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me when I realize that people like can actually see my reblogs n my posts n shit like wtf 😭😭

It’s currently 3am (almost 4am) where I am right now why the h3ll am I awake?!

I can’t get back to sleep-

Oh my god they were room mates..

and they were roommates

ovulation today wooooo (my whole life goes down from here and i will be absolutely intolerably moody for the next 15 days)

I'm so lost

Sooo it's 01:24 (AM) were I live so it's the middle of the freaking night 🌙

Does anyone else just start posting weird $hit on ther snapchat stories in the middle of the night or just me?

Like I just posted a picture of my feet MY FEET for free?!

Like urm wth is going on???

My friends when they wake up, they usually question why the hell!! I post stuff like that but I have no real answer 😭

Has anyone else said something really stupid or embarrassing on the internet and immediately felt so appalled by it that you just wanted to crawl into a hole and never come out. Cause same.

Portrait of a Fallen King

TW/CW: Blood, death, beheadings

yeah, back to my old ways of drawing dark au. I love Dia, don’t get me wrong but I wanted to paint it to get it out of the way

When your body wanted to sleep, you feel tired and shit but your mind won't allow it because you don't want to face another day of feeling worthless and depressed.

Nightmares go crazy.

TW, blood gore best friend murdered, grenade, crazy shit summarized, I’m just sharin lol

there’s no point to this other than we now know what id do in this scenario soooo yeah XD

I had a dream the other night that someone threw a grenade into the break room of my work place, we all were able to take cover except my childhood best friend/ex/still very close friends. He works there with me irl as does a bunch of our mutual friends. Anyway, we all were able to come out almost unharmed but it had landed directly behind my friend, let’s call him Judas. I had rushed to him and his back was shredded, I was holding muscle and bones as he died in my arms. I kept trying to frantically shake him awake. When I realized he was gone it felt as if my world shattered. Then all I felt was blind rage and I went batshit John wick crazy on the murderers who were trying to rob my workplace. One by one I killed them by knife. Eventually the last guy standing was the one holding my coworkers hostage. I snuck in and went Joe bishop on him, sobbing and shrieking, but with a knife instead of a Kristang rifle. People had to pull me off of his body.

So now we know how I’d react if he was murdered in front of me 😂😂😂

*Meanwhile, stewing in the sick brain of the heartsona*

Brain: Alright, what should we do now? 

Dotchi: Sleep? 

Brain: You’ve been asleep on and off all day, let’s do something different. 

Dotchi: Alright... How about writing down the next chapter of IASWAM? Or maybe those pesky fics you keep bugging me about? 

Brain: Nah, I think we’re gonna go and sketch some Murder!Sans/Toriel Soriel. 

Dotchi: Wai- Are you serious? You know I can’t sketch for shitake mushrooms-! 

Brain: I already talked to your dominant hand and your feet, we’re stealing your relative’s sketch pad and doing this!

I'm getting a new phone case for my phone and guess what! Guess what! It's gonna be a doctor who one. I'm excited now. XD

He spin

You have to read this now >:3 nyehehehehehhe

isn't it cool that you can be horny and force all your mutuals to read it

Why am I like this

Seriously this is the kind of shit I get into on Quora

As a homosexual who decided that going to the gym multiple days a week was a great idea, I now highly regret my decisions. I just want to be an amazing muscular, goblin-core, bitch, but here I am dying. Anyway here’s a funky word.

I cannot send to this him, I can't lower my self-respect anymore it already in the ground (It's been 6 months of no contact after he rejected me and I blocked him)

I am really anxious. Can you talk like you did that day. Anxious like my bones are shaking. I am about to do something crazy and super important but I don't think I possess the guts to do it. So before that I am going something crazier so that the thing I will do next will seem pretty normal compared to this. Dude I miss you. You have no idea how many times I have dreamt of you. It's like you have left my life but still with me almost every night. I promised myself never to say your name again but it is your name that I see everywhere. Like it's impossible to forget you. There are times I suddenly miss you a lot like my brain is only capable so saying your name and then it appears that you posted something on social media or changed your profile pic. Like I get this intuitive hit that you have posted and I need to give my brain my dose of dopamine by seeing that picture. You said you were never interested in me. OK fine maybe not in this lifetime but maybe in the next. Or maybe after that one. I don't care. Just stay with me for one life out of the many you and I are going to have. And I don't need us to be humans also. You can be a monkey and I can be your favourite stone that you keep with forever till the day you die for all I care. I just mean that in any life we meet again, do not ever dare leave me again once you come in my zone of awareness. It will take me half a lifetime to forget you and I don't want to go through this agony again