Helllllpppp My Fwb Just Walked In On Me Having A Shower He Hasnt Seen Me Since Recovery And Didnt Say

Helllllpppp my Fwb just walked in on me having a shower he hasn’t seen me since recovery and didn’t say anything!!! (usually he says smth sexy) just closed the door 😭😭 legit hate myself. Why am I so fucking fattttt. Ugh I feel so gross.

Does anyone know an app to track calories, net calories, steps etc in one place? 🫶

🐰: Ofc that they did it again and my account @bunnyylinn got terminated.

🐰: It made me really mad this time, because I was close to 500 followers and they were all such sweethearts so I'm hoping to find them again. If you can - reblog this please!

Family came over with Chinese takeaway and wine, poured the glass down the sink fuck those empty calories but had to eat the rice, first meal today and feel so bloated and sick 🤢 #urge2pvrge #greasebeast

6/3/24

i hate how much hunger alters our mind.

you’ll tell yourself “it’s fine, i’ll just eat this meal and then i’ll purge straight after and everything will be fine!”

then ur face down in a toilet coughing, choking and crying trying to rid the calories and the shame of being a fat fucking pig, completely disgusted with yourself. missing the pain of hunger and how thin you looked before you shovelled all those carbs down your throat. you promise yourself it won’t happen again, that next time you won’t give into hungers urge.

and then you get hungry. and do it all again.

Why I listen to Ana:

1. To stop wasting money on fast food and restaurants.

2. People will be jealous of me, instead of me being jealous of them.

3. To stop being the fat, funny friend. To be equally pretty, and not feel disgusting around other pretty girls.

4. No more painful chafing, sweating profusely and looking flushed, getting out of breath, falling behind, or knees hurting.

5. Being able to look good in any clothing. Especially crop tops, and small purses.

6. Body jewelry and tattoos will actually look good on me.

7. People will see me eating something in public and not judge, or look at me with disgust.

8. Eyes and lips will look bigger on my smaller face. Cheekbones will be visible, and contour won’t look so stupid.

9. To look good in photos, even candid photos, whether I was ready or not.

10. So that I can actually borrow someone’s clothes when I forget something, or want to go swimming spontaneously.

11. To even want to get in a pool in front of people.

12. So that my steps won’t make so much noise.

13. To quickly get ready for an outing without having to be so worried about what I’m wearing and how bad it looks.

14. To be able to be picked up, or given piggy-back rides by my partner.

15. To look good in any haircut or hairstyle, long or short, up or down.

16. To become the person I’ve always wanted to be, never thought I could be, and even gave up on before.

17. To finally feel in control of my life.

18. To get rid of the double chin, chubby cheeks, fat fupa, massive thighs, and flabby arms.