How Do You Get Your Thoughts Across Without Over Sharing?

how do you get your thoughts across without over sharing?

my heart is aching and i miss you terribly

i hate how i worship you. i hate how i’ve inflicted pain upon myself, carving a whole so deep within my heart that only you can fill. i despise myself for creating a shrine of your presence that i have buried deep within my soul. you are in the very air i inhale and with every breath i draw, you somehow have made way to appear. how is this so? what dark spell have you placed on my poor soul?

always in my own world

little one, how you have grown. how you have hurt. turning towards your sins - nurturing your rage.

i gaze upon the heart, allowing my face to rest against your punctured wounds. i weep, as you suffocate the seed of purpose. why must you run to the water? - do you search for the bottomless pit? in hopes that blu will become black and black consume your restless soul?

i awoke. thinking of your childlike presence. recalling the smile which shimmered in iridescent hues - overwhelming the lips, as laughter spewed beyond the spirit and into the air.

i recalled the mother who held her first born, rejoicing in tongues. mesmerized with love, as her reflection mirrored her in infancy. i recalled her … as my heart beats for you, thumping heavily.

dear friend, i suppose in your sadness you have not heard the opening of windows and the swinging of doors. i pray for your weakened heart and the bitterness which has wrapped your soul. might you ask the stars above for strength or have you forgotten? … purpose lingers at the draw of your breath.

as soon as i begin to think i’m moving on from you, i see you in my dreams. then the cycle of despair and heartbreak repeats.