Abuse and trauma survivor - these are my stories in no particular order. Content warnings and triggers everywhere. Adult blog; 18+ only.
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Just A Cute Little Diddy That Doesnt Speak To Me At All.
Just a cute little diddy that doesn’t speak to me at all.
/sarcasm
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“But you seem so put together.”
I’m not going to lie. When I tell people that mentally I am a pile of disaster, there are plenty who are shocked.
It makes me want to laugh and cry at the same time. You all get to see that I am actually a human puddle, and not at all put together - so I laugh.
But it also puts more pressure on me to keep up the facade, because apparently it’s working. And that is just exhausting.
To be fair, she opened the door for this conversation...
I'm currently calling out that woman I was doing a thing with in May for hurting me.
Who the fuck am I and what have I done with me?!
I try to explain this to people. They say they understand, but they don't really get it.
Ghosts
Driving in our his neighbourhood this evening. That tightness in my chest returned. I held my breath when I drove past our his road.
The neighbourhood is haunted. Cursed.
Humiliation in parts - Part One
TW - reference to a sexual act under the cut. Also, just... way too much information about me. There is a lot of things I won’t be tagging here.
In the thirteen years he and I were together I think I can count on one hand, maybe two, the number of times he performed oral. Yeah. And when he did it wasn’t exactly ‘enthusiastic.’ He tinkered just enough to make us both uncomfortable, and give him the gall to say say “but what about that Tuesday last month?” when he was making some unrealistic demand.
I never pressured him to do it, hell, I didn’t even ask for it. I wouldn’t want him to do something he had an aversion to (though I’m sure we could speculate why he didn’t want to do it). However he ensured that it was never something I actually wanted or asked for.