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Poem: The Sound of Sleeplessness
The whirring of a ceiling fan
Revolving at full speed
Is the sound of sleeplessness
That plays in place of dreams.
j.p
Poem: Sometimes
Sometimes I spiral down to
Gloomy thoughts of you and I,
And I want to go back to the
Simpler days when my mind
Wouldn’t drift back to you –
Not even only sometimes.
j.p
sleepyposting masterpost
my new au
I'm gonna procrastinate on procrastinating and finally talk my au/crossover/thing also this Beetlejuice is from the musical
• It's been 700 years since what happened in wkm and about 7 since juno died
• bj found the mansion during year 3 he was looking for his dad for 6 years and ten months
• however he never found him and eventually gave up
• it was his happy place since it was so chaotic
• exspesially the room with the old safari hat
• he'd really only go there when he felt sad or lonely because when he was there he never felt alone plus it was kinda creepy and he like that
• and since he really only teleported to that one room he never explored the house
• so during the summer Lydia needed photos to get into her dream college so bj suggested the mansion
• did I mention he lives with them
• yeah he is pretty much Lydia's chaotic older brother/uncle
• so they teleport to the mansion and Lydia starts shivering
• like it was so hot she wore a no sleeve shirt and jorts
• but she will swear up and down she got hypothermia that day she didn't
• anyway bj gives Lydia one of the fancy comforters until they can find something better
• there wandering around the house taking pictures and looking around
• when they walk pat the mirror and bj just stops and looks at it
• lydia doesn't notice at first but then Is really confused but makes a joke
• "really bj you love yourself that mu-"
• "shh"
• "what the hell don'tt shush m-"
• "shhh"
• "dude-"
• "SHHH"
• lydia stops talking a bit concerned but more annoyed than anything
• bj slowly walks up to the cracked mirror as if it were a wild deer and he was on animal planet
• but something was different
• the roots of his hair where purple but you could only see it if you really looked
• but the weirdest thing was her reflection
• it never showed up
• but instead in front of them both was a silhouette or a dark shadow
• but whatever it was it was sad
• if she listened close enough she could hear it soft cries
• bj softly placed a hand on the glass and the ghost?/demon?/thing??? Raised its hand and very hesitantly placed it on bj's
• Lydia took a picture without even looking at the camera refusing to take her eyes off of the scene in front of her if it meant missing something important
• bj carefully sunk his hands into the mirror and grabbed there hand
• and just as carefully if not more so pulled them out of the mirror
• they looked to be a Caucasian male with long black hair and more freckles then stars in the sky they wore a button-up dress shirt suit pants and dress shoes
• but what stood out was the heavily bruised neck the gunshot would on there stomach and the black eyes dripping with a black substance
• they fell into bj shacking and he wrapped his arms around them and pet the top of there head
• Lydia was in awe she had never seen bj act like this before she only heard about it once from where she didn't know
• but what she did know was that bj was a LOT softer then he led on
• things eventually calmed down so bj asked there name and neither where prepared for what there voce sounded like
• it was as if millions of people where talking in sink at the exact same time some female some male and others they couldn't tell
• “my name is g&n#j_gv-gb_hb but ou canjust call me the district attorney DA for short”
feel free to send me asks, questions, and your own headcanon ideas have a good day/night
Some fanart from a webcomic I've been reading lately. I might draw my other two favorite characters but I'll stick to these two for now. Just couldn't help but make them being in an adorable pose.
Edit: I just now noticed that Rudy is missing a finger... Damn it
Obey Me brain take over at 5am, all I can think of for some reason is Simeon falling from the Celestial Realm and fuckin FLOURISHING
And also older Luke getting a huge ass dog that is a giant sweetheart (It's name is Bub, definitely not after Beelzebub)
Adding on to this now! I keep thinking of Luke's reaction to Simeon falling and ouch, he'd be devastated. I also keep thinking, what if it was technically MC's fault he fell? I mean, angels aren't supposed to fall in love with humans after all... (Solomon, or a demon, or even Simeon simply fucking up, are all things I've been thinking about as cause now too)
Obey Me brain take over at 5am, all I can think of for some reason is Simeon falling from the Celestial Realm and fuckin FLOURISHING
And also older Luke getting a huge ass dog that is a giant sweetheart (It's name is Bub, definitely not after Beelzebub)
Me as a celebrity
Why do I keep thinking if I ever became famous that there would be tons of pictures of me sticking my tongue out? Like I just randomly do it when I make eye contact to long with people I know, so knowing how alien I can be it would development into me sticking my tongue out at paparazzi. Then bam thousands upon thousands of me looking directly into cameras sticking my tongue out, if I have a fandom they'd probably make it a meme...
I’m really laying here in bed at 3am after a brutal week at work and another belrutal day ahead of me with my body begging me to go to sleep but my stupid brain is just screaming “Fuck you! Can’t you see that I’m busy planning out the plot of my next book series and trying to guess the next plot twist of my new anime because I’ve literally never been wrong so many times about which way a story is going to go! Fuck you you can sleep when the sun comes up”
None of my usual tricks have worked and I can already tell that today is going to be just one big sensory overload🙃😭🙃😭😭😭😭
Some days I don’t want to wake up. Others I’m desperate to wake up. In the end i just want a reason to wake up and another reason to make me stay awake.
Late night thoughts are something else entirely.
Does anyone else find it hard to relate to the happy "normal" families (irl, tv, etc) ? Or is it just me? When I see people in a healthy relationship I just smile awkwardly because it feels so foreign to me! It feels fake !
Anyone else?
When your body wanted to sleep, you feel tired and shit but your mind won't allow it because you don't want to face another day of feeling worthless and depressed.
sleep what is this sleep you speak of
Living artwork that makes you blush 😳😊💖
Remember the Queen is always here.
What do you mean it’s 2 am-
(Friendly reminder before I lose myself in sleep is that not to steal this! I’ll greatly appreciate if you ask me to use it or something, but putting it off as your own is a major dick move. Please, just don’t.)
Night!
MUSIC TAG GAME!
Thank ya @mad-serotonin <33
E- Everybody Knows by Sigrid
T- Ta fête by Stromae
E- Easy Way Out by Low Roar
R- Railroad Track by Willy Moon
N- No Bravery by James Blunt
A- All Directions by Son Lux
L- Land Of All by Woodkid
P- Path by Apocalyptica
A- Avalanches by IAMX
N- Natural by Imagine Dragons
T- The Devil Wears a Suit And Tie by Colter Wall
H- Hellfire by Barns Courtney
E- Everything I wanted by Billie Eilish
O- Ordinary World from The Evil Within 2
N- Nina Cried Power by Hoizer
Red Fellswap or Swapfell (idk) sans, the one I know more about.
To be frank, i like the blended versions if these two AUs. Especially the @popatochisssp version (Mal that dream boat of a skeleton makes me meeeeelt).
Back to when Swapfell AUs were debated about (which au was better or what not I cant recall), I tried to wrap my brain around the many differences between the two. I didnt get much down on paper except their appearances and the fact one au is more "fell" and vise versa.
So ya.
It's 3am.
Why am I still awake?