be more our selves in the house and helping my mom understand more of the dissociation side of it like we don’t really get full amnesia but do get grey outs a lot and so telling her that’s why sometimes my Japanese 🇯🇵 language kinda goes down and other times I can talk a lot in Japanese. Telling her the similarities and the difference between the screen and us. It is kinda of awkward 😬 when something emotional is happening on the screen because broo feel it but that’s also the process of being more open 😊 and We thank Jesus to helping us being more open to mom. Also she got us vegan and gluten free muffin we had it a bit ago but love having it again 😆
5/11/2024
What to Learn more about Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) Other Specified Dissociative Disorder (OSDD) Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) Check Out The Playlist That We Made and adding more.
5/12/2024
Yesterday was like the scariest thing ever not in a thematic way but in a vulnerable way as in told mom about Steven’s 💚 Subsystem why we think it happened and why its those 2 and she’s okay with it but like other times we told her, I’m not sure if she gets it a 100% but its a start I guess. Showed her some edits and it was nerve wracking yeah.
5/13/2024
Well that was awkward 😐 but was able to open about to mom more and how Isaac’s source is really similar to each other and how that relates to this body and showing her some of the comic similarities to the series but was able to open up about likes and dislikes and what each of us and the difference like vocabulary, dialect etc
Also chocolate 🍫 cake hehe
Mom rewatched 5/16/2024 posting on night 5/17/2024
Found a Good App for GIF Maker that’s what it’s called and I’m obsessed ✨ especially for those of Us with less known fictive sources like My Virtual Escape💙 on YouTube❤️
“It’s He So adorable☺️” ~ 💚 Steven 💚
5/21/2024
We’re making Google Slides Recently mostly because recently with a new as in discovered now Part the Emotional amnesia and the recall of it had become a bit harder and being more open to my mom we can be more our selves🧡 and questions does that happen for other Systems because I remember when Levy🩶 came to be all of Our communication inside became clear and easier to hear understand❤️ and thought this slide will help some other Systems 👋 out there still creating it but yeah💚 some of these are more specific to Us but maybe it can inspire you guys to start Your Own, it’s harder by You will thank yourself later💜
5/22/2024
“Things that You do in Here have a Bleeding affect on in the real world” ~ Michael
Is the quote that comes to mind when thinking about things in the source that’s negative that affect Us, We know that if it affects us it has something to do with body memories but yeah got reminded because someone posted on Fictive Culture why did you write the character to do this
Episode S2:E2 two birds, many stones. Series My Virtual Escape💙
5/28/2024
6/03/2024 | Bible App | 1 Corinthians 12:14-20 | was in heavy denial today all these what if and this came up on my screen :) ☺️ so put it on photo of the Moon 🌙 We took In May 18 of 2019 been obsessed with the moon since a child but it was before knowing that other People out there also experience similar things that we are not alone , I mean that’s the whole point I Alice didn’t say anything to My Mom even thought I was struggling because I thought if I told them about these things that happen to me all the time I don’t know what they will think🩷
When I play or listen to this song 🎶 it reminds me of having source memories🌫️ now it’s more like a Actors bittersweet feeling🥰 towards them but still 500 Miles lyrics We feel like it really describes it and also because it’s a folk song there’s so many different versions just like being a Introjects😊
6/06/2024
Our System is currently Obsessed with this Album💖 It’s interesting how every Part views this one album differently and approaches it differently feels differently you know even to the same song🩷
7/13/2024
7/15/2024
“But I can see us lost in the memory August slipped away into a moment of time Cause it was never mine” Taylor Swift 🌸 - august 🌨️
This lyrics reminds me of system hood even if you have OSDD-1(b) there’s been now looking back more and communicating more what we each remember like from one certain thing can be vastly different prospective and what sticks and what we feel or how much we remember especially when we were in high stress mode
7/17/2024 Recently started seeing a different consultant that knows about Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) & Otherwise Dissociative Disorder (OSDD-1) and really opening up via message but on call 📞 we’re dealing first with Day to Day☀️ stuff that’s distressing but I’m making connecting in the system I never did before and writing ✍🏻 Journaling 📔 more and accepting different Parts even if We have different views on things and that it’s ok ✔️ ☺️ :)
Photo Mom getting Us Vegan 🌱 & Gluten-Free Muffins 😆
F•R•I•E•N•D•S
a edit 🎬we made a while ago on a whim haha featuring @levy-with-a-book Levy🩶 & @llewyn-with-a-cat Llewyn🩵 🍊& @steven-granty-boi Steven💚 & Isaac🖤 & @jake-in-the-know Jake💜 7/17/2024
7/19/2024 Recently we’ve been trying to make a Inner world meeting room it’s getting there but have to do it constantly to make an affect.
Lighthouse My Virtual Escape💙 Cover🎸
For Us we don’t all feel connected to everything in source and things we do usually has some real life our body reason you know yeah
Sorry for the audio trouble