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i feel like such a fatass and like I binged but I didn't I had some hot chocolate and a tiny bit of mac n cheese and I'm still under my limit but I feel so disgusted rn. i hate eating

day 5:

i want to lose weight for others to notice. do I want to lose it for myself? yes, i do. but I want to be so thin strangers stare or tell me to eat, I wanna look like i belong in the hospital or like a walking corpse.

day 8:

i don't really have a super specific one but I do 15 sit-ups whenever i think about eating (if i can obvi) and i usually follow this: (but i do other kinda random stuff, lots of jumping jacks)

just came back from a trip and i feel like shit. i ate so much over the trip and while i didn't gain i didn't lose either. i want to be small for summer and id my fat ass can't pull it together i won't be

day 10:

drinks. god I used to love trying fun drinks and making hot chocolate around the holidays and such. I won't ever be able to do that again because I never consume liquid cals practically ever

day 16:

I tried a decent amount in middle school, but this time around I started 12/1/23 till now

SPOTIFY PLAYLIST

everyone I made a Spotify playlist! it's a very long playlist full of songs actually about anorexia, so if any of you are interested!

day 20:

probably this keto or one of these