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ᵂᴬᴿᴺᴵᴺᴳˢ: ᴬᴺᴳˢᵀ,....SMUT....END?

sᴛʀᴀɴɢᴇʀs ᴛᴏ ᴇɴᴇᴍɪᴇs…..ᴇɴᴇᴍɪᴇs ᴛᴏ LOVERS?

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Song recomondations:

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You were sitting in the music room at your college.

Your electric guitar in your hands, you played some melodies. Your bangs fell slightly before your eyes. The room was full of posters of famous singers, instruments, lights, equipment… Every day you came here to play for at least 2 hours, of course you also played in your own dorm, but your roommate didn't like it. Someone knocked on the door.

'Come in.'

It was one of your good friends, Jeongin.

“Ahh, whatsupp Jeongin.”

“Whatupp rockie.”

He went to the chair that was next to you and turned it around. He leaned his elbows against the backrest and watched your hands play the strings of your electric guitar.

"You're playing well."

"You say that every day." you looked up at him

"Well, I just don't want you to forget."

Jeongin loved looking at your hands because it worked wonders. You never knew he was always staring at your hands, but not only that…. He got up and went to his drums.

'Would you like to play together?'

“Oh sure, go for it.”

He sat down behind his drums.

'Play whatever you want, I'll guide you.'

You played a freaky rhythm, your hands moving quickly over the strings. He grabbed his drum sticks and started to follow your rhythm.

Your beats went well together, it flowed together well. He looked at you and smiled. He really started to go for it, his head went up and down, his hands held his sticks well. Your fingers kept sliding over your strings, you looked up at him, your eyes slid over his muscular arms, beads of sweat rolled down to his fingers due to the tension.

Your fingers and hands were sore for a long time, you put your electric guitar on its stand. You looked at your hands, they looked red.

'Wow…that was good, huh? We should do that more often.'

'Sure sure.'

He stood up and wiped his body with a towel, wiping away the sweat. You felt his hand around your wrist.

"Your hands look red."

"Well, you're not color blind, that's for sure."

He took some kind of cream out of his pocket. He opened the tube and put some of the white stuff on his finger.

'May I?'

'Go ahead…'

His finger slid over the red tense part of your hand. He rubbed it gently as he looked at you. You looked down at your hand and didn't see his strong gaze.

His fingers were long, his hands veiny…you'd never really noticed that before. You always thought they were like that because he gripped his drumsticks so hard… but apparently not.

His fingers continued to caress your hand, even though the cream had already been rubbed in for a long time.

"Your other hand?"

Your other hand slid into his. He gently turned it over and again he rubbed cream into your hand. In the palm of your hand. His fingers slid softly, he just kept holding your hand until you realized. You withdrew your hand.

"Well…thank you…but I have to go now…"

'To go?' disappointment in his voice

You stood up and grabbed your guitar.

'Yes…you know…studies…'

You put it in your suitcase while the two of you talked.

'Oh of course….'

You picked up the suitcase.

"Well…I'll see you later."

you turned and stepped towards the door. Your hand grabbed the door handle.

'Wait!'

you turned your head slowly

'Yes?'

He came a little closer.

'Do you…would you like to maybe…I don't know, go to a concert together…?'

You looked at him a bit strangely

'With me?'

"Yes…there's a Jisung concert…"

“Jisung….?” you asked

'Who is that? I haven't really heard of him yet.'

'Oh yes…they call him a rising star.'

'Real? Well okay cool. When exactly is that concert?'

He took out his mobile phone and looked for the online tickets.

'Tomorrow at 9pm.'

You checked your calendar.

"Okay that's fine, fine."

"I'll pick you up…at your dorm."

"Okay, well I'll be there for sure." you opened the door and waved at him before leaving.

He smiled

'Bye….rockie….'

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At 8 p.m. you started preparing for the concert. You tried something new…some kind of style…with a lot of stars of course. You put on a black corset…just to try something new. You wore a black skirt with black knee socks, with dark blue shoes and a dark blue silhouette vest. You grabbed your bag and put some supplies in it.

The bell rang at 9 p.m. You grabbed your bag and went to the door. When you opened the door you saw Jeongin standing there…he was wearing black pants, a tight dark blue collar with short sleeves…you could see his muscular arms. His hair was messy but at the same time in the perfect place.

He looked at you with wide eyes and admired your figure.

'Wow…' he cleared his throat 'you look…beautiful…'

'Thank you Jeonginiee, you look very cool too, I see?'

He moved a little closer with his hand on your ear.

'Beautiful star earrings…they suit you.'

His fingers played with the earring.

'Thank you. I'm going for a star concept…'

"Looking good Rockie."

There was a pause as he looked you up and down again.

'We go?' you asked.

"Uhmm…yeah sorry…yeah let's go."

He guided you to his car. He opened the car door for you.

'Ladies first.'

'Oh what a charmer, I am flattered.' you joked

He closed the door again when you were seated comfortably.

He started the car. He turned the wheel and drove.

'Exciting right.' he says suddenly

"Yep, it's going to be fun."

'It is….its going to be fun….'

He drove to the large building with many lights. You could already hear loud voices from inside.

"I bought tickets for the front row." he said.

He parked the car close to the building. He grabbed his key and got out of the car. You opened the door.

'What are you doing?' he asked

"Uhmm…step outside?"

he shook his head

'Close the door.'

'Okay….?'

He went to the other side of the car where you were sitting. You wondered what on earth he was doing. He opened your door. His hand reached for yours to guide you.

"Now you can get out of the car."

You grabbed his hand and got out of the car. His hand clasped yours for a moment before you went inside.

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You were in the front row. There were a lot of people and it was quite loud. You put on some soft earplugs and gave a package to Jeongin as well.

'For your ears.'

The room became dark with only some black and dark blue bright lights. The crowd shouted whenever you saw a boy come on stage…more of a man actually. You couldn't see him very well because of the light. He picked up his electric guitar and adjusted his mouth microphone. His fingers were quickly strumming his guitar as he stepped into the bright light.

You watched his fingers, finding it fascinating how fast they were moving. You thought it was very talented. The drummer and the other guitarist started going down the beat.

You heard the crowd shouting Han Jisung….so that was his name. His voice was rough into the microphone but it hit the right pitch.

Han's eyes went around the audience. Most people looked at his face….most listened and rocked along….his eyes now shifted to the first row of people and he landed near you….he looked in the direction where your eyes were sliding. He saw you looking at his fingers. Your eyes were wide as you just stared where the strings and him touched. He thought it was cute.

His eyes traveled to your body and face. He had to admit that you were hot.

When the other guitarist's solo came, he leaned over to you….a bit inconspicuously.

"What is your name?'

You looked up at him.

“Y/N…..”

He tried your name on his lips.

“Y/N….hmm…..”

It sounded nice, it matched your appearance.

“Well…Y/N….meet me after the concert…..”

you were about to answer but he backed away and started singing and strumming again. He bit his lips as he looked at you.

After a while he started to sweat, his hair was wet…his body was shiny. His tongue was slightly out of his mouth.

The concert ended with a great thunder of applause. Girls screamed, boys rocked along. The atmosphere felt good.

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'That was amazing.' Jeongin said.

"Yes…I'm going to the…toilet now…okay?"

'Okay okay. Be careful.'

'I will.'

You went to the wall closest to the stage, more from the back and leaned against it. You saw the artists cleaning up, packing their things.

Han saw you and smirked. He came closer to you and placed his hand on the wall next to your head.

“You're here..” he touched your cheek

'Yes? Because you asked? What do you want…'

He looked at your lips and then back at you.

"I saw your cute…eyes looking at my fingers."

'So?'

He put his hand over your eyes and moved his fingers.

'Do you like them…?'

"I was looking at your fingers because you were strumming so fast."

"Did you find that fast?" he said with surprise

'Yes…?'

"You don't know how faster these fingers can move…."

His hand slid to your thigh.

"….what…what are you doing?"

His fingers slid more upwards.

'What do you think?'

He played with the hem of your skirt. You felt his fingers slide into your panties. You pushed him away.

"What do you think you're doing?"

He laughed.

"You can't run now…."

'I can.'

He grabbed your hips and pulled them close to him.

"I know you want this too…."

You looked to the side to avoid eye contact. His hand pulled your face back.

'Don't look away.'

His hand slid back to your panties.

'A taster baby…'

You felt his warm fingers slide to your core. He stroked your clit.

'Good girl.'

He flicked it. You gasped and tensed up.

'Relax…'

You started to get wet at the bottom. He slid his finger into your arousal. He made your clit wetter before pumping his finger into you. Your nails dug into his shoulder.

'You are so tight….'

He went faster. You grabbed his shoulder to maintain posture.

'Will you be a good girl and take my second finger…?'

'…mhm….' you said silently. Your brain wasn't working at the moment, you would say yes to everything.

He put his second finger inside. He spread your pasture. He supported his hand against the wall as he pumped into you hard. You felt your body gently rise and fall.

"….good….so good…" you moaned as you let your hand hang around his arm.

He went down, he just kept going. he lowered your panties with one hand so he was face to face with your clit.

He slowly pulled his fingers out as you breathed heavily. He knelt in front of you.

'I am going to make you feel so good….'

his lips touched your clit. His tongue slid over your flesh. He held your thighs in place.

Your hands went to his hair as he moved his tongue in and out.

'You taste so good baby…'

you moaned softly the way he ate you out made you reach your climax

'Let go for me….'

you let go for him. His tongue made sure not a single drop was wasted. He stood up, catching your arousal with his finger.

'Taste yourself….'

his finger came to your mouth, you sucked on it. You looked each other straight in the eyes.

He removed his finger from your mouth and licked it himself as he stared at you. He turned and left. He left you against the wall with your panties pulled down, arousal dripping from you, sweat rolling.

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After Jeongin dropped you off at your dorm, you threw your corset off. You feel strange… You could still feel his fingers…. you shook your head and went to your room. You put on your pajamas and went to the bathroom. You cleaned yourself up before going to bed.

You lay down on your bed, your blanket was warm. You closed your eyes but the memories of today jumped into your mind all the time. You couldn't help but slide your hand down. You slipped into your panties.

You pressed two fingers to your clit. You cared about it. Your legs were spread wide for more access. You thought about him….Han Jisung….you thought about what it would feel like to get more of him. You moaned softly, even though your roommate wasn't home. You gasped, your back arched. You came….

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After a few days you couldn't hold on anymore. You wanted to see him…

You were playing your electric guitar when your best friend Haerin walked in.

'Hey Hey.'

'Hello.' she said sweetily

'Ohh you're playing your electric guitar.'

'Mhm….'

you strummed your guitar and wrote down certain rhythms.

'What are you doing tonight?'

'Oh I'm going to….visit…a friend….'

"Just a friend…right?" she said with a small smile

'Yep, just a friend….'

"You never have 'just friends'."

“That's not true, I have Jeongin! And yours too, right?'

“Jeongin?” she started to giggle

"You're officially blind."

'What do you mean?'

"Don't you see the way he is around you?"

'What do you mean?' you looked up from your guitar.

'He's worried about you…he gives you the princess treatment every girl deserves!'

'Okay okay….? What is your point?'

She gently grabbed her hair and sighed.

'He likes you! Y/N, wake up!”

she shook you gently

'Like me? Pff…'

'Ask him out!'

You looked at her with bored eyes

"I'll think about it."

Will you think about it?

"….but now I have to go." you grabbed your guitar and put it in your suitcase

"Ahh yes…to your 'friend'."

'Yes to my…'friend'.'

You stood up

"I'll call you, okay?"

She smiled at you

"Okay, have fun!"

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You went back to the building on rock avenue where he always performed. It was a bit busy when you walked in. Someone was performing but it wasn't Han.

You looked around the room. He's usually here…

The room had dark red lights….everything around looked black. You nudged people to keep going.

You looked around the most popular places but you couldn't find it.

So you decided to look from behind. You looked around and saw him….but he wasn't alone.

The girl was pushed against the wall. Her legs spread just like you did yesterday.

He was eating her out. His hands spread her flesh further open.

Her moans filled the small space.

It made you feel sick to watch. Your stomach turned…you don't know what happened to your head, but it felt like your heart was pumping there.

You stumbled in the crowd to get away. The sight you saw kept getting stuck in your eyes. You hit your head several times to get it away. You stumbled outside and ran away….we heard the thoughts of him….and another….

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Idol! Bangchan x Reader: LTNS

A/n: ah... This one took a lot of time.. no reasons, just I have been a bit down anyways. FLUFF AND a little bit of SMUT in the end. Hope you enjoy it.

Summary: Yn Ln is Hannah Bahng's best friend since forever, even their mums were close. She knew Bangchan well until he flew away to South Korea to pursue his dream. When he returns home after and sees her for the first time after all these years.

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"Hannah! Are you wearing make up?" You watched Chan ask on Vlive and smiled as you waited for your friend to come out of her house.

Within a few minutes you heard footsteps and a hug as a voice was heard "Why don't you just go upstairs and meet him?" Hannah said.

"Nah. I'm fine from watching from afar. You know I am awkward" you said smiling.

"Whatever lets go, I have lots of things to buy actually lets go" Hannah said pulling you to the car behind her. And as expected the two of you had a blast shopping for various food and also including snacks and stuff. Actually, Mrs. Bang sent Hannah for shopping for dinner that night and Hannah asked you to tag along.

On your way back the two of you grabbed some coffee and by the time you both went back to the Bang house it was evening.

"Y/n, you're staying for dinner" Mrs. Bang said and you went in panic mode.

"No. Mrs. Bang actually I have this thing to do at home and Nana doesn't know-"

"Don't worry I've spoken to her. It's fine" she said.

"C'mon, Y/n what are you so afraid of?” Hannah asked.

"I'm not afraid I just don't want your brother to think I am weird or something" You said.

"He won't, That's Chris, he's plenty weird himself" Hannah said as you two entered her room and Berry came jumping to greet you.

"Hi Berry. Hi Berry" you said petting her and hoping for the best. 

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You were helping Mrs. Bang set the table when you heard Hannah voice, "Can't you wear some more clothes Y/n's here" and then retreating foot steps were heard and a sighing Hannah was seen to enter the room. To say you were nervous was an understatement. Of course you've seen and met and even spent time with Bangchan before but that was in childhood. And you never spoke to him after he shifted to South Korea. You've only seen him on screen and on stage. Besides, being a Stay doesn't help, you're not just meeting your bestfriend's brother, but also your idol.

"Hey Y/n!" Suddenly a chirpy voice echoed through the room and broke your train of thoughts

"Chris!" You said not being able to hold your happiness.

"You've grown up so much! Your so tall now" he said.

"You're embarrassing yourself" Hannah mumbled

"You've grown to Chris" you said laughing as Mrs. Bang ushered all of you to sit down.

You and Hannah have always been really good friends, since childhood. You both basically lived with each other generally at each other's houses, so this was very common for you when both of you are home. However, it's been ages since Chris was present here too.

Conversation flowed and one thing led to another and you were talking about age somehow.

"Yeah You guys have grown up, but you all are still so young"

"Yeah Chan you're half 52" you suddenly said and immediately regretted saying that.

"What did you say? And what did you call me?" He asked smiling

"Chris?" You said.

You saw Hannah and Lucas laugh in your peripheral vision.

"Y/n your a stay" Chan cooed.

And you couldn't take it, you hid your face in your palms, cheeks red in a blush.

"Don't tease her, yes she's a stay" Mrs. Bang confirmed. "She's also my informer on what's going on, with you and your members"

"So that's how you always know everything" Chan said and her mother nodded. You ate with the huge blush on your face. What you didn't see was Chan noticed it and found it really adorable. Chan had so many questions that he asked after he knew that you’re a stay like:

“Whose your Bias?” “Whose your Bias wrecker?” “Favourite m/v?” “Favourite song?” at a point he smirked and asked “Favourite ship?” and Hannah was done as said “Mom please shut Chris” to which he just laughed adorably, but you answered all of the questions truthfully, well almost all of them.

“Changbin” 

“Definitely, Felix” to which Hannah noticed Chan to have a momentary frown.

“(your favourite m/v)”

“(Your favourite song)”

“Minsung and Chanjin” the moment the second ship name came to your mouth Chan just choked on his food. But, Mrs. Bang saved you from any further questions by bringing in the dessert. 

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"Chris! Can you take Berry for a walk?" His mom asked Chan, who was simply sitting and working in his Lucas' room.

"Sure mum" he said and wore a black hoodie and sweats. He remembers to wear a mask before wearing his shoes and attaching Berry to a leash.

"Let's go Berry! Let's go!" He said and exited his house. He walked towards the park as Berry loved barking at ducks (a/n: idk I made that up) and as soon as he entered the park a Call startled him. He smiled wide at the contact number and received the call.

"Oi Felix!" He said

His deep voice was heard from the other side of the phone. And the two started chatting and planning a lunch together when suddenly Berry slipped out of Chan's hand and ran in a different direction. Leaving a shocked Chan who excused himself with a promise to call back and ran after Berry.

You were sitting in the park with your sketch book and listening to music but suddenly you hear a familiar bark and pull your headphones off and go into shock "Berry?"

She comes running right into your arms and licks your face. And you giggle, when you noticed Chan running towards you and cursed under your breath.

"Oh my god Berry! You can't run off like that" he said "Hi" he mumbled

And you said hello back. He simply sits down beside you.

"How are you? I haven't been able to talk to you with you keeping on running away and avoiding me" he said. And you burst out in giggles, no this was not strange for Chan and you. You just felt awkward to meet him as you really haven’t in so long. But, he did always spend time with you and took extra care of you just like he cared for Hannah, specially because you stayed with your grandma and he knew you rarely saw your parents. 

“I’m not avoiding you Chris. I just feel awkward after so many years” you said adding a few more details to your drawing. 

“Is that the reason you didn’t text me or let Hannah tell me when you went to South Korea all alone for your school program” he asked and finally grabbed your pencil and said “Look at me Y/n. We’re talking”

And you finally looked up at him, into those lovely eyes of his and almost had yourself drowning in them. The look itself was enough to bring on an apocalypse, No make up, curly hair and that smile. 

“I know you’re busy so I didn’t wanna bother you” you said with a tight smile

“Y/n no matter how busy I am I would always have time for family and you are in it” he said

“Sorry Chris, if it makes you feel better, then I should tell you I'll be going there again” you said shyly “And You’re the first person I am telling” 

“Really?” He asked and you nodded “Not even Hannah?” he asked with a gleam in his eyes

“Well she knows I got the offer, but she doesn’t know I said yes” You said and found Chan cheering. By that time Berry was fast asleep on your lap and the two of you chatted, and caught up. It seemed so easy to talk to each other that the fact that he moved away when you were very young didn’t really matter.

And thus, meeting Chan at the park every evening became a thing between the two of you that only Hannah knew, cause she saw the two of you one day. On the third day Chan suddenly said “Do you wanna grab lunch tomorrow?”

You were taken aback at the question, as blood rushed to your cheek, but before you could say anything, he said “Hanna and I are going to meet Felix and his sisters, I think you should come too, it will be fun” 

You kicked yourself mentally for even thinking- you nodded a yes and stood up and said “Isn’t that a things you guys always do? Even though I have hung out with Olivia but-”

“I want you there and even Felix has wanted to meet you” he said

“Fine! Fine!” I’ll come with you guys. 

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And you found yourself surrounded with a bunch of famous people but also ones you love.

"Seriously Y/n made all of us promise to not tell our brothers. Like girl, what if you needed help!" Olivia said laughing

"Yeah, Y/n its really reckless. Tell you what, put in your number I'll ping you. You can always talk to me" Felix said pointing at his phone and you laughed

"Hey. Why not me?" Chan whinned

"I'll tell both of you okay!" You said

"But, me first" Chan gave you a cheeky smile and said.

"I swear these two never grew up" Hannah sighed and everyone laughed.

"Why are you always so done with me?!" You asked with a fake cry and heard felix mumble "Kiyowo" and you immediately asked "What?"

"Nothing" he said with a cute smile.

"But you had heard it, undoubtedly" you just looked at him and then at Hannah and then smiled, what you didn't know was that it was actually directed towards you.

And that's how a great friendship between Felix and you has started. So naturally when Felix got to know that you'll be moving to South Korea soon, (much to Hannah's dismay though) he was really happy. And this continued even after they went back. But this time, even Chris had your number and you'd text every once in a while.

One day you were just sitting in your room and doing some work when you recieved a video call invitation from Felix, which you joined and found 4 pair of eyes staring at you.

"OH. MY. GOD!!!!" You shreaked

"Hello, Beautiful!" You heard Han say and you instantly hid your face in your palm.

"Hi Jisung" you said in a muffled tone.

"Look Y/n! We brought your bias!!!" They said, as you took a deep breath and looked towards the screen and said in fluent Korean "Hello everyone, I'm Y/n L/n. I am so happy to meet you guys"

"You know Korean?!" Changbin asked visibly impressed.

"Ah. Yes yes, I learnt it ages ago before I went for the first time" you said smiling

"I can already tell we're gonna be the best of friends." Han said cheering

"Try telling that to Hannah she'll have your head" you said laughing "She actually threatened me that I better not dare replace her, which actually is impossible for me."

"That sounds very much like Hannah" Chan said.

"You know they said so many things about you and specially that you're a stay that's so cool" Changbin said and you blushed and said "I've stanned you ever since before you guys debuted actually. I watched the survival show with Mrs. Bang." You said.

"That was something" Felix said shaking his head.

"So, what are 3racha and Felix doing?" You said

"Oh we were recording, do you wanna-" but you interrupted Chan

"NOO! NO SPOILERS!" you said and the four boys burst out laughing. They chatted and teased each other a bit more after they dropped the call.

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"Nervous? Why are you nervous?!" Felix's deep voice flowed through the phone into your ears.

"Because it all gets real the moment I step here. And it's been a while since I've been here. Last time, I didn't call Chan, actually I broke all ties with him since I reali-"

"That you were in love with him?" He completed your sentence. "It'll all be okay"

You sighed and asked "Are you guys there yet?" You asked.

"Yeah. At the gate, now pick it up buttercup" he said in a deep voice, that almost hit your brain at the wrong corner, (keyword: almost).

You picked up your baggage from the designated baggage belt and went towards the exit, there you found a super excited Felix and Han and you pulled the trolly and put it at a stop to rush and hug Felix who already had arms open for you. And then you opened your arms for Jisung to join you two and he gladly did.

"It's so good to finally meet you in person Y/n-ah!" Han said

"It is so good to see both of you too" you said.

"Okay lets move before we get spotted or worse scandaled into a throuple" Felix said.

"You're coming with us, Lee Know hyung cooked some great food as your welcome dinner" Han said opening the trunk of the car.

"I told Chan to ask you guys not to do these stuff, you rarely get off days, why get busy doing these?" You asked.

"That is because these small things are part of our ralaxing and keeps us sane" Felix said as he entered the passenger seat and Han and you entered the back seat.

The three of you enjoyed the ride to the dorm blasting Twice and BTS songs, through the car speaker. You actually noticed the driver sigh, the moment the music was turned off when you reached your destination.

Meeting the members was a delight that you could not believe that these guys you always see on the screen are actually in front of you. The fact that they are so warm and welcoming to you is something else. All were there except Hyunjin and I.n who already had stuff planned with their families. But this was okay and was already too huge of a dream for you. The boys kept on with playful banter and quarrels and you couldn't help but laugh. You were certainly having the time of your life. Bangchan asked you so many questions about your new place and how he'd help if you needed some muscles.

"I don't think you should stay alone for the first night though" Felix told you as you were getting into the van that would take you to your house.

"Lets do this then, Felix join Y/n and stay the night, I'll go too, we'll help Y/n settle and get all the necessary and then we'll see" Chan said

"I wanna come!" Seungmin said

"I am going home tomorrow morning so I'll visit" Minho said and you face palmed

"Guys this is not necessary!" You protested

"It is" Chan said "and it is non-negotiable its either that or you spent night here, and we take you to your apartment tomorrow" Chan said with a smirk and he knew he had you right where he wanted you.

You sighed and you knew very well what he was doing, he used this smart persuasion method even when you were little. You nodded your head and climbed in as Seungmin, Felix and Chan piled in, it was the same driver from earlier. The drive to Gimpo was just the 4 of you talking about childhood, the various memories you have. It was really good to have people you know and can talk to this time round, last time you came, the first few days were a torture.

"How were you planning on managing to do so much alone!?" It was the first thing Seungmin said as they entered the apartment.

"Well, I was going to do it one at a time, they have the tool kit" you said sheepishly.

"Good thing Chan Hyung insisted" Felix said.

You all settled in and looked around, the balcony being the main attraction to you. Your floor was quite high and the night lights looked so beautiful with the cool breeze blowing. You stood there and clicked a few pictures to send them to Hannah. You didn't know how long you were out when Chan came in with two chairs and said "These seem to be quite fitting here?"

"Yeah it would be great to sit here" you said and sat on one of the chair and patted on the other.

He sat down and a moment of silence prevailed before you said "Thank you for re-adopting me. I don't know what I'd do without you"

"I've told you, you are family." He said putting a hand on head and within a second you felt blood rush to your cheeks but you managed to nod. That was before Seungmin's voice was heard saying that the bed has been set, and after a huge debate you 4 decide to spend the rest of the time chatting or playing and then restart assembling furniture in the morning, and later will go grocery shopping with Minho.

The rest of the night (which was barely 4 hours) was spent sharing embarrassing stories about each other.

As soon as the sun rose, you 4 got to work, the first goal was to set up the couch and coffee table.

Within 2 hours a knock was heard and Bangchan went to open the door, only to welcome a very excited Han.

"I asked Lee Know hyung to drop me on the way to his way to his home and I brought Coffee and breakfast" he said and Felix ran to hug him, as he was a saviour. Yes, He brought juice for Felix.

The rest of the day was very productive as the furniture was set, the kitchen was put up and your cupboard was set up, yes Chan had exceptional leading skills and without them you would just be swimming in a pile of wood. Thank heavens they helped, hence after a nice take out dinner, the 5 dispersed in 2 cars and you closed the door and ran to your bedroom and plopped on the bed. Damn, staying with Bangchan so much was making your heart go heyware.

You still had 2 more days and decided to go exploring the next 2 days. Because it will be work and work then onwards. You looked up at the ceiling and remembered the various moments shared between you and Chan. How he comforts you, assures you, you just can't help falling more and more for him.

Suddenly, your phone started to ring and you saw your best friend's name flashing, you smiled and picked up, it was a a video call and as soon as you recieved you saw your Grandmother's face along with Hannah's.

"How are you, little girl?" Hannah said. Yes she visited and stayed over with your Nana often when you were away so that the old woman didn't feel lonely.

"I am settled, still nervous but better than last time" you said

"Did Chris help you with your things?" Nana asked

"Yes, Nana, he and his friends helped me set up my furniture and kitchen, let me give you both a tour" and you ended up giving a tour and telling them various funny stories that happened earlier that day. You guys chatted for sometime and then Hannah went to your room to talk to you.

"So, how was your time with my brother?" She asked

"Nothing, he just helped, well and I am in deep love. Damn" you confessed.

"You are down bad" she concluded.

"I am a simp for your brother" You owned up and the two of you burst in laughter. But, it was true, you've had this huge crush on Chris since you were kids, you were so hurt when he moved away. But, the more you grew up and watched him from afar, the more you fell for him. As a result of you being in love with this said human.

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Your workplace was very close to your apartment and thus you left the house every morning and picked a croissant and a vanilla latte from this little cafe you found on your exploration day. You have also been there with Chan as the cafe is generally empty during the time you return home when Chan generally visits, which is now almost once a week. Your days have been somewhat peaceful, these past few months since you moved, apart from the growing crush you had and it really hurt you physically to talk to Chan and not be able to hug him or kiss that beautiful face of his. And again you did something drastic, yes you stopped talking to Chan, yet again.

"This is a very stupid idea" Seungmin said as soon as you recieved his call.

"What?" You ask shocked and slightly taken aback. What was he talking about?

"You can't just ignore a person because you have a crush on them. You need to tell Chan hyung, either he reciprocates and you date or he doesn't and you move on!" He said.

He knew? How?. "What? How did you even- Felix told you?!" You exclaimed.

"I'm not blind Y/n" he told you and you sighed

"I don't know what else to do, Seungmin!" You whinned.

"Well, you wouldn't have to, because he's going straight to yours and he's determined to know why you are avoiding him" He said and you felt like hitting you head on a wall.

He hung up after some more encouraging words, and you felt the energy drain out of you. Thinking of a way to handle this situation when there's a knock on the door and you know who it was, you walked to the door and opened the door to come face to face with a super tensed Chan.

"Don't even say no, why are you avoiding me? Did I do or say something wrong? Did I make you uncomfortable?" He asked "Please tell me, talk to me please!"

"No-no, I just had my reasons" you said not being able to look at him

"And what are they. You've said this before, but you can't always just say that. Why don't you tell me?!" He said. For someone who's so patient Chan strangely seemed to have lost it and you couldn't take it anymore. He wanted the reason so he'll get them and you said it

"Cause, I am stupidly in love with you! Yes, I have had a huge crush on you since childhood, that only grew and grew as we grew up. And that was also the reason why I stopped and dropped all contact with you as I thought that it would go away, but it didn't. And now again, I just can't look at you without just wanting you. You can call me selfish if you want but that is how it is and thus I pulled away." You said, but Chan's shocked expression broke your heart.

"I know it's too much and you probably dont feel the same so dont worry" you added

"Yeah-Yeah I-I want I need, I'll need to unpack that. I am sorry" he said and with that he ran out of the apartment. And you made a decision, you will move on.

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5 days later, Skz dorm

Lee know and Felix are seen to have burst in through the door they looked straight and asked "What did you do? She's planning on going back."

"What? What are you saying?" Chan asked visibly confused.

"What happened between you and Y/n? She just stopped talking to us all of a sudden. Please tell us hyung! She's searching for someone to replace her so she can fly back" Felix said

"Something happened between you too right?" Minho asked.

"She confessed didn't she?" Seungmin said looking away from his phone

"Oh no! You rejected her?" Felix asked in awe

"She's Hannah's age Felix, she's like a sister to me" Chan said in a serious voice.

"But, you don't speak so much about Hannah as you speak about Y/n, hyung. Even Lee Know Hyung doesn't speak about his cats as much as you speak about Y/n or go to visit her" Hyunjin pointed out.

"You were even glaring at Inie when he was just being friendly." Seungmin added

"Inie was flirting with her" Chan said.

"So? He flirted with Hannah too, you didn't even mind that" Lee Know said.

"I-I. What are you even insinuating?! She's to me, as Hannah is. Okay!" Chan said now under pressure.

"Hannah is your sibling please keep her out of this conversation" Hyunjin said.

"Okay then, she's the same to me as Inie okay!" He said.

"But would you kiss Inie?" Hyunjin asked

"No. No I wouldn't Hyunjin!" Chan said

"Would you kiss Y/n?" Seungmin asked and Chan's eyes went wide "No I- I-" and he went quiet.

Who is he kidding of course he has stared at your lips numerous times when you speak. He remembers how his heart picks up pace whenever you're in a close proximity. Besides Lee Know was right, you did glare at Inie but it wasn't because he was flirting, or not only just because of that, he might have also been a bit jealous. Not to add how crazy he missed you when you started to distance him and how his heart almost summersaulted in his chest when you confessed to him, how did he ignore all these stuff. Oh God! He likes You! His realisation threw him into a state of shock.

"But she's my sister's best friend. She's Hannah's age" Chan whishpered

"She's just A FEW YEARS, younger. She's not A FEW years old" Seungmin said and Chan looked back at him.

As if on cue, Chan grabbed his phone and almost rushed out.

He took his car keys and drove off, destination: Y/n's apartment.

He tried to look back and think, when and what changed in his mind to make him feel this way about you. That was when he realised, he has always felt this towards you. Yes, he was always in love with you.

You were busy watching a Kdrama on your bed in your comfiest outfit, fuzzy socks and glasses on. You were really tired, finding a replacement is a really difficult job and so far the only 2 candidates you found were all rejected by the company, they insist on you staying, but you really can't keep on doing that. You- your thoughts were interrupted by a knock. You thought it was the delivery man with your Bibbimbap. But gosh were you wrong, as soon as you opened the door you were met with a red faced, out of breath Chan, who immediately hugged you.

"Please, please, don't go! Please don't leave me" and a string of many more incoherent things that you couldn't quite make out.

"Chan! Chan! What's wrong?" you asked hugging him back and patting his head.

"Please don't leave. I would be so lost without you. I'm sorry I didn't understand what you mean to me. I never realised this, but I-" he paused and took a deep breath, I have always been in love with you, Ple-" Chan was interrupted by a clearing of throat.

"Y/n L/n?" A man said from behind him

"Yes?" You said as Chan pulled away to look behind him.

"He-here's your order" the man handed you the package and looked suspiciously at Chan "Is he disturbing you, madam?" He asked, still looking at Chan.

"Uh? No, no. Thank you so much" you bowed to the man and he bowed back and walked away.

You kept the package on the counter near your door step and looked back and Chan. He looked so soft, and vulnerable. And as soon as he felt your eyes on him he held you hands in his and looked deep into your eyes.

"Please, be mine? I will do anything and take care of everything as long as you're by my side" he said.

"I thought you'd never ask" you said, trying your best to not tear up, and within a blink of an eye you found yourself pushed in the house, door closed and you pinned to it, trapped between two of his strong muscular arms.

"What are you doing" you said almost in a whisper

"Something that I have done a long time ago" he said and slammed his lips to yours.

You were shocked, his lips were so soft and you froze. "Show me you want this too" he said in a voice that sent chills down your spine and heat waves to your core. And you wasted no moment to kiss him back and this was better than what you had always imagined. Chan replaced his arms, one on your waist pulling you even closer and the other to cup your cheek. You moved your hands to his hair to fist his soft brown curls. Damn you've always imagined what that would feel like.

He soon pulled away and attacked your neck, earning a moan in return and you had a plan. So you pulled his head back up by his hair as he groaned and attached your lips to his and pushed him back, until his knees collided and he crashed on the couch. As soon as he did, you stranddled his lap, threw away your glasses and kissed him, this time with more frevour, want and passion.

His hands had already gone to your butt to squeeze it as soon as you moaned he took his chance to enter your mouth. Your tongues are fighting for dominance. All these times of missing each other and the pent up want and sexual tension was finally released.

Your lips left his and you attacked his neck, and he groaned "Y/n~". Damn, you loved the way your name rolled off his tongue, it was almost like your favourite melody.

Suddenly you felt his strong arms grip your waist as he picked you up and pushed you down on the couch and got on top of you with a mischievous glint in his eyes. He was about to kiss you when you said "Chan, the food's getting cold"

"Oh, I think we can warm it back up later" he said and dived in to kiss you again.

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A/n: ah… This one took a lot of time.. no reasons, just I have been a bit down anyways. FLUFF AND a little bit of SMUT in the end. Hope you enjoy it.

Summary: Yn Ln is Hannah Bahng’s best friend since forever, even their mums were close. She knew Bangchan well until he flew away to South Korea to pursue his dream. When he returns home after and sees her for the first time after all these years.

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“Hannah! Are you wearing make up?” You watched Chan ask on Vlive and smiled as you waited for your friend to come out of her house.

Within a few minutes you heard footsteps and a hug as a voice was heard “Why don’t you just go upstairs and meet him?” Hannah said

“Nah. I’m fine from watching from afar. You know I am awkward” you said smiling.

“Whatever lets go, I have lots of things to buy actually lets go” Hannah said pulling you to the car behind her. And as expected the two of you had a blast shopping for various food and also including snacks and stuff. Actually, Mrs. Bang sent Hannah for shopping for dinner that night and Hannah asked you to tag along.

On your way back the two of you grabbed some coffee and by the time you both went back to the Bang house it was evening.

“Y/n, you’re staying for dinner” Mrs. Bang said and you went in panic mode.

“No. Mrs. Bang actually I have this thing to do at home and Nana doesn’t know-”

“Don’t worry I’ve spoken to her. It’s fine” she said.

“C'mon, Y/n what are you so afraid of?” Hannah asked.

"I’m not afraid I just don’t want your brother to think I am weird or something” You said.

“He won’t, That’s Chris, he’s plenty weird himself” Hannah said as you two entered her room and Berry came jumping to greet you.

“Hi Berry. Hi Berry” you said petting her and hoping for the best. 

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You were helping Mrs. Bang set the table when you heard Hannah voice, “Can’t you wear some more clothes Y/n’s here” and then retreating foot steps were heard and a sighing Hannah was seen to enter the room. To say you were nervous was an understatement. Of course you’ve seen and met and even spent time with Bangchan before but that was in childhood. And you never spoke to him after he shifted to South Korea. You’ve only seen him on screen and on stage. Besides being a Stay doesn’t help, you’re not just meeting your bestfriend’s brother, but also your idol.

“Hey Y/n!” Suddenly a chirpy voice echoed through the room and broke your train of thoughts

“Chris!” You said not being able to hold your happiness.

“You’ve grown up so much! Your so tall now” he said.

“You’re embarrassing yourself” Hannah mumbled

“You’ve grown to Chris” you said laughing as Mrs. Bang ushered all of you to sit down.

You and Hannah have always been really good friends, since childhood. You both basically lived with each other generally at each other’s houses, so this was very common for you when both of you are home. However, it’s been ages since Chris was present here too.

Conversation flowed and one thing led to another and you were talking about age somehow.

“Yeah You guys have grown up, but you all are still so young”

“Yeah Chan you’re half 52” you suddenly said and immediately regretted saying that.

“What did you say? And what did you call me?” He asked smiling

“Chris?” You said.

You saw Hannah and Lucas laugh in your peripheral vision.

“Y/n your a stay” Chan cooed.

And you couldn’t take it, you hid your face in your palms, cheeks red in a blush.

“Don’t tease her, her she’s a stay” Mrs. Bang confirmed. “She’s also my informer on what’s going on, with you and your members”

“So that’s how you always know everything” Chan said and her mother nodded. You ate with the huge blush on your face. What you didn’t see was Chan noticed it and found it really adorable. Chan had so many questions that he did after he knew that you’re a stay like:

“Whose your Bias?” “Whose your Bias wrecker?” “Favourite m/v?” “Favourite song?” at a point he smirked and asked “Favourite ship?” and Hannah was done as said “Mom please shut Chris” to which he just laughed adorably, but you answered all of the questions truthfully, well almost all of them.

“Changbin” 

“Definitely, Felix” to which Hannah noticed Chan to have a momentary frown.

“(your favourite m/v”

“(Your favourite song)”

“Minsung and Chanjin” the moment the second ship name came to your mouth Chan just choked on his food. But, Mrs. Bang saved you from any further questions by bringing in the dessert. 

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“Chris! Can you take Berry for a walk?” His mom asked Chan, who was simply sitting and working in his Lucas’ room.

“Sure mum” he said and wore a black hoodie and sweats. He remembers to wear a mask before wearing his shoes and attaching Berry to a leash.

“Let’s go Berry! Let’s go!” He said and exited his house. He walked towards the park as Berry loved barking at ducks (a/n: idk I made that up) and as soon as he entered the park a. Call startled him. He smiled wide at the contact number and received the call.

“Oi Felix!” He said

His deep voice was heard from the other side of the phone. And the two started chatting and planning a lunch together when suddenly Berry slipped out of Chan’s hand and ran in a different direction. Leaving a shocked Chan who excused himself with a promise to call back and ran after Berry.

You were sitting in the park with your sketch book and listening to music but suddenly you hear a familiar bark and pull your headphones off and go into shock “Berry?”

She comes running right into your arms and licks your face. And you giggle, when you noticed Chan running towards you and cursed under your breath.

“Oh my god Berry! You can’t run off like that” he said “Hi” he mumbled

And you said hello back. He simply sits down beside you.

“How are you? I haven’t been able to talk to you with you keeping on running away and avoiding me” he said. And you burst out in giggles, no this was not strange for Chan and you. You just felt awkward to meet him as you really haven’t in so long. But, he did always spend time with you and took extra care of you just like he cared for Hannah, specially because you stayed with your grandma and he knew you rarely saw your parents. 

“I’m not avoiding you Chris. I just feel awkward after so many years” you said adding a few more details to your drawing. 

“Is that the reason you didn’t text me or let Hannah tell me when you went to South Korea all alone for your school program” he asked and finally grabbed your pencil and said “Look at me Y/n. We’re talking”

And you finally looked up at him, into those lovely eyes of his and almost had yourself drowning in them. The look itself was enough to bring on an apocalypse, No make up, curly hair and that smile. 

“I know you’re busy so I didn’t wanna bother you” you said with a tight smile

“Y/n no matter how busy I am I would always have time for family and you are in it” he said

“Sorry Chris, if it makes you feel better, then I should tell you I’ll be going there again” you said shyly “And You’re the first person I am telling” 

“Really?” He asked and you nodded “Not even Hannah?” he asked with a gleam in his eyes

“Well she knows I got the offer, but she doesn’t know I said yes” You said and found Chan cheering. By that time Berry was fast asleep on your lap and the two of you chatted, and caught up. It seemed so easy to talk to each other that the fact that he moved away when you were very young didn’t really matter.

And thus, meeting Chan at the part every evening became a thing between the two of you that only Hannah knew, cause she saw the two of you one day. On the third day Chan suddenly said “Do you wanna grab lunch tomorrow?”

You were taken aback at the question, as blood rushed to your cheek, but before you could say anything, he said “Hanna and I are going to meet Felix and his sisters, I think you should come too it will be fun” 

You kicked yourself mentally for even thinking- you nodded a yes and stood up and said “Isn’t that a things you guys always do? Even though I have hung out with Olivia but-”

“I want you there and even Felix has wanted to meet you” he said

“Fine! Fine!” I’ll come with you guys. 

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And you found yourself surrounded with a bunch of famous people but also ones you love.

“Seriously Y/n made all of us promise to not tell our brothers. Like girl, what if you needed help!” Olivia said laughing

“Yeah, Y/n its really reckless. Tell you what, put in your number I’ll ping you. You can always talk to me” Felix said pointing at his phone and you laughed

“Hey. Why not me?” Chan whinned

“I’ll tell both of you okay!” You said

“But, me first” child gave you a cheeky smile and said.

“I swear these two never grew up” Hannah sighed and everyone laughed.

“Why are you always so done with me?!” You asked with a fake cry and heard felix mumble “Kiyowo” and you immediately asked “What?”

“Nothing” he said with a cute smile.

“But you had heard it, undoubtedly” you just looked at him and then at Hannah and then smiled, what you didn’t know was that it was actually directed towards you.

And that’s how a great friendship between Felix and you has started. So naturally when Felix got to know that you’ll be moving to South Korea soon, (much to Hannah’s dismay though) he was really happy. And this continued even after they went back. But this time, even Chris had you number and you’d text every once in a while.

One day you were just sitting in your room and doing some work when you recieved a video call invitation from Felix, which you joined and found 4 pair of eyes staring at you.

“OH. MY. GOD!!!!” You shreaked

“Hello, Beautiful!” You heard Han say and you instantly hid your face in your palm.

“Hi Jisung” you said in a muffled tone.

“Look Y/n! We brought your bias!!!” They said, as you took a deep breath and looked towards the screen and said in fluent Korean “Hello everyone, I’m Y/n L/n. I am so happy to meet you guys”

“You know Korean?!” Changbin asked visibly impressed.

“Ah. Yes yes, I learnt it ages ago before I went for the first time” you said smiling

“I can already tell we’re gonna be the best of friends.” Han said cheering

“Try telling that to Hannah she’ll have your head” you said laughing “She actually threatened me that I better not dare replace her, which actually is impossible for me.”

“That sounds very much like Hannah” Chan said.

“You know they said so many things about you and specially that you’re a stay that’s so cool” Changbin said and you blushed and said “I’ve stanned you ever since before you guys debuted actually. I watched the survival show with Mrs. Bang.” You said.

“That was something” Felix said shaking his head.

“So, what are 3racha and Felix doing?” You said

“Oh we were recording, do you wanna-” but you interrupted Chan

“NOO! NO SPOILERS!” you said and the four boys burst out laughing. They chatted and teased each other a bit more after they dropped the call.

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“Nervous?Why are you nervous?!” Felix’s deep voice flowed through the phone into your ears.

“Because it all gets real the moment I step here. And it’s been a while since I’ve been here. Last time, I didn’t call Chan, actually I broke all ties with him since I reali-”

“That you were in love with him?” He completed your sentence. “It’ll all be okay”

You sighed and asked “Are you guys there yet?” You asked.

“Yeah. At the gate, now pick it up buttercup” he said in a deep voice, that almost hit your brain at the wrong corner, (keyword: almost).

You picked up your baggage from the designated baggage belt and went towards the exit, there you found a super excited Felix and Han and you pulled the trolly and put it at a stop to rush and hug Felix who already had arms open for you. And then you opened your arms for Jisung to join you two and he gladly did.

“It’s so good to finally meet you in person Y/n-ah!” Han said

“It is so good to see both of you too” you said.

“Okay lets move before we get spotted or worse scandaled into a throuple” Felix said.

“You’re coming with us, Lee Know hyung cooked some great food as your welcome dinner” Han said opening the trunk of the car.

“I told Chan to ask you guys not to do these stuff, you rarely get off days, why get busy doing these?” You asked.

“That is because these small things are part of our ralaxing and keeps us sane” Felix said as he entered the passenger seat and Han and you entered the back seat.

The three of you enjoyed the ride to the dorm blasting Twice and BTS songs, through the car speaker. You actually noticed the driver sigh, the moment the music was turned off when you reached your destination.

Meeting the members was a delight that you could not believe that these guys you always see on the screen are actually in front of you. The fact that they are so warm and welcoming to you is something else. All were there except Hyunjin and I.n who already had stuff planned with their families. But this was okay and was already too huge of a dream for you. The boys kept on with playful banter and quarrels and you couldn’t help but laugh. You were certainly having the time of your life. Bangchan asked you so many questions about your new place and how he’d help if you needed some muscles.

“I don’t think you should stay alone for the first night though” Felix told you as you were getting into the van that would take you to your house.

“Lets do this then, Felix join Y/n and stay the night, I’ll go too, we’ll help Y/n settle and get all the necessary and then we’ll see” Chan said

“I wanna come!” Seungmin said

“I am going home tomorrow morning so I’ll visit” Minho said and you face palmed

“Guys this is not necessary!” You protested

“It is” Chan said “and it is non-negotiable its either that or you spent night here, and we take you to your apartment tomorrow” Chan said with a smirk and he knew he had you right where he wanted you.

You sighed and you knew very well what he was doing, he used this smart persuasion method even when you were little. You nodded your head and climbed in as Seungmin, Felix and Chan piled in, it was the same driver from earlier. The drive to Gimpo was just the 4 of you talking about childhood, the various memories you have. It was really good to have people you know and can talk to this time round, last time you came, the first few days were a torture.

“How were you planning on managing to do so much alone!?” It was the first thing Seungmin said as they entered the apartment.

“Well, I was going to do it one at a time, they have the tool kit” you said sheepishly.

“Good thing Chan Hyung insisted” Felix said.

You all settled in and looked around, the balcony being the main attraction to you. Your floor was quite high and the night lights looked so beautiful with the cool breeze blowing. You stood there and clicked a few pictures to send them to Hannah. You didn’t know how long you were out when Chan came in with two chairs and said “These seem to be quite fittings here?”

“Yeah it would be great to sit here” you said and sat on one of the chair and patted on the other.

He sat down and a moment of silence prevailed before you said “Thank you for re-adopting me. I don’t know what I’d do without you”

“I’ve told you, you are family.” He said putting a hand on hand and within a second you felt blood rush to your cheeks but you managed to nod. That was written before Seungmin’s voice was heard saying that the bed has been set, and after a huge debate you 4 decide to spend the rest of the time chatting or playing and then restart assembling furniture in the morning, and later will go grocery shopping with Minho.

The rest of the night (which was barely 4 hours) was spent sharing embarrassing stories about each other.

As soon as the sun rose, you 4 got to work, the first goal was to set up the couch and coffee table.

Within 2 hours a knock was heard and Bangchan went to open the door, only to welcome a very excited Han.

“I asked Lee Know hyung to drop me on the way to his way to his home and I brought Coffee and breakfast” he said and Felix ran to hug him, as he was a saviour. Yes, He brought juice for Felix.

The rest of the day was very productive as the furniture was set, the kitchen was put up and your cupboard was set up, yes Chan had exceptional leading skills and without them you would just be swimming in a pile of wood. Thank heavens they helped, hence after a nice take out dinner, the 5 dispersed in 2 cars and you closed the door and ran to your bedroom and plopped on the bed. Damn, staying with Bangchan so much was making your heart go heyware.

You still had 2 more days and decided to go exploring the next 2 days. Because it will be work and work then onwards. You looked up at the ceiling and remembered the various moments shared between you and Chan. How he comforts you, assures you, you just can’t help falling more and more for him.

Suddenly, your phone started to ring and you saw your best friend’s name flashing, you smiled and picked up, it was a a video call and as soon as you recieved you saw your Grandmother’s face along with Hannah’s.

“How are you girl?” Hannah said. Yes she visited and stayed over with your Nana often when you were away so that the old woman didn’t feel lonely.

“I am settled, still nervous but better than last time” you said

“Did Chris help you with your things?” Nana asked

“Yes, Nana, he and his friends helped me set up my furniture and kitchen, let me give you both a tour” and you ended up giving a tour and telling them various funny stories that happened earlier that day. You guys chatted for sometime and then Hannah went to your room to talk to you.

“So, how was your time with my brother?” She asked

“Nothing, he just helped, well and I am in deep love. Damn” you confessed.

“You are down bad” she concluded.

“I am a simp for your brother” You owned up and the two of you burst in laughter. But, it was true, you’ve had this huge crush on Chris since you were kids, you were so hurt when he moved away. But, the more you grew up and watched him from afar, the more you fell for him. As a result of you being in love with this said human.

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Your workplace was very close to your apartment and thus you left the house every morning and picked a croissant and a vanilla latte from this little cafe you found on your exploration day. You have wlso been there with Chan as the cafe is generally empty during the time you return home when Chan generally visits, which is now almost twice a week. Your days have been somewhat peaceful, these past few months since you moved, apart from the growing crush you had and it really hurt you physically to talk to Chan and not be able to hug him or kiss that beautiful face of his. And again you did something drastic, yes you stopped talking to Chan, yet again.

“This is a very stupid idea” Seungmin said as soon as you recieved his call.

“What?” You ask shocked and slightly taken aback. What was he talking about?

“You can’t just ignore a person because you have a crush on them. You need to tell Chan hyung, either he reciprocates and you date or he doesn’t and you move on!” He said.

He knew? How?. “What? How did you even- Felix told you?!” You exclaimed.

“I’m not blind Y/n” he told you and you sighed

“I don’t know what else to do, Seungmin!” You whinned.

“Well, you wouldn’t have to, because he’s going straight to yours and he’s determined to know why you are avoiding him” He said and you felt like hitting you head on a wall.

He hung up after some more encouraging words, and you felt the energy drain out of you. Thinking of a way to handle this situation when there’s a knock on the door and you know who it was, you walked to the door and opened the door to come face to face with a super tensed Chan.

“Don’t even say no, why are you avoiding me? Did I do or say something wrong? Did I make you uncomfortable?” He asked “Please tell me, talk to me please!”

“No-no, I just had my reasons” you said not being able to look at him

“And what are they. You’ve said this before, but you can’t always just say that. Why don’t you tell me?!” He said. For someone who’s so patient Chan strangely seemed to have lost it and you couldn’t take it anymore. He wanted the reason so he’ll get them and you said it

“Cause, I am stupidly in love with you! Yes, I have had a huge crush on you since childhood, that only grew and grew as we grew up. And that was also the reason why I stopped and dropped all contact with you as I thought that it would go away, but it didn’t. And now again, I just can’t look at you without just wanting you. You can call me selfish if you want but that is how it is and thus I pulled away.” You said, but Chan’s shocked expression broke your heart.

“I know it’s too much and you probably dont feel the same so dont worry” you added

“Yeah-Yeah I-I want I need, I’ll need to unpack that. I am sorry” he said and with that he ran out of the apartment. And you made a decision, you will move on.

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5 days later, Skz dorm

Lee know and Felix are seen to have burst in thr!ough the door they looked straight and asked “What did you do? She’s planning on going back.”

“What? What are you saying?” Chan asked visibly confused.

“What happened between you and Y/n? She just stopped talking to us all of a sudden. Please tell us hyung! She’s searching for someone to replace her so she can fly back” Felix said

“Something happened between you too right?” Minho asked.

“She confessed didn’t she?” Seungmin said looking away from his phone

“Oh no! You rejected her?” Felix asked in awe

“She’s Hannah’s age Felix, she’s like a sister to me” Chan said in a serious voice.

“But, you don’t speak so much about Hannah as you speak about Y/n, hyung. Even Lee Know Hyung doesn’t speak about his cats as much as you speak about Y/n or go to visit her” Hyunjin pointed out.

“You were even glaring at Inie when he was just being friendly.” Seungmin added

“Inie was flirting with her” Chan said.

“So? He flirted with Hannah too, you didn’t even mind that” Lee Know said.

“I-I. What are you even insinuating?! She’s to me, as Hannah is. Okay!” Chan said now under pressure.

“Hannah is your sibling please keep her out of this conversation” Hyunjin said.

“Okay then, she’s the same to me as Inie okay!” He said.

“But would you kiss Inie?” Hyunjin asked

“No. No I wouldn’t Hyunjin!” Chan said

“Would you kiss Y/n?” Seungmin asked and Chan’s eyes went wide “No I- I-” and he went quiet.

Who is he kidding of course he has stared at your lips numerous times when you speak. He remembers how hus heart picks up pace whenever you’re in a close proximity. Besides Lee Know was right, you did glare at Inie but it wasn’t because he was flirting, or not only just because of that, he might have also been a bit jealous. Not to add how crazy he missed you when you started to distance him and how his heart almost summersaulted in his chest when you confessed to him, how did he ignore all these stuff. Oh God! He likes You! His realisation threw him into a state of shock.

“But she’s my sister’s best friend. She’s Hannah’s age” Chan whishpered

“She’s just A FEW YEARS, younger. She’s not A FEW years old” Seungmin said and Chan looked back at him.

As if on cue, Chan grabbed his phone and almost rushed out.

He took his car keys and drove off, destination: Y/n’s apartment.

He tried to look back and think, when and what changed in his mind to make him feel this way about you. That was when he realised, he has always felt this towards you. Yes, he was always in love with you.

You were busy watching a Kdrama on your bed in your comfiest outfit, fuzzy socks and glasses on. You were really tired, finding a replacement is a really difficult job and so far the only 2 candidates you found were all rejected by the company, they insist on you staying, but you really can’t keep on doing that. You- your thoughts were interrupted by a knock. You thought it was the delivery man with your Bibbimbap. But gosh were you wrong, as soon as you opened the door you were met with a red faced, out of breath Chan, who immediately hugged you.

“Please, please, don’t go! Please don’t leave me” and a string of many more incoherent things that you couldn’t quite make out.

“Chan! Chan! What’s wrong?” you asked hugging him back and patting his head.

“Please don’t leave. I would be so lost without you. I’m sorry I didn’t understand what you mean to me. I never realised this, but I-” he paused and took a deep breath, I have always been in love with you, Ple-“ Chan was interrupted by a clearing of throat.

"Y/n L/n?” A man said from behind him

“Yes?” You said as Chan pulled away to look behind him.

“He-here’s your order” the man handed you the package and looked suspiciously at Chan “Is he disturbing you, madam?” He asked, still looking at Chan.

“Uh? No, no. Thank you so much” you bowed to the man and he bowed back and walked away.

You kept the package on the counter near your door step and looked back and Chan. He looked so soft, and vulnerable. And as soon as he felt your eyes on him he held you hands in his and looked deep into your eyes.

“Please, be mine? I will do anything and take care of everything as long as you’re by my side” he said.

“I thought you’d never ask” you said, trying your best to not tear up, and within a blink of an eye you found yourself pushed in the house door closed and you pinned to it trapped between two of his strong muscular arms.

“What are you doing” you said almost in a whisper

“Something that I have done a long time ago” he said and slammed his lips to yours.

You were shocked, his lips were so soft and you froze. “Show me you want this too” he said in a voice that sent chills down your spine and heat waves to your core. And you wasted no moment to kiss him back and this was better than what you had always imagined. Chan replaced his arms, one on your waist pulling you even closer and the other to cup your cheek. You moved your hands to his hair to fist his soft brown curls. Damn you’ve always imagined what that would feel like.

He soon pulled away and attacked your neck, earning a moan in return and you had a plan. So you pulled his head back up by his hair as he groaned and attached your lips to his and pushed him back, until his knees collided and he crashed on the couch. As soon as he did, you stranddled his lap, threw away your glasses and kissed him, this time with more frevour, want and passion.

His hands had already gone to your butt to squeeze it as soon as you moaned he took his chance to enter your mouth. Your tongues are fighting for dominance. All these times of missing each other and the pent up want and sexual tension was finally released.

Your lips left his and you attacked his neck, and he groaned “Y/n~”. Damn, you loved the way your name rolled off his tongue, it was almost like your favourite melody.

Suddenly you felt his strong arms grip your waist as he picked you up and pushed you down on the couch and got on top of you with a mischievous glint in his eyes. He was about to kiss you when you said “Chan, the food’s getting cold”

“Oh, I think we can warm it back up later” he said and dived in to kiss you again.

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bathe in passion pt.6

Word count: 1K

Pairing: chan x stya{ stay /reader}

Genre: fluff

Rating: PG-16

Warnings: suggestive, hickies, scratches, reader can't walk, the cringiest convo ever, my worst writing of all time {sorry}, horrible writing style,

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Chris woke up and saw the sun hit her face. he then recalled all they had done the night before and remembered it was her first time and that she had just lost her V card to him and he now felt bad for making her sleep with him in that way after she had asked for them to go back to sleep he felt horrible. he regretted forcing to do that instead of when she was ready on her own time. he felt that he should have listened to her and let her go back to sleep like she wanted to even if it caused him discomfort or he could have gone to the bathroom to try to knock one off. He loved her in every way possible and he felt absolutely horrible for doing this he felt as though he had hurt her as if doing this to her had disrespected her, her wishes, her belief, her body, everything.

he felt awful. he wanted to do nothing more than to make it up to her, but the marking that littered her skin looked like works of art. he looked at her neck all the way down to her cleavage, where the blanket had reached to cover the rest, all had been covered in bite marks and hickies and love marks. there was a big part of him that felt proud, then felt guilty for feeling that way after he had forced her to lose her V card to him. you woke up to see him looking at you with a sad guilty expression not able to be hidden at his weak excuse of a smile.

you thought he was regretting sleeping with you. was it because he realized that your chubby stomach was gross or he realized it wasn't as beautiful as he said

"hey baby, i am. so. sorry for making you do something you didn't wanna do i never should have forced you to lose your V card to me i should have waited for you to be ready and now i feel horrible and-"

"ok first off calm down"you said stopping him in his speedy rant

"secondly you didn't force me to do anything i agreed to it-"

"but" he replied.

"no buts"

"you didn't pressure me to do it either it was just what i needed otherwise i might have never been ready"

"if anything i should be sorry that im not good enough i bet all the stretch marks made you feel disgusted and my chubby belly made you regret sleeping with me and for that i am so very sorry"

"okay first of all, what on earth are you talking about your body is the most beautiful thing i have ever seen in my entire life you are amazing in every way and i am honored that you let me be your first time you were amazing im just a little disappointing not in you but in myself for leaving so many marks on your beautiful skin {doesn't have to be white skin i know some of you beautiful chocolate queens have been feeling left out dont be flaunt that chocolate color mama} but i also feel extremely proud i kinda want to do more and wish i did on every inch of your body"

"and if anything your stretch marks are tiger stripes"

"so beautiful and shows off how brave and fearless you are and your body your curves are everything to me the very things that drive me insane that makes me understand why guys will want to watch and stare but still wont stop me from being jealous a little "

"you are especially sexy when you wear outfits that show off all your curves "

"and if you still don't believe me on that wasn't the Greek goddess of beauty often seen to be thick with hip dips and if the goddess of beauty can see the beauty in you why cant i ? "

"that was the sweetest thing I've ever heard thank you my love" you said.

"no problem" he replied.

"lets go get breakfast"

gets up and gets dressed when he hears something loud coming from the bedroom and runs back in to see you on the floor. he took a moment to take you in the fact that you were littered in hickies and love bites all over your abdomen all over your breasts neck collar bone and thighs had bruises, hickies and bites.

{he was still shirtless had a couple hickies but they would have all been hidden by a T-shirt easily}

"you mind helping me out i cant walk "

"or stand for that matter" you stated.

he smirks and picks you up and takes you to the bath which he had already set for you.

"aww you already set me a bath, so nice"

"thought you might want a nice hot bath after last night ." he winks at you.

you blushed.

"oh, and sorry for the scratch marks on your back "

"What?" he rushes to the mirror turns around and sees those scratches would be easy to hide with the t-shirt as well.

"yeah its fine "

"i would say sorry for the hickies but we both know that I'm not." he says as he smirks. leaves the bathroom and goes to the kitchen still shirtless and started making breakfast for everyone and that's when it hit him.

everyone.

as in the guys.

the guys he shares a dorm with.

his group mates.

they were here.

and with how loud luna was he highly doubted there's a chance they didn't hear.

just as he thought that ALL the guy walked in all looking tired

"I hope it was worth it."

"you know keeping us up all night"

>:( jisung pouted.

chan turns around.

"Yeah, sorry, i forget you guys were here."

minho: "what ever judging by the scratch marks on your back im guessing you did good, so im proud of you "

chan blushed so hard "lino what the hell dude " extremely embarrassed

binnie: "haha he's so red right now"

"baby come get me pls im done bathing and i cant stand up to dry off" stya said.

chan was now red-er that hyunjin's hair in maniac

lixie: "wow"

"my bro took away her ability to walk"

"I'm impressed yet somehow not surprised you could"

chan: "LIXIE!!!!!!!"

seungmin: "hes not wrong though"

i.n: "hes not wrong though"

chan got so flustered but he just turned off the stove after he had finished cooking and went to help stya.

Part 1: Renascence: Hwang Hyunjin x OC

Summary: The arcane are everywhere around you they are actually more normal than you think, but what of the anomalies in the arcane like Y/n? It definitely isn't easy. Specially when the nature is always out there to get you and the ones one you love. Loosing a loved one is difficult but when you've done it a couple of times. No matter how many births he took, watching Hyunjin fade wasn't easy for you. How far are you willing to go this time to protect him? Would things be different this time round?

A/n: I'm nervous for this, I have planned hard and long. Please don't forget to sent in some notes if you liked it. Sorry for the pictures for the pictures I can't get that many appropriate childhood pictures of him so I kinda made some.

Words count: 1.4k

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"You're so pretty" the girl that walked up to you told you.

"You're pretty too" you said.

"I'm not pretty! I'm a boy!" The "boy" rebelled and your little brain was shocked. You couldn't think such a boy or a male could be so beautiful with such beautiful eyes and blonde locks.

"Well, you are a pretty boy" you said and giggled making the boy infront of you giggle as well.

"I'm Hyunjin, what's your name?"he asked

"I'm Y/n" you said, still looking at him in awe. This was the first time you actually saw anyone apart from your Appa or your dad, someone of your age. None of the villagers came to this side of the meadow anyway so you were shocked to see this kid who seemed the same age of you there. "How did you get here?" You asked.

"I was following a butterfly I wanted to make it's picture" he said pouting a bit an sitting. The two of you picking at the flowers and making braid crowns. It was getting late when Hyunjin stood up to leave with a promise to meet again the next day.

And that became a regular, and that how you'd meet you first friend, Hyunjin. The only mundane you ever met who remembered your name.

"Y/n? Whose this?" You heard Taehyung Appa's voice.

"This is Hyunjin" you said with one of the hugest smile that he had ever seen on your face. The look on your face, he knew.

"Hyunjin, this is my Appa" you said hugging Taehyung's legs. Hyunjin instantly stood up and bowed and said "Hello, Y/n's Appa, its nice to meet you I am Y/n's friend Hyunjin"

"Wah, Hyunjin, you're such s good boy" he said

However, this joy of yours did not last long. Three years after you met Hyunjin and his family moved away from the Village.

"But-but he told me he'd never leave. He promised me!" You said teary eyes and ran to Jin "Dad!"

"Aw sunshine, I'm so sorry. But dad can't do anything about it" he told you.

"They are mundanes Y/n they can't stick around long anyway, you can't hold on to everything they say" Taehyung said. You just looked at him, not understanding what he said.

"Oh Tae, she's just a child" Jin scolded Taehyung who just frowned. It hurts both your Appa and dad to see you hurt like that. But, Taehyung felt that this was necessary for you to realise that being an immortal it was bad to get attached to mortals especially mundanes.

It took you days to get over the grief of the loss of your only friend.

As you grew up you learnt what made you different. Why the village lady you met a few times during going shopping with Taehyung always seemed to forget your name and they didn't even realise that they did. You got to know the truth about your real parents. You knew you were an anomaly, a creature that should not have existed in the first place and you had once asked Taehyung.

"Appa? What would happen if I never existed?" You asked with the innocent look that always adorned your baby features. What you didn't inew was the question almost brought stinging tears to both the elder males' eyes.

"Without you your Appa and dad would be very sad. You are our angel, you are special and no matter what anybody says you are our daughter" Jin said and picked you up and hugged you. The hug was then joined by Taehyung who wrapped an arm around both the sides of Jin keeping you in the middle.

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A few years passed

"Y/n, meet him" Jin said bringing in a handsome man.

"Hi, I'm Seonghwa" he said, bending down to your level and extending his hand.

You put your hand in his and said "I'm Y/n." Breaking out into a toothy grin.

"Will you remember my name?" You suddenly remembered the people who always forgot your name because you're a damphyr.

"I will never forget it" he said.

"He will help you study, and train. Actually Sunshine, we've got a new job and we'll have to leave for sometime" You heard Jin say and you nodded

"When will you be back?" You asked, trying your best not to try.

"Just in a month" he assured

"Can you be a good girl?" Taehyung asked you,as he bend down in front of you.

"I'm always a good girl, Appa" you said and hugged them both.

Seonghwa could feel his heart melt at this exchange.

The next week was spent getting to know Seonghwa, as you parents got ready for their trip. "Do we have to leave, can't I just stay?!" You heard Taehyung once saying as he wrapped his hands around Jin's torso, keeping his head on his wide shoulder.

"You know you can't denh the council, it's not good"

Sone time later you had asked Seonghwa "Hwa?"

"Yes?" He cooed.

"What's a council?"

"That's a big word, where did you learn it from?" He asked in surprise

"I heard appa and dad talk about it" you said honestly

"It's actually a system, I told you how human's have laws?" He said and you nodded "Well the council a similar one for the Arcanes"

You nodded your head lips shaped in an O.

Soon the day you dreaded came and Jin and Taehyung left, after Jin gave you a huge talk about how you should not be naughty and never go anywhere alone.

And telling the same to Seonghwa at a point Taehyung had to pull him away or they wouldn't have reached the council in time.

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"Y/n you stay here, I'll go take a shower" Seonghwa told you and went to the washroom. That was your moment, you snuck up to the water reservoir above the room and fulfilled you plan and with in moments you heard.

"WHAT!"

"NO NO! NOOOO!"

"YYYYYYYYY/NNNNNNNNNN!!"

"WHERE ARE YOU"

You rushed back to your spot, practically dying of laughter.

"What have you done?" A voice was heard and you hid behind the couch

"Your hair was blond for so long, I was bored" you said scared that he might scold you

"Ah sweetie you should have at least asked me. We could have done it peacefully" he said

And you were shocked even Jin had scolded you for dying his hair purple and only calmed down when Taehyung said he looked really good but Seonghwa just has no problem? Seeing you quiet he says

"Next time, you choose my hair colors okay?" He said with the sweetest while there and you nodded. He then asked "You wanna go to the town nearby?"

You nodded again

"Then go and get ready" he said and you rushed to find a proper dress and to comb your hair.

When you were done Seonghwa carefully helped you mount your pony and climbed his horse then he thanked your stable boy Jake and the two of you rode away. He stopped infront of a shops that had many cages infront of it all had birds, rats, hamsters and various animals.

As soon as the two of you stepped inside the shopkeeper bowed to Seonghwa and showed him a direction.

"C'mon" he said and held your hand as you gripped into his.

The man showed you little fur ball.

"KITTI!!!" you screeched and rushed to the meowing wonder.

"His name is Charlie" Seonghwa said

"Is he yours" you asked him

"Yes, he is actually a muhang."

"A WHAT?" you asked visibly confused

"Well you know souls reincarnate in various forms right? But, some souls are special they reincarnate in the same form with the same identity, they are called Muhangs. Charlie here, has been with me for 200 years. He passes and then again comes back to me as a kitten, I don't know how that is possible but fate bound us together"

You took in all the new information wide eyed. And they asked "So can we take Charlie home?"

"Yes, he is mine and yours now" he said and you cheered. Taking him in a basket the two of you stepped out, upon reaching the town plaza you shook Seonghwa gently and said "Ice cream! Ice cream! Hwa can we get ice cream!!!" You jumped

"Okay. Okay. Let's go" he said

You were happily about to lick your ice cream when you saw him.

But, his hair was black and him, why is he still the same age?! Those eyes and that face, the face you buried deep to pipe down your sorrows and grief. Your ice cream fell from your hand and you froze.

Right that moment he turned to you side and looked into your eyes. It's the same eyes. Its the same face yes.

But, why is he still so young?! And his hair?! You looked at him to find him looking at you, but the look in his eyes when he found you staring at him. You could see the unfamilarity in his eyes.

You ran away from the place with Seonghwa behind you, you stopped at your house.

"Y/n! Y/n, stop! WHAT IS WRONG?" he asked you

"It was him Hwa!" You said in tears "It was him! And he didn't know me. And he was still small. What happened Hwa!" You said as you shook him by his arms "Why!why! He said he'd always remember me!"

"Y/n you're mistaken" Seonghwa said

"I knew what I saw!" You said almost in spite.

"No Y/n" he still said in a soft voice "please stop crying. You must have seen someone else"

"No Seonghwa! I know what and whom I saw. I can never mistake Hyunjin!"

"But the Hyunjin you knew died years ago!" He said, and his eyes went wide in realisation.

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Idol! Bangchan x Reader: LTNS

A/n: ah… This one took a lot of time.. no reasons, just I have been a bit down anyways. FLUFF AND a little bit of SMUT in the end. Hope you enjoy it.

Summary: Yn Ln is Hannah Bahng’s best friend since forever, even their mums were close. She knew Bangchan well until he flew away to South Korea to pursue his dream. When he returns home after and sees her for the first time after all these years.

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“Hannah! Are you wearing make up?” You watched Chan ask on Vlive and smiled as you waited for your friend to come out of her house.

Within a few minutes you heard footsteps and a hug as a voice was heard “Why don’t you just go upstairs and meet him?” Hannah said

“Nah. I’m fine from watching from afar. You know I am awkward” you said smiling.

“Whatever lets go, I have lots of things to buy actually lets go” Hannah said pulling you to the car behind her. And as expected the two of you had a blast shopping for various food and also including snacks and stuff. Actually, Mrs. Bang sent Hannah for shopping for dinner that night and Hannah asked you to tag along.

On your way back the two of you grabbed some coffee and by the time you both went back to the Bang house it was evening.

“Y/n, you’re staying for dinner” Mrs. Bang said and you went in panic mode.

“No. Mrs. Bang actually I have this thing to do at home and Nana doesn’t know-”

“Don’t worry I’ve spoken to her. It’s fine” she said.

“C'mon, Y/n what are you so afraid of?” Hannah asked.

"I’m not afraid I just don’t want your brother to think I am weird or something” You said.

“He won’t, That’s Chris, he’s plenty weird himself” Hannah said as you two entered her room and Berry came jumping to greet you.

“Hi Berry. Hi Berry” you said petting her and hoping for the best. 

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You were helping Mrs. Bang set the table when you heard Hannah voice, “Can’t you wear some more clothes Y/n’s here” and then retreating foot steps were heard and a sighing Hannah was seen to enter the room. To say you were nervous was an understatement. Of course you’ve seen and met and even spent time with Bangchan before but that was in childhood. And you never spoke to him after he shifted to South Korea. You’ve only seen him on screen and on stage. Besides being a Stay doesn’t help, you’re not just meeting your bestfriend’s brother, but also your idol.

“Hey Y/n!” Suddenly a chirpy voice echoed through the room and broke your train of thoughts

“Chris!” You said not being able to hold your happiness.

“You’ve grown up so much! Your so tall now” he said.

“You’re embarrassing yourself” Hannah mumbled

“You’ve grown to Chris” you said laughing as Mrs. Bang ushered all of you to sit down.

You and Hannah have always been really good friends, since childhood. You both basically lived with each other generally at each other’s houses, so this was very common for you when both of you are home. However, it’s been ages since Chris was present here too.

Conversation flowed and one thing led to another and you were talking about age somehow.

“Yeah You guys have grown up, but you all are still so young”

“Yeah Chan you’re half 52” you suddenly said and immediately regretted saying that.

“What did you say? And what did you call me?” He asked smiling

“Chris?” You said.

You saw Hannah and Lucas laugh in your peripheral vision.

“Y/n your a stay” Chan cooed.

And you couldn’t take it, you hid your face in your palms, cheeks red in a blush.

“Don’t tease her, her she’s a stay” Mrs. Bang confirmed. “She’s also my informer on what’s going on, with you and your members”

“So that’s how you always know everything” Chan said and her mother nodded. You ate with the huge blush on your face. What you didn’t see was Chan noticed it and found it really adorable. Chan had so many questions that he did after he knew that you’re a stay like:

“Whose your Bias?” “Whose your Bias wrecker?” “Favourite m/v?” “Favourite song?” at a point he smirked and asked “Favourite ship?” and Hannah was done as said “Mom please shut Chris” to which he just laughed adorably, but you answered all of the questions truthfully, well almost all of them.

“Changbin” 

“Definitely, Felix” to which Hannah noticed Chan to have a momentary frown.

“(your favourite m/v”

“(Your favourite song)”

“Minsung and Chanjin” the moment the second ship name came to your mouth Chan just choked on his food. But, Mrs. Bang saved you from any further questions by bringing in the dessert. 

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“Chris! Can you take Berry for a walk?” His mom asked Chan, who was simply sitting and working in his Lucas’ room.

“Sure mum” he said and wore a black hoodie and sweats. He remembers to wear a mask before wearing his shoes and attaching Berry to a leash.

“Let’s go Berry! Let’s go!” He said and exited his house. He walked towards the park as Berry loved barking at ducks (a/n: idk I made that up) and as soon as he entered the park a. Call startled him. He smiled wide at the contact number and received the call.

“Oi Felix!” He said

His deep voice was heard from the other side of the phone. And the two started chatting and planning a lunch together when suddenly Berry slipped out of Chan’s hand and ran in a different direction. Leaving a shocked Chan who excused himself with a promise to call back and ran after Berry.

You were sitting in the park with your sketch book and listening to music but suddenly you hear a familiar bark and pull your headphones off and go into shock “Berry?”

She comes running right into your arms and licks your face. And you giggle, when you noticed Chan running towards you and cursed under your breath.

“Oh my god Berry! You can’t run off like that” he said “Hi” he mumbled

And you said hello back. He simply sits down beside you.

“How are you? I haven’t been able to talk to you with you keeping on running away and avoiding me” he said. And you burst out in giggles, no this was not strange for Chan and you. You just felt awkward to meet him as you really haven’t in so long. But, he did always spend time with you and took extra care of you just like he cared for Hannah, specially because you stayed with your grandma and he knew you rarely saw your parents. 

“I’m not avoiding you Chris. I just feel awkward after so many years” you said adding a few more details to your drawing. 

“Is that the reason you didn’t text me or let Hannah tell me when you went to South Korea all alone for your school program” he asked and finally grabbed your pencil and said “Look at me Y/n. We’re talking”

And you finally looked up at him, into those lovely eyes of his and almost had yourself drowning in them. The look itself was enough to bring on an apocalypse, No make up, curly hair and that smile. 

“I know you’re busy so I didn’t wanna bother you” you said with a tight smile

“Y/n no matter how busy I am I would always have time for family and you are in it” he said

“Sorry Chris, if it makes you feel better, then I should tell you I’ll be going there again” you said shyly “And You’re the first person I am telling” 

“Really?” He asked and you nodded “Not even Hannah?” he asked with a gleam in his eyes

“Well she knows I got the offer, but she doesn’t know I said yes” You said and found Chan cheering. By that time Berry was fast asleep on your lap and the two of you chatted, and caught up. It seemed so easy to talk to each other that the fact that he moved away when you were very young didn’t really matter.

And thus, meeting Chan at the part every evening became a thing between the two of you that only Hannah knew, cause she saw the two of you one day. On the third day Chan suddenly said “Do you wanna grab lunch tomorrow?”

You were taken aback at the question, as blood rushed to your cheek, but before you could say anything, he said “Hanna and I are going to meet Felix and his sisters, I think you should come too it will be fun” 

You kicked yourself mentally for even thinking- you nodded a yes and stood up and said “Isn’t that a things you guys always do? Even though I have hung out with Olivia but-”

“I want you there and even Felix has wanted to meet you” he said

“Fine! Fine!” I’ll come with you guys. 

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And you found yourself surrounded with a bunch of famous people but also ones you love.

“Seriously Y/n made all of us promise to not tell our brothers. Like girl, what if you needed help!” Olivia said laughing

“Yeah, Y/n its really reckless. Tell you what, put in your number I’ll ping you. You can always talk to me” Felix said pointing at his phone and you laughed

“Hey. Why not me?” Chan whinned

“I’ll tell both of you okay!” You said

“But, me first” child gave you a cheeky smile and said.

“I swear these two never grew up” Hannah sighed and everyone laughed.

“Why are you always so done with me?!” You asked with a fake cry and heard felix mumble “Kiyowo” and you immediately asked “What?”

“Nothing” he said with a cute smile.

“But you had heard it, undoubtedly” you just looked at him and then at Hannah and then smiled, what you didn’t know was that it was actually directed towards you.

And that’s how a great friendship between Felix and you has started. So naturally when Felix got to know that you’ll be moving to South Korea soon, (much to Hannah’s dismay though) he was really happy. And this continued even after they went back. But this time, even Chris had you number and you’d text every once in a while.

One day you were just sitting in your room and doing some work when you recieved a video call invitation from Felix, which you joined and found 4 pair of eyes staring at you.

“OH. MY. GOD!!!!” You shreaked

“Hello, Beautiful!” You heard Han say and you instantly hid your face in your palm.

“Hi Jisung” you said in a muffled tone.

“Look Y/n! We brought your bias!!!” They said, as you took a deep breath and looked towards the screen and said in fluent Korean “Hello everyone, I’m Y/n L/n. I am so happy to meet you guys”

“You know Korean?!” Changbin asked visibly impressed.

“Ah. Yes yes, I learnt it ages ago before I went for the first time” you said smiling

“I can already tell we’re gonna be the best of friends.” Han said cheering

“Try telling that to Hannah she’ll have your head” you said laughing “She actually threatened me that I better not dare replace her, which actually is impossible for me.”

“That sounds very much like Hannah” Chan said.

“You know they said so many things about you and specially that you’re a stay that’s so cool” Changbin said and you blushed and said “I’ve stanned you ever since before you guys debuted actually. I watched the survival show with Mrs. Bang.” You said.

“That was something” Felix said shaking his head.

“So, what are 3racha and Felix doing?” You said

“Oh we were recording, do you wanna-” but you interrupted Chan

“NOO! NO SPOILERS!” you said and the four boys burst out laughing. They chatted and teased each other a bit more after they dropped the call.

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“Nervous?Why are you nervous?!” Felix’s deep voice flowed through the phone into your ears.

“Because it all gets real the moment I step here. And it’s been a while since I’ve been here. Last time, I didn’t call Chan, actually I broke all ties with him since I reali-”

“That you were in love with him?” He completed your sentence. “It’ll all be okay”

You sighed and asked “Are you guys there yet?” You asked.

“Yeah. At the gate, now pick it up buttercup” he said in a deep voice, that almost hit your brain at the wrong corner, (keyword: almost).

You picked up your baggage from the designated baggage belt and went towards the exit, there you found a super excited Felix and Han and you pulled the trolly and put it at a stop to rush and hug Felix who already had arms open for you. And then you opened your arms for Jisung to join you two and he gladly did.

“It’s so good to finally meet you in person Y/n-ah!” Han said

“It is so good to see both of you too” you said.

“Okay lets move before we get spotted or worse scandaled into a throuple” Felix said.

“You’re coming with us, Lee Know hyung cooked some great food as your welcome dinner” Han said opening the trunk of the car.

“I told Chan to ask you guys not to do these stuff, you rarely get off days, why get busy doing these?” You asked.

“That is because these small things are part of our ralaxing and keeps us sane” Felix said as he entered the passenger seat and Han and you entered the back seat.

The three of you enjoyed the ride to the dorm blasting Twice and BTS songs, through the car speaker. You actually noticed the driver sigh, the moment the music was turned off when you reached your destination.

Meeting the members was a delight that you could not believe that these guys you always see on the screen are actually in front of you. The fact that they are so warm and welcoming to you is something else. All were there except Hyunjin and I.n who already had stuff planned with their families. But this was okay and was already too huge of a dream for you. The boys kept on with playful banter and quarrels and you couldn’t help but laugh. You were certainly having the time of your life. Bangchan asked you so many questions about your new place and how he’d help if you needed some muscles.

“I don’t think you should stay alone for the first night though” Felix told you as you were getting into the van that would take you to your house.

“Lets do this then, Felix join Y/n and stay the night, I’ll go too, we’ll help Y/n settle and get all the necessary and then we’ll see” Chan said

“I wanna come!” Seungmin said

“I am going home tomorrow morning so I’ll visit” Minho said and you face palmed

“Guys this is not necessary!” You protested

“It is” Chan said “and it is non-negotiable its either that or you spent night here, and we take you to your apartment tomorrow” Chan said with a smirk and he knew he had you right where he wanted you.

You sighed and you knew very well what he was doing, he used this smart persuasion method even when you were little. You nodded your head and climbed in as Seungmin, Felix and Chan piled in, it was the same driver from earlier. The drive to Gimpo was just the 4 of you talking about childhood, the various memories you have. It was really good to have people you know and can talk to this time round, last time you came, the first few days were a torture.

“How were you planning on managing to do so much alone!?” It was the first thing Seungmin said as they entered the apartment.

“Well, I was going to do it one at a time, they have the tool kit” you said sheepishly.

“Good thing Chan Hyung insisted” Felix said.

You all settled in and looked around, the balcony being the main attraction to you. Your floor was quite high and the night lights looked so beautiful with the cool breeze blowing. You stood there and clicked a few pictures to send them to Hannah. You didn’t know how long you were out when Chan came in with two chairs and said “These seem to be quite fittings here?”

“Yeah it would be great to sit here” you said and sat on one of the chair and patted on the other.

He sat down and a moment of silence prevailed before you said “Thank you for re-adopting me. I don’t know what I’d do without you”

“I’ve told you, you are family.” He said putting a hand on hand and within a second you felt blood rush to your cheeks but you managed to nod. That was written before Seungmin’s voice was heard saying that the bed has been set, and after a huge debate you 4 decide to spend the rest of the time chatting or playing and then restart assembling furniture in the morning, and later will go grocery shopping with Minho.

The rest of the night (which was barely 4 hours) was spent sharing embarrassing stories about each other.

As soon as the sun rose, you 4 got to work, the first goal was to set up the couch and coffee table.

Within 2 hours a knock was heard and Bangchan went to open the door, only to welcome a very excited Han.

“I asked Lee Know hyung to drop me on the way to his way to his home and I brought Coffee and breakfast” he said and Felix ran to hug him, as he was a saviour. Yes, He brought juice for Felix.

The rest of the day was very productive as the furniture was set, the kitchen was put up and your cupboard was set up, yes Chan had exceptional leading skills and without them you would just be swimming in a pile of wood. Thank heavens they helped, hence after a nice take out dinner, the 5 dispersed in 2 cars and you closed the door and ran to your bedroom and plopped on the bed. Damn, staying with Bangchan so much was making your heart go heyware.

You still had 2 more days and decided to go exploring the next 2 days. Because it will be work and work then onwards. You looked up at the ceiling and remembered the various moments shared between you and Chan. How he comforts you, assures you, you just can’t help falling more and more for him.

Suddenly, your phone started to ring and you saw your best friend’s name flashing, you smiled and picked up, it was a a video call and as soon as you recieved you saw your Grandmother’s face along with Hannah’s.

“How are you girl?” Hannah said. Yes she visited and stayed over with your Nana often when you were away so that the old woman didn’t feel lonely.

“I am settled, still nervous but better than last time” you said

“Did Chris help you with your things?” Nana asked

“Yes, Nana, he and his friends helped me set up my furniture and kitchen, let me give you both a tour” and you ended up giving a tour and telling them various funny stories that happened earlier that day. You guys chatted for sometime and then Hannah went to your room to talk to you.

“So, how was your time with my brother?” She asked

“Nothing, he just helped, well and I am in deep love. Damn” you confessed.

“You are down bad” she concluded.

“I am a simp for your brother” You owned up and the two of you burst in laughter. But, it was true, you’ve had this huge crush on Chris since you were kids, you were so hurt when he moved away. But, the more you grew up and watched him from afar, the more you fell for him. As a result of you being in love with this said human.

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Your workplace was very close to your apartment and thus you left the house every morning and picked a croissant and a vanilla latte from this little cafe you found on your exploration day. You have wlso been there with Chan as the cafe is generally empty during the time you return home when Chan generally visits, which is now almost twice a week. Your days have been somewhat peaceful, these past few months since you moved, apart from the growing crush you had and it really hurt you physically to talk to Chan and not be able to hug him or kiss that beautiful face of his. And again you did something drastic, yes you stopped talking to Chan, yet again.

“This is a very stupid idea” Seungmin said as soon as you recieved his call.

“What?” You ask shocked and slightly taken aback. What was he talking about?

“You can’t just ignore a person because you have a crush on them. You need to tell Chan hyung, either he reciprocates and you date or he doesn’t and you move on!” He said.

He knew? How?. “What? How did you even- Felix told you?!” You exclaimed.

“I’m not blind Y/n” he told you and you sighed

“I don’t know what else to do, Seungmin!” You whinned.

“Well, you wouldn’t have to, because he’s going straight to yours and he’s determined to know why you are avoiding him” He said and you felt like hitting you head on a wall.

He hung up after some more encouraging words, and you felt the energy drain out of you. Thinking of a way to handle this situation when there’s a knock on the door and you know who it was, you walked to the door and opened the door to come face to face with a super tensed Chan.

“Don’t even say no, why are you avoiding me? Did I do or say something wrong? Did I make you uncomfortable?” He asked “Please tell me, talk to me please!”

“No-no, I just had my reasons” you said not being able to look at him

“And what are they. You’ve said this before, but you can’t always just say that. Why don’t you tell me?!” He said. For someone who’s so patient Chan strangely seemed to have lost it and you couldn’t take it anymore. He wanted the reason so he’ll get them and you said it

“Cause, I am stupidly in love with you! Yes, I have had a huge crush on you since childhood, that only grew and grew as we grew up. And that was also the reason why I stopped and dropped all contact with you as I thought that it would go away, but it didn’t. And now again, I just can’t look at you without just wanting you. You can call me selfish if you want but that is how it is and thus I pulled away.” You said, but Chan’s shocked expression broke your heart.

“I know it’s too much and you probably dont feel the same so dont worry” you added

“Yeah-Yeah I-I want I need, I’ll need to unpack that. I am sorry” he said and with that he ran out of the apartment. And you made a decision, you will move on.

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5 days later, Skz dorm

Lee know and Felix are seen to have burst in thr!ough the door they looked straight and asked “What did you do? She’s planning on going back.”

“What? What are you saying?” Chan asked visibly confused.

“What happened between you and Y/n? She just stopped talking to us all of a sudden. Please tell us hyung! She’s searching for someone to replace her so she can fly back” Felix said

“Something happened between you too right?” Minho asked.

“She confessed didn’t she?” Seungmin said looking away from his phone

“Oh no! You rejected her?” Felix asked in awe

“She’s Hannah’s age Felix, she’s like a sister to me” Chan said in a serious voice.

“But, you don’t speak so much about Hannah as you speak about Y/n, hyung. Even Lee Know Hyung doesn’t speak about his cats as much as you speak about Y/n or go to visit her” Hyunjin pointed out.

“You were even glaring at Inie when he was just being friendly.” Seungmin added

“Inie was flirting with her” Chan said.

“So? He flirted with Hannah too, you didn’t even mind that” Lee Know said.

“I-I. What are you even insinuating?! She’s to me, as Hannah is. Okay!” Chan said now under pressure.

“Hannah is your sibling please keep her out of this conversation” Hyunjin said.

“Okay then, she’s the same to me as Inie okay!” He said.

“But would you kiss Inie?” Hyunjin asked

“No. No I wouldn’t Hyunjin!” Chan said

“Would you kiss Y/n?” Seungmin asked and Chan’s eyes went wide “No I- I-” and he went quiet.

Who is he kidding of course he has stared at your lips numerous times when you speak. He remembers how hus heart picks up pace whenever you’re in a close proximity. Besides Lee Know was right, you did glare at Inie but it wasn’t because he was flirting, or not only just because of that, he might have also been a bit jealous. Not to add how crazy he missed you when you started to distance him and how his heart almost summersaulted in his chest when you confessed to him, how did he ignore all these stuff. Oh God! He likes You! His realisation threw him into a state of shock.

“But she’s my sister’s best friend. She’s Hannah’s age” Chan whishpered

“She’s just A FEW YEARS, younger. She’s not A FEW years old” Seungmin said and Chan looked back at him.

As if on cue, Chan grabbed his phone and almost rushed out.

He took his car keys and drove off, destination: Y/n’s apartment.

He tried to look back and think, when and what changed in his mind to make him feel this way about you. That was when he realised, he has always felt this towards you. Yes, he was always in love with you.

You were busy watching a Kdrama on your bed in your comfiest outfit, fuzzy socks and glasses on. You were really tired, finding a replacement is a really difficult job and so far the only 2 candidates you found were all rejected by the company, they insist on you staying, but you really can’t keep on doing that. You- your thoughts were interrupted by a knock. You thought it was the delivery man with your Bibbimbap. But gosh were you wrong, as soon as you opened the door you were met with a red faced, out of breath Chan, who immediately hugged you.

“Please, please, don’t go! Please don’t leave me” and a string of many more incoherent things that you couldn’t quite make out.

“Chan! Chan! What’s wrong?” you asked hugging him back and patting his head.

“Please don’t leave. I would be so lost without you. I’m sorry I didn’t understand what you mean to me. I never realised this, but I-” he paused and took a deep breath, I have always been in love with you, Ple-“ Chan was interrupted by a clearing of throat.

"Y/n L/n?” A man said from behind him

“Yes?” You said as Chan pulled away to look behind him.

“He-here’s your order” the man handed you the package and looked suspiciously at Chan “Is he disturbing you, madam?” He asked, still looking at Chan.

“Uh? No, no. Thank you so much” you bowed to the man and he bowed back and walked away.

You kept the package on the counter near your door step and looked back and Chan. He looked so soft, and vulnerable. And as soon as he felt your eyes on him he held you hands in his and looked deep into your eyes.

“Please, be mine? I will do anything and take care of everything as long as you’re by my side” he said.

“I thought you’d never ask” you said, trying your best to not tear up, and within a blink of an eye you found yourself pushed in the house door closed and you pinned to it trapped between two of his strong muscular arms.

“What are you doing” you said almost in a whisper

“Something that I have done a long time ago” he said and slammed his lips to yours.

You were shocked, his lips were so soft and you froze. “Show me you want this too” he said in a voice that sent chills down your spine and heat waves to your core. And you wasted no moment to kiss him back and this was better than what you had always imagined. Chan replaced his arms, one on your waist pulling you even closer and the other to cup your cheek. You moved your hands to his hair to fist his soft brown curls. Damn you’ve always imagined what that would feel like.

He soon pulled away and attacked your neck, earning a moan in return and you had a plan. So you pulled his head back up by his hair as he groaned and attached your lips to his and pushed him back, until his knees collided and he crashed on the couch. As soon as he did, you stranddled his lap, threw away your glasses and kissed him, this time with more frevour, want and passion.

His hands had already gone to your butt to squeeze it as soon as you moaned he took his chance to enter your mouth. Your tongues are fighting for dominance. All these times of missing each other and the pent up want and sexual tension was finally released.

Your lips left his and you attacked his neck, and he groaned “Y/n~”. Damn, you loved the way your name rolled off his tongue, it was almost like your favourite melody.

Suddenly you felt his strong arms grip your waist as he picked you up and pushed you down on the couch and got on top of you with a mischievous glint in his eyes. He was about to kiss you when you said “Chan, the food’s getting cold”

“Oh, I think we can warm it back up later” he said and dived in to kiss you again.

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I'm a man: Lee Know x Reader

Summary: Lee Know has forever been in love with you, while you were clueless to his and even your own feelings.

A/n: it's cliché but well, it is what it is. A little smut in the end, very little.

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"But WHY?!" you shouted at your now ex-boyfriend. "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?!"

"Sorry Y/n, it is what it is" and with that he left. As you broke down on the floor crying and weeping. You fished out your phone and dialled a specific contact. The call went through a very familiar voice answer

"M-M- Min- ho?" You stuttered out almost out of breath and sobbing.

"Wait there, I'm coming"

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"You can't do this to yourself" Minho said as he rubbed your back in a soothing manner as you were cuddled to his side bawling your eyes. He is not even bothered that his tshirt is getting wet.

"I can't help it, I just really trusted him" you said.

"Well, I told you not to trust so easily. I'll see that asshole myself though" he said.

"You'd do no such thing" you warned.

"Yeah I won't" he said.

"I'm serious Minho, YOU won't go after him" you said "Promise me?"

"What?" He whined, but you pulled out your pinky. Minho couldn't help but feel warm in his heart seeing how cute you are even in such a situation "Okay. I won't go after him" he said linking his pinky with yours.

And he just hugged you tighter, as he hummed a sweet melody. You just lulled to sleep with all the tiredness.

Next morning, you woke up, no sign of Minho, which was strange because it was a Sunday and Minho's bag was still on the couch. Where did he go so early? You thought and as if on cue you heard a knock. You opened to find Jisung, your other friend plus neighbour, and found Minho beside him. But his state, he had a black eye and a burst lip, and a bruise on his cheek.

"OH MY GOD MINHO!!!" you shrieked "What have you done?!"

He was smiling like an idiot and you looked at Han Jisung for some explanation.

"He got into a fight with your boyfriend?" Jisung said.

"EX!" Minho corrected him

"Yeah right. But don't worry, he planted more blows than he recieved" He chuckled, as he took Minho to the couch.

"I told you to not go after him" you said as you examined his face.

"I didn't" he said, but you stared at him "I swear I didn't, he punched me first. Ask Han he saw it" you looked at Jisung who nodded. You huffed and grabbed the first aid kit.

Jisung and you talked a bit about your ex and the fight, and then he went as he had some work.

You were done treating the rest of the wounds, so you paid attention to his bust lip.

"You could have gotten hurt" you said in a serious tone as you as you applied some antiseptic and he winced

"As if that bastard could one up me" he scoffed

"But why Minho?" You said. You didn't want hin to do this, you didn't want him to have to feel bound to do it. It's okay.

"At first, I was just gonna pass him, but he was the one who came at me. And then HE landed a punch okay! I'm glad he did. Cause he deserved the blue eye and bruises. He messed with you!" He said. You could see the anger in his eyes seething like a fire under ashes. So you did the easiest thing that came to your mind. You hugged him, tight. You felt him immediately at ease under your touch as he buried his head at the crook of your neck. And that was it, you broke down again, all your resorts and thoughts broke. Minho just held you close to himself.

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You went to work and came back, Minho was staying with you to "keep an eye" that you're taking care of yourself. Your friends finally planned to go clubbing on a friday night.

"C'mon Y/n! It's been 3 weeks!" Yuna said.

"So what. I'm not sad or moping okay. I just dont feel like going. You guys should go" you said.

"Okay" you heard Minho say.

"Okay?" You repeated.

"Yeah okay. You don't wanna go. It's okay. Yuna you guys go, I won't go either" Minho said. Of course there's a catch, it's Lee Minho.

"Minho!" You said and he looked at you, those piercing eyes seemed to be bearing deep into your soul. You felt bad, he had been at your side for 3 weeks. He missed 2 weeks of your Friday night hangouts with your friends and you knew Minho loved this tradition you guys had, him being one of the ones who started it. You can't let him keep missing stuff and you shouldn't either.

Minho smiled to himself, even Yuna in front of you and Jisung at the door could see, literal gears turning in your head until you said "No! I'll go"

So the others left as Yuna dug into your closet to find an outfit.

"Are you sure I should wear this? I mean I bought this but there's a reason I never wore it" you said. With the shiny lbd in your hand.

"C'mon Y/n it's not that short. You'll look hot!" Yuna said and you gave up.

(Something like this)

You were met with cat calls as you walked to the table with Yuna and Felix to where all your other friends were seated.

You looked over at Minho and your breath hitched, your heart beat increased.

What you didn't know was the same happened to him. No its not like you both were seeing each other in new light. Lee Minho has always been in love with you.

"Damn Minho you look hot" you said as you took a seat between Bangchan and Jisung. You noticed Minho's cheeks a bit dusted with pink but you didn't think much of his.

"Damn bitch I missed you so much the last two weeks!" Dahyun said

"How are you Y/n?" Bangchan asked, taking your hand and holding it.

"I'm better Channie, thanks to Minho, I realised that Mark was actually a dick" you said

"Yeah and he deserved the beating" Jisung said. And soon drinks flowed in and were downed. All except Chan, Yuna and Minho let loose as those 3 were the designated drivers for today. They kept a close eye on the rest of you.

Minho's eyes especially never leave you. It's not like he doesn't want to, but he couldn't. His eyes wouldn't move from the exposed skin, from the way the dress hugged your curves so perfectly and the way you danced with Dahyun swaying your hips. He was so lost in you. That was the moment he decided, this time he wont let you go.

"You know that she likes you too right?" Yuna asked

"What?" Minho asked

"Don't act naive, we see your lingering eyes and stuff on her" Bangchan said "And don't think I didn't see you seething when I took her hand in mine" he said teasing the younger boy.

"I can't help it. I've been in love with her for years while she doesn't give me a blink in the daylight" he scoffed, eyes going back to you.

"You know she likes you, how long are you gonna stand on the sidelines and watch her get hurt every time! When you could give her exactly what she wants and needs and more" Yuna said. Minho nodded his head, he wont let you hurt yourself and him like this. With that Minho got up, and walked to you.

"Hi Minnie" you said as you motioned him to come closer and as soon as he did, you wrapped your arms and held them behind his neck. Swaying to the music, as if on queue the beat dropped to a slower song and the dance floor got into pairs with some of the people walking away. You noticed Dahyun with Jisung and Hyunjin and Felix in each other's arms and chuckled as you locked eyes with Minho. Those eyes, you wished you could just get lost in them . The intoxication in you letting all your feelings go that you had kept at bay, you kept your head on his chest as he held you closer. You looked up at him with your big eyes, and he could see the pure love you had for him. Oh how you wished, his hand to roam around your body, to feel those plump lips on yours. You never realised you were inching close until Minho looked away, still holding you close to him. Your intoxicated mind could hardly process anything.

When the song ended he pulled you away from the dance floor as the others followed. With a very drunk and chatty Jisung and you in the car Minho drove off.

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It's been a week since Minho has finally gone home. He texted you today and said he was coming tonight and he wanted to tell you something and you dare not try to avoid him like you've been doing for this past week. You were tensed, did he want to speak about how you almost kissed him. It wasn't your strongest moment but damn he looked away it means he doesn't like you. Ouch, why did that hurt? It's better for him to not like you. That way you wont lose him. Yuna's voice rang in your head from when she told you the other morning

"Trust me he didn't take his eyes off you!" She said

"Yes because he wanted to make sure I didn't do anything stupid" you to defended

"So you don't think that revealing dress had anything to do with that?" She said visibly annoyed

"No, he doesn't see me like that" you said

"Why Y/n? Why are you still afraid?" She asked finally

"Because relationships break, they get bitter, I don't want Minho to get tired of me and lose him" you said.

You were so busy thinking that you didn't hear the sound of the keypad at the door, or the door openning and closing.

"Y/n-ah" Minho whined and sat beside you keeping his head on your shoulder.

"Tired?" You asked running your fingers through his hair.

He mumbled something as his arms wrapped around you. You can't help but try to quiet down your heartbeat that was rapidly beating.

"I wanted to tell you something" he said and with that he pulled away and sat in a way that you'd be facing him directly.

"Y/n I-"he started and took his hands in yours "I like you, more than a friend. I can't take this, time after time seeing you with another guy. If I have to see that again then I'll kill him."

You pulled you hands away, no, no he can't "But you pulled away!" You whispered.

"Yeah that's because i didn't want you to do something like that when you're wasted" he said making sense.

"But I thought you don't see me in that light!?" You whined

"How can I not? l? I'm a man okay!!" he said.

"Good because that was a drunk mistake!" You said you said as you got up and moved to get some space between you too.

"Yah! What do you mean by a mistake?!" Minho asked, visibly hurt.

"That we are best friends and that's what we should be" you said.

"So you don't like me?” He said

"I like you as my best friend" you said

"Oh yeah?" He said inching closer to you "You don't feel anything for me right?" He asked while still walking forward his eye threatening like a feline, sharp.

Until you hit the wall and he caged your body between his arms. "Then you must not feel anything if I come this close to you?" He said, more like taunted. Whom were you kidding? Your heart was about to leap to your mouth.

"Why are you silent Y/n ssi?” he asked in a whisper. His voice is low, his face dangerously close to yours, you could feel his breath fan on your lips, so when you didn't protest and just stared into Minho's eyes, your own breath mixing with his, he crashed his lips on yours. You still froze up too much in your head, but Minho pulled back and almost growled "Don't fight it". And that was it you couldn't take it anymore you kissed him back and the two of you melted into each other.

Damn, you always wondered what his lips would feel like. His hands slid to your neck as he bent you head to get better access. Your hands tangled at his hair.

The two of you finally pulled away feeling the necessity of air.

"Don't be afraid please I'll never leave you alone" he promised you.

You knew by the look in eyes that he meant it.

And thus, here you were having a full on make out session with your now boyfriend as you stranddled his lap. His hands on your waist as they slowly roamed about to find wonders, his shirt was already long taken off by you. Minho pulled away from your lips to immediately attack your neck, you could feel him, sucking and licking at various parts until suddenly a moan escaped "Minho!" You moaned as it gave him more boost to give you the hickey that he delicately made. With one swift move he took off your top and placed kisses all over your chest with occasional bites and be was driving you crazy. You could feel the pool in the mess you call panties, so you started humping his thigh.

"Someone is eager?" Minho asked pulling away with a smirk.

"Shut up" you said and attached your lips to his.

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THANK YOU FOR 300 NOTES!😭😭

Idol! Bangchan x Reader: LTNS

A/n: ah… This one took a lot of time.. no reasons, just I have been a bit down anyways. FLUFF AND a little bit of SMUT in the end. Hope you enjoy it.

Summary: Yn Ln is Hannah Bahng’s best friend since forever, even their mums were close. She knew Bangchan well until he flew away to South Korea to pursue his dream. When he returns home after and sees her for the first time after all these years.

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“Hannah! Are you wearing make up?” You watched Chan ask on Vlive and smiled as you waited for your friend to come out of her house.

Within a few minutes you heard footsteps and a hug as a voice was heard “Why don’t you just go upstairs and meet him?” Hannah said

“Nah. I’m fine from watching from afar. You know I am awkward” you said smiling.

“Whatever lets go, I have lots of things to buy actually lets go” Hannah said pulling you to the car behind her. And as expected the two of you had a blast shopping for various food and also including snacks and stuff. Actually, Mrs. Bang sent Hannah for shopping for dinner that night and Hannah asked you to tag along.

On your way back the two of you grabbed some coffee and by the time you both went back to the Bang house it was evening.

“Y/n, you’re staying for dinner” Mrs. Bang said and you went in panic mode.

“No. Mrs. Bang actually I have this thing to do at home and Nana doesn’t know-”

“Don’t worry I’ve spoken to her. It’s fine” she said.

“C'mon, Y/n what are you so afraid of?” Hannah asked.

"I’m not afraid I just don’t want your brother to think I am weird or something” You said.

“He won’t, That’s Chris, he’s plenty weird himself” Hannah said as you two entered her room and Berry came jumping to greet you.

“Hi Berry. Hi Berry” you said petting her and hoping for the best. 

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You were helping Mrs. Bang set the table when you heard Hannah voice, “Can’t you wear some more clothes Y/n’s here” and then retreating foot steps were heard and a sighing Hannah was seen to enter the room. To say you were nervous was an understatement. Of course you’ve seen and met and even spent time with Bangchan before but that was in childhood. And you never spoke to him after he shifted to South Korea. You’ve only seen him on screen and on stage. Besides being a Stay doesn’t help, you’re not just meeting your bestfriend’s brother, but also your idol.

“Hey Y/n!” Suddenly a chirpy voice echoed through the room and broke your train of thoughts

“Chris!” You said not being able to hold your happiness.

“You’ve grown up so much! Your so tall now” he said.

“You’re embarrassing yourself” Hannah mumbled

“You’ve grown to Chris” you said laughing as Mrs. Bang ushered all of you to sit down.

You and Hannah have always been really good friends, since childhood. You both basically lived with each other generally at each other’s houses, so this was very common for you when both of you are home. However, it’s been ages since Chris was present here too.

Conversation flowed and one thing led to another and you were talking about age somehow.

“Yeah You guys have grown up, but you all are still so young”

“Yeah Chan you’re half 52” you suddenly said and immediately regretted saying that.

“What did you say? And what did you call me?” He asked smiling

“Chris?” You said.

You saw Hannah and Lucas laugh in your peripheral vision.

“Y/n your a stay” Chan cooed.

And you couldn’t take it, you hid your face in your palms, cheeks red in a blush.

“Don’t tease her, her she’s a stay” Mrs. Bang confirmed. “She’s also my informer on what’s going on, with you and your members”

“So that’s how you always know everything” Chan said and her mother nodded. You ate with the huge blush on your face. What you didn’t see was Chan noticed it and found it really adorable. Chan had so many questions that he did after he knew that you’re a stay like:

“Whose your Bias?” “Whose your Bias wrecker?” “Favourite m/v?” “Favourite song?” at a point he smirked and asked “Favourite ship?” and Hannah was done as said “Mom please shut Chris” to which he just laughed adorably, but you answered all of the questions truthfully, well almost all of them.

“Changbin” 

“Definitely, Felix” to which Hannah noticed Chan to have a momentary frown.

“(your favourite m/v”

“(Your favourite song)”

“Minsung and Chanjin” the moment the second ship name came to your mouth Chan just choked on his food. But, Mrs. Bang saved you from any further questions by bringing in the dessert. 

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“Chris! Can you take Berry for a walk?” His mom asked Chan, who was simply sitting and working in his Lucas’ room.

“Sure mum” he said and wore a black hoodie and sweats. He remembers to wear a mask before wearing his shoes and attaching Berry to a leash.

“Let’s go Berry! Let’s go!” He said and exited his house. He walked towards the park as Berry loved barking at ducks (a/n: idk I made that up) and as soon as he entered the park a. Call startled him. He smiled wide at the contact number and received the call.

“Oi Felix!” He said

His deep voice was heard from the other side of the phone. And the two started chatting and planning a lunch together when suddenly Berry slipped out of Chan’s hand and ran in a different direction. Leaving a shocked Chan who excused himself with a promise to call back and ran after Berry.

You were sitting in the park with your sketch book and listening to music but suddenly you hear a familiar bark and pull your headphones off and go into shock “Berry?”

She comes running right into your arms and licks your face. And you giggle, when you noticed Chan running towards you and cursed under your breath.

“Oh my god Berry! You can’t run off like that” he said “Hi” he mumbled

And you said hello back. He simply sits down beside you.

“How are you? I haven’t been able to talk to you with you keeping on running away and avoiding me” he said. And you burst out in giggles, no this was not strange for Chan and you. You just felt awkward to meet him as you really haven’t in so long. But, he did always spend time with you and took extra care of you just like he cared for Hannah, specially because you stayed with your grandma and he knew you rarely saw your parents. 

“I’m not avoiding you Chris. I just feel awkward after so many years” you said adding a few more details to your drawing. 

“Is that the reason you didn’t text me or let Hannah tell me when you went to South Korea all alone for your school program” he asked and finally grabbed your pencil and said “Look at me Y/n. We’re talking”

And you finally looked up at him, into those lovely eyes of his and almost had yourself drowning in them. The look itself was enough to bring on an apocalypse, No make up, curly hair and that smile. 

“I know you’re busy so I didn’t wanna bother you” you said with a tight smile

“Y/n no matter how busy I am I would always have time for family and you are in it” he said

“Sorry Chris, if it makes you feel better, then I should tell you I’ll be going there again” you said shyly “And You’re the first person I am telling” 

“Really?” He asked and you nodded “Not even Hannah?” he asked with a gleam in his eyes

“Well she knows I got the offer, but she doesn’t know I said yes” You said and found Chan cheering. By that time Berry was fast asleep on your lap and the two of you chatted, and caught up. It seemed so easy to talk to each other that the fact that he moved away when you were very young didn’t really matter.

And thus, meeting Chan at the part every evening became a thing between the two of you that only Hannah knew, cause she saw the two of you one day. On the third day Chan suddenly said “Do you wanna grab lunch tomorrow?”

You were taken aback at the question, as blood rushed to your cheek, but before you could say anything, he said “Hanna and I are going to meet Felix and his sisters, I think you should come too it will be fun” 

You kicked yourself mentally for even thinking- you nodded a yes and stood up and said “Isn’t that a things you guys always do? Even though I have hung out with Olivia but-”

“I want you there and even Felix has wanted to meet you” he said

“Fine! Fine!” I’ll come with you guys. 

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And you found yourself surrounded with a bunch of famous people but also ones you love.

“Seriously Y/n made all of us promise to not tell our brothers. Like girl, what if you needed help!” Olivia said laughing

“Yeah, Y/n its really reckless. Tell you what, put in your number I’ll ping you. You can always talk to me” Felix said pointing at his phone and you laughed

“Hey. Why not me?” Chan whinned

“I’ll tell both of you okay!” You said

“But, me first” child gave you a cheeky smile and said.

“I swear these two never grew up” Hannah sighed and everyone laughed.

“Why are you always so done with me?!” You asked with a fake cry and heard felix mumble “Kiyowo” and you immediately asked “What?”

“Nothing” he said with a cute smile.

“But you had heard it, undoubtedly” you just looked at him and then at Hannah and then smiled, what you didn’t know was that it was actually directed towards you.

And that’s how a great friendship between Felix and you has started. So naturally when Felix got to know that you’ll be moving to South Korea soon, (much to Hannah’s dismay though) he was really happy. And this continued even after they went back. But this time, even Chris had you number and you’d text every once in a while.

One day you were just sitting in your room and doing some work when you recieved a video call invitation from Felix, which you joined and found 4 pair of eyes staring at you.

“OH. MY. GOD!!!!” You shreaked

“Hello, Beautiful!” You heard Han say and you instantly hid your face in your palm.

“Hi Jisung” you said in a muffled tone.

“Look Y/n! We brought your bias!!!” They said, as you took a deep breath and looked towards the screen and said in fluent Korean “Hello everyone, I’m Y/n L/n. I am so happy to meet you guys”

“You know Korean?!” Changbin asked visibly impressed.

“Ah. Yes yes, I learnt it ages ago before I went for the first time” you said smiling

“I can already tell we’re gonna be the best of friends.” Han said cheering

“Try telling that to Hannah she’ll have your head” you said laughing “She actually threatened me that I better not dare replace her, which actually is impossible for me.”

“That sounds very much like Hannah” Chan said.

“You know they said so many things about you and specially that you’re a stay that’s so cool” Changbin said and you blushed and said “I’ve stanned you ever since before you guys debuted actually. I watched the survival show with Mrs. Bang.” You said.

“That was something” Felix said shaking his head.

“So, what are 3racha and Felix doing?” You said

“Oh we were recording, do you wanna-” but you interrupted Chan

“NOO! NO SPOILERS!” you said and the four boys burst out laughing. They chatted and teased each other a bit more after they dropped the call.

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“Nervous?Why are you nervous?!” Felix’s deep voice flowed through the phone into your ears.

“Because it all gets real the moment I step here. And it’s been a while since I’ve been here. Last time, I didn’t call Chan, actually I broke all ties with him since I reali-”

“That you were in love with him?” He completed your sentence. “It’ll all be okay”

You sighed and asked “Are you guys there yet?” You asked.

“Yeah. At the gate, now pick it up buttercup” he said in a deep voice, that almost hit your brain at the wrong corner, (keyword: almost).

You picked up your baggage from the designated baggage belt and went towards the exit, there you found a super excited Felix and Han and you pulled the trolly and put it at a stop to rush and hug Felix who already had arms open for you. And then you opened your arms for Jisung to join you two and he gladly did.

“It’s so good to finally meet you in person Y/n-ah!” Han said

“It is so good to see both of you too” you said.

“Okay lets move before we get spotted or worse scandaled into a throuple” Felix said.

“You’re coming with us, Lee Know hyung cooked some great food as your welcome dinner” Han said opening the trunk of the car.

“I told Chan to ask you guys not to do these stuff, you rarely get off days, why get busy doing these?” You asked.

“That is because these small things are part of our ralaxing and keeps us sane” Felix said as he entered the passenger seat and Han and you entered the back seat.

The three of you enjoyed the ride to the dorm blasting Twice and BTS songs, through the car speaker. You actually noticed the driver sigh, the moment the music was turned off when you reached your destination.

Meeting the members was a delight that you could not believe that these guys you always see on the screen are actually in front of you. The fact that they are so warm and welcoming to you is something else. All were there except Hyunjin and I.n who already had stuff planned with their families. But this was okay and was already too huge of a dream for you. The boys kept on with playful banter and quarrels and you couldn’t help but laugh. You were certainly having the time of your life. Bangchan asked you so many questions about your new place and how he’d help if you needed some muscles.

“I don’t think you should stay alone for the first night though” Felix told you as you were getting into the van that would take you to your house.

“Lets do this then, Felix join Y/n and stay the night, I’ll go too, we’ll help Y/n settle and get all the necessary and then we’ll see” Chan said

“I wanna come!” Seungmin said

“I am going home tomorrow morning so I’ll visit” Minho said and you face palmed

“Guys this is not necessary!” You protested

“It is” Chan said “and it is non-negotiable its either that or you spent night here, and we take you to your apartment tomorrow” Chan said with a smirk and he knew he had you right where he wanted you.

You sighed and you knew very well what he was doing, he used this smart persuasion method even when you were little. You nodded your head and climbed in as Seungmin, Felix and Chan piled in, it was the same driver from earlier. The drive to Gimpo was just the 4 of you talking about childhood, the various memories you have. It was really good to have people you know and can talk to this time round, last time you came, the first few days were a torture.

“How were you planning on managing to do so much alone!?” It was the first thing Seungmin said as they entered the apartment.

“Well, I was going to do it one at a time, they have the tool kit” you said sheepishly.

“Good thing Chan Hyung insisted” Felix said.

You all settled in and looked around, the balcony being the main attraction to you. Your floor was quite high and the night lights looked so beautiful with the cool breeze blowing. You stood there and clicked a few pictures to send them to Hannah. You didn’t know how long you were out when Chan came in with two chairs and said “These seem to be quite fittings here?”

“Yeah it would be great to sit here” you said and sat on one of the chair and patted on the other.

He sat down and a moment of silence prevailed before you said “Thank you for re-adopting me. I don’t know what I’d do without you”

“I’ve told you, you are family.” He said putting a hand on hand and within a second you felt blood rush to your cheeks but you managed to nod. That was written before Seungmin’s voice was heard saying that the bed has been set, and after a huge debate you 4 decide to spend the rest of the time chatting or playing and then restart assembling furniture in the morning, and later will go grocery shopping with Minho.

The rest of the night (which was barely 4 hours) was spent sharing embarrassing stories about each other.

As soon as the sun rose, you 4 got to work, the first goal was to set up the couch and coffee table.

Within 2 hours a knock was heard and Bangchan went to open the door, only to welcome a very excited Han.

“I asked Lee Know hyung to drop me on the way to his way to his home and I brought Coffee and breakfast” he said and Felix ran to hug him, as he was a saviour. Yes, He brought juice for Felix.

The rest of the day was very productive as the furniture was set, the kitchen was put up and your cupboard was set up, yes Chan had exceptional leading skills and without them you would just be swimming in a pile of wood. Thank heavens they helped, hence after a nice take out dinner, the 5 dispersed in 2 cars and you closed the door and ran to your bedroom and plopped on the bed. Damn, staying with Bangchan so much was making your heart go heyware.

You still had 2 more days and decided to go exploring the next 2 days. Because it will be work and work then onwards. You looked up at the ceiling and remembered the various moments shared between you and Chan. How he comforts you, assures you, you just can’t help falling more and more for him.

Suddenly, your phone started to ring and you saw your best friend’s name flashing, you smiled and picked up, it was a a video call and as soon as you recieved you saw your Grandmother’s face along with Hannah’s.

“How are you girl?” Hannah said. Yes she visited and stayed over with your Nana often when you were away so that the old woman didn’t feel lonely.

“I am settled, still nervous but better than last time” you said

“Did Chris help you with your things?” Nana asked

“Yes, Nana, he and his friends helped me set up my furniture and kitchen, let me give you both a tour” and you ended up giving a tour and telling them various funny stories that happened earlier that day. You guys chatted for sometime and then Hannah went to your room to talk to you.

“So, how was your time with my brother?” She asked

“Nothing, he just helped, well and I am in deep love. Damn” you confessed.

“You are down bad” she concluded.

“I am a simp for your brother” You owned up and the two of you burst in laughter. But, it was true, you’ve had this huge crush on Chris since you were kids, you were so hurt when he moved away. But, the more you grew up and watched him from afar, the more you fell for him. As a result of you being in love with this said human.

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Your workplace was very close to your apartment and thus you left the house every morning and picked a croissant and a vanilla latte from this little cafe you found on your exploration day. You have wlso been there with Chan as the cafe is generally empty during the time you return home when Chan generally visits, which is now almost twice a week. Your days have been somewhat peaceful, these past few months since you moved, apart from the growing crush you had and it really hurt you physically to talk to Chan and not be able to hug him or kiss that beautiful face of his. And again you did something drastic, yes you stopped talking to Chan, yet again.

“This is a very stupid idea” Seungmin said as soon as you recieved his call.

“What?” You ask shocked and slightly taken aback. What was he talking about?

“You can’t just ignore a person because you have a crush on them. You need to tell Chan hyung, either he reciprocates and you date or he doesn’t and you move on!” He said.

He knew? How?. “What? How did you even- Felix told you?!” You exclaimed.

“I’m not blind Y/n” he told you and you sighed

“I don’t know what else to do, Seungmin!” You whinned.

“Well, you wouldn’t have to, because he’s going straight to yours and he’s determined to know why you are avoiding him” He said and you felt like hitting you head on a wall.

He hung up after some more encouraging words, and you felt the energy drain out of you. Thinking of a way to handle this situation when there’s a knock on the door and you know who it was, you walked to the door and opened the door to come face to face with a super tensed Chan.

“Don’t even say no, why are you avoiding me? Did I do or say something wrong? Did I make you uncomfortable?” He asked “Please tell me, talk to me please!”

“No-no, I just had my reasons” you said not being able to look at him

“And what are they. You’ve said this before, but you can’t always just say that. Why don’t you tell me?!” He said. For someone who’s so patient Chan strangely seemed to have lost it and you couldn’t take it anymore. He wanted the reason so he’ll get them and you said it

“Cause, I am stupidly in love with you! Yes, I have had a huge crush on you since childhood, that only grew and grew as we grew up. And that was also the reason why I stopped and dropped all contact with you as I thought that it would go away, but it didn’t. And now again, I just can’t look at you without just wanting you. You can call me selfish if you want but that is how it is and thus I pulled away.” You said, but Chan’s shocked expression broke your heart.

“I know it’s too much and you probably dont feel the same so dont worry” you added

“Yeah-Yeah I-I want I need, I’ll need to unpack that. I am sorry” he said and with that he ran out of the apartment. And you made a decision, you will move on.

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5 days later, Skz dorm

Lee know and Felix are seen to have burst in thr!ough the door they looked straight and asked “What did you do? She’s planning on going back.”

“What? What are you saying?” Chan asked visibly confused.

“What happened between you and Y/n? She just stopped talking to us all of a sudden. Please tell us hyung! She’s searching for someone to replace her so she can fly back” Felix said

“Something happened between you too right?” Minho asked.

“She confessed didn’t she?” Seungmin said looking away from his phone

“Oh no! You rejected her?” Felix asked in awe

“She’s Hannah’s age Felix, she’s like a sister to me” Chan said in a serious voice.

“But, you don’t speak so much about Hannah as you speak about Y/n, hyung. Even Lee Know Hyung doesn’t speak about his cats as much as you speak about Y/n or go to visit her” Hyunjin pointed out.

“You were even glaring at Inie when he was just being friendly.” Seungmin added

“Inie was flirting with her” Chan said.

“So? He flirted with Hannah too, you didn’t even mind that” Lee Know said.

“I-I. What are you even insinuating?! She’s to me, as Hannah is. Okay!” Chan said now under pressure.

“Hannah is your sibling please keep her out of this conversation” Hyunjin said.

“Okay then, she’s the same to me as Inie okay!” He said.

“But would you kiss Inie?” Hyunjin asked

“No. No I wouldn’t Hyunjin!” Chan said

“Would you kiss Y/n?” Seungmin asked and Chan’s eyes went wide “No I- I-” and he went quiet.

Who is he kidding of course he has stared at your lips numerous times when you speak. He remembers how hus heart picks up pace whenever you’re in a close proximity. Besides Lee Know was right, you did glare at Inie but it wasn’t because he was flirting, or not only just because of that, he might have also been a bit jealous. Not to add how crazy he missed you when you started to distance him and how his heart almost summersaulted in his chest when you confessed to him, how did he ignore all these stuff. Oh God! He likes You! His realisation threw him into a state of shock.

“But she’s my sister’s best friend. She’s Hannah’s age” Chan whishpered

“She’s just A FEW YEARS, younger. She’s not A FEW years old” Seungmin said and Chan looked back at him.

As if on cue, Chan grabbed his phone and almost rushed out.

He took his car keys and drove off, destination: Y/n’s apartment.

He tried to look back and think, when and what changed in his mind to make him feel this way about you. That was when he realised, he has always felt this towards you. Yes, he was always in love with you.

You were busy watching a Kdrama on your bed in your comfiest outfit, fuzzy socks and glasses on. You were really tired, finding a replacement is a really difficult job and so far the only 2 candidates you found were all rejected by the company, they insist on you staying, but you really can’t keep on doing that. You- your thoughts were interrupted by a knock. You thought it was the delivery man with your Bibbimbap. But gosh were you wrong, as soon as you opened the door you were met with a red faced, out of breath Chan, who immediately hugged you.

“Please, please, don’t go! Please don’t leave me” and a string of many more incoherent things that you couldn’t quite make out.

“Chan! Chan! What’s wrong?” you asked hugging him back and patting his head.

“Please don’t leave. I would be so lost without you. I’m sorry I didn’t understand what you mean to me. I never realised this, but I-” he paused and took a deep breath, I have always been in love with you, Ple-“ Chan was interrupted by a clearing of throat.

"Y/n L/n?” A man said from behind him

“Yes?” You said as Chan pulled away to look behind him.

“He-here’s your order” the man handed you the package and looked suspiciously at Chan “Is he disturbing you, madam?” He asked, still looking at Chan.

“Uh? No, no. Thank you so much” you bowed to the man and he bowed back and walked away.

You kept the package on the counter near your door step and looked back and Chan. He looked so soft, and vulnerable. And as soon as he felt your eyes on him he held you hands in his and looked deep into your eyes.

“Please, be mine? I will do anything and take care of everything as long as you’re by my side” he said.

“I thought you’d never ask” you said, trying your best to not tear up, and within a blink of an eye you found yourself pushed in the house door closed and you pinned to it trapped between two of his strong muscular arms.

“What are you doing” you said almost in a whisper

“Something that I have done a long time ago” he said and slammed his lips to yours.

You were shocked, his lips were so soft and you froze. “Show me you want this too” he said in a voice that sent chills down your spine and heat waves to your core. And you wasted no moment to kiss him back and this was better than what you had always imagined. Chan replaced his arms, one on your waist pulling you even closer and the other to cup your cheek. You moved your hands to his hair to fist his soft brown curls. Damn you’ve always imagined what that would feel like.

He soon pulled away and attacked your neck, earning a moan in return and you had a plan. So you pulled his head back up by his hair as he groaned and attached your lips to his and pushed him back, until his knees collided and he crashed on the couch. As soon as he did, you stranddled his lap, threw away your glasses and kissed him, this time with more frevour, want and passion.

His hands had already gone to your butt to squeeze it as soon as you moaned he took his chance to enter your mouth. Your tongues are fighting for dominance. All these times of missing each other and the pent up want and sexual tension was finally released.

Your lips left his and you attacked his neck, and he groaned “Y/n~”. Damn, you loved the way your name rolled off his tongue, it was almost like your favourite melody.

Suddenly you felt his strong arms grip your waist as he picked you up and pushed you down on the couch and got on top of you with a mischievous glint in his eyes. He was about to kiss you when you said “Chan, the food’s getting cold”

“Oh, I think we can warm it back up later” he said and dived in to kiss you again.

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I'm a man: Lee Know x Reader

Summary: Lee Know has forever been in love with you, while you were clueless to his and even your own feelings.

A/n: it's cliché but well, it is what it is. A little smut in the end, very little.

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"But WHY?!" you shouted at your now ex-boyfriend. "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?!"

"Sorry Y/n, it is what it is" and with that he left. As you broke down on the floor crying and weeping. You fished out your phone and dialled a specific contact. The call went through a very familiar voice answer

"M-M- Min- ho?" You stuttered out almost out of breath and sobbing.

"Wait there, I'm coming"

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"You can't do this to yourself" Minho said as he rubbed your back in a soothing manner as you were cuddled to his side bawling your eyes. He is not even bothered that his tshirt is getting wet.

"I can't help it, I just really trusted him" you said.

"Well, I told you not to trust so easily. I'll see that asshole myself though" he said.

"You'd do no such thing" you warned.

"Yeah I won't" he said.

"I'm serious Minho, YOU won't go after him" you said "Promise me?"

"What?" He whined, but you pulled out your pinky. Minho couldn't help but feel warm in his heart seeing how cute you are even in such a situation "Okay. I won't go after him" he said linking his pinky with yours.

And he just hugged you tighter, as he hummed a sweet melody. You just lulled to sleep with all the tiredness.

Next morning, you woke up, no sign of Minho, which was strange because it was a Sunday and Minho's bag was still on the couch. Where did he go so early? You thought and as if on cue you heard a knock. You opened to find Jisung, your other friend plus neighbour, and found Minho beside him. But his state, he had a black eye and a burst lip, and a bruise on his cheek.

"OH MY GOD MINHO!!!" you shrieked "What have you done?!"

He was smiling like an idiot and you looked at Han Jisung for some explanation.

"He got into a fight with your boyfriend?" Jisung said.

"EX!" Minho corrected him

"Yeah right. But don't worry, he planted more blows than he recieved" He chuckled, as he took Minho to the couch.

"I told you to not go after him" you said as you examined his face.

"I didn't" he said, but you stared at him "I swear I didn't, he punched me first. Ask Han he saw it" you looked at Jisung who nodded. You huffed and grabbed the first aid kit.

Jisung and you talked a bit about your ex and the fight, and then he went as he had some work.

You were done treating the rest of the wounds, so you paid attention to his bust lip.

"You could have gotten hurt" you said in a serious tone as you as you applied some antiseptic and he winced

"As if that bastard could one up me" he scoffed

"But why Minho?" You said. You didn't want hin to do this, you didn't want him to have to feel bound to do it. It's okay.

"At first, I was just gonna pass him, but he was the one who came at me. And then HE landed a punch okay! I'm glad he did. Cause he deserved the blue eye and bruises. He messed with you!" He said. You could see the anger in his eyes seething like a fire under ashes. So you did the easiest thing that came to your mind. You hugged him, tight. You felt him immediately at ease under your touch as he buried his head at the crook of your neck. And that was it, you broke down again, all your resorts and thoughts broke. Minho just held you close to himself.

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You went to work and came back, Minho was staying with you to "keep an eye" that you're taking care of yourself. Your friends finally planned to go clubbing on a friday night.

"C'mon Y/n! It's been 3 weeks!" Yuna said.

"So what. I'm not sad or moping okay. I just dont feel like going. You guys should go" you said.

"Okay" you heard Minho say.

"Okay?" You repeated.

"Yeah okay. You don't wanna go. It's okay. Yuna you guys go, I won't go either" Minho said. Of course there's a catch, it's Lee Minho.

"Minho!" You said and he looked at you, those piercing eyes seemed to be bearing deep into your soul. You felt bad, he had been at your side for 3 weeks. He missed 2 weeks of your Friday night hangouts with your friends and you knew Minho loved this tradition you guys had, him being one of the ones who started it. You can't let him keep missing stuff and you shouldn't either.

Minho smiled to himself, even Yuna in front of you and Jisung at the door could see, literal gears turning in your head until you said "No! I'll go"

So the others left as Yuna dug into your closet to find an outfit.

"Are you sure I should wear this? I mean I bought this but there's a reason I never wore it" you said. With the shiny lbd in your hand.

"C'mon Y/n it's not that short. You'll look hot!" Yuna said and you gave up.

(Something like this)

You were met with cat calls as you walked to the table with Yuna and Felix to where all your other friends were seated.

You looked over at Minho and your breath hitched, your heart beat increased.

What you didn't know was the same happened to him. No its not like you both were seeing each other in new light. Lee Minho has always been in love with you.

"Damn Minho you look hot" you said as you took a seat between Bangchan and Jisung. You noticed Minho's cheeks a bit dusted with pink but you didn't think much of his.

"Damn bitch I missed you so much the last two weeks!" Dahyun said

"How are you Y/n?" Bangchan asked, taking your hand and holding it.

"I'm better Channie, thanks to Minho, I realised that Mark was actually a dick" you said

"Yeah and he deserved the beating" Jisung said. And soon drinks flowed in and were downed. All except Chan, Yuna and Minho let loose as those 3 were the designated drivers for today. They kept a close eye on the rest of you.

Minho's eyes especially never leave you. It's not like he doesn't want to, but he couldn't. His eyes wouldn't move from the exposed skin, from the way the dress hugged your curves so perfectly and the way you danced with Dahyun swaying your hips. He was so lost in you. That was the moment he decided, this time he wont let you go.

"You know that she likes you too right?" Yuna asked

"What?" Minho asked

"Don't act naive, we see your lingering eyes and stuff on her" Bangchan said "And don't think I didn't see you seething when I took her hand in mine" he said teasing the younger boy.

"I can't help it. I've been in love with her for years while she doesn't give me a blink in the daylight" he scoffed, eyes going back to you.

"You know she likes you, how long are you gonna stand on the sidelines and watch her get hurt every time! When you could give her exactly what she wants and needs and more" Yuna said. Minho nodded his head, he wont let you hurt yourself and him like this. With that Minho got up, and walked to you.

"Hi Minnie" you said as you motioned him to come closer and as soon as he did, you wrapped your arms and held them behind his neck. Swaying to the music, as if on queue the beat dropped to a slower song and the dance floor got into pairs with some of the people walking away. You noticed Dahyun with Jisung and Hyunjin and Felix in each other's arms and chuckled as you locked eyes with Minho. Those eyes, you wished you could just get lost in them . The intoxication in you letting all your feelings go that you had kept at bay, you kept your head on his chest as he held you closer. You looked up at him with your big eyes, and he could see the pure love you had for him. Oh how you wished, his hand to roam around your body, to feel those plump lips on yours. You never realised you were inching close until Minho looked away, still holding you close to him. Your intoxicated mind could hardly process anything.

When the song ended he pulled you away from the dance floor as the others followed. With a very drunk and chatty Jisung and you in the car Minho drove off.

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It's been a week since Minho has finally gone home. He texted you today and said he was coming tonight and he wanted to tell you something and you dare not try to avoid him like you've been doing for this past week. You were tensed, did he want to speak about how you almost kissed him. It wasn't your strongest moment but damn he looked away it means he doesn't like you. Ouch, why did that hurt? It's better for him to not like you. That way you wont lose him. Yuna's voice rang in your head from when she told you the other morning

"Trust me he didn't take his eyes off you!" She said

"Yes because he wanted to make sure I didn't do anything stupid" you to defended

"So you don't think that revealing dress had anything to do with that?" She said visibly annoyed

"No, he doesn't see me like that" you said

"Why Y/n? Why are you still afraid?" She asked finally

"Because relationships break, they get bitter, I don't want Minho to get tired of me and lose him" you said.

You were so busy thinking that you didn't hear the sound of the keypad at the door, or the door openning and closing.

"Y/n-ah" Minho whined and sat beside you keeping his head on your shoulder.

"Tired?" You asked running your fingers through his hair.

He mumbled something as his arms wrapped around you. You can't help but try to quiet down your heartbeat that was rapidly beating.

"I wanted to tell you something" he said and with that he pulled away and sat in a way that you'd be facing him directly.

"Y/n I-"he started and took his hands in yours "I like you, more than a friend. I can't take this, time after time seeing you with another guy. If I have to see that again then I'll kill him."

You pulled you hands away, no, no he can't "But you pulled away!" You whispered.

"Yeah that's because i didn't want you to do something like that when you're wasted" he said making sense.

"But I thought you don't see me in that light!?" You whined

"How can I not? l? I'm a man okay!!" he said.

"Good because that was a drunk mistake!" You said you said as you got up and moved to get some space between you too.

"Yah! What do you mean by a mistake?!" Minho asked, visibly hurt.

"That we are best friends and that's what we should be" you said.

"So you don't like me?” He said

"I like you as my best friend" you said

"Oh yeah?" He said inching closer to you "You don't feel anything for me right?" He asked while still walking forward his eye threatening like a feline, sharp.

Until you hit the wall and he caged your body between his arms. "Then you must not feel anything if I come this close to you?" He said, more like taunted. Whom were you kidding? Your heart was about to leap to your mouth.

"Why are you silent Y/n ssi?” he asked in a whisper. His voice is low, his face dangerously close to yours, you could feel his breath fan on your lips, so when you didn't protest and just stared into Minho's eyes, your own breath mixing with his, he crashed his lips on yours. You still froze up too much in your head, but Minho pulled back and almost growled "Don't fight it". And that was it you couldn't take it anymore you kissed him back and the two of you melted into each other.

Damn, you always wondered what his lips would feel like. His hands slid to your neck as he bent you head to get better access. Your hands tangled at his hair.

The two of you finally pulled away feeling the necessity of air.

"Don't be afraid please I'll never leave you alone" he promised you.

You knew by the look in eyes that he meant it.

And thus, here you were having a full on make out session with your now boyfriend as you stranddled his lap. His hands on your waist as they slowly roamed about to find wonders, his shirt was already long taken off by you. Minho pulled away from your lips to immediately attack your neck, you could feel him, sucking and licking at various parts until suddenly a moan escaped "Minho!" You moaned as it gave him more boost to give you the hickey that he delicately made. With one swift move he took off your top and placed kisses all over your chest with occasional bites and be was driving you crazy. You could feel the pool in the mess you call panties, so you started humping his thigh.

"Someone is eager?" Minho asked pulling away with a smirk.

"Shut up" you said and attached your lips to his.

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PervBoyfriends!Skz

Author's note: Reposted from my old blog, not stolen. Written with the amazing @bangchansbackohmygod , minor edits. Feedback appreciated! Accepting requests.

Warnings: Smut. Contains perverted tendencies. Read at your own risk.

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BANG CHAN

Chan is all about visuals. Any physical way to mark you as his, any view that he knows only he can see, it completely sets him on fire. The sight of you in one of his hoodies, the sleeves covering your precious hands because you’re smaller than him and he needs to protect you – it runs a shiver down his spine every time he sees it. And hickies. Hickies everywhere on your body. It gets to a point where even if you stand still and calculatedly wear an outfit that covers it all, you’re still only a centimeter or two from showing a DOZEN different love bites. His favorite sight of all is the place where you two connect when he’s pounding into you. The sight of his dick pistoning in and out of your sopping pussy is enough to make him blow his load. It’s also enough for him to immediately firm up again, eyes trained on his release oozing out of your tight entrance as he rearranges your guts for a second time (then a third time, then a fourth). Pervert Bang Chan certainly gets off on acting innocent and soft in front of everyone but when he comes back home to you, his dick instantly gets hard and sometimes, just sometimes, he would make you wear clothes that don’t cover the pretty dark purple love bites on your body, particularly the ones between your legs, when he senses his members getting too chummy with you. And what he enjoys most is letting his members see the trail of cum on the inside of your thighs when he playfully and purposefully gives a gentle but firm push on your tummy as he hugs you from behind.

LEE KNOW

The Dom King who wants to be a Sub Prince. Deeply turned on by the idea of you taking control and having him submit to you, but is way too prideful to ever admit it. So he tries to subtly set you up to take the reins like it’s your idea. Pins you to the wall and leaves rough dark hickies on your neck, when you complain that they’re visibly he asks “What are you gonna do about it?”. He barely sleeps that night from the glare you gave him in return for that. He gets really into it whenever you make out while you’re in his lap, but even more so because he can imagine you digging your nails into his scalp and pressing down on him with a harsh order not to move. Purposely fastens the handcuffs he uses to bind you to the headboard loosely, then proceeds to edge you for hours in hopes that you’ll break free and TAKE the pleasure he’s denying you. Pervert Boyfriend Lee Know actually loves making you angry and slapping your ass in front of the boys just to see how you would react. And best believe that he would get hard when he sees his members hiding their hard ons when you whine at your ass getting smacked in front of them. Because he knows you will definitely spank him back home and there’s nothing more appealing than that to subby Minho.

CHANGBIN

Changbin is a perverted boyfriend who loves it when you hold his arm because that man is buff and he’s not shy to let you know that he loves it when you gawk at him. And he loves loves loves your boobs. He wouldn't ever tell you though but he gets hard everytime your tits squish against his arm. Most of the time he would purposely squish his arm onto the side of your boobs. Waiting in line for food together? Oops squish. Walking at the park in the evenings? Mmm squish. He just loves your tits so much, one time when you wore a deep neckline dress that reveals A LOT OF CLEAVAGE he just makes you sit on his lap while he shakes his legs because when he thinks about your tits bouncing, he also automatically thinks about your pussy too, so wedging his shaking leg between yours gives him a good feeling of your pussy. Oh and he would playfully just unhook your bra in public (yes, he finds it easy, he’s had a lot of practice as a boob connoisseur) and would act like it’s an accident, his big hands would immediately palm your tits from behind, telling you to stay still as he tries to hook your bra up again. And of course Changbin would act like he can’t hook them back together for a few times just so that he can feel your tits up in public as you whine and whimper.

HYUNJIN

We all know he loves his hair. And he loves it even more when you play with them. Caress, tug - anything. Literally anything! He would innocently tell you to braid his hair and you would do it, unknowing that he has his hands inside his pants, wanting to feel himself - literally feel - himself get hard under that flimsy pillow he places on his lap. He would never tell you about it though, he just loves touching himself when you're playing with his hair innocently. But when one day you were searching for his hair tie and you lifted the pillow because you wouldn't believe it when he said he didn't hide it, you were beyond shocked to see Hyunjin with one hand in his pants with the hair tie tied around the head of his cock over his pants. Guess that's why you always receive the hair tie from him all wet and soggy, which he would usually blame it on his dog. Looks like Hyunjin needs to find another way to fulfill his perverted hiding needs.

HAN JISUNG

Say it with me folks: HE WANTS TO BE CAUGHT! He is doing the bare minimum to hide it, but it’s more like edging himself for that glorious moment when you see him in one of his “guilty pleasures”. Totally an underwear stealer, especially if that means you have to go commando for a day or two. Definitely spends at least two rehearsal breaks per week with your panties wrapped around his throbbing cock, while his other hand is clutching one of your bras in his face for him to sniff and lick. Touches himself whenever he gets hard, which is WHENEVER YOU DO ANYTHING. Waits until you’re not looking, but only just barely. Considers you looking at the screen while you two watch a movie to be “not looking”. Definitely jerks it in the shower and “accidentally” leaves the door slightly open just in case you hear his needy moans. When you finally do catch him you better call out sick for work the next day because he’s pinning you down and having you in every position until the sun comes up. And if you go to work the next day with his cum in your cunt? He’ll love you forever.

FELIX

Felix ties romantic love and sexual love together. So it’s not as much that he’s a closeted perv, it’s that he’s an oblivious one. Holding your hand and watching ducks at the park make him so happy and giggly! They also make him rock hard. If you wear a new sundress, especially one he helped you pick out, his freckled cheeks will turn the prettiest shade of pink and he’ll kiss you on your cheek and tell you that you look like a princess. He’ll ALSO ask in the same breath if you can give him a titfuck while you wear it once you two are home. Be careful never to compliment his baking, it’s such a loving and intimate experience that it’ll have him eating you out for hours. Pervert Boyfriend Felix just wants to be sweet, hold your hand and then place it on his dick, there’s really no in between with this guy.

SEUNGMIN

Seungmin never considered himself as a pervert. Even when at this moment when he's watching you shower and jerking himself off everytime you hiss when your hand comes in contact with your nipples, he still doesn't consider himself as a pervert. He's your boyfriend and you've told him that he can do absolutely anything he wants with and to you, so this is obviously just normal boyfriend things, right...? (Seungmin is in denial). He would come back from work, all tired and ready to just pass out but gets worked up when he realizes that you're showering with the door unlocked. And what's more intriguing is that the past owner had a big window installed in the bathroom, so that they could watch the view but Seungmin knows that they were into some kinky shit and he loves it! He loves it too much because you go standing in the tub to shower, stark naked and the whole fucking neighbourhood can see you but you don't fucking care. And that's so hot to him, makes him cum in record time. But Seungmin being Seungmin, he would scoldingly act like he wants you to close the window blinds yet he’s the one who would break the string everytime the both of you fix it.

I.N

Out of everyone, I.N is the most unpredictable. He's always so smiley and sweet, listens very well to his hyungs (ofc with occasional teasing) but overall he just doesn't seem like someone who would be into perverted stuff. But that's definitely untrue because ever since he became a legal adult, he just does not need to care anymore about his child-like innocent image. This man is now an A+ certified DILF wannabe. Just look at him!!! As a boyfriend, his number 1 ritual is cumming on the outside of your pussy every morning. Yes, you heard right!! I.N does not have that much experience and sometimes he can get a little too shy to ask you when he's needy but he found out that you didn't mind him cumming on you the first time he did it. So now, every morning, he would watch you sleep, push up the fabric of the shirt you're wearing so that your bare pussy is exposed to him and he would jerk off until his warm loads of cum land on your cunt. Bonus points if you wake up from it, his perverted mind just loves seeing you all groggy but then gets all shy and happy when you realize he just gave you his cum.

who in skz is most likely to say ‘i know baby’ when you’re about to have an orgasm?

chan has definitely fallen victim to saying this in the middle of fucking you dumb more times than he can count. just loves the small signs you send him letting him know you’re about to spill, nails breaking the skin of his bicep and head rolling back as you arched further into his body, only able to utter small whimpers of his name as the heat in your tummy spread to your cunt. he’ll be sososo gentle and caring with you while fucking you through your orgasm, quiet whispers of ‘you’re doing so well for me’ and ‘i know baby, just let go’ falling from his lips as he focused on tipping you over the edge, cock mercilessly drilling into the tight hole of your pussy, the slight clench of your walls wrapping snugly around him only egging him on even more. just wants to be the reassuring, caring boyfriend he loves to claim to be while rearranging your guts 🥴

minho is such a smug little shit. never once takes his eyes off of you while fucking you with his tongue, notices every little twitch and squirm of your pretty face and knows exactly when and how close you are to finally drenching his face in your wetness. literally eats up every silent cry of his name and practically growls against your cunt once you finally let out a choked ‘p-please, i’m so close’, tears stinging your eyes from his endless stimulation on your clit, fucked out and head empty and only able to focus on the hot tongue pressing down hard against your slit - teeth nipping at your sensitive folds before sucking them in. loves ! loves ! loves the desperate rut of your hips to push your cunt further into his mouth, as if he wasn’t already basically devouring it anyway. the complete opposite of chan in the fact that there’s no care or warmth in his voice, a cocky ‘i know baby’ sounding out against your cunt as he continued to leave sloppy kisses against it, lapping up the wetness that leaked out of your tight hole. 

please, felix will be sososo gentle with you it’ll literally leave you staring at him like ??? just from how loving and caring he can be while balls deep inside your pussy :( hugs you so close to him and comforting whispers of ‘i know baby’ sounding out against the skin of your neck as he leaves hot kisses on the flesh, cock easily slipping into your cunt as your walls closed in around him - legs trembling and toes curling while he fucked you so well through your orgasm. will also hold your hand while you spill onto him, the small contact giving you a small sense of comfort as you momentarily black out from the intense feeling of the warmth in your pussy finally fading, ripping past your folds in slick wetness and onto his dick. will literally be so reassuring during sex, just always wants you to know he’s right there with you :’(

jeongin is such a sucker for saying this during sex !! he’s normally sososo mean to you but when you’re looking up at him oh so cutely with the prettiest fucked out expression on your face, lips swollen from his kisses and eyes glassy from being fucked for hours on end - he finds it hard to deny you. knows how much you crave his approval and when you stare up at him so 🥺 basically begging him to finally let you cum, he can’t help but to groan out a small ‘i know baby, go ahead’ with the most whipped smile on his face. just loves that you wait for his approval to finally cum and gives into you each and every time.

how often will skz and y/n have sex?

BANG CHAN

chan always feels so guilty for being so needy around you all the time but he just can’t help the small twitch of his cock every time he looks at you ! you’re just so pretty and sweet to this guy and all he wants is to spend the rest of his life between your legs making you cum over and over again but his busy schedule doesn’t allow him to do so *sigh* unfortunately you guys will only have time to get intimate around once or twice a week and due to being so exhausted after practice, chan will mostly relay on lazy, slow fucking at midnight to take care of you. also relies a lot on his hand when he doesn’t wanna bother you cause :( he hates being so desperate and doesn’t want you to feel obligated after a stressful day :( feels bad once you start to notice your panties going missing day by day, having no clue most of them were stuffed under his pillow stained and painted in his cum. hates that he’s not around much to stretch your tight cunt out as much as he’d like but he always makes it up to you in the end.

LEE MINHO

despite being the ultimate boss bitch and constantly working his ass off, minho has no problem fucking you anywhere and everywhere and he’ll become the neediest most desperate asshole to exist if he even goes a day without getting to feel your warm pussy clench around his cock. you could literally just be visiting this guy at practice, trying to be the cute and loving girlfriend that you are by bringing them some food and he’ll be pulling you into the nearest empty room all the while ignoring chans’ scolds, fucking you up against the wall without mercy. constantly takes his stress and pent up frustration from work out on you so it’s safe to say that time isn’t a problem for him and he’ll be fucking you around four or five times a week at l e a s t ! absolutely obsessed with the sight of you crying on his cock and feels like there’s not enough hours in the day to fully enjoy the sight of your trembling figure beneath him, cheeks stained with tears and eyes dreamy and glazed, sucking cutely on his fingers as he fucks you nice and deep. quickies are also essential with this guy.

SEO CHANGBIN

he loves ! loves ! loves ! playing with your pretty pussy so much, to the point that chan will sometimes send him home during practice cause he’s repeatedly messing up the choreo, too distracted by the thought of finally having you wrapped snugly around his dick. unfortunately there’s not enough hours in his busy schedule to fully indulge in the sight of you completely fucked out and needy for him so he heavily relies on quick fucks whenever he can :( finds any excuse to have you over in the studio when he’s working late nights, feeling guilty as you struggle to keep your eyes open, looking oh so sweet drowning in his sweatshirt. but it’s not long before he has that very sweatshirt bundled up around your tummy, panties eagerly pushed to the side and cunt fluttering around his cock, small praises of ‘you’re taking such good care of me angel’ falling from his lips omg !!!! defiantly counts more on fast fucks before shows and getting you off in cramped closets at parties (he just loves making a mess out of you when he has the chance, no matter how risky it is) really depends on how much time he gets off from work so he only has the chance maybe around twice a week but he’ll always manage to sneak a little soft, slow fuck in there somewhere to make it up to you <333

HWANG HYUNJIN

could practically live with his face buried between your legs devouring your cunt until you’re trembling, sensitive and begging him to stop but unfortunately he has bills to pay and playing with your pretty pussy hours on end doesn’t cut it 🙄 gets easily frustrated and snippy with you and claims it’s cause he’s stressed at work but really he’s just sulky he hasn’t painted your cute cunt with his cum in what feels like days when really it’s been six hours calm down?? also has a lot of nights where he’s too tired from practice to do anything about the almost painful throbbing of his cock so cockwarming is a must in your relationship ! loves the closeness and intimacy it provides and lets out the prettiest gasp once he finally sinks into you, your cunt wrapping snugly around his veiny dick - the warmth and slight quiver of your pussy coaxing him to sleep in no time. if he wakes up earlier than usual you can bet your cute ass he’s gonna start his day off with some slow fucking; softly pushing his hips against your own, slowly stroking his cock deep against your slick walls and watching dreamily as your eyes flutter open, sleepy whines and incoherent begs falling from your pretty lips. chan always scolds him for being late to work but it’s worth it when he can fuck you like *god* intended him to. on busier weeks he’ll only have time maybe once or twice a week but during his breaks it’s honestly hard to get him off you, he’ll be begging for that pussy hourly.

HAN JISUNG

no matter how much you guys fuck it’ll never be enough for this guy 😭 comes home from practice everyday all gross and sweaty and the first thing this mf will do is blackmail you into taking a shower with him, promising he’ll keep his hands to himself but before you know it your face is being pressed into the cold tiles of the shower wall and he’s hiking one of your legs up to fuck into you deeper, your small whines and the warm slick of your walls coating his dick with every thrust only making him press into you harder and slower, the slight curve of his tip stretching you out so well - leaving you sobbing on his cock and wondering how tf this maniac comes home from a full day of practice with enough energy to fuck you dumb?? number one enthusiast in public sex, while the other boys are getting styled and prepped right before their performance he’s too busy fucking you over the sofa of an empty dressing room, or propping you up against the wall of a cramped closet space and eating your pussy out until you’re left raw, sensitive and covered in his spit, already knowing his stylist is gonna give him shit for the scuffs on his knees from kneeling down so long. he’ll be ready to go again as soon as he’s left that mf stage <333 if he had his way he’d be fucking you every free hour he has but since the world doesn’t spin in han jisung’s favour he settles for five/six times a week !

LEE FELIX

bless his heart, he can’t handle quickies - he always somehow makes them romantic and slow af and ends up being late to practice so he’s banned them altogether :( very much a ‘🥺🥺 i love you so much, lemme hold your hand while i go down on you 🥺’ type headass, even though you specially asked him to fuck you stupid but okay ig <3 just loves taking his time with you. unfortunately the rare times he actually has free are late nights after the studio and he’s always so sleepy and ready for bed but he doesn’t mind suffering from exhaustion the next day as long as you and your cute pussy are taken care of ! whether it’s in the form of some lazy, gentle fucking or softly eating away at your slit until your cheeks are stained with tears and you’re pathetically grinding against his tongue - as long as you’re falling asleep with your needs taken care of then he’s happy. also l o v e s when you take care of him too, he hates begging and coming off as desperate but some days all he wants to do is come home from work and fuck you into the mattress, and the fact that you allow him to use your body like he owns it makes his heart so sore. so sweet and considerate and wishes that he wasn’t so busy all the time so he could actually take care of you like you deserve. makes love to you maybe once a week, if at all, when he’s extremely busy - but on his calmer weeks you can bet he’s putting that cock to some good use.

KIM SEUNGMIN

this guy practically l i v e s with his cock stuffed inside your tiny pussy whenever he’s not busy at practice ! always manages to make time for you and has no problem fucking you in the dorms when he’s too tired to make the trip back to your apartment. doesn’t care if he’ll be late for work most days - if you’re not cumming around his cock, fingers or on his eager tongue then he isn’t leaving for shit. literally just hits the older members with ‘at least i’m getting some pussy unlike some people’ when they scold him for being late 😭 another smug bitch in the fact he’ll have no problem fucking you with other people around; if you’re out for dinner with the other boys it won’t be long until his fingers are brushing under your skirt, filling you up with his slender digits and curling them deep against your slick walls just to watch you fall apart in front of everyone, claiming sickness knowing full well the glassiness of your pretty eyes and the flush on your face was due to him stretching you out knuckle deep. fucks you good and deep each and every time so you can’t even be mad at this mf. nothing stops him from getting his dick wet so he’ll probably be fucking you around six times a week at least.

YANG JEONGIN

he’s young and has a scarily large amount of energy so you bet he’s gonna be drilling that cunt on the regular <333 he doesn’t like upsetting his hyungs though so he’ll sometimes have to leave you in the middle of getting you off and will feel so bad for the rest of the day for leaving your cunt wet and empty of his cock, spends the whole of practice thinking about it :( cause everyone is so whipped for him he gets more days off than the others and istg he doesn’t let you leave his bed until he’s made an absolute mess of you, both his cum and your own staining your cute folds, lips red and bruised from his eager kisses and pussy sore from his endless abuse - he swears there’s no better sight. whenever he is at work though he loves sitting in a corner by himself, earphones in while on facetime with you, watching as you tease and fuck yourself with your own fingers - your quiet begs of release making him wish he could ditch practice and replace your digits with his throbbing dick, promising to himself that as soon as he leaves he’s gonna fuck you so good and deep that it’ll ruin your own fingers for you (he also loves how much of a good girl you are that even when he’s not physically with you, you still ask him to cum :’)) tires to make as much time for you as possible but as much as he likes fucking you dumb he also really likes video games :/ so probably around three/four times a week at most with this dork !

Hard thought: needy Hanji coming home after the tour and just getting fucking pussy drunk because he missed you sm. Gotta throw in a bit of hand holding tho, I’m a firm believer that he holds hands while he fucks

@chvnnie @spilledtee where y'all at

firstly im sorry im getting to this late, eep but yes omg, i will keep repeating this pussy drunk jisung is a damn concept and i need more of it.

the way he'd actually be so needy when he sees you, covering you with kisses and whispering how much he missed you during the door, backing your body up with his own against the wall, before pulling you to the couch, not wanting to go to the bed, coz too far away.

your clothes are off in a matter of minutes if not seconds, leaving you in your underwear, with you under him, his body pushed up lightly against yours, but his hips bucking into you, a moan leaving your lips when he does so. "such a tease as always. i thought you missed me, ji," you smirk, making him bend lower, so he's now facing your stomach, his fingers dancing along your inner thighs, he can feel you shivering under him. "yes, i did. but don't think that's going to stop me from teasing you, bean."

he's already had your panties pushed to the side, not bothering to remove it off your body at all, that's how needy he is. his fingers tease your slit, moving upward and down, just to get that small gasp that you always let out when he does that. his free hand reaches for yours, his fingers tangling with your own as he leans closer to your clit, his tongue leaving kitten licks to it.

"already so wet, and i just started touching you," he'd mumble against your skin, before giving your slit a single lick, his nose nuzzling your clit, and you inch back, already feeling close. "baby, not yet. you can't let go yet, i just got here. i'm making you come for a long, long time, and you're going to take it, like my precious bean that you are."

Making yourself cum on Chan's arm

GENRE: smut, snark, idk arm kink?

WORD COUNT: 2223

Author’s Note (Co-curator Tortoise): This image has been living in my head rent free ever since they posted it. It is my lockscreen for heavens sake!! I have been imagining riding his arm EVERY DAY and it's just not healthy at this point. If you are like me, welcome, please leave a message so we can descend into madness together.

WARNINGS: rated M (minors do not engage!), masturbation, petting

„Oh my fucking GOD!“, you exclaim while staring at your phone. Luckily, no one is around, so you do not have to share the cause for your excitement – and despair. Chan has just posted a selfie with Changbin in the group chat “zoo and keeper 💪🐺🐰” between you three and Changbin’s girlfriend.

“Had a good set today~” was the accompanying text.

“Why would he do this to me”, you are absolutely stunned, while also knowing for sure that he has no idea what such a picture would do to you, seeing as you are simply the boys’ flatmate.

You wish you were more than that, so you could write something like Changbin’s girlfriend: “Tell Changbin I need him at my place urgently – it’s for sex reasons.”

You snort and think: “Same, girl. But we can’t all have fit as fuck boyfriends. Some of us have to suffer as singles while living with a perfectly eligible bachelor.”

However, you write: “EEEEWWWW, did NOT need to know this, will purge this from my memory in 3 – 2 – 1 – hey Changbin I have a weird feeling I won’t be seeing you around tonight so don’t forget to put the bins out tomorrow!!”

The ensuing snark in the chat has you grinning and helps you push The Picture out of your mind. It’s late in the afternoon on a Saturday so you decide to live it up and watch a Netflix documentary about some murder cult to distract yourself further. It works, but not for long, because inevitably Chan comes home, all by his lonesome and handsome self.

“Hey, what are we watching?”, he asks, flopping down on the sofa next to you once he has deposited his gym bag in his room. You risk a quick glance at him. Yep, still slightly wet hair from his shower, arms still pumped, veins still popping. God is testing you today.

“People being murdery”, you gesture vaguely at your glass and Chan helpfully reaches over to hand it to you. “Thanks.”

Your fingers brush his wonderfully warm skin and you take a breath and another peek. You notice something on his left hand and – damn it, damn yourself for not resisting – you grasp it lightly to take a closer look. His large hands are calloused, but surprisingly soft. You already knew that and you shamelessly relish the chance of touching him now under the guise of checking out the raw spot on his palm.

“And how did that happen?”, you wonder, “I thought you had callouses for dayyyys”, you stretch the sound while standing up to get some ointment.

“Ah, yeah”, he says shyly, rubbing his head, shouting after you, “you knaur, I guess I didn’t put my straps on properly.”

“Heh, strap-on”, you tease automatically as you walk back, cream in hand. You open the tube and put a pea-sized portion on his reddened skin. “Would’ve thought that makes you raw in other areas.”

“Oh my gosh, YN”, he laughs, letting his head fall back against the couch, then looking up cheekily, “I guess it depends how you use it?”

You huff a laugh, focusing on gently rubbing in the cream – fuck, you love doing this. You try not to make it last too long or be too sensual, but you cannot help but enjoy the texture of his skin under your fingers. You draw little circles on the redness, then use the cream to slightly push into the surrounding muscles of his hand as well.

“I’m not sure you know how to use a strap-on properly then! Best stick to the straps you know – and come find me if your callouses get defeated by your recklessness again.”

You pretend as if you want to get rid of the last bits of cream and travel your fingers up his sleeveless underarm, cruising his prominent veins for a few seconds. Then you quickly pull back and look at the TV screen again. Your fingers are warm from where you touched Chan’s arm, and you have to clench your hand to get rid of the tingly feeling in them. You brush your lips with the same hand that just touched Chan in a nervous tic, which only serves to make you even more nervous when you notice what you are doing and that Chan is still watching you. You pull your hand away from your mouth immediately.

“What?”, you ask, trying to play it cool, because obviously there is nothing to get all bothered by.

“Thanks”, he says simply, with a wide, happy smile. You feel like you could turn into putty when he smiles this way and you yearn to be moulded into something new by him. How dare his mouth and arms work in tandem like that? You try to save yourself by dialling up the drama in your voice:

“Ugh, it’s alright, I guess, all in a day’s work for a saint like me. I do accept alms in the form of chocolate and cash” – and cock, you add in your head, which makes you roll your eyes at yourself and back at the TV but you do catch a glimpse of Chan licking his lips before replying:

“I’ll keep that in mind.”

And you could bicker further, but his low voice took on a weird tone (playful, but sexy? Suggestive? Oh, lord!) and you have literally no spoons left to contain your horniness, so you try to ignore the gorgeous presence next to you and focus on murder.

Four hours later you wake up, with a weight on you in unfamiliar places. You have somehow managed to partly drape yourself over Chan –you are spooning into him, holding his left arm hostage like your favourite plushie. His t-shirt is wet where you drooled on him, his head is resting above you. You are surprised to find him asleep, considering his insomniac tendencies.

Still quite dazed, you relish the feeling of his upper arm and side against your body. You lie there, just existing, enjoying this fleeting moment, listening to Chan’s calm breaths, the beating of his heart that you could swear you can feel from where his muscular arm is pressed against you.

When he moves in his sleep, you unwillingly relent your grip. Better to let him turn freely than wake him up. But he doesn’t move away – at least, not the way you expected. He grumbles, flexing his biceps as he slides his arm down. His arm is now lying between you and him, his hand is resting on your thigh, which you have tucked up against you, turning you into a little croissant.

On instinct, you slightly open your legs to let his hand in. You wonder what the hell you are doing. He hooks his hand between your thighs. You wonder what the hell HE is doing. Chan pulls you closer with an ease that both delights and disgusts you in the best possible way. You don’t breathe. He doesn’t let go. His hand is now nicely sandwiched between your legs. His fingers squeeze the meaty part of your thigh, tantalizingly close to your pussy. You lift your head, trying to look in his face. Is he still asleep? Are you his plushie now? Have you died and gone to heaven?

He seems peacefully asleep and you lie back down carefully. You are now much closer to him. You feel hot and a bit shivery. His fingers continue to flex in obviously involuntary movements, his synapses firing in deep sleep. Your eyes drift shut with pleasure.

It feels good. His touch, his proximity, this entire situation. You are taut as a bowstring from excitement. You experimentally touch Chan’s upper arm again, holding on, gently stroking the exposed skin with your thumb. He is so soft and his muscles so thick you could sink your teeth into them.  

With the smallest gasp, you cannot help but roll your hips into his hand, very carefully, to cause that sweet friction you have been denied so far. Lightning strikes through your clit into your stomach.

“Oh shit”, you think, “oh shit, I shouldn’t have done that.”

Because you cannot stop yourself now. Chan’s heady closeness, his smell, his warmth, his fingers and now your own naughty movement have pushed you over an edge and you have to keep rolling, rocking yourself into him. You try to hold back, to be as soft as you can. You make a keening sound, nearly inaudible. You feel like you are being set on fire.

And then Chan turns over and captures you tightly. He rotates the arm between your legs so his hand is splayed on your arse cheek, holding on. His other arm comes down on your other side. He hovers over you, his elbows propping him up while his free hand snakes under your head to grab you in the nape of your neck. You cannot escape from the tight space he has created.

You suck in a shocked breath, your eyes snap open. His face is so close. Before you can move or say anything, try to explain yourself, he grins down at you.

“I knew you liked my arms, YN”, his voice is hoarse and quiet, laced with satisfaction, “I just didn’t know you liked them that much.”

“I’m so sorry”, you say with a panicked look on your face, trying to squirm out of his grasp, “I didn’t think…I didn’t mean to…”

Chan neither lets you finish your sentence nor continue your futile struggle against the virtual wall he has created with his body. He flexes the arm between your legs up against your crotch, squeezing your bum tightly.

“Fffuuuhhck”, you let out a broken moan from the sudden stimulation and your eyes drift shut again. This is what you needed. All the little movements you dared to make before cannot compare in any way to this. Chan’s large hand on your neck squeezes slightly.

“I like it when you swear”, Chan says, looking down at you, relenting the pressure of his arm and then pushing in again, making you gasp, bucking your hips, “and I like it when you use me. So, go on, YN…use me.”

You decide that this is the most realistic sex dream you ever had and to just fucking go with it. You pull Chan’s head down to cover his plump lips with soft kisses. He opens his mouth for you and it feels like he is ready to devour you. When his tongue touches yours for the first time, you feel like you might cum on the spot. His lips and tongue seem to tease you, promising more pleasure.

Your other hand grabs his arm, feeling his magnificent muscles straining to give you as much friction as you need. You start riding his arm slowly but with strength behind every roll of your hips.

“Come on, YN, I can take it.”

It’s dizzying. You pick up your pace, and soon there is no rhythm to your movements anymore, just plain wanton need to feel more. You are moaning into his mouth as he lets his tongue play with yours.

“That’s right, just like that. You have been holding back for so long, being all proper with me, I am so glad you are finally letting loose, you look fucking beautiful, my little princess.”

His low voice, his self-assured tone is driving you closer to your peak, and Chan can tell by your frantic movements and sounds. He kisses your lips, down your jaw. He squeezes your arse and your nape as he growls into your ear: “Keep going, baby girl. Cum on me.”

Yes, this is what you needed.

With a throaty moan you press your wet pussy against his strong underarm and ride out your orgasm, whimpering nonsense. Chan leans his forehead against yours, whispering how sexy you are while you spasm under him.

After what feels like millenia, you go limp. You are breathing hard, still making little noises as you come down from your high.

“Oh, fuck me, oh, that was so good”, you gasp.

Chan lies down next to you and pulls you in tight. He nuzzles your neck and you can feel his grin.

“Yeah? I think so too. Very hot. I especially liked it when you said I am your own personal Adonis.”

You groan and hide your face in your hands.

“I did say that didn’t I?! This is all the fault of. That. Picture.”

You turn around and accentuate your words with pinches to his shoulder and biceps. Chan laughs and catches your hand before it can pinch any further, kissing your fingers.

“You knaur, I never thought this would happen, but I am very happy it did”, he turns a little serious and looks into your eyes intently. “I think you are really cool and hot. And I would like to do this again. Maybe you will find some other parts of me even more enjoyable.”

You cock an eyebrow, making a show of looking him up and down.

“Hm, you think so, do you? Well, you muscular, arrogant, delectable, little shit, I will be the judge of that!”

And with that you attack his lips and push your hand down his pants to reward him for his existence in general and the orgasm he gifted you in particular.

Hi everyone! I’m excited to introduce you to my latest fanfic. This story delves into the complex and fiery relationship between two strong-willed characters. It’s a rollercoaster of emotions, filled with tension, passion, and unexpected twists. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it. Your feedback and thoughts are highly appreciated, so please let me know what you think!

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It had been a splendid day, and I had envisioned concluding it in Chan's dorm, surrounded by his friends, after a delightful dinner together. Alas, our busy schedules had thwarted our plans for an outing, leading us to settle for a cozy meal at home instead. When I arrived, I found Chan and the boys already at ease with their takeout, but something in the atmosphere was off.

"Hi, boys!" I called out, my excitement tempered by the subtle tension in the room. Chan greeted me with a distracted nod, his smile lacking its usual warmth. "Hi, baby girl," he said, his voice tinged with exhaustion. "I’ve missed you."

"I missed you too, baby," I replied, hoping my embrace would offer some comfort despite the apparent stress weighing on him.

"I’ll just take a quick shower and join you all," I announced, trying to maintain a light tone.

"Alright, baby," Chan replied, his eyes not quite meeting mine. "Do you want me to join you?"

"Uhm, no, I'll be quick. I don’t think we’d make much progress with you in the shower," I responded, giving him a playful wink in an attempt to lighten the mood, though I couldn’t shake the feeling that his stress was a barrier I’d need to navigate carefully.

After my shower, I retreated to Chan's room, slipping into one of his comfortable, endearing tees. I began my nightly skincare routine, finding solace in the familiar ritual. With some idle time on my hands, I scrolled through my phone, only to stumble upon an article featuring Chan. At first, I chuckled, dismissing it as just another fanciful media creation.

But as I opened the article, my laughter quickly faded. There, in a photograph, was Chan with Somi, their faces alight with genuine happiness as they shared a moment at a restaurant. The sight of them together was like a jolt, sending a wave of mixed emotions crashing over me. Chan had never mentioned this encounter, and seeing them so close rekindled the grudge I had long harbored against Somi—a resentment that had been simmering since the early days when Chan and I were just friends.

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Somi and I met through Chan and the boys. They introduced her when I started hanging out with them more often. I soon noticed that Somi had feelings for Chan, though he seemed completely unaware. She took advantage of this by getting close to Chan, despite the fact that something was developing between Chan and me. Chan and I shared unspoken feelings for each other—something that everyone else seemed to be aware of, except for us. Neither Chan nor I had yet acknowledged the burgeoning emotions between us.  One thing I made clear to Chan early in our relationship was my concern about Somi. I told him explicitly that she wasn’t a true friend and seemed intent on coming between us. Somi had never hidden her displeasure at our relationship, and whenever I was with Chan and the boys, her discomfort was palpable—an unease that seemed to be noticed only by Han and me. I tried to express my worries to Chan, but he dismissed them as overthinking. He reassured me that no one could create a rift between us, soothing my anxieties with his warm embrace. His words and presence made me feel cherished, allowing me to let go of my worries and fully enjoy our time together. As long as he was by my side, his love was a comforting shield against any doubts or fears, making every moment with him feel loved and secure.

Chan returned to the room, clad in comfy clothes, and slid into bed beside me. His kiss was soft yet intense, a promise of his affection that melted away my irritation. I tried to push aside the thought of Somi's late-night call and let myself be swept away by the moment. Our passion ignited as our kisses grew deeper and more fervent. We explored each other with a hunger that left our skin tingling, each touch and caress a testament to the love we shared. The warmth of his body against mine, combined with our shared intimacy, made me forget all else, immersing us in a night of heated, unspoken desire. After our passionate night, we drifted off to sleep in each other's arms. When morning arrived, I busied myself preparing breakfast for Chan, who kept me company by sitting on the kitchen counter, scrolling through his phone.

Suddenly, he looked up and said, "Oh, Somi called me last night and left a bunch of texts. I wonder what that’s about..."

I played it casual, trying to mask my curiosity. "Hmm, I wonder what could be so urgent," I replied, feigning innocence about the call he received.

"She just wanted to catch up, and apparently, she needs some help with an album," Chan said, scrolling through his phone. I felt a twinge of annoyance, knowing deep down that her real intention was to see him.

"Uhmm, she wants to catch up at 11:30 PM?" I asked, unable to completely mask my jealousy and making my discomfort with Somi's advances evident.

Chan chuckled at my reaction. "Ah, baby, come on. She just needs some help. You know your boyfriend is one of the best producers around. Who wouldn’t want free help from me?"

I smiled, rolling my eyes playfully. "Well, if you say so," I replied, though my feelings were still a mix of irritation and affection.

Chan slid off the counter and moved behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist and drawing me tightly against him. His breath was warm and tantalizing against my neck as he whispered, "You look incredibly hot when you're jealous, you know? It makes me want to show you just how completely I’m yours, and how entirely you’re mine."

He began to trail soft, lingering kisses along my neck, each touch gentle yet electrifying. His lips brushed my skin with a mix of tenderness and desire, creating a slow, sensual dance of affection. I could feel the heat of his body pressing against mine, his touch a constant reminder of the passion and connection we shared. Every kiss was a promise, a pledge of his devotion and an invitation to lose ourselves in each other’s embrace.

I turned to face him, holding his gaze with a playful glint in my eyes. "Well, prove it then," I teased, my voice dripping with flirtation. "Show me that you're all mine."

Chan’s eyes sparkled with mischief as he replied, "Oh, you didn’t have to ask, baby girl. I was already planning to do just that."

With a swift, confident motion, he swept me off my feet, abandoning the breakfast I had been preparing—salad and orange juice forgotten. He carried me effortlessly to his room, where he laid me gently on the bed. His lips found mine in a fervent, passionate kiss, igniting a new wave of desire between us. Each kiss was infused with a deep longing, a promise of the morning's intimate connection. Chan's lips moved to my neck, his kisses igniting a fire that made me forget everything else on my mind. We began to slowly undress each other, our hands exploring with a mix of tenderness and fervor. As we shed our clothes, we lost ourselves in the act of adoration, each touch and caress a celebration of our passion and connection. We worshiped each other with a deep, consuming intensity, every moment becoming an intimate testament to our desire and devotion. His lips descended on my skin with a fervent hunger, wrapping around my sensitive bud. He sucked and bit gently, his touch a delicious blend of passion and tenderness. As he fondled and lavished it with affection, every sensation heightened my desire, leaving me yearning for more. “Uhm fuck, please stop teasing me, baby,” I begged, my voice trembling with a mix of frustration and longing. “Just fuck me already.”

Chan’s eyes sparkled with a teasing glint as he chuckled softly. “You’re so eager, aren’t you, baby girl?” he said, his voice rich with playful mockery. He reveled in the sight of my desperate need, enjoying every moment of my heightened anticipation.

“Maybe you should ask me a bit more nicely, and then I might just give it to you,” he said with a teasing grin, spanking my ass as if to emphasize his playful dominance.

I arched my back, my breath coming in quick, heated bursts. “Please, Channie,” I begged, my voice a sultry whisper. “Please fuck me.” My hands gripped the sheets as I pleaded, my desperation palpable. Every inch of me ached for his touch, and I begged with an intensity that mirrored the burning desire inside me, hoping he would finally surrender to my need. “There you go, love,” he said softly, his voice dripping with affection. “That’s all you needed to say, baby.” He began to pepper kisses across my cheeks, each touch gentle yet filled with yearning, his eyes locking with mine in a tender gaze.

“You’re my good girl,” he murmured between kisses, his words laced with admiration. “Such a good girl for me.” Overwhelmed by his tenderness, I whispered back, “I love you,” my voice trembling with emotion. As his lips found mine in a deep, passionate kiss, he puts his dick inside me, slowly, ensuring each movement was gentle and considerate, his touch intended to bring pleasure without pain. As he gradually increased his pace, a soft moan escaped my lips. “Ohhh yesss,” I gasped, savoring every second of his loving attention. Each movement was deliberate, a testament to his desire to show me just how deeply he cared. His rhythm and intensity built a crescendo of pleasure, enveloping us both in a cocoon of shared ecstasy. “You like it, baby?” he murmured, his voice heavy with desire as he continued his steady rhythm. “You got what you wanted so badly, didn’t you?”

His words were punctuated by the deep, satisfying pressure that made me shiver with pleasure. I nodded, my breath coming in soft, ragged gasps. “Yes baby” I managed to reply, my voice tinged with need and satisfaction.

He leaned closer, his eyes locked onto mine with a teasing glint. “Can you take it if I go harder, baby? Hmm?” His voice was a deep, seductive growl, each word dripping with the promise of heightened pleasure. His fingers, both tender and urgent, traced gentle patterns on my skin, the anticipation of his next move hanging tantalizingly in the air.

“Yes, yes, I can take it, Channie,” I breathed, my voice quivering with need and anticipation. “Go harder, please.”

A satisfied smirk played on his lips as he responded, “You asked for it, baby, and I’m going to give it to my baby girl.” With a deliberate motion, he spread my legs wider, positioning himself to explore me with even greater intensity. Each movement was calculated to amplify the pleasure, his touch both demanding and loving, as he fulfilled my every desire.

I clung to his shoulders, feeling the hard, warm contours of his muscles beneath my fingertips. Our chests pressed together, the heat of his body merging with mine, creating a shared warmth that was both comforting and electrifying. The sensation of our skin touching and moving in rhythm was intoxicating, each breath drawing us closer, each heartbeat syncing in a passionate dance. Those veiny hands, always my weakness, wrapped around my neck with a possessive yet gentle grip. The sensation of his fingers against my skin was electrifying, as he applied a light pressure that made my breath hitch. Each touch of his hand was both firm and tender, a teasing reminder of his control and desire. The intimacy of his grip sent waves of warmth and arousal through me, heightening the connection between us and amplifying the intensity of the moment.

“Channie , I’m gonna come” I gasped, my voice a breathy murmur as pleasure built within me.

“Yeah? Already?” he chuckled, his tone dripping with playful affection. “Hold on for me, love. Just a little longer.”

With a renewed urgency, he quickened his pace, his thrusts growing more intense and deliberate. His fingers moved with expert precision, pressing and rubbing against my sensitive bud with an electrifying pressure. The sensation was overwhelming, the friction causing my body to writhe and quiver. Each touch was calculated to heighten my pleasure, pushing me closer to the edge as the waves of ecstasy became almost too intense to bear.

“Come with me, baby,” he whispered, his voice a sultry murmur as we both approached the peak of our pleasure. “Come all over my Cock.”

In a shared wave of ecstasy, we reached the climax together. “I love you,” I breathed out between heated kisses, our breaths mingling in a fervent dance. Our mouths met in passionate, rushed kisses, each touch conveying the depth of our affection and the overwhelming intensity of our shared moment.

After that day, I found myself unable to broach the subject of the incident with Somi. Chan’s unwavering affection had so thoroughly dispelled the shadows of doubt and jealousy that lingered in my mind. His love had washed over me, erasing every trace of anxiety and leaving me content to postpone discussing the matter until another time.

As the image lingered on my screen, I was left grappling with a surge of feelings. The jealousy I had managed to suppress was now bubbling to the surface, fueled by the unexpected revelation. I couldn’t shake the feeling of betrayal and confusion, knowing that Chan had kept this from me. The unresolved tension with Somi, which I had hoped to move past, now seemed to demand my attention once more.

Just as I was wrestling with these thoughts, Chan entered the room, his demeanor still marked by the stress of his work. His earlier frustration was evident, casting a shadow over his usually warm presence. He greeted me with a weary smile, unaware of the storm of emotions I was navigating. The contrast between his strained mood and my turbulent feelings made the moment even more fraught with complexity.

As I closed the article, a deep sigh escaped my lips. I needed to address these feelings, but the weight of my emotions made it difficult to find the right words. Chan's love had indeed made me forget the jealousy, but the sight of him with Somi had rekindled old uncertainties. It was clear that we would need to confront this issue sooner or later, but for now, I resolved to focus on our present, cherishing the love we shared while preparing myself for the conversation that lay ahead.

As Chan entered the room, his demeanor was still marked by the stress of his work. His shoulders were tense, and his eyes carried a weariness that contrasted sharply with the turmoil brewing inside me.

“Hey, you okay?” I asked, trying to keep my voice steady despite the storm of emotions I was feeling.

“Yeah, just a rough day love” Chan replied, his voice carrying the strain of his work. He sat down on the bed, his usual vibrancy dimmed.

I hesitated, feeling the weight of my anger and hurt. I wanted to confront him about the photograph but wasn’t sure how to begin. “You want to talk about it?” I asked, hoping to break the ice and find a way to discuss what was troubling me.

He shook his head slightly, offering a faint smile. “It’s okay love. Just need to unwind.” He patted the space beside him, inviting me to sit.

I took the spot next to him, my mind racing with a mix of betrayal, anger, and disappointment. Seeing Chan and Somi together had stirred up old grievances and left me feeling deeply hurt. I struggled to mask my feelings, but the sting was undeniable.

Chan must have sensed my discomfort. He looked at me with concern. “Hey, you’ve been quiet. Everything okay love?”

I took a deep breath, trying to steady my voice despite the simmering anger. “I saw something earlier today—an article about you and Somi. It looked like you two were having a great time together.”

Chan’s face registered surprise and then discomfort. “Oh, that. Baby, I forgot to mention that. It was just a dinner celebrating the success of her album, Nothing more."

His explanation only fueled my frustration. “You knew how I felt about her and how unhappy I am with her spending time with you. You know she’s been trying to win you over. Don’t you think you should have at least mentioned this to me right after it happened?”

Chan’s expression shifted to irritation. “baby Seriously? You’re getting upset over this? It was just a dinner. I didn’t think it was a big deal.”

The tension between us escalated. “Not a big deal? You’re dismissing my feelings. It’s not just about a dinner; it’s about trust and consideration. I find out from an article instead of you. That feels like a betrayal.”

Chan’s frustration was evident as he rubbed his temples. “I’m dealing with a lot right now. Can’t you see that this is just adding to it? I didn’t think you’d blow up over something so minor.”

“Minor to you, maybe,” I shot back. “But for me, it’s about how you handle things. When I have to hear about your interactions with someone I’ve been clear about not liking, it makes me question how much you really consider my feelings.”

The room was thick with unresolved tension as we sat in silence, the weight of our emotions hanging heavy. Chan’s irritation and my hurt created a chasm that seemed difficult to bridge in that moment.

 “Y/N, you’re just overthinking this,” Chan said, his voice straining with frustration. “She hasn’t said or hinted about anything such as feelings. She’s been asking to catch up for a while, and it was her album release last week. Don’t you think it’s only polite for me to attend that? And don’t believe those stupid rumors you see. It wasn’t a freaking date. It was just a friendly dinner, for fucks sake.”

His dismissive tone only fueled the anger that was bubbling inside me. I felt a surge of frustration and disbelief at how he could minimize my feelings so easily. “So, it’s just about being polite now? You’re telling me that after everything, you couldn’t have at least told me about this? You know how much I dislike her and how uncomfortable I am with her trying to get close to you. This isn’t just about a dinner, Chan. It’s about respect and communication. It feels like you’re dismissing my feelings and making excuses!”

Chan’s face hardened, frustration evident. “I’m doing my best to manage everything, and you’re blowing this out of proportion. I just genuinely forgot about it. It was just a casual meet-up to celebrate her album. You’re letting these rumors get to you and making a big deal out of nothing.”

I stared at him, my heart pounding with a mix of anger and disappointment. “It’s not just about what you think is ‘nothing,’ Chan. It’s about how you handle things that concern us both. When you keep things from me and act like my concerns are trivial, it makes me feel unimportant and disrespected. This isn’t just about a dinner—it’s about how you’re treating me and our relationship.”

The tension between us was palpable, a raw and jagged edge that made it hard to find common ground. Our words hung in the air, the weight of our emotions casting a shadow over the room. My voice rose as I realized the depth of the issue. “You had a whole week to tell me about this, We share every detail of our days. How could you forget to mention this? You said it was a week ago—was that the day you came home late? You told me you had to work late and meet a friend for work. Was this the friend you mentioned?”

Chan’s frustration grew as my voice rose. “Tone it down; the boys are in the next room.”

“Oh, please, like I care,” I snapped back, my voice sharp. “This isn’t just about noise, Chan. This is about you brushing off my concerns.”

Chan’s face reddened, his patience wearing thin. He stepped closer, the intensity in his eyes sharpening. “You’re making a mountain out of a molehill. Yeah, she was the friend I mentioned. I didn’t say it was Somi because I knew you’d overthink it. I thought I’d tell you when I got home. But I couldn’t bring it up that night because things were too peaceful between us—I didn’t want to ruin it. And after that, I just let it slide because I thought it wasn’t worth the fight. But yeah, I wanted to tell you, but I forgot.”

I shook my head, my anger burning. “So, you just forgot? You think that’s acceptable? We share every detail of our lives, and now you’re telling me you just forgot? You come home late, say you’re working, and then conveniently ‘forget’ to mention this?”

Chan’s jaw tightened, frustration and ego clashing. “I’m not trying to play games, but seriously, if you’re going to turn every small issue into a major crisis, then maybe we need to rethink how we handle things.”

With a sudden, almost palpable shift in the air, Chan closed the distance between us. He backed me against the wall, his presence looming and intense. His breath was hot against my ear as he whispered, his voice low and dangerous, “Y/N, you better watch your tone. You don’t want the boys finding out how much of a disobedient brat you are. They don’t need to know how you’re pushing my limits right now.”

His hand slid up the wall, his fingers gripping firmly. With a deliberate movement, he placed his other hand around my throat, his grip just tight enough to make me gasp. The pressure was a mix of control and a raw, intense desire, his touch both commanding and possessive. “You think this is just about forgetting something? It’s not. It’s about how you’re testing my patience and pushing my limits. Every time you dig deeper, you’re playing with fire. I’m trying to keep things from blowing up, but you keep pushing, and it’s driving me wild. So, here’s your warning: tread carefully, or you might find out just how intense this can get.”

Despite the suffocating heat of the moment and the fierce grip on my throat, I held his gaze without a hint of fear. My blood was boiling, a mix of anger and adrenaline surging through me. I refused to break eye contact, staring into his fierce eyes, determined to show him that even in this charged confrontation, I wouldn’t back down.

The space between us crackled with a mixture of anger and simmering, almost dangerous desire. His grip on my throat was both a threat and an invitation, a reminder of the raw, electric tension between us. As his eyes bore into mine, the intensity of the moment made my pulse quicken, and the boundary between conflict and something far more primal seemed to blur. My breath hitched, and every glance, every touch, was charged with an undercurrent of sexual tension that left me breathless and conflicted.

He then seized my lower lip with a firm grip, dragging it down with a slow, deliberate motion that sent a shiver through me. His thumb traced over the edge with an almost predatory grace, the contact both teasing and electrifying. ‘Cat got your tongue?’ he murmured, his voice a low, sultry growl that seemed to echo in the charged silence between us. His gaze was intense, his eyes smoldering with a blend of dark amusement and smoldering heat. ‘Where’s that defiant brat who was so quick to talk back just moments ago?’ His words hung in the air, thick with unspoken promises and the dangerous allure of control, making the space between us crackle with a palpable, simmering tension.

As I opened my mouth to retort, a sharp knock on the door shattered the charged atmosphere. ‘We’ve got our food, guys! Hurry before it’s all gone!’ Changbin’s voice was a blunt intrusion, slicing through the simmering tension. Chan’s gaze hardened into a stern command, a silent order that left no room for defiance. His eyes, dark with authority, locked onto mine, a clear message of control. With a resigned, almost begrudging gesture, he swung the door open, his presence still a palpable force. I followed him out, each step an uneasy dance between my wounded ego and the unresolved frustration that burned beneath the surface. The taste of his dominance lingered, a sharp reminder of his control that only deepened my irritation as we moved into the hallway.

I forced a smile as I faced the others, my effort to conceal the recent clash with Chan clear in every strained curve of my lips. Despite the lingering heat of our argument, I plastered on a cheerful facade and engaged with the group, deliberately avoiding Chan’s piercing gaze. ‘Which movie should we watch?’ Hyunjin’s question broke the uneasy silence, his voice bright and casual.

As suggestions flew around—some enticing, others mundane—we finally settled on a family comedy. It wasn’t my first choice, but I agreed to it, my reluctance masked by the pretense of casual interest. Every moment I spent in the presence of the group was a calculated distraction from Chan’s unwavering, intense stare, which seemed to follow me like a relentless shadow. The comedy played on, but the undercurrent of our earlier confrontation remained, a simmering tension beneath the surface.

The evening unfolded with a casual ease as we shared food and laughter over a random family comedy—a film that barely held my interest but was more than made up for by the lively company. Yet, amidst the warmth and camaraderie, my attention kept returning to Chan. Seated in the shadowed corner with his laptop, he was ostensibly lost in work, but I could feel his gaze like a simmering heat against my skin.

Every now and then, my senses would catch the subtle intensity of his scrutiny, a silent force that seemed to coil around me. When our eyes finally locked, I couldn’t help but roll mine in a deliberate gesture of defiance. His reaction was swift and unmistakable—a slow, deliberate poke of his tongue against his cheek, a subtle yet potent sign of his growing irritation.

The exchange ignited a fire within me. His irritation was not a deterrent but a spark that kindled my own rising irritation. The air was thick with tension. I decided to turn up the heat, teasing him from my seat. I moved slowly, arching my back and letting my fingers brush over my shirt’s neckline, drawing attention to my collarbone. Each move was deliberate, meant to provoke him from his spot in the front right corner.

Even though I was angry, I couldn’t ignore how much I wanted him. I felt a heat building between my legs, a sign of how much he affected me. Every glance and movement was meant to stir him up, making my frustration and desire mix into an intense feeling that I couldn’t hide.

Moments later, Chan took out his phone and sent me a message “Meet me in the room in 5,” it read, his tone commanding. My pulse quickened at the command, and though every part of me wanted to obey, my frustration held me back. I couldn’t help but smirk as I shot back a defiant “No, thanks. I’m good right here.” even as I could feel my body’s eager response to his words. The heat building between my legs was a stark reminder of how much he affected me, a delicious torment that only heightened my desire.

His response was immediate and unmistakable. I could almost feel the heat of his frustration through the screen. The tension between us escalated, each of his silent responses heightening the challenge. His irritation was palpable, and I could sense the thin veneer of his control beginning to crack.

As the movie came to an end, the guys began bidding each other good night. Their cheerful farewells were a stark contrast to the simmering tension between Chan and me. I hurried to the washroom, my heart pounding with a mix of nervous anticipation and excitement.

In the privacy of the washroom, I went through my routine with trembling hands, my mind racing with thoughts of what might come next. The sound of laughter and footsteps from the living room seemed distant and muted, overshadowed by the charged silence that awaited me. I took a deep breath, steeling myself for the inevitable confrontation, my nerves tingling with both excitement and trepidation.

I hurried to the bedroom, my heart pounding as I tried to avoid anyone catching a glimpse of my flustered and nervous face. Once inside, I slammed the door shut and took a moment to steady myself. I muttered under my breath, irritation seeping into my voice. “I need to stop being so worked up,” I told myself, frustrated with the way my emotions had gotten the better of me. I was determined to talk things out with Chan, but I knew I had to do it calmly and without letting my irritation completely take over.

I waited impatiently for Chan to arrive, trying to distract myself with my skincare routine. Each movement, from smoothing on moisturizer to gently massaging in serum, felt like a slow, deliberate act meant to ease the restlessness that pulsed through me. The door creaked open and Chan walked in, his presence immediately shifting the air in the room. With a decisive click, he locked the door behind him, the sound echoing like a prelude to what was about to unfold.

Our eyes locked in the mirror as he approached, his gaze burning with a heat that made my skin prickle. I could feel the intensity of his stare, like a tangible force that wrapped around me, making my heart race and my breath hitch. The mirror reflected his eyes, dark with unspoken desires, as he watched me with an almost predatory focus.

I summoned every bit of confidence I could muster, my body reacting to the charged atmosphere. I arched an eyebrow, turning slightly to meet his gaze, a smirk playing on my lips. “You still haven’t given me an explanation,” I said, my voice dripping with a provocative mix of challenge and allure. The words were meant to provoke, to draw him in, but the way he looked at me, with that smoldering intensity, made the air between us thick with undeniable, electric tension.

Chan closed the distance between us with a purposeful stride, his presence overwhelming as he stepped behind me. His hands moved with a commanding intensity—one hand gripping my hair tightly, pulling me to my feet, and the other sliding around my neck, applying just enough pressure to make my breath hitch. The pain from his grip on my scalp was sharp but strangely exhilarating, a testament to the roughness that both unsettled and thrilled me.

I felt his body press against mine, the heat and strength of him a constant reminder of the power he wielded. As he pushed me roughly against the wall, my back arched slightly, and I tried to push him away with a half-hearted resistance. My attempts were weak, almost perfunctory, as part of me still wanted to cling to the defiant stance I’d taken. The tight grip on my neck made it hard to speak, but I managed to hold on to my resolve, even as my body responded to his touch with a mix of frustration and undeniable desire.

Despite the storm of emotions swirling within me, I refused to let go of my stance. As much as I wanted to surrender to the sensation of his dominance, I wasn’t ready to let him off the hook without getting the explanation I needed. The mixture of pain and pleasure made my pulse race, and my thoughts were a chaotic blend of yearning and irritation, driven by the need to resolve our argument while still acknowledging the fierce attraction between us.

The kiss was a wild rush, a clash of heated emotions and desperate need. Chan’s lips moved against mine with a fierce urgency, his grip on my neck and hair tightening just enough to make my pulse race. The sensation of his tongue parting my lips and sliding against mine was electrifying, a deep, passionate exploration that seemed to consume every ounce of my resolve.

I was pressed against him, my body molded to his as I instinctively reached up, my hands finding their way to his shoulders. I gripped them tightly, pulling him closer, my fingers tangling in his hair and pushing him more firmly against me. The roughness of his kiss, combined with the force of his body pressing me against the wall, sent waves of desire crashing through me, mingled with the frustration of our earlier argument.

Chan didn’t stop; he continued to rub himself against me, his movements fervent and unrelenting. The anger inside me fueled my determination not to give in easily. I tried to push him away lightly, my voice strained but defiant. “Don’t think I’m letting you fuck me without an explanation,” I managed to say between kisses, my attempts to resist failing as he pressed on.

With a mocking smirk, Chan whispered, “Let’s see about that,” his voice dripping with cocky assurance. His lips traveled to my neck, leaving a trail of wet kisses and searing hickeys that made me gasp and shiver. I tried to push him away again, but he only chuckled, his eyes locked onto mine with a predatory gleam. “You can push me all you want,” he taunted, “I’m not gonna stop until you say the safe word.”

In one swift motion, Chan tore off my shirt, exposing me completely. His eyes widened momentarily, and then a low, mocking laugh escaped his lips. “You’re such a tease,” he drawled, his voice laced with a mix of amusement and dark desire. “Walking around braless, practically daring me to notice. Did you enjoy the thought that anyone might see your hard nipples? Maybe it was just for me, hmm?”

He leaned closer, his breath hot against my exposed skin as he pinched my bud roughly, eliciting a sharp cry from me. The pain was immediate and intense, sending a jolt through my body, but it was quickly overshadowed by a wave of unexpected pleasure. The sting was both punishing and exhilarating, making me shudder and gasp.

Chan's relentless movements continued as he pressed his body against mine with increasing intensity. His knees rubbed against my core, and I couldn’t help but let out a lewd moan, the sound escaping me despite my attempt to suppress it. The embarrassment of how easily I was giving in to him only fueled my frustration, a mix of shame and undeniable pleasure coursing through me.

Chan’s smirk widened, clearly satisfied with the effect he had on me. He took my reaction as a victory, his ego visibly bolstered by the sound of my involuntary moan. Without missing a beat, he shifted his focus, leaning down to suck harshly on my sensitive bud. The combination of his aggressive sucking, accompanied by a mix of kisses and bites, made me gasp and writhe against him, caught between intense pleasure and a gnawing sense of surrender.

As his mouth worked its way over me with relentless, domineering force, he continued to kiss and tease, proving his craving for every inch of me. His lips traveled from my chest downwards, leaving a trail of heated kisses and tantalizing bites as he moved lower. When he reached my belly button, he paused briefly, his tongue flicking teasingly around it before continuing south. His kisses grew more insistent as he moved to my hipbones, each touch sending jolts of pleasure through me, and I found myself struggling to control the desperate urge to let go completely.

Despite my inner turmoil, I could barely muster the words. I managed to whisper, “Chan… wait…” My voice was a mix of pleading and hesitation, a fragile attempt to assert control while desperately wanting him to stop before I lost myself completely. Chan's gaze remained fixed on mine, his smirk never fading as he reached for my shorts. He deftly slid them down, revealing my dampness. His eyes gleamed with dark satisfaction as he traced a finger through the slick evidence of my desire, a smirk curling on his lips as he elicited a moan from me with the contact. The sensation of his finger rubbing through my wetness was both torturous and thrilling, pushing me closer to the edge of surrender despite my attempts to hold on.

Chan’s finger traced through my wetness, his touch deliberately slow and teasing as he rubbed my bud, leaving me needy and quivering. Every motion heightened my arousal, making me acutely aware of my complete vulnerability. I was fully exposed and weak, standing naked before him while he remained fully dressed, an embodiment of control and dominance. The deep contrast between our states only intensified my desire, fueling a fire within me that I struggled to contain.

With a firm grip, Chan turned me around, pushing me against the wall. He held my hands behind my back, securing them with a commanding hold. His voice was a mix of sternness and mocking amusement as he leaned in close. “You could have told me you wanted to be treated like a slut,” he said, his breath hot against my ear. “You didn’t have to make up such a drama. Acting like a freaking brat, going against me.”

The harshness of his words and the dominance in his tone made my pulse race, the combination of his control and my exposed state pushing me further into a state of yearning and surrender. His hands were firm and unyielding as he held me in place, the stark contrast between his composed demeanor and my helplessness igniting a fierce, uncontrollable desire within me.

The contrast between his control and my naked vulnerability only heightened my frustration. Despite my position, I couldn't hold back. I glared at him over my shoulder, the defiance in my eyes undeniable. “Is this how you really get off, Chan?” I snapped back, trying to muster every ounce of defiance I could. “By making me feel worthless? You think you can just bully me into submission?”

Chan's eyes darkened with anger at my insolence. His grip tightened on my wrists, pulling them harder behind my back as he pressed his body closer against mine. “Oh, so you want to play the brat, huh?” he growled, his voice dripping with venom. “I’m not going to hold back just because you’re acting like a spoiled child. You’ve made your bed, now lie in it.”

His words were sharp, his tone harsh and unrelenting. With a sudden roughness, he began to push against me, his body pressing me harder into the wall. His movements were forceful and commanding, each touch and thrust deliberate, aimed at breaking down my resistance. His hands roamed over my exposed skin with a brutal intensity, his fingers leaving heated marks as he gripped and maneuvered me.

“You wanted to act tough and defiant,” he continued, his breath hot and ragged against my ear. “Now you’re going to get exactly what you asked for. I’m going to show you just how much control I have, and you’re going to take every bit of it.”

His anger and frustration fueled his roughness, each word and movement a testament to his dominance. The fierceness of his actions, combined with his degrading remarks, made me shiver with a mixture of fear and intense arousal. His complete control over me, coupled with his harsh treatment, left me teetering on the edge, caught between the torment of his dominance and the desperate need he ignited within me.

Chan’s grip remained relentless as he maneuvered me toward the bed, his forceful movements making it clear he was in complete control. With a decisive push, he sent me sprawling onto the bed, my body falling onto my back with a soft thud. I lay there, catching my breath, my mind spinning from the intensity of his rough treatment and the overwhelming arousal that coursed through me. The room seemed to tilt as I struggled to regain my composure, the lingering effects of his dominance leaving me dizzy and craving more.

Chan stepped away briefly, leaving me momentarily alone. I took the chance to breathe, trying to steady myself as I processed the heady mix of frustration and desire that had taken over. My skin was still tingling from his touch, and the ache of anticipation was almost unbearable.

When Chan returned, he held a pair of leather handcuffs in his hand. My eyes widened slightly at the sight; it was rare for him to bring them out unless the situation called for serious restraint. His gaze was intense, his demeanor unyielding. “Get on all fours, on the bed,” he commanded, his voice firm and unrelenting.

I hesitated, staring at him with a mixture of defiance and uncertainty. Chan’s expression shifted into a wicked smile, a glint of both warning and temptation in his eyes. He moved closer, his fingers gripping my face with a firm yet tender touch. Leaning in, he whispered in a low, dangerous tone, “You’re playing a risky game, and you know the stakes. Test me further, and you might just find yourself in deeper trouble than you bargained for.”

His words were a seductive threat, the promise of more intense control hanging heavily in the air. The tension between us was palpable, and I could feel my resolve wavering under the weight of his gaze and his menacingly tempting warning. After a moment of strained silence, I slowly moved into position, my hands and knees finding their place on the bed. The vulnerability of the position made my heart race, the anticipation of what would come next heightening every nerve in my body. Chan’s eyes followed my every move, his smirk a blend of satisfaction and unspoken promise.

Chan's hand came down sharply on my bare buttocks, making me gasp and lose my breath. The sudden sting was intense, and my body tensed up from the pain. I moaned, the sharpness of his touch mixing with a deep, growing arousal.

He quickly crossed my hands infront of me and cuffed them to the headboard. With my hands restrained, I was left balancing on my elbows, my body arching in a very exposed and vulnerable position. I felt completely at his mercy, struggling to hold myself up, the helplessness making me acutely aware of how much I was at his control. He leaned over, his lips brushing softly against my butt cheeks, his kisses tender but charged with a teasing intensity. “Is this what you wanted?” he whispered, his breath warm and tantalizing against my skin. “You wanted to play tough, but look at you now. All exposed and at my mercy.”

I shivered, barely able to keep my voice steady. “No… I—” I gasped, the combination of pain and pleasure making my voice tremble. “I didn’t mean it like that… please…”

Each kiss was a tantalizing promise, his breath hot against my skin. He nibbled and bit gently, his mouth so close to where I was most sensitive, causing me to moan softly. “I can feel how much you want this,” he murmured, his voice low and sultry. “You’ve been dripping for me, haven’t you? How can you act so defiant when you’re so desperate?”

“Yes…” I moaned, my voice barely more than a whisper. “I… I’m so desperate… please, Chan…”

Chan’s teasing grew more intense, and he rubbed his body against me, his hardness evident as he pressed against my dripping core. “You were getting all possessive and jealous,” he taunted, his voice dripping with satisfaction and mockery. “Thinking I’m down for someone else? That I’ve fallen for her tricks? You’re all that runs through my mind day and night.”

I gasped as he pressed himself against me, my body reacting to his dominance. “I… I just…” I stammered, struggling to find my words amid the overwhelming need. “I didn’t want to see you with anyone else…”

His movements were deliberate and demanding as he humped himself against me, the pressure and friction sending waves of pleasure through me. “You did this to me, baby,” he growled, his voice thick with desire. “Even after acting like a brat, I’m craving your warmth. Just yours, love.” “Please…” I whimpered, feeling overwhelmed by his touch and the raw intensity of his need. “I need you… so much…”

the contrast between his dominance and the vulnerability of my position only heightened the tension. Chan’s words and actions made it clear how much he wanted me, the erotic charge between us palpable. His relentless teasing and rough touches left me aching for more, caught in the whirlwind of his control and my own deep-seated desire. Without any warning, Chan’s hand came down sharply on my exposed buttocks, sending a jolt of pain through me. The sudden sting made me gasp, the intensity catching me off guard. Before I could even react or adjust to the sharpness of the first spank, he delivered another, even harder, leaving no room for relief or recovery.

“Channie, please stop, it hurts!” I cried out, my voice trembling with both pain and desperation. The stinging sensation was overwhelming, and the lack of any soothing touch or moment to catch my breath only intensified the discomfort. Chan didn’t stop; he kept spanking me, and I lost track after the tenth hit. Tears ran down my face as the pain mixed with a surprising pleasure. The rough fabric of his sweatpants kept rubbing against my wet core, leaving a noticeable wet patch.

“You want me to stop?” Chan’s voice was low, with a teasing edge. “You should have thought about this earlier when you were being a brat and refused to come to the room. Now look at you, so needy and wet.” The combination of his smacks and his body pressed against mine made me sob and gasp. Chan paused, his touch gentler as he rubbed the spots he had spanked. “Color?” he asked softly, his voice showing concern but also a hint of desire.

I struggled to catch my breath. “G… green,” I managed to say, my voice shaky. Chan’s touch was comforting, but his eyes were full of hunger. “Just tell me the safeword, and I’ll stop everything, okay?” Chan said, his voice reassuring yet firm, making sure I felt safe even as things went overboard.

Chan's hard member pressed insistently against me, his rhythmic humping making me moan loudly, craving more. Each movement only heightened my need, leaving me unable to hold back my sounds of pleasure.

“Shhh,” Chan said, his voice a mix of desire and control. “As much as I love hearing you moan, you need to keep it down. We don’t want to wake the boys.”

“Put it in, Channie,” I demanded, my voice filled with frustration and need. The raw urgency in my tone only seemed to irritate him further.

“You still haven’t said ‘please’ or apologized for acting like a brat, have you?” Chan said, his irritation clear. With a swift motion, he uncuffed me from the headboard and roughly tossed me onto my back. He cuffed my wrists again, this time securing them in a new position.

Chan spread my legs wide, leaving me exposed and vulnerable. My sore ass made contact with the bed, sending a wave of discomfort through me that mixed with the pleasure, making me whimper.

Chan knelt between my legs, his intense gaze fixed on me as he admired the marks he had left on my body. “Shit,” he murmured, his voice thick with raw desire. “You look fucking incredible, covered with hickies.”

His fingers trailed over my exposed skin, and I felt every touch like a jolt of electricity. When his hand grazed my sensitive bud, I squirmed, unable to control the waves of pleasure that surged through me. The desperate need for more had me arching my back, silently pleading for him to take me further.

Chan’s eyes locked onto mine, and he took his time, clearly enjoying the way his touch made me writhe. Finally, he slid two fingers inside me, but he moved so slowly it was almost torturous. Each inch he pushed inside me was deliberate, making me gasp and moan as I felt the full, agonizing pleasure of his teasing. The slow, almost teasing pace only heightened my desperation, each moment stretching out the delicious torment.

Chan’s fingers picked up speed, thrusting deeper and faster, driving me to the edge of my sanity after such a long, torturous wait. Each stroke was a sweet release from the agonizing tease he had put me through. As I lost myself in the rhythm, Chan leaned down and kissed me, his lips urgent and demanding.

“You better keep your mouth shut,” he murmured against my lips, his bite sharp but electrifying. His kisses deepened, a silencing gesture meant to control the sounds escaping me.

“More,” I begged, my voice barely above a whisper.

“You want more?” Chan’s voice was thick with desire, his breath hot against my skin.

“Yes, more please, Channie,” I pleaded, my need evident.

Without hesitation, Chan added another two fingers, stretching me further. The sensation was a mix of pain and pleasure, the stretch making me gasp and shiver as I adjusted to the fullness.

“Shit, you’re so hot, love,” Chan groaned, his voice rough with raw emotion. “Fuck, I want to hear you moan for me.”

As Chan's fingers continued their relentless pace, the pleasure built up inside me until I was on the brink of cumming. My moans grew louder, my body arching and squirming with the intensity of my impending orgasm.

Chan seemed to sense my climax approaching. With a sudden, almost cruel precision, he withdrew his fingers, stopping me just before I could let go. The abrupt halt left me gasping and twitching, the overwhelming need for release almost unbearable. He looked down at me with a satisfied smirk, clearly enjoying the control he had over my pleasure. “Not yet,” he said, his voice low and commanding. “I want you to beg for it.”

I whined in frustration, my voice trembling. “Ugh, fuck you.” Chan’s eyes flashed with a mixture of anger and disappointment. “I’m being so nice to you, and this is how you still behave?” His voice was sharp, his irritation clear. Without warning, he delivered a stinging slap to my wet heat. The sudden pain made me cry out loudly, my body jolting from the intensity. Tears streamed down my face, mixing with the heat of my frustration.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry!” I begged, my voice cracking with desperation. “Please, just fuck me, Channie, please!” Chan’s expression shifted as he heard my desperate pleas. A wicked smile spread across his face, clearly satisfied by my begging. The sight of me so vulnerable and pleading was exactly what he wanted. He leaned in closer, his breath hot against my ear. “Now that’s what I wanted to hear,” he murmured, his voice laced with satisfaction. “Please, baby,” I begged, my voice trembling with vulnerability. I let go of my ego and self-respect, desperate for his touch after the long, intense battle. My need was palpable, and I could feel the heat pooling between my legs, begging for release.

Chan’s lips curled into a wicked smile as he heard my pleas. He kissed me roughly, his lips crashing against mine with a fierce urgency. His teeth bit down hard, the sharp sting mixing with the searing pleasure. “You gotta be patient, baby,” he growled, his voice dripping with dominance and desire. Then, with a slow, deliberate movement, he pulled away, his gaze dark and intense. He lowered his head to my wet heat, his tongue sliding out to taste me with a languid, greedy lick. “Fuck,” he murmured, his voice thick with lust. “Please uncuff me, baby. I need to touch you. Please.”

Chan’s actions were desperate, almost starving. He slurped and sucked at me with an unrestrained hunger, his tongue flicking and swirling around my sensitive bud. The feeling of his mouth on me was overwhelming, each nip and lick driving me wild with need. My body squirmed and arched beneath him, my moans muffled by the intensity of his relentless touch. The raw, heated connection between us was almost unbearable, leaving me trembling and craving more.

Chan kept his tongue working relentlessly, pushing me right to the edge. I was gasping and moaning, almost there, when he suddenly stopped. The sudden break left me hanging, and I cried out in frustration, my body straining towards him, desperate for the release I’d been so close to.

He looked at me with a mix of satisfaction and teasing. “You’re almost there,” he said, his voice low and taunting. “But you’re not getting it until I say so.” The sudden denial made my need even more intense. I squirmed on the bed, every part of me aching for the release he had so cruelly taken away. The tension was overwhelming, making my desire for him even stronger.

Chan kept me exposed and vulnerable, his own body fully dressed while I lay bare and aching for him. The contrast of his clothed form against my nakedness only amplified my need.

Without any warning, he pulled down his pants just enough to free himself, his movements quick and deliberate. In one powerful thrust, he pushed into me, filling me completely and stretching me to the brim. The sudden invasion made me gasp, a loud moan escaping my lips. “Uhhhh, fuckkkkkk,” I cried out, my voice raw with the intensity of the moment.

Chan’s eyes were dark with pleasure as he grunted, “Oh, fuck yeah.” His voice was filled with satisfaction, every word dripping with lust. The sensation of him inside me was overwhelming, his dominance and control making my body ache for more. The heat between us was almost unbearable, the tension crackling in the air as he claimed me, each thrust pushing us both to the edge.

Chan's thrusts were relentless, driving into me with a force that made every nerve in my body tingle. His movements were deliberate and powerful, pushing me closer to the brink with each stroke. I writhed beneath him, my body responding instinctively to the overwhelming pleasure and the deep connection we shared.

Every thrust made me gasp and moan, the sound of our breaths mingling in the charged air. Chan’s hands gripped my hips tightly, his fingers digging into my skin as he held me in place. “You feel so fucking good,” he growled, his voice rough and raw. “I can’t get enough of you.”

The way he moved inside me, the sheer intensity of his desire, was almost too much to handle. His dominance was palpable, every thrust a testament to the control he wielded over me, The pressure building with each stroke, making it harder to hold back my cries of pleasure.

I reached up to touch him, but the cuffs kept me restrained, heightening my sense of helplessness and heightening the pleasure. Chan’s pace quickened, the urgency of his movements matching the frantic beating of my heart. “Tell me how much you need me,” he demanded, his voice a low, commanding growl.

“Please, Channie,” I managed to gasp, my voice trembling with need. “I need you so much.”

He responded with a deep, satisfied growl, his pace becoming more erratic as he lost himself in the moment. “That’s right,” he murmured, his breath hot against my ear. “You need me, and I’m going to make sure you get everything you’ve been craving.”

Chan adjusted my legs, lifting them and wrapping them over his shoulders, pulling me into a new, deeper position. The angle made his thrusts hit even more intensely, each movement driving me to the brink. His powerful thrusts were almost brutal, making me gasp with every stroke.

“Please,” I moaned, my voice pleading. “Touch me more. Take off your clothes. I want to feel your warmth, Channie.” Chan’s eyes were dark with desire as he looked down at me, his grip on my hips tightening. “You want me to take off my clothes, huh?” he growled, his voice dripping with satisfaction. “You want to feel every inch of me?” Without missing a beat, he pulled back just enough to shed his clothes, his gaze locked on mine with a predatory intensity. “Is this what you needed?” he asked, his voice low and rough. “You wanted me fully exposed, didn’t you?”

As he removed his clothes, his bare skin pressed against mine, amplifying the connection between us. He resumed his relentless pace, each thrust making me shiver with pleasure. “You feel so fucking good,” he murmured, his breath hot against my ear. “I’m going to make sure you remember this night.”

I could barely respond, my body overwhelmed by the intensity of his movements. “Yes, Chan,” I gasped. “More. I need more.” He growled in response, his thrusts growing more urgent. “You’re driving me crazy,” he said, his voice thick with lust. “You wanted this, and now you’re getting everything you asked for. Don’t hold back. Let me hear you.”

His rough, commanding words only fueled my desire, making every thrust feel even more intense. The heat between us was almost unbearable, our bodies moving in a frenzied rhythm that left us both gasping and moaning.

Chan’s intensity only increased, his thrusts becoming even more powerful. With my wrists still cuffed to the bed, I felt completely at his mercy. He leaned over me, his breath hot against my ear. “You’re all mine, baby,” he growled, his voice filled with possessiveness. “Nobody can ever take me away from you. No one.”

“You like this, don’t you?” he continued, his tone both demanding and filled with satisfaction. “You love being at my mercy, feeling every bit of my control.”

I could barely respond, my body trembling under his dominance. “Yes, Chan,” I gasped, my voice barely a whisper. “I love it. I need it.”

A wicked smile played on his lips as he leaned down, his face inches from mine. “Good,” he murmured, his voice dripping with satisfaction. “Because I’m not stopping until you’re completely mine.”

He kissed me fiercely, his lips crashing against mine with a hunger that left me breathless. His tongue explored my mouth with a wild, unrestrained passion, making my heart race even faster. Every touch, every kiss, every thrust was filled with an almost primal intensity that made me lose myself in him.

Chan’s hands roamed over my body, touching and teasing every sensitive spot. His fingers dug into my skin, leaving marks that would remind me of this night long after it was over. The roughness of his touch combined with the tenderness of his kisses created a whirlwind of sensations that left me begging for more.

“You’re mine,” he whispered against my lips, his voice a mix of possessiveness and affection. “All mine.”

“Yours,” I echoed, my voice filled with a mix of submission and longing. “Always yours, Chan.”

He growled in satisfaction, his pace quickening even more. The bed creaked under the force of his thrusts, our bodies moving together in a dance of raw, unfiltered passion. The air was thick with the sounds of our moans and the rhythmic slap of our bodies coming together.

Chan’s hands found their way to my thighs, lifting my legs higher and opening me up even more to his relentless assault. “Look at me,” he commanded, his voice rough with desire. “I want to see your face when you come.”

I locked eyes with him, my gaze filled with a mix of love and lust. “Chan,” I gasped, my voice trembling. “I’m so close.”

He smirked, his eyes darkening with satisfaction. “Good,” he murmured. “Come for me, baby. Show me how much you need me.”

His words sent me over the edge, my body convulsing in a powerful release that left me gasping for breath. Chan watched me intently, his own control slipping as he drove us both to the brink.

With a final, powerful thrust, he found his own release, a deep, guttural moan escaping his lips as he filled me completely. He collapsed against me, our bodies tangled together in the aftermath of our intense encounter.

For a moment, we just lay there, our breaths mingling, hearts racing. Chan’s fingers brushed gently over my skin, his touch now tender and loving.

“You’re incredible,” he whispered, his voice filled with genuine admiration. “I don’t know what I’d do without you.”

I smiled, my heart swelling with affection. “I feel the same way, Chan. You’re everything to me.”

He kissed me softly, the aggression giving way to a deep, abiding love. “Let’s stay like this,” he murmured against my lips. “Just you and me.”

“Always,” I whispered back, my fingers threading through his hair. “Always.”

As we lay wrapped in each other's arms, the weight of the earlier tension slowly began to lift. Chan shifted slightly, his hands still gently tracing patterns on my back, as if trying to reaffirm his presence and reassure me.

“I know you’re still thinking about everything that happened,” he said softly, his voice full of sincerity. “About Somi and all the doubts you might have.”

I looked up at him, meeting his gaze with a mix of vulnerability and concern. “I can’t help but worry,” I admitted. “I saw how you interacted with her, and it made me feel insecure.”

Chan’s expression softened, and he gently cupped my face in his hands. “Listen to me baby’ he said earnestly. “Somi is just an old friend. That’s all she is, and that’s all she’ll ever be. If it makes you happy, I won’t see her again. And if I ever have to, I’ll make sure to take you along or inform you first.”

I nodded, trying to absorb his words. “But it felt like she was always around, and it made me wonder if I’m not enough.”

Chan’s gaze was steady and full of reassurance. “You are more than enough,” he said firmly. “You’re everything I need and more. The way I feel about you, the way you make me feel—there’s no comparison. What happened with Somi was nothing compared to what we have.”

He pulled me closer, his touch gentle yet firm. “I want you to know that I’m committed to you, completely and utterly. The way I am with you, the way I care for you—nothing is going to change that. You have nothing to worry about.”

His words, combined with the warmth of his embrace, began to ease the lingering anxiety in my mind. “But how can I be sure?” I asked, still feeling a bit uncertain.

Chan leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to my forehead. “Because I’m here with you right now,” he said quietly. “Because I choose you every day, and I always will. I want us to be strong, to face everything together. You’re my priority, and nothing else matters.”

He took a deep breath, as if gathering his thoughts before continuing. “I understand why you’re feeling this way, and I want to do everything I can to make sure you feel secure. I know trust doesn’t come easily, especially after what happened, but I’m committed to earning it every single day.”

I felt a wave of relief wash over me as I listened to his words. “Thank you for being so patient with me,” I said softly. “For understanding and for showing me that you really do care.”

Chan smiled, his eyes filled with warmth and affection. “It’s my pleasure,” he replied. “I’ll always be here for you, no matter what. I want us to grow stronger together, to build a future where we both feel secure and loved.”

We lay together in the quiet, our hearts slowly finding their rhythm again. Chan’s reassurances and tender touch were a balm to my anxieties, helping to dispel the shadows of doubt that had lingered.

As we cuddled together, I felt a deep sense of peace and security. Chan’s presence, his words, and his unwavering commitment were all I needed to feel truly at ease. In his arms, I found the comfort and reassurance that I had been longing for, and with that, I allowed myself to fully embrace the love we shared.

As we fell asleep, the room was quiet and calm. Chan held me close, and I felt secure and warm. My head rested on his chest, and his steady breathing was soothing.

The night passed peacefully, with the soft glow of moonlight casting a gentle light over us. We slept soundly, wrapped in each other's arms, feeling completely at ease.

oh shit… 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫🔥🔥🔥

a/n : just a quick thought since my brain is full of mean dom channie.

currently thinking of chan jerking off right in front of you, smacking your hands away whenever you try to touch him, giving you that look whenever you try whining about how much you need him. hearing his breathy moans that became higher pitched, showing that he's near, he pulls you closer to him, leaving the impression that he's going to cover you in his load—

but he pulls your panties down enough for him to soak your panties of his come. fixing your panties up and telling you that if you keep it all in there, nice and neat, that he'll reward you.

My favorite playlist ~ S.C.B

MDNI +18

Warnings — idol!boyfriend!Changbin x blackfemale!reader, pet names (baby, binnie, babe) nasty oral (f. receiving), reader has a wap, multiple orgasms, little bit of fluff.

Word count — 1722

Music sounded out in the background through a speaker. Changbin had walked into their bedroom to his girlfriend listening to a playlist that included only her favorite love songs ever, while cleaning her closet, her favorite pink bonnet covering her curly hair. That just had to be a sign.

She smiled at him as soon as she spotted him and before she even had a chance to greet him properly, his lips were on hers.

Currently, 'For certain' by PARTYNEXTDOOR played between the four walls, but, truthfully, the couple wasn't paying attention to it. Not when his face was buried in her soaked pussy.

Y/N tried her best to stay still as her man practically devoured her, however, Changbin was relentless. He had been wanting her since he first woke up, so as soon as he got back from the studio, he knew what he had to do.

So, that's how she ended up on their bed, spread open for him as he gripped her thighs in his hands.

"B-BABY, PLEASE!" She begged him, but really didn't know why. Y/N knew he wasn't going to stop until he felt like he had had enough of her.

He had been going at her for maybe a little under five minutes at that point. And though he hadn't made her cum yet, she was right on the edge of her release. 

One of her hands gripped onto his soft dark hair, while the other played with her tits. Her head was thrown back, but she would occasionally lift it to look down at him while Changbin made a feast out of her.

He would slurp all her juices into his mouth before letting them drip back onto her heat and then continuing the assault with his tongue. And, really, Y/N thought he was trying to end her life at that moment.

She couldn't hold back her sounds of pleasure. Her moans rang in his ears and just motivated him to continue. He was so focused on making her cum and when he was able to read the signs that it was happening soon, he went insane.

He rapidly flicked his tongue against her clit and then ran it up and down her slit before attaching his lips to her bundle of nerves that he suckled into his mouth. His strong hands played with the skin of her legs and she could so clearly hear him drinking down her essence as it came out of her, even over the beautiful voice of Summer Walker.

Changbin couldn't stop himself. She just smelled so good and tasted even better, he couldn't get enough of her. The rapper was utterly obsessed with this woman.

And the feeling was more than mutual. She had known it for quite some time. I mean, how could she not? All it took was a shy smile from him and she would lose all reasoning. She just loved him so much.

Changbin hummed into her pussy and that was all it took for her to climax. The girl trembled under his hold as she screamed out his name while grinding her heat into his face. And Changbin welcomed it, flattening his tongue out and allowing her to move on her own as her orgasm finally came to life.

He made sure to keep his eyes on her for as long as he could. There was no way he was going to miss the look on her face when he made her cum. The way her brown eyes rolled back as she threw her head back. He just loved the sight.

'Power Trip' by J. Cole and Miguel suddenly became clear in her ears again and Y/N released a heavy sigh as if she had been holding her breath for a long time.

When she came down, her hips stopped on their own and she tried her best to calm her rapidly beating heart.

Her climax didn't stop Changbin from touching her, however. He massaged the flesh of her inner thighs while laying soft kisses on her pulsating clit.

"O-Okay, Binnie… Okay…" She panted as she tried to move up on the bed. She just needed him to let her breathe. She had already finished. What else could he possibly want from her?

Changbin furrowed his eyebrows when he noticed she was trying to scoot away from him, so he pulled her back to where she initially was, causing a gasp to leave her lips.

"Did I tell you you could move?" He gritted through his teeth, staring her in the eyes, but he wasn't looking for an answer from her. "You know I hate being interrupted while I'm eating."

And with that, he got back to work, his tongue separating her folds to find her sensitive spot again — the little ball of nerves that had her brain melting. He made sure to pay extra attention to it.

"F-FUCK!" She cried out at the sensation, as SZA's beautiful voice was heard in the background of Y/N´s sounds of absolute pleasure.

At that point, Y/N could feel her juices leaking down in between her buttcheeks. His tongue continued to lap at her as she soaked the bed under her. Changbin was trying his best to restrain her but she just couldn't stay still. 

Changbin's hands gripped the back of her knees and pushed her legs up until her calves were next to her ears. He kneeled on the bed and began moving his head from side to side.

She played with her breasts while moans continued to spill out of her mouth and her man hummed into her, delighted with her taste.

He was unstoppable. All that was going through his mind was to make her cum again. Changbin absolutely loved the way she whimpered for him every time. How she barely managed to hold herself together as he continued to bring her closer and closer to her desired release. Her cries harmonized with the sounds of 'Damage' by H.E.R..

He groaned when she gripped his hair in desperation. Y/N just needed something — anything — to hold on to as her boyfriend tried his best to kill her. Well at least that's what she thought he was doing.

The sounds he made when he slurped her up were the definition of ungodly.

He hummed along to the tune of 'Always' by Daniel Caesar before pulling away for a brief second. He heard her let out a loud sigh of release, thinking he was finally done. When she went to close her legs again, the look in his eyes completely erased that thought from her mind. Y/N knew he wasn't finished with her.

"You see this shit, Y/N?" He asked, running two fingers up and down her drenched slit. "This pussy will end me one day." Changbin continued with a shake of his head.

"I love it so much, baby." He mumbled into her pussy. "So good." He finished before going back to drinking her down like she was the source of life itself.

His hands that had been running up and down her legs in a soothing manner moved to grip her booty. He smacked it with both hands before jiggling it.

"Baby, it's so good." She moaned, following it with a gasp when he sucked her clit back into his mouth. 

Her back arched off the bed and she just knew she was about to cum again. Especially with how unforgiving he was in his actions. The man acted like he had been starved for the last week. His head moved up and down, making sure to lap at every single drop coming out of her.

"FUCK, I'm gonna c-cum!" She moaned, now holding onto the back of her knees and spreading her legs for him.

Her eyes were stuck on him. Y/N watched intently as her boyfriend ate her out. She couldn't look away as he worked her with so much passion it seemed as if he was chasing his own orgasm.

"Gimme that shit, babe." He demanded. After working so hard, Changbin just thought he deserved it so bad to see her unraveling for him one more time.

"Baby, p-please…" She begged, but her pleas were falling into deaf ears. Bin had blocked everything out as he focused only on bringing her to completion.

The pressure inside her became too much and Y/N could feel the pit of her stomach burning with the sweet pleasure she had become accustomed to in the hands of the rapper.

"OH MY GOD!" She sobbed as it finally became too much.

Her toes curled as she threw her head back against the bed, all while moaning the name of the man who had worked so hard for her release. Her hands went back to grip at his hair as she cried out for him. 

Changbin let go of her and allowed her to grind her pussy against his face as she prolonged her orgasm. Her breathing was out of control and Y/N felt like she was about to lose her shit.

When she finally managed to calm down, he pulled away and made his way up the bed to hover over her body, arms on either side of her head as he watched her settle down after such an intense orgasm.

His lower face was soaking wet, but he made no efforts to clean it up. Changbin leaned down to kiss her again and her arms immediately wrapped around his neck, fingers running through his soft hair while she reciprocated the kiss. A hum leaving her lips when she tasted herself on him. Smooth legs locking him in place when she closed them around his waist.

Even though she had just orgasmed twice, Y/N wanted that man so bad. She started grinding on his covered bulge that was definitely begging for her attention as 'Blue Dream' by Jhené Aiko played in the background.

She pulled away from his swollen lips panting, hands still in his hair.

"Hi." He spoke softly, just looking at her. He could never get tired of seeing her beautiful face.

"Hi." She responded, using the same tone.

They were so in love it was actually sickening.

She looked him in the eyes and they both knew they weren't done for the night.

"I need you to take your clothes off, Binnie."

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After a long week of stress, work and quick fucks, Y/N and Han are desperate to let off some steam. However, when Y/N comes up with the idea of incorporating Viagra in their sex life, will they be able to handle it when that desperation escalates to drug-induced, animalistic fucking?

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YALL NEED TO READ THIS THIS MADE ME PHYSICALLY GIGGLE AND KICK MY FEET 💃💃

Desire, (18+)

♡ Pairing: Wolf Hybrid!Bang Chan x Fem Bunny Hybrid!Reader x Wolf Hybrid!Changbin

♡ Genre: little red riding hood au, fantasy/supernatural au, hybrid au, allusions to omegaverse dynamics, porn with plot, sequel to scent of you, past dubcon from part 1 is discussed

♡ Word Count: 10.9k (i have got to stop doing this, my god)

♡ Summary: In which the bunny hybrid “little red” has been unable to forget her past encounter with the wolves of the forest, and goes to seek them out for more fun together- while also being in the throes of her heat. 

♡ Warnings: same as before; uses the little red riding hood fairytale as a base for inspiration, words like "alpha" and other omegaverse terms aren't used but the vibes are There

♡ Smut Warnings (contains spoilers): reader is in heat so... yeah, pet names (though mostly as a title- bunny, little red, and sweetheart), more use of the word slut + gendered language, dom/sub dynamics (dom!chan, switchy!changbin, sub!reader), lots of kissing, size difference, size kink (again i'm sorry if you're tall, pls suspend ur disbelief for the dynamic fsdgsdf), outdoor sex :'), manhandling, unprotected piv, dacryphilia, orgasm control + denial, subtle mxm may not actually be all that subtle + more of the onesided rivalry between binchan lol, mates / mating, biting, nipple play, overstim, multiple orgasms, choking kinda? reader just gets held by the neck lol, handjob, cum eating, multiple creampies

♡ Notes: this is a sequel to scent of you, which you can read here! so i fully intended to still be on a small break and this was not supposed to be a series but i literally could not stop thinking about what would happen next for them and i had to write it :’) i hope you enjoy <3 

♡ Disclaimer: please read responsibly, and remember that this work is fiction and meant strictly for imaginative fun. the idols used in fics are more accurately faceclaims and personality outlines for imaginary characters, and should not be interpreted as factual representations of existing people.

A frustrated sigh leaves your lips as you stare up at your barren ceiling, sweat dripping from your brow as your limbs grow tired and ache with exertion. How long had it been since the night you got lost deep in the woods, only to be found by Chan and Changbin? Two wolves who you would still think you imagined were it not for the note they left behind, clear evidence that everything you experienced with them was real. It wasn’t something your psyche conjured while lost and alone in the dark woods, the pleasure wasn’t a vivid dream made in an attempt to cope with the reality that you were lost- everything about them, about that night, was entirely real.

You can still remember how you tucked your note away into a pocket of your dress before you opened the cottage door, your grandmother scrambling up to her feet when she heard you enter, rushing off her bed and out of her room as fast as her weak legs could carry her. You met her halfway, catching her as she stumbled, her arms squeezing you tight as relief washed over her. You knew she must’ve been beside herself with worry, but actually experiencing it made guilt strike your heart like lightning; and when you opened your mouth to speak, she simply shushed you, requiring no explanation. 

Your grandmother wasn’t stupid, she knew a predator had caught you- your cape was torn in several places and you positively reeked of wolf, but rather than comment on it, she was simply grateful you were back home in one piece. There were very few things a rabbit could do to ensure their survival against a wolf, and she was wise enough not to pick at the fresh wound you may very well harbor for having done the unspeakable in exchange for your life. 

She let the topic of wolves die right then and there before it could even be spoken, simply dedicating herself to stitching your cape back together, doing her best to make it appear as if it had never torn at all. And not being forced to discuss what happened that night was certainly a relief, but not for the reasons your grandmother might expect. Because how would you explain to her that you actually liked the wolves that had found you in the deep, dark woods that night?

It’s utterly shameful how even now you still think of them, how their touch still feels engraved in your skin even as each season comes and goes. Shameful, how you look at that note they left behind as a sign that they’d want you back in their arms, that perhaps they think of you as much as you think of them. And they knew where you lived, they could easily seek you out whenever they pleased, but they never had. 

You assume it to be for the same reason they likely left you outside instead of carrying you to the front door of your cottage, or opening the door to bring you inside your home- because you lived with your grandmother, and what would that poor, frail woman do if she was confronted with the sight of two massive wolves holding her precious granddaughter? But despite the logical reasonings, there was a part of you that still felt.. rejected, somehow? 

It was fucking dumb, you knew this, but you couldn’t stop yourself from feeling that way. You just wanted to see them again so badly, to look at them and touch them and let them touch you and bask in the warmth of their skin, to lay yourself against their massive bodies and revel in how feeling small was good in their presence. Safety, protection- the complete opposite of what you should feel from them, the complete opposite of what you felt when you first laid eyes on Chan and then on Changbin, but somehow by the end of the night, that had all changed. 

To further complicate matters, your heats have since made the disgraceful yearning you feel exponentially worse, your mind flooded by the memory of them, your body aching to feel them again, every nerve inside you practically screaming for their touch. You are typically quite prepared for your heats, often stocking up on the herbs needed to brew natural remedies meant to make your symptoms more bearable so that you can be an effective caretaker for your ill grandmother, and they usually did well enough for you. 

Of course, it’s not a magic cure-all, nor does it completely alleviate any of the discomfort you feel, but it’s enough; and you still need to make yourself cum a couple times before the night is over, but you can at least go about your day with little issue until the remedies effect begins to wane. This week, and tonight specifically, was supposed to be more of the same- prepare dinner, get grandmother comfortably into bed, and then take care of yourself in the privacy of your room.

If all went as expected, you’d feel satisfied enough to get some sleep, the next day you’d start your morning by brewing and drinking your homemade tea to calm your nerves, bring down your heightened temperature, and ease any aches you may experience. You’d carry on through any remaining discomfort as best you could as you spent another day taking care of your responsibilities until night came, rinse and repeat for essentially a week until your heat eventually recedes and you can go back to your daily tasks as normal. 

Why had it become so different after meeting Chan and Changbin? While going through a heat without a partner is never a comfortable experience, what you experienced now was downright unbearable; nothing you did to calm yourself or your body ever seemed good enough, none of your orgasms satisfying enough to dull the incessant need for something more, your only relief coming from driving yourself to utter exhaustion, when your body would be forced to give itself to sleep.

It didn’t make sense- it’s not like you were a virgin before you met them, you had your fair share of fun experiences with a few trusted friends of yours before you moved in with your grandmother to care for her. So certainly, while you weren’t exactly super promiscuous in your personal life, you were no stranger to sex, and you never fixated on your past partners during your heat the way you do now with Chan and Changbin. 

If you had to guess, it must be because of how different they were. Nothing about them was familiar, and that brought a unique sort of excitement you’d yet to feel again since that night had come to an end. Could that feeling be replicated with another rabbit? You weren’t sure- and even if it could be done, would you want them over the two wolves? That was another thing you’d found yourself stuck on lately; was it them specifically that you wanted, or just a similar experience, in which anyone would do as long as they successfully replicated the sensations? 

Either way, you spent yet another night in unsatisfied yearning, and you weren’t sure how much longer you could take it. And your poor grandmother would suffer for it, as your scorching fever and addled mind made your ability to care for her deteriorate. Compounding on that even further, your longing for them was becoming increasingly heightened as you became more and more desperate for relief- a desperation that would drive you to make foolish decisions you wouldn’t otherwise make. 

You look again at the note the two wolves left behind, clutching it tightly in your hand as you consider what you should do next. If you go see them again, grandmother will know- their scent will be all over you when you return, and what will you say? Will you admit you liked them and sought them out on purpose, or will you make up some stupid excuse, blaming your every decision solely on your heat, chalking your choices up to a lapse in judgment brought on by your need for relief? 

But the simple truth is that it isn’t just your heat that makes you want to see them again, and even if you did place all of the blame there, it wouldn’t change what you have come to realize about yourself. The shameful reality is that you’re attracted to wolves- those two wolves in particular, and no one but them will be able to grant you the specific relief you seek. 

And you know how dangerous it is to leave your home when you’re in heat- your scent could attract far more than just Chan and Changbin, and truthfully speaking, there is no guarantee that you will find them before someone else finds you first. You’d be walking blindly, mirroring what you’d done the first time you were lost in the woods at night, though this time with the explicit hope that you’d be found by them. 

It’s dangerous, it’s foolish, you absolutely should not go into the woods at night looking for a fucking wolf- but that’s exactly what you do. Not even bothering to change out of your nightgown and into proper outdoor attire, you opt for tying on your cape and pulling up the hood, knowing they will instantly recognize you if you’re wearing it (as if they need more than just your scent to identify you in the first place.)

Just in case, you hastily write a note for your grandmother in the event that you aren’t back before morning, apologizing as you explain in the briefest of terms that you needed to soothe your growing ache. She’ll understand, you hope- she was young herself once, and surely she remembered what this feeling was like. And foolish though your choice may be, you hope she’ll sympathize and scold you lovingly instead of harshly upon your return. 

The night air feels impossibly cold on your fevered skin, but it’s hardly a deterrent- in fact, you welcome the way the wind chills your sweat, a small, but much appreciated form of relief before you hopefully experience what you truly wish to. Honestly speaking, you have absolutely no fucking clue where you are going; there is no path to follow to their den, no landmark for you to use in an attempt to guide yourself to your destination. You simply wander in the direction you hope is correct, praying the one (or ideally both) of the two wolves you so wish to find stumbles upon you. 

You glance up at the sky, the waning moon and countless stars shining back at you; a full moon is coming, and you wonder if they even have time to play with you at all. You don’t know all that much about wolves outside of what is required for self preservation, but you do know that the full moon is important to them; will they even entertain you right now? Maybe this truly is a fool’s errand, maybe you’re making a mistake and getting yourself lost for nothing, maybe-

Suddenly you’re being grabbed, body being forcibly turned around and back shoved harshly against a thick tree you’d passed just moments prior. Your breath hitches, and your nose recognizes who it is before your eyes do- it’s Changbin, caging you in and looking down at you with a clenched jaw, his claws digging into the bark of the tree he has you pressed against, clearly trying very hard to control himself. 

“Y/N-” he breathes, voice strained as he uses your given name for the first time, and hearing it from him makes a new, fresh wave of heat crawl over your body. “What are you doing walking around out here smelling like that? Are you insane?” Unable to control yourself now that he’s close, you immediately grab at his shirt, twisting the fabric in your hands as you look up at him with pleading, glassy eyes. 

“B-Binnie, I- I was looking for you, needed to find you,” you explain, your voice embarrassingly weak with desperation, “need you and Channie to help me, please.” His grip tightens, you realize- the sound of wood cracking and splitting audible just behind your head. “Please? I’ll be a good bunny for you again, I promise, please help me,” you continue to plead, shamelessly pawing at him, begging for him to accept your advances. 

Holy shit, are you seriously doing this to him right now? Begging him to take care of you? Him? A wolf? A rabbit begging a wolf for something like this is completely unheard of, only occurring within his wild fantasies. To be quite frank, he was aware that the first time with you was coercion- he and his elder saw a meek, defenseless rabbit, and they took their chances. He had his fun, and while you did too when things really got going, he fully expected that to be it, though he hoped otherwise. 

And God, he can’t even believe how reckless you’re being; what if it was one of the other wolves patrolling this area tonight that found you instead of him? He can only imagine how the younger wolves in the pack would react to your scent right now- he’s barely keeping himself in control as it, and he has much more experience with these matters than them. He clenches his teeth as his gaze trails away from your eyes and down your body, where your nightgown leaves very little unexposed, where you are very clearly pressing your thighs together as you stare up at thim, expectant and hopeful. 

Fuck. You really want this, don’t you? “Fuck, yeah, okay, just-” Changbin says as he picks you up, tossing all his responsibilities aside as you’re lifted from the ground and cradled in his arms, “just hang on, we’ll go find him, okay? We’ll help you.” And he’s trying, he’s really fucking trying to control himself and not just throw you down on the ground right here and have you all to himself, but you’re making it increasingly harder to maintain focus on the task at hand as he winds his way through the forest. 

Chan’s scent is barely discernible over the way yours intensely fills his nostrils, and even when he does manage to pick up on his elder’s location, he can hardly even focus in on it. And your hands wont stop roaming over his skin, you press your body to his as much as you can manage, absolutely desperate for contact. He can hear you panting despite the fact that all he’s doing is holding you, can feel your body tremble in his arms, can smell the slick that steadily leaks from your core. And to put it simply, Changbin is a weak man, and your desperation is utterly infectious. 

But still, he holds strong; that is, until you start pressing kisses to any patch of his skin you can reach, and when your breath hits his neck before your lips latch on to it, he feels completely done for. This is it. Fuck it. Chan can have his turn with you later- Changbin is the one that found you, it’s only fair that he has fun with you first, right? And besides, you’re acting positively insatiable right now- how is he supposed to hold off or say no? That’s quite literally asking him for the impossible. 

So he falls to his knees, your bodies tangled together on the grass in a matter of seconds, your clothes being thrown off in a flurry. Changbin rotates to his back, pulling you on top of him, deciding that he should still be a gentleman even when his composure is at its limits and not let your bare skin touch the dirty forest floor. He grabs your face, pulling you in to kiss him before you’re even fully settled on his lap; it’s a bit awkward, given the size difference between you, but he makes it work, curving and twisting his body however necessary to keep his lips on yours as you adjust your positioning. 

Your slick drips and pools, coating him entirely with no effort expended on either of your parts. He’s even bigger than you remember, and that feeling of pure adrenaline inducing excitement that you’ve missed so much finally returns to you. This is what you needed all this time, what you’ve been craving. You grab the base of Changbin’s cock with one of your hands and do your best to line it up with your hole- and again, it’s awkward due to the difference in size between you, but you’re determined to see this through.

“Wait, fuck, sweetheart-” Changbin gasps as you begin to sink down on him. He fully intended to get you prepped first, was going to pull you up after he got his fill of kisses and have you sit on his face, make you cum and loosen you up enough to take him, but apparently you felt that you’d waited long enough to have him inside you again. And you’re so fucking wet that the slide down is relatively easy; benefits to being in heat, you suppose- it makes your fervent desperation for cock come with far less sting.

And no doubt, there is still a sting- after all, your body isn’t made to take a size so disproportionate to your own, but all it does is further ignite the fire in your gut, the excitement swelling as you take more and more of him inside. Changbin uses one hand to bear his weight and keep himself propped up while the other holds your face in place, his tongue shoved in your mouth. 

He hardly lets you pull away for a breath before you’re dragged back to his lips, a deep, grumbly groan coming from deep in his chest when you meet his tongue with enthusiasm. Your palms are pressed firmly on his chest, your nails digging into the surprisingly soft flesh, your every moan and whine swallowed by his open mouth until your hips finally become flush with his. You know you should feel the utmost shame, desperate as you are for a wolf, stark naked and exposed in the open forest where anyone could stumble upon you, but all you feel is relief.

True, delightful relief, finally- Changbin gives you everything you need just as easily as you’d hoped he would. You mentally compared him to a puppy during your first meeting- desperate, easily excitable, cute in a way that juxtaposes his rough exterior. And you knew, just knew he’d never deny you if you offered yourself to him, because it’s simply not within him to do so. A desperate puppy with his equally desperate bunny- what better pairing could there be? 

And truly, you feel like heaven- your body, so small in comparison to his, makes you feel impossibly tight, your wet warmth utterly perfect and beyond compare; he could die right now, and feel that his life was entirely fulfilled. “Be a good girl, and show me how good bunnies can bounce,” Changbin breathes as he lets go of your face, now supporting himself with both arms as he leans himself back to watch you. He huffs out a small laugh when he feels you clench, pleased to find that words still have a profound effect on you. 

Changbin expected you to start slow, but maybe expecting a desperate little thing like you in the middle of her heat to show restraint wasn’t his brightest moment- because you’re bouncing fast, and fuck, he knew rabbits had strong legs and were notoriously skilled at bouncing, but what the fuck? You’re riding him like your life depends on it, which from your perspective may very well be true- you’ve been so pent up and unsatisfied that truthfully you couldn’t act any differently than this even if you wanted to. All you can think about, all that drives you, is your need to cum on Changbin’s cock- nothing else matters. 

Despite the fact that Changbin is using his arms and hands for the explicit purpose of keeping himself upright to watch you, you all but demand he brings them to you. It’s a pitiful attempt really, trying your best to learn forward enough to grab his hands without losing your balance on his lap and falling straight onto his chest, but thankfully he realizes what you’re going for and offers them to you before you can fully fall against him. 

His back once again touches the cool grass, with you intertwing your fingers as soon as his hands come to your own. His hands are much bigger than your own, fingers thicker, and you have to completely spread out your own fingers to even get them between his, but he squeezes your hands once you succeed. You use the additional support of his hands in yours as leverage for your bouncing, his arms strong and firm enough to help keep you upright and steady as you slide up and down his length. 

You can hear his tail thumping against the ground, a display of excitement and pleasure that he’ll never be able to disguise. Your nails dig into his knuckles, your bottom lip sucked between your teeth as you try to contain the noises that leave you, not wanting to alert the entire forest that you’re fucking right now (as if yours and Changbin’s combined scent doesn’t already give that truth away.) 

But there’s still something missing- something that a desperate puppy and bunny really needs; and that is someone to keep them in line. That’s where Chan comes in, tsking at the scene in front of him as he steps closer, having evidently caught your scent and came straight to where you are now, sitting on Changbin’s dick in the middle of the forest without a single ounce of shame between the two of you. 

“What’s this? Having fun without me?” he asks with a frown that feigns disappointment, though the slight swish of his tail and subtle spark in his eyes relays that he doesn’t actually mind very much. If anything, it gives him a chance for even greater fun, opens up a world of opportunity to tease and demand whatever he wishes. And his sudden presence and voice doesn’t cause you to slow down in the slightest- rather, it excites you further, causing you to bounce with renewed eagerness as you turn your head in the direction you heard him, looking him squarely in the face even as you continue your motions atop Changbin.

“That’s not very nice, I thought you liked me,” Chan pouts as he squats down next to the two of you, though his obviously fake pout breaks into a smile when you whine and affirm you do like him and want to have fun with him too. “We tried, fuck- we tried to find you, I swear, but she- she just-” Changbin is doing his best to talk, though you’re making it extremely difficult for him to be coherent, not letting up your pace in the slightest; and truth be told he’s never been much of a multitasker. “She- she’s fucking- God, I can’t-”

There’s also a pang of jealousy in the pit of Changbin’s stomach over how obviously excited the addition of Chan made you, how his presence and voice caused you to bounce on his dick with renewed vigor; and really, he should probably be happy that you’re putting so much effort into riding his cock thanks to Chan, but he doesn’t. Instead, he squeezes your hands harder, almost instinctively, a gesture that he doesn’t even fully comprehend as possessive. “Oh, look at what you’ve done to poor Binnie. He’s a mess because of you, slutty girl,” Chan coos and your stomach twists as you divert your gaze back to Changbin. 

He’s sweating, panting hard, his stomach rapidly clenching and unclenching- and you feel it, the throb and twitch that alerts you to how close he is. And you’re close too, you have been for ages. Days worth of terrible, unfulfilling orgasms make the pleasure of this moment positively euphoric- but you were doing your best to hold out for Changbin, knowing that once you came you wouldn’t have the strength to ride him anymore, and you wanted to be good and do what he asked of you to the best of your ability. 

And Chan can clearly see the signs on both of you; he’s shared with Changbin enough times to recognize his tells, and in your case, well.. it doesn’t take a genius to realize you’re about 3 seconds from gushing and creaming all over Changbin’s cock and lap. But you started the fun without him! And he isn’t sure you deserve to cum so easily after leaving him out- so just as your volume picks up, your pace finally faltering as your taut line is about to snap, Chan grabs your hips and forces you down, bringing you to a complete stop. 

You whine loudly, wiggling your hips as you vainly try to lift yourself up again, but it’s impossible- Chan is much, much stronger than you after all. Changbin, who was close himself, curses and whines nearly as loudly as you, his brows knitting together as he tries to calm himself down. “Hyung, what the fuck-” he complains, though he doesn’t dare make a move to make Chan stop holding you down- he knows better than that. You look at Chan, bottom lip quivering and eyes glassy with fresh tears as babbles of “why” and “please” and “need to cum” leave you. 

“But weren’t you a bad bunny? Having fun with just Changbin, weren’t even thinking of me at all..” Chan says with another false pout. He is nowhere near as jealous and unconsciously possessive as Changbin, as he knows very well he can have whatever he wants, but this dynamic is where he has the most fun- exuding control is the greatest pleasure he knows. Changbin’s denied orgasm is just collateral. “And poor Binnie, you dragged him down with you because you just couldn’t wait,” he continues, grabbing your face with one hand and making you look back at the wolf beneath you, “I think you should tell him you’re sorry. Tell him you’re sorry for being a slut who can’t wait and getting him into trouble with you.” 

You whine again, watching as Changbin swallows and bites his lip, clearly eager to hear the apology you’re about to grant him at Chan’s command. “I.. ‘m sorry, Binnie, ‘m really sorry,” you mumble, and Chan tsks again, very clearly unsatisfied with the meek apology. “C’mon little red, you can do better than that, can’t you? Try again, we’re waiting.” You glance at Chan and then back at Changbin, swallowing as both of them stare at you and wait; the ball is in your court, and you have no choice but to deliver. 

“I’m sorry f-for being a slut, and ‘m sorry for being a bad bunny, sorry for getting Binnie in trouble, ‘m really sorry, I promise ‘m so sorry,” you try again, to which Chan smirks, taking his hand away from your face to give you a pat on the head. “That’s better,” he says as he finally removes his other hand from your hip. You take that as all the permission you need to start moving again, wasting no time in lifting your hips and slamming them back down onto Changbin’s lap. 

Changbin’s surprised gasp transitions into a groan, his hands once again squeezing yours while also trying to be careful not to pierce your skin with his claws. Eventually, begrudgingly, he lets go of your hands to dig his claws into the earth instead, finding that better than risking cutting into your precious skin. Chan watches patiently, waits until you’re both close again before he brings you to another stop with his strong hands, frustrated whines leaving you both as you plant your feet firmly on the ground and try to fight against Chan’s natural strength.

“I didn’t tell you that you could move,” he explains as he watches tears fall from the corners of your eyes, “couldn’t even wait for my permission, and look at you now, in trouble again, dragging Binnie down with you again.” You pout and cry, babbling apologies to both wolves, shame ever a foreign concept in the face of desperation- all you know is you want to cum, but if Chan needs you to be good, to ask first and follow his rules, then you will; you’ll always be as good for him as you possibly can be. 

When Chan removes his hands from your hips this time, you ask for permission as he wants you to. “Can I move, please? Please, I’ll be good from now on, I promise, just need to cum so bad,” you beg and he smiles as he coos, once again giving you a sweet stroke to your head. “Of course, good bunnies can have whatever they want. Make Binnie cum too, he’s so good to you, he deserves it, doesn’t he?” Chan chuckles as you nod quickly, eagerly resuming the motions on Changbin’s cock as if Chan had never stopped you at all. “Tell him,” he says, moving his hand down your head, over your back and to your tail, tugging it ever so slightly, “he’ll get so excited. Go on, talk to him.” 

“B-Binnie, you’re so- so good to me, make me feel so good, want you to cum, d-deseve to cum- cum in me,” you stutter out between harsh breaths and Chan has to suppress the laugh in his throat when Changbin’s tail fucking whacks against the ground in an impossibly loud, excited thump. So predictable, he always is- can’t hide a damn thing he thinks or feels. Changbin is the one grabbing your hips this time, helping you along as he starts to fuck up into your from below. You squeak and nearly fall forward onto his chest, but somehow manage to keep your balance and stay mostly upright, your hands gripping desperately at his biceps.

And in all the times they have shared someone, Chan is met with a sight he doesn’t think he’s ever seen. Changbin’s eyes are rolling back as bites his lip and chases his high from below, using all of his strength to move you however he wants. Clearly, being denied orgasms did something profound to him- he’s almost feral, relentless in the way he fucks into you. When he feels the build up again, he tries to hold back, almost afraid that Chan will rip it all away from him at the last moment again- but then you’re squeezing him hard, he can feel more slick gush and coat his length as you cry out, and he loses it entirely, cumming in long, drawn out spurts, giving you all he has to give.

You’re entirely collapsed on Changbin’s chest now, seemingly spent from all the effort you exuded and the intensity of your orgasm, eyes closed as you try to collect your breath. Changbin is equally breathless, brain lagging as he processes the fact that he’s cum the hardest he thinks he ever has, and on top of that it was in the middle of the fucking woods with Chan controlling when you were both allowed to cum. Maybe he’s due for some self discovery after this..?

Changbin, whose senses are finally returning to him and recalls he was unable to kiss you at all once you really got going and was sorely missing it, lifts your face and pulls you into a kiss. One kiss turns into two, then to three, then to four, until you’re essentially making out, with Changbin effectively stealing away all the breath you’d just regained. Chan watches for a time, lets Changbin indulge in what is one of his favorite intimate acts, but he can’t let you two be the only ones having fun for much longer. 

It’s Chan’s turn now, and he’s been patient enough. He’s good at putting up a front, makes his control seem effortless, what with his boundless charisma and intimidating presence, but fuck, the minute he caught the scent of your heat in the air, he about lost it. Just as Changbin surely felt, he needs to fuck you before he risks going insane. The younger wolf whines when you’re pulled off of him, a mess left behind on his lap where you once were. What a selfish pup he is- maybe one of these days Chan needs to remind him what it means to share. 

“Go home, Bin. And tell everyone still there to get the fuck out, so I can bring her back home with me.” Changbin blinks for a moment as he processes, and then he’s scrambling to his feet, getting his clothes back on in a rush. Changbin wanted to bring you home too, but he knew he couldn’t- if he just walked in with you in his arms, it would’ve been chaos; the younger wolves with much less practice in self restraint would’ve lost their fucking minds- even Chan and Changbin themselves had barely been keeping it together, still heavily effected by your heat despite how experienced they were. 

“Uh, when I do, can I.. y’know..?” Changbin asks before he starts to leave and Chan rolls his eyes before he lets out a small laugh. “Yes, Bin, you can join us again.” Changbin smiles, tail swishing cutely before he runs off and once again you have to suppress a giggle at the surprisingly adorable display. You wonder if he’d take offense to the fact that you view him as a puppy; he just screams “I need constant affection and attention or I’ll die” and it’s oddly endearing. 

Chan doesn’t let your thoughts linger exclusively on Changbin for long however; he’s grabbing your face again, diverting your attention back to him, making you look straight up at him. He captures your lips in a kiss, one that is far more impassioned than you would’ve expected based on his cool exterior. He holds you tightly, pressing your body firmly against his own, leaving no space between you. You in turn wrap your arms around his neck, sighing into the kiss as you are met with more of the sweet relief you’ve desperately needed.

His hands travel over your body, refamiliarizing himself with the feel of your soft skin beneath his fingers, refreshing the memory, letting it become engraved once more. When he pulls back, he is looking at you carefully, doing his best to continue to suppress his carnal need to have you long enough to ask you something that’s been mulling around in his mind, “Tell me honestly, little red. Did you want us to find you tonight, or was it an accident?” He needs to know if it was simply spur of the moment with Changbin, if anyone would’ve done if they’d approached you, or if it was them you specifically needed to get you through your heat. 

“You, I wanted you,” you answer easily, truthfully, a slight blush crawling over your face as you admit how you truly feel; your mind may be foggy from your heat, but you're not immune to the nerves that come with an honest confession, “I told Binnie too, that I.. I wanted you both.” Chan smiles at your answer, a smile that makes butterflies erupt in your stomach. You don’t think you’ll ever get used to how pretty he is when he smiles at you. “Good. Then my next question before I keep you for the rest of the night- do you want to be ours?” 

“B-Be yours..?” you ask, blinking up at him as your mind goes over what that could mean. “Mhm, mine and Changbin’s. Our sweet, little bunny that we’d take good care of. Our mate, essentially.. Do you want that?” Your breath hitches, the blush on your face growing as the words swirl around in your head. Their mate. Chan’s. Changbin’s. Both of them.. Their mate. “A-Are you serious? I mean.. I’m a rabbit, and you’re.. not.” From what you've heard, wolves take having a mate very seriously.. and he wants that special someone to be you? And to share that special someone with someone else? Is that really okay?

“I’m completely serious. And you don’t have to be if you don’t want to, but I hope you know it’s not something I offer easily,” he says, stroking your cheek, offering you the softest smile you’ve ever seen him hold. “And you feel it, don’t you? The inexplicit desire, how nothing since having each other has felt complete, satisfying.. enough?” You swallow as you nod, knowing that much is true- ever since you met them, every night without them felt.. wrong somehow. Like you weren’t where you were supposed to be. And God, how unbearable your heats had become, going far past the usual discomfort into completely uncharted, agonizing territory. 

“I do, I really do,” you answer, unable to lie about such a thing even if you wanted to. And there’s still so much about your life you’d have to figure out, but you know you’d regret it if you said you didn’t want to be theirs, you’d live in agony if you didn’t have them. He smiles again before he kisses you, hands traveling down to your legs, over your thighs and hips, until he’s cupping your ass, lifting you up and bringing you closer.

You leak onto his lap, but he doesn’t mind, can’t even process it, really- his mind is full of you. Of your scent, of your touch on his skin, of his on yours. And just how you’d done with Changbin, you insatiably run your hands over whatever patch of his skin within your reach. And if his senses weren’t in overdrive from your scent, he’d admonish you for being so insatiable, tease you for being a slut and make your face burn red from filthy, whispered words.

But he has to admit the desperate, needy side of you he’s witness to is a treat, and it works at the rope that is his composure in record time, steadily tearing at it until all that keeps it together is a thin thread. He’s no better than Changbin, is he? Really, if this is how you’ve been from the start, it’s clear the younger wolf never had a chance; but Chan is the superior here, and he has to set an example- what good will it do if he can’t stay in control long enough to get you back to his den? 

He has something to prove- to himself, to Changbin, and to you; that he doesn’t break and give in so quickly and easily. So he quickly rises to his feet with you in his arms, carefully leaning to where your clothes were discarded and picking them up, covering you in your cape like it’s a blanket. “Just in case there’s some stragglers still at home,” he explains; when you’re officially his mate, no one will touch you, but until then, he’ll take every precaution necessary to protect you from other wolves that may want you- barring Changbin, naturally. 

It takes you no more than a few minutes to get to their den thanks to his speed, and just as before you closed your eyes and clung to him tightly as he wove through the trees to get there. Thankfully, it seemed Changbin did a good job at relaying that the leader wants everyone gone until morning, as the only sight you are met with inside is him sweetly and excitedly waving as Chan approaches with you in his arms. 

Just like the first time, Changbin trails close behind on the way to Chan’s room, locking the door for security when you’re all inside. You’re set down on the bed, with Chan putting your discarded clothing on his nearby armchair before he’s sitting next to you. Changbin also wastes no time getting his clothes off again, to which Chan stares at him incredulously until Changbin replies with a simple “what?”, causing Chan to scoff in disbelief and you to giggle. 

Changbin sits on your other side, his hands in his lap as he waits for whatever it is Chan is going to do next; and he may be jealous, but he won’t interfere with whatever his elder wants to do with you, even if it means all he gets to do for the remainder of the night is watch. Chan reaches out, pushing your hair behind your shoulders and exposing your neck, to which Changbin instinctively swallows. He resisted last time, only scraping your skin with his teeth, but he wanted to bite you so bad that night. 

It was a bit strange, considering he’d never had such an urge with previous partners; he liked them, of course, they were pretty, sexy, fun.. But he almost felt the natural instinct for a wolf to bite was either a myth or something he wasn’t meant to experience until he had you. And maybe that’s why he felt so jealous when Chan captured your attention; Changbin has always been a jealous person, but it never felt this.. real, almost? Serious, and not entirely playful and fun-aligned as it usually was. 

Changbin watches as Chan trails his fingers over your neck, the both of you instinctively holding your breath. He watches as Chan replaces his fingers with his lips, watches as he trails kisses over your skin, watches as his hands travel to your thighs and squeezes them. His jealousy mixes with excitement, softened cock beginning to harden once more, his fingers twitching and aching to touch you some more, but not acting on the desire; it’s Chan’s turn, he has to remind himself repeatedly.

Chan chuckles a bit when he pulls away and sees Changbin very clearly internally struggling; he’s so simple when it comes to things like this, incredibly easy to read. Once more, Chan grabs your face, but he does something new this time- he makes you tilt to the side, exposing the entirety of the right side of your neck to Changbin. He licks his lips and swallows before tearing his gaze away from your neck to look at Chan, unsure of why exactly he’s exposing your neck to him like this.

“Bite her. I know you want to,” Chan says much too casually for Changbin’s poor brain, his eyes widening in surprise as he practically gawks at his elder. “W-What? But- I can’t, she’s-” he stutters out, and you’re surprised to hear him so flustered; you guess the rumors are true- wolves take mating and bites very seriously. It’s not something he’ll do on a whim, even if he desperately wants to. “She wants you to. Wants both of us to,” Chan continues with a smile as he watches the gears turn in Changbins mind, “isn’t that right? Tell him, sweetheart.” 

“’s true, I wanna be yours. Both of yours,” you tell him and Changbin groans, though you can’t tell if it’s from disbelief, pleasure, or a mix of both. He takes one of your hands in his, squeezing once more as he leans down to your neck, inhaling your scent as he presses open mouthed kisses to your skin. “You’re sure..? This isn’t something you can take back,” Changbin asks between his hot kisses, and you affirm eagerly, that yes, you absolutely want this. 

“Together then?” he asks as he pulls away, looking at Chan with utmost seriousness. Chan hums his agreement before he’s tilting your head backwards, your entire neck exposed to both of them. And though this is something you want, you can’t help but be nervous as they take their places on either side of your neck, their breath tickling your skin and causing you to squirm. “Relax, sweetheart,” Chan whispers soothingly, his hand coming down to find the one Changbin isn’t holding. 

You let out a breath, doing your best to will you heart and nerves to calm; this will change your life forever, but it’s a change you accept wholeheartedly, and once the initial pain subsides, you know they’ll take the utmost care of you, they’ll make it all worth it. You feel their teeth start to prick your skin, their positions on your neck a true mirror of one another- the same placement on either side, marks that will show to the entire world that you have not just one mate, but two.

Chan’s fangs pierce your skin first, causing you to gasp and squeeze at their hands, crying out when Changbin’s own fangs follow shortly behind. It stings, but that initial pain dulls rather quickly, and you’re soon left with only the pleasurable feeling of belonging, of.. love? Or maybe that's not entirely accurate given how this all came to be, but whatever it is transcends anything you've ever known or experienced in your life thus far. It’s unique, special, new- a fitting description for your newfound relationship, and all the emotions it conjures within you.

Changbin is the first to kiss you when they seperate from your neck- and it's to be expected, he just can't help himself. But possessive though he can be, intentional or otherwise, he pulls away rather quickly, giving Chan his opportunity to kiss you too- because it’s not just him you belong to, and he wants to make it clear that even when he’s clingy, or jealous, or pouty, he’ll never do a single thing to jeopardize what the three of you have together. He simply hugs you as Chan kisses you, his lips ghosting over the mark he left behind, soothing a sting that no longer exists.

You wondered, when you were back at home in your cottage in the clearing, if it was okay to miss them. Was it foolish, did it even make sense to want to see them again? But you feel you’ve found your answer- you were meant to miss them, were supposed to feel a tug in their direction, were supposed to find them irresistible in every aspect, to desire them with all that you are. They are meant for you, and you for them, and maybe everything up to this point happened the exact way it was supposed to; and now you were truly where you belong.

Though Changbin should keep his hands and lips to himself given that it’s Chan’s turn to have his fun with you, he really can’t help himself. You’re sure Chan notices, as he notices everything when it comes to the both of you, but he doesn’t scold, tease, or pull you away. As fun as it would be to make you both whine and pout, this is a moment that will never be replicated- to bite someone like this is an act that you hopefully only do once in your lifetime. For the first night of belonging to each other at least, he’ll loosen the reins of his control just a bit for Changbin’s sake.

Chan guides you, and in turn Changbin, to lay back. Changbin's back hits the wall, while yours rests against his chest, where he cups and grabs your breasts from behind, squeezing and playing with them to his heart’s content while Chan continues to kiss you. His tongue slides in your mouth when Changbin’s rolling and pinches of your nipples causes your mouth to open with a moan, Chan’s own hand traveling between your legs, his fingers becoming quickly coated in your slick. 

Your body jolts when he rubs your clit, instinctively squirming and avoiding his direct touch- because even though it’s the first time either of them are touching it tonight, you’ve been abusing it all week whilst chasing your (unsuccessful) orgasms. It’s tender, sensitive- and you say so, a tremble in your voice as you try to make Chan understand that the feeling is just too much right now. “It’s too much?” he questions, and you’d think his tone was one of genuine concern were it not for his smirk giving away that he doesn’t very much care if the feeling is overwhelming you, “but you’re making such pretty sounds for us. And I thought you needed to cum? Isn’t that what you told me?” 

“Y-Yes, but-” you start but Chan quickly shushes you, another roll of his fingers making your eyes roll back as you continue to squirm. Your hands instinctively go to his wrists, simply holding them as you know you’d never actually be able to push him away. “But what? I’m giving you what you want, silly girl,” he says with a smile that you’d view as sweet if you didn’t know any better, “you should be thanking me. Go on, tell me ‘thank you’, nice and sweet, ‘kay?”

Oh, he’s so mean- and Changbin is no better, because he feels it fair to remind you that apparent cuteness and loss of composure aside, he’s just as much a menace as his elder. “Yeah, yeah, do it, pretty. We wanna hear it,” he says, close enough to your ear that it makes you shiver and squirm some more, whining in equal parts embarrassment and pleasure. Because even if it is overwhelming, it does still feel good- so good, you can’t help but cry.

“Th-Thank you, thank you,” you say between moans and gasping breaths, your nails digging into Changbin’s thighs now that you’ve released Chan’s wrists from your grasp. “Hmm, are you sure that’s all you wanna say? I think Channie-hyung expects more from you,” Changbin says with a grin you can’t see but can certainly hear. He’s right, of course, but you have no idea how you’re supposed to string together a coherent sentence with the way they’re coordinating their touches to your body and talking to you. 

But you have no choice but to do your best, because the alternative is disappointing them, and you would never. “Thank you- thank you for making me feel s-so good, thank you Channie, Binnie, th-thank you.” Choppy and hardly coherent through your whimpery moans your words may be, they seem satisfactory enough; Chan hums approvingly, and you can feel Changbin’s cock twitch against your back.

“That’s my good girl,” he smiles, increasing the speed of his fingers before he corrects himself, “our good girl.” You squeeze your eyes shut, legs twitching, entire body trembling, though you no longer instinctively squirm away from his fingers- your body has finally accepted it, you suppose. Apart from the tremble and shake in your legs, your body is otherwise limp, accepting of every bit of stimulation they bring you.

You’re close, they both know, but given the circumstances, Chan decides to be kind this time- he can make you beg and cry some more later, for now he should give his good bunny what she needs. “Gonna cum, aren’t you, pretty bunny? Go ahead and let go, let us hear it,” Chan says, doing his best to apply more pressure with the pads of his fingers, though how sloppy you are from slick doesn’t make the task entirely effortless- not that he minds, of course; he likes the mess you’ve made between your legs. 

You cry as you nod, head falling back against Changbin’s shoulder when his tugs and pinches to your nipples become harsher. You try to warn them before it happens, but you can’t- it hits you so hard that you can’t even utter any further noise, your mouth hanging open in silent cries as your eyes roll back and body tenses and untenses rapidly, gushing and making a further mess of Chan’s fingers and the mattress beneath you. 

They both whisper praises in your ears, sweet encouragements and dirty words that further drag out the euphoria you feel. You’re not sure how much time has passed before you open your eyes again, feeling Changbin’s hands rubbing your hips and thighs while Chan strokes your cheeks, smiling sweetly at you, actually sweetly, as your senses return to you. “There’s our girl,” he says after giving you a quick peck on the lips, “did such a good job, sweetheart.” 

He strokes your head as Changbin presses sweet kisses to your neck and shoulders, moving his hands from your thighs to wrap his arms around you in a soft hug. “Channie, fuck me now?” you ask, because as breathless and nearing exhaustion as you are, you’re still eager to feel him inside you, and you won't be truly satisfied until you get another load of cum inside you- his specifically. His smile turns to a grin, his hands coming down to your hips, prepared to move you into whatever position he desires, “Course sweetheart, nights not over until I’m done with you.” 

He flips you around effortlessly, Changbin catching you before you fall completely against him. He holds you upright while Chan adjusts the position of your hips, aligning his cock with your hole once he has you how he wants you. Changbin kisses you as Chan slides his way inside your heat slowly, swallowing every little noise that escapes you. And really, you’re beyond wet and prepped enough for him to go fast if he wants to, but he doesn’t- and not entirely because he wants to tease you (though it does serve that purpose), but because he’s been so on edge this entire time that he’ll cum in record time if he doesn’t, and he’ll die before he lets Changbin last longer than him. 

Changbin, who is happy to have your attention again, has his tail thumping excitedly against the mattress. You’re holding onto his shoulders for support as your tongues play together, gasping into his mouth when Chan is finally fully sheathed inside you, his hands digging into your hips whilst still trying to be cautious of his claws and their ability to pierce your delicate skin (though you don’t think you’d particularly mind if they did.) Changbin brings a hand to one of your ears, stroking the soft fluff and causing you to whimper as you clench around Chan’s cock, earning you a grunt from behind, a clear sign that he felt it. 

It’s not meant to be a challenge against Chan’s ability to hold out, but he takes it as one- if anyone is going to break and cum fast, it won’t be him. His hand comes around to your front, grabbing your neck with just enough strength to pull you back towards him. You gasp and whimper, turning your head as much as you can to look at Chan while he holds your neck. “Make our Binnie cum again while I fuck you, and then I’ll let you cum again too. Understand, bunny?”

You nod quickly as Changbin whines and his cock twitches. Our Binnie- he likes the sound of it more than he’d expect. Chan whispers a simple ‘good girl’ in your ear before he lets you go, letting you fall back into Changbin. Your head lands on his chest, and he intends to lift you up to support you and shift himself into a position that’ll benefit the both of you, but it doesn’t seem you need it- your hands are instantly on his cock, your tiny hands wrapping around and stroking as much as they are able.

He groans and grabs your face, lifting it up enough so that he can lean down to kiss you. Your pace falters when Chan finally starts to roll and thrust his hips, but you do your best to keep steady, determined to perform well and be allowed to cum again. You’re gasping, whimpering, crying as Chan’s pace turns to one you can only describe as purely animalistic- and fair, you admit, given how much self restraint and composure he had to hold until now. The fact that he even went this long before losing it is herculean feat. 

Despite that, he is still firm on the idea that he absolutely will not cum before either of you do, so he reaches around and grabs one of your hands, taking it away from Changbin’s cock and bringing it up instead to one of his twitching ears. “Wanna see our Binnie really lose it? Rub his ear, he’ll go crazy.” “Hyung-” he opens his mouth to protest, face starting to flush and seemingly embarrassed that his weak spot is being called out. 

The complaint dies in his throat however when your fingers softly rub over his ear, a gaspy whine coming out instead as his hips jolt up into the other hand still on his cock. “Fuck, shit-” he weakly groans while Chan smirks in victory- though the smirk doesn’t last very long, as he truthfully isn’t fairing much better than Changbin in regards to how good you’re making him feel. Maybe in the end, his plan backfired- because each noise that Changbin emits causes you to clench harder, but he still has other ideas in mind to make the two of you cum first.

Chan’s fingers find your clit again, making your body jolt and your hands grip at Changbin harder- on both his poor, sensitive cock and equally sensitive ear. He curses again, eyes rolling back for the second time, sucking his bottom lip between his teeth as his hips once again unconsciously thrusts upward. It reaches a point where he’s essentially doing all the work, your fist almost entirely still while Changbin fucks your hand. 

His hands dig into the sheets, almost tearing them as he clenches at the fabric between his fingers. “O-Oh fuck, I’m gonna cum- harder, touch me harder, please-” Butterflies explode in your stomach, having never expected to hear Changbin beg the way you are usually made to. You do as he asks, you’d never dream otherwise; your fingers grip him harder, squeezing his cock and rubbing harsh circles on the soft ear in your hand. 

The thump of his tail is erratic, his breaths harsh as his head falls back, cum shooting on your hand and his stomach. When he opens his eyes and lifts his head, he’s met with the sight of you licking his cum off your hand before your scooping up the mess he made on his stomach with your fingers, sticking them in your mouth and then opening your to show him it’s all gone when you’re done, twisting your neck after to show Chan too. 

“F-Fuck,” Chan stutters a groan, pulling out long enough to flip you back around, your back hitting the mattress as Changbin moves to the side to watch. “Such a good girl, cleaning him up without having to be asked, should- fuck, should reward you, shouldn’t I?” But he already promised you could cum if Changbin did, so what’s the next best reward he could give you? “What do you want? Tell me, bunny, and I’ll give it to you,” he decides to simply ask as he slides back into your wet warmth, resuming the harsh pace he’d set before you flipped back around. 

“K-Kiss? Can we kiss?” you ask and he chuckles, stroking your cheek as he brings his face close to yours, close enough that your noses are touching and you can feel his breath against you. “That’s it? That’s all you want?” he asks, unable to suppress the smile when you quickly nod, “Bin’s gonna get jealous, y’know. You’ll have to make it up to him after.” But before you can reply, he’s kissing you, tongue shoving it’s way in your mouth.

Chan’s pace is fast and not entirely accurate, but God, he’s trying- and you perfectly understand, because even with the cool exterior he exudes, you can tell he’s barely been holding it together. He’s utterly gorgeous like this too, sweat dripping and jaw clenched, brows scrunched and veins popping from exertion, pretty lips glossy from your kisses just prior. His fingers on your clit are replaced by Changbin’s, while Chan’s hands grab your legs and keeps them held open, his cock going as deep as it can go. 

“So perfect, perfect bunny for us,” Chan grunts as his head falls to your neck, lips ghosting over the mark he made with fangs. Changbin brings his other hand to one of your ears, rubbing the base in the same way you rubbed his, while his fingers on your clit rub in quickly practiced circles. “Yours, ‘m yours and Binnie’s, bunny just for you,” you affirm, body shuddering when Chan groans in response.

He’s close, so fucking close, but you have to cum first- so he closes his eyes and tries to focus on hitting the spot that makes you see stars, working to stave off his release as long as he can possibly can. And he’s successful, Thank God- between his perfect thrusts and Changbin’s fingers, you’re cumming again in no time at all, the wet spot beneath you growing as you drench Chan in your release. 

He grunts, thrusts reverting back to their sloppier rhythm as he chases his high, his grip on your thighs sure to leave bruises behind. A string of curses leave him as he finally cums, filling you to the point it leaks even as he’s still fully pressed inside. Your eyes are closed, heavy with exhaustion, but you hear them talk to each other as they wipe your sweat away and clean you up between your thighs.

One of them picks you up, Chan you think, while the one you assume to be Changbin changes the sheets for him, absolutely filthy after the night you just shared. Tired and not entirely conscious as you are, you still snuggle into the chest of the one holding you, and it’s confirmed it’s Chan when you hear him chuckle and whisper something about you being “sweet and cute.” You tiredly whine when you’re put back down, eyes still closed but missing the warmth you were enveloped in, and hear them once again chuckle before you feel them on both sides, pressed against them in the middle. 

With a struggle, you blink awake, body heavy and eyes still impossibly tired, the darkness surrounding you making it near impossible to tell what time it is. It's clear you're still in their den, and wolves dens are always dark given their nocturnal nature. You're laying on your back, you realize, Changbin’s arm slung over your stomach while Chan, who is also apparently awake, is stroking your head as he looks at you. “You didn’t sleep?” you ask quietly and he shakes his head, whispering his reply back to you. “It’s still the middle of the night, sweetheart. We never sleep at night- but well, after what you did to Changbin, he was out as soon as he got comfortable next to you. Couldn’t stay awake even if he wanted to.” 

You quietly giggle, turning your head to catch a peek at him. He looks cute, peaceful- you give him a soft peck on his cheek before you turn your attention back to the awake Chan. “He’d lose it if he was awake during that, y’know. He loves cute shit like that,” he says and you smile- you can tell, it’s obvious; Changbin is a bit of an open book, you think. “What about you?” you ask and he scoffs a little, turning his gaze away as a slight smile peeks out on his lips. “Course. I just don’t make it as obvious as that idiot. Seriously, we have a reputation to maintain.” 

You peck his cheek, and he scoffs again, trying to hide the growing smile and retain the cool image. “Don’t start- you’re gonna make me as bad as him.” “Is it going to be morning soon..?” you ask as you lower your head back to the pillows. “It will be in a couple hours,” he replies, turning back to you with a more serious expression, “you need to go back home, yeah? Can’t stay here?”

You frown as you nod, a strange feeling of loneliness filling your gut at the idea of leaving them behind to go back to your cottage. “Grandmother needs me..” you tell him and he hums in understanding, careful not to expose the ache in his chest that you’ll be parting soon- whether that’s courtesy of the mating bite or if it’s feelings he’d have regardless he can’t entirely tell. “We’ll figure something out. Just get some more rest for now, okay? I’ll be right here.” You nod and close your eyes, relaxing further when you feel him start to stroke your head again. When you shift slightly for comfort, Changbin instinctively holds you tighter; even in his sleep he has to make sure you’re close.

There’s a lot you’ll have to confront come morning, but you decide to follow Chan’s words and leave it until then. You lay one of your hands atop the one Changbin has pressed on your stomach, and use your other to touch Chan, humming happily when he brings his own over to hold it. For now, you’ll fall back to sleep, you’ll indulge in the safe comfort you feel while sandwiched between their bodies, holding their hands, secure in the knowledge that even though your life will be drastically different from now, it’s what will make you happiest. A bunny and her two bad wolves, who aren’t actually as bad as they seem- this is where you belong.

Big Hug - Masterlist

A Bang Chan Fanfiction by binniesbabygirl

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