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I’m fucking flabby……..

Just a few images to remind me that I’m a fat worthless hog. 🙂

Hello, can anyone please send me meanspo? You can send it through the asks or dm it me.

i cannot fucking continue like this please give me some meanspo or thinspo to start my day strong tmrw or else I fall into my all or nothing mindset and end up binging the whole kitchen.

I ate a bit too much today after a week of only eating 300 kcal a day, im such a pig wtf

I need to maintain staying skinny AAAAAAA why did i listen to my boyfriend, he did this to me today

Watch me tomorrow eat nothing

Update: i am gonna eat tomorrow but 500 kcal max so that my body doesn't give up on me and i wanna function well when i see him friday

Ps: I'm already pretty skinny and he likes my body. Its just i wanna look good for myself but he doesn't get the way i think but that's just an ana thing ig

Love you peeps who relate this

This game of having selfcontrol over food is so easy

1. Set up a list what clean foods you like and stick with that

2. Eat like you ate when you were a kid

3. Find new clothes thats a size smaller, that way it will motivate you to lose weight

4. New style of clothing will inspire you to want change

5. Keep a foodlog in your notes

6. Romanticize your vision in life with MUSIC MUSIC

7. You can never go wrong with eating fruits

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challenge 2000kcal in 5 days

who wants to join me doing a restriction challenge

i have planned out how to challenge me or you if you wanna try it out too

so in a spam of 5 days that you already ate and kept in a foodlog, see first if you haven’t eaten above 2000 kcal cuz try to stay under 2000 kcal in 5 days

i have already eaten 1445 kcal in 2 days which means i got 555kcal left to spread in 3 days 

so now it’ll get interesting cuz then i only have 185 per day to consume but who says i need to eat in a day that’s the challenge 

staying under budget is better

who else is interested in this can dm me for motivation to lose their appetites, just anything even if you are not doing my challenge you are welcome

we can help each other out

stay skinny luvs <3

I weighed myself today after so long

That made me trigger, i hate seeing numbers cuz they drive me crazy but that opened my motivation to lose more weight

Update

Day 1

I ate broccoli broth soup with lots of veggies with vegan sausages n udon noodles 385kcal, next time im not gonna add the vegan sausages if i wanna stay under 2000kcal in 5 days

Day 2

I ate cereal with strawberries and some nuts 350kcal and that was already too much for me

I also ate a wrap with mozzarella and tomato pesto and half another wrap, puked it out cuz that was 700kcal never again, that shit aint safe for my challenge so -400kcal

Day 3

I ate 2 slices of cauliflower pizza and that was surprisingly just 250kcal i consumed, i threw away the rest while eating that i had the thoughts to puke it out but i couldnt cuz i was at my bf house, but i can burn it off today

So far i had 1285kcal in 3 days

Im so excited to succeed my challenge, yass girlies let's goo

Update 2

Day 4

I made pho soup with vegetable broth and veggie sausages with lots of veggies added too and that was only 265kcal, i got sick cuz its getting colder and colder outside so i need some nutrition to keep my immune system working

Day 5

Still sick but i made it, i ate broth soup again without pho noodles, this time I added a handful of nuts and broccoli and more veggies 145kcal Next thing i had cuz i felt a bit snacky, i made a fruit salad with strawberries and an baby apple with a bit of nuts to top it off and some cereal and that was 190kcal

I made it 🫶

challenge 2000kcal in 5 days

who wants to join me doing a restriction challenge

i have planned out how to challenge me or you if you wanna try it out too

so in a spam of 5 days that you already ate and kept in a foodlog, see first if you haven’t eaten above 2000 kcal cuz try to stay under 2000 kcal in 5 days

i have already eaten 1445 kcal in 2 days which means i got 555kcal left to spread in 3 days 

so now it’ll get interesting cuz then i only have 185 per day to consume but who says i need to eat in a day that’s the challenge 

staying under budget is better

who else is interested in this can dm me for motivation to lose their appetites, just anything even if you are not doing my challenge you are welcome

we can help each other out

stay skinny luvs <3

Having to maintain your ed with when you have ur period is hard

Any tips?

Uggghhrhrhrhh im so mad about something

There's this girl in my class who is soo nice i actually really like her, we're good friends and all but theres one thing that randomly really bugged me.

She posts her stomach often on her stories, she does that quite often but just now it bugged me so much because her stomach looks so flat but i know in real life it doesnt look exactly like that but still on that picture she was able to look skinner and ive been slacking lately but im soooo mad now that ive been on hungerstrike

I need to look better, ive been working out for a good solid month too, my booty is well formed if i say so myself and now its just cutting my fat off my body and then im prettier than ever

Im gonna femme fatal anyone's expectations of me

Every day, im becoming more like myself again ❤️

🌸🌸🌸

The past 2 days have been so high kcal, im honestly not so proud about it but my mind and body needed it to recover from my wisdom tooth removal or else it won't heal fast :/

But now im good, my body has enough to last a week without food

Wish me strength to shake me awake to get control back

How do i get back in the honeymoon phase 🫧

I am gonna lose 8kg this month to get back to look my best for my trip to Berlin!!

I already lost 2kg by eating less for a week and working hard at work, distracting myself a lot by skeelering and hanging out with my boyfriend

More to lose is on its way

Back to basics

Im back to having control and seeing changes. The numbers are going down, and my frown upside down. It feels so empowering because I'm gonna feel so good at the end of the month. In berlin, im gonna party hard and lose more. Also, my bf noticed im getting thinner, which i absolutely feed on. You see, this all makes me so empowered

I fucked this days up. Im gonna starve for 4 days, I HAVE TO LOSE 5KG QUICK!! Im actually losing my mind, i used to be so thin and fragile, i really want it back. Please brain do as i say. I'd fucking do anything to have it back

I feel so bitten in my core

Found these in the parada designer book

I fell in love with them

2 summers ago i was ethereal and bruised by beauty

(ノωヽ)