Abuse and trauma survivor - these are my stories in no particular order. Content warnings and triggers everywhere. Adult blog; 18+ only.
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Two Years Ago I Was Pregnant. I Screamed At My Dash And Punched My Steering Wheel And Melted Down Hard
Two years ago I was pregnant. I screamed at my dash and punched my steering wheel and melted down hard after taking the second one. I was stoic and unfeeling most of the time, but this... This was too much.
I don't know why I can't bring myself to throw these things out.
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I've just impulsively installed Tinder. Someone talk me out of this.
This is a boring post. You've been warned.
I think I've decided not to pursue a romantic relationship with the girl I was considering recently.
I like her as a person and i would (genuinely) like to be her friend. I am having dinner with her and two mutual friends this week, and I'm looking forward to it .
I just.... Really need a more confident partner. Someone more sure of themselves. Someone who can give me assurance and encouragement when I'm trying to be brave. I feel like between the two of us, I am the bolder one, and that does not give me confidence is a good 'us.'
Let's be honest, I can fake it pretty decent, and the genuine stuff does come sporadically, but I can't maintain confidence sufficiently for myself let alone for two of us.
We didn't even get far enough for us to have to have conversation about 'not pursuing'. We were leagues away from that. I don't know how that could possibly feel more awkward than if we were both more invested. But I'm feeling weird about it.
Anyways - being choosy about my other half and identifying ' must have' qualities is progress enough for tonight.
Just a cute little diddy that doesn’t speak to me at all.
/sarcasm
All I can think of when I’m trying to add the bio is: Hi, I’m broken. Don’t make sudden movements when we’re in close proximity. I may lose my shit if we have sex. I will probably cry hard for no apparent reason. In public. And there’s a 60% chance I’ll ghost you without warning. Oh and I like hiking, reading and food n shit.
I’ve just impulsively installed Tinder. Someone talk me out of this.
I really miss sharing body heat.