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I think my anorexia is coming back, I start to eat less and less, I have no apettite, I'm scared to eat or try things that I don't know how many calories they have. I started to increase Symfaxin, which I have prescribed for depressive anxiety neurosis and maybe that is why I have no appetite, I feel sick after eating, even after small portions. I started to lose weight and I am very happy about it, but I remember what a bitch anorexia is and that is what I'm afraid of.
yesterday i successfully fasted, i only ate a low-calorie dinner, i'm so proud of myself!
Hi lovely’s,
I know it’s hard to stay on track when you’re with friends.
But the feeling you get when you’re so much better than them in terms of (healthy) eating.
When they order something, order less then half of what they’re eating.
IT MAKES YOU FEEL SO SUPERIOR
Coaches make me giggle ngl, what will you say to me that I already don’t tell myself?
Pls be safe girlies
Literally a protein shake is such a hack oml, it’s 130cal and keeps you full all day
Oink oink I just had cake
One like and I’ll purge x
What’s the use of fingers anyway if not emptying your stomach x
All my friends for sure are so happy to be friends with me, compared to them I’m the fucking whale
I need to be the prettiest, skinniest, smartest one in my class, I need to be better than everyone 📑🎓⭐️🌸
Outsmart and outstarve them
A 24h+ fast really acts like a reboot, turning it on and off and now we good again, ready to take on the ana world x
someone please tell me this doesn’t just happens to me. Every time I want to fast and I start the timer, my parents go out and buy me food or make me something at home without asking me or letting me know. Like any other time I don’t wanna fast they don’t give me shit😭 why is it just when I wanna fast I’m bombarded with food😭???
Cant wait to have long stick legs
This could be you, don't give up on yourself
i have the longest legs
my legs give supermodel vibes
my legs are so thin that people get worried
i keep loosing thigh fat
my legs look like two sticks
im so thin that my legs are almost bones
Fact
Life is boring when you’re not obsessed with looking perfect
I ate a bit too much today after a week of only eating 300 kcal a day, im such a pig wtf
I need to maintain staying skinny AAAAAAA why did i listen to my boyfriend, he did this to me today
Watch me tomorrow eat nothing
Update: i am gonna eat tomorrow but 500 kcal max so that my body doesn't give up on me and i wanna function well when i see him friday
Ps: I'm already pretty skinny and he likes my body. Its just i wanna look good for myself but he doesn't get the way i think but that's just an ana thing ig
Love you peeps who relate this
This week i have to lose 5kg or else im gonna lose it. I havent been consistent anymore and the past 3days have been so high kcal i can't bare to live with it anymore
Im back in control over my body
Feeling: empowered
Im so disappointed by myself
How could i let go of my control, i was stuck in this loop of acting like i had my life together with my bf but he made me lazy and unproductive so my plans got messed around with and NO
I need to grab my paddle and move further, ive been still for months