Life Sux - Tumblr Posts

It’s a horrible pain, battling with your mind.

I didn’t know a love like yours and I wasn’t prepared for a heartbreak like yours.

When I was a kid shit was so bright and colorful, idk when it all changed. One of the main things I've noticed now is soooo many white cars... white, black or silver. So fucking boring, give us color again plz!😟

I'll listen to the most anti-capitalist, gangbanging, tear down the system, fuck the man and eat the rich music.

But I'm in my stupid little honda civic on the way to work to be a good little subby wage slave 😐

Let you cut me open

Just to watch me bleed

Gave up who I am for who you wanted me to be

Don’t know why I’m hoping

For what I won't receive

Falling for the promise of

The emptiness machine

This song perfectly encapsulates how I've been feeling the last few years😢

Life just sucks so bad and it's so pointless right now.

I've listened to it like 8 times on the way work

Linkin Park has always been one of my favorite bands and it was terrible to lose Chester RIP

But Emily killed the vocals looking forward to more of their songs

My life can be made into a series where everyone watching will get extreme second hand embarrassment

SC#38: The Bad Parents Blues

Do you have parents? Were your parents good parents? The sad truth is that most people have bad parents. So they watch the TV or play the video games, and this is their guiding force throughout their young lives. But you know what my therapist always says; “at least your dad did not rape you up the asshole like my other patient!” *in thick russian accent.

so true, so true…

Seeing his face hurts so much because I know he will never be mine

I don't know what to do with my life, i feel like shit

If I don't take the codeine pills my day is hopeless, sad and boring

I'm so fed up with my stupid mind that today I bought a small vodka in the store, I hid it in the closet from my mom because i want to drink it at night. I shouldn't drinking alcohol because I take several medications for my depression and anxiety, but oh well... Fuck it

Today I took Thiocodin and I feel really really fine, I don't want them to stop working because I know I'll feel like shit again

Depression makes you do things you never thought you would ever do. The desire to escape from one's own thoughts and reality is stronger than common sense.

I feel like shit

Since 2019, I spend New Year's Eve in pajamas, it's sad, but fighting with my own mind is hard as hell. Depression, neurosis and anxiety disorder are a swam.

One hour until the new year and I'm already sitting in the bathroom with razor blades and one wound on my hand, wanting to cry. Wtf, I hate this shit

I can't find a place, I'm not interested in anything, I don't even enjoy watching series or movies and I've always loved it, I can't find anything to watch that interests me. I hate depression.

I want normal life so fucking bad, i don't want anxiety, depression, selfharm, eating disorder anymore. I have enough

I HAVE ENOUGH MY LIFE