You Fall In Love With The Little Things About Someone, Like The Sound Of Their Laughter And The Way Their

“You fall in love with the little things about someone, like the sound of their laughter and the way their smile forms.”

— Unknown

“Mental illness has ruined my fucking life, don’t ever tell me that it’s a choice.”

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If I don't take the codeine pills my day is hopeless, sad and boring

I'm so fed up with my stupid mind that today I bought a small vodka in the store, I hid it in the closet from my mom because i want to drink it at night. I shouldn't drinking alcohol because I take several medications for my depression and anxiety, but oh well... Fuck it

TW ANOREXIA TRIGGERING

I think my anorexia is coming back, I start to eat less and less, I have no apettite, I'm scared to eat or try things that I don't know how many calories they have. I started to increase Symfaxin, which I have prescribed for depressive anxiety neurosis and maybe that is why I have no appetite, I feel sick after eating, even after small portions. I started to lose weight and I am very happy about it, but I remember what a bitch anorexia is and that is what I'm afraid of.

I hate depression and anxiety. I want to live normal life like everyone. I want to be happy and free from this everything