I Just Wanna Sleep - Tumblr Posts
the girls who get it, get it.
Its okay. When gloomy day comes by, there's always a tiny happiness within yourself.
Fuck pain and it’s ability to keep me from sleeping
I’ve been laying awake for an hour waiting for my heart rate to go back down after I got up to get water and it’s still like 115 so I can’t sleep and feel it in my throat. This sucks ass yall
I somehow misread"I want to live" as "I want to die" and now I'm concered about myself.
guys I literally got zero sleep last night so sorry if I act insane, I'm not high I'm sleep deprived.
guess who has to start school today.
Me.
Also I'm sick.
Been thinking about the past more and more recently. Just wanna go back to when my biggest worries were if I could clip through the fence by the train station in acnl with friends, or feeding my virtual pets like my moshi monster or kinectimal or nintendog. Time is weird.
𝜗୧ everything shower & clean sheets 𝜗୧
What do I do when no one believes I’m tired
I’ve been tired my whole life but recently it’s amped up as I am taking summer school and have been in boarding school for the past year.I don’t know what to do, my parents are disappointed that I don’t want to go out but I am so tired that I just cant.I’ve also been having migraines caused by this tiredness. I’ve tried sleeping more, eating less/more, taking Tylenol, etc and I still can’t seem to stop them. The summer course I’m taking is very stress full, but is similar to the pressure I had at boarding school. At boarding school I’d go to sleep at 12:00 and wake up at 7:30, and now I’m going to sleep at 11:00 and waking up at 8:00 and I’m still so tired. My body is so sore, it feels like it’s caving in on itself and I can’t do anything to stop it. What do I do to make it stop?
Writers will want to write a story but will high key loathe the process and it’s the same with me having fun taking pictures but will genuinely loathe the editing proces after<3333
""Why didn't you do this?" "Why didn't you do that?" I was probably sleeping
just morning because it’d only be a good morning if i didn’t have insomnia (i haven’t slept in the past 24 hrs)
Sure, God made me gay, but really the biggest debuff He gave me was needing very specific conditions to sleep
Today has been so long. My ankles are swollen, I can't hear hardly anything, and I'm physically exhausted. Tomorrow better not be more of the same. Lol
Nightmares go crazy.
TW, blood gore best friend murdered, grenade, crazy shit summarized, I’m just sharin lol
there’s no point to this other than we now know what id do in this scenario soooo yeah XD
I had a dream the other night that someone threw a grenade into the break room of my work place, we all were able to take cover except my childhood best friend/ex/still very close friends. He works there with me irl as does a bunch of our mutual friends. Anyway, we all were able to come out almost unharmed but it had landed directly behind my friend, let’s call him Judas. I had rushed to him and his back was shredded, I was holding muscle and bones as he died in my arms. I kept trying to frantically shake him awake. When I realized he was gone it felt as if my world shattered. Then all I felt was blind rage and I went batshit John wick crazy on the murderers who were trying to rob my workplace. One by one I killed them by knife. Eventually the last guy standing was the one holding my coworkers hostage. I snuck in and went Joe bishop on him, sobbing and shrieking, but with a knife instead of a Kristang rifle. People had to pull me off of his body.
So now we know how I’d react if he was murdered in front of me 😂😂😂
