But At The Same Time... - Tumblr Posts
I'm going to-
*remember my friend doesn't want me making suicide jokes*
... go write angst fanfiction that ends in characters getting the comfort and healing that I won't let myself get.
Guys congratulate me I'm less sui-
*remembers my friend doesn't want me making suicide references*
...less in denial from last year.
AAAAAAA YOU MEAN TO TELL ME THEY WEREN'T CLOSE HERE EITHER?????
I am distraught.
When you want to write but you have writers block
hubris is called when i think i could do my taxes
I both hate and love voice notes, like they’re so helpful but also you have to listen to your own voice which is never good, and as a rambler it is not good at all.
Like, I was just trying to note all the things I need to pack and suddenly I’m planning a top gun fan fic????
I have the same relationship with grim and mammon (OM)
I'm sorry for being serious all of the sudden, but to anyone who is still here because they want to be there for someone, wether that be a family member, a friend, a pet, etc, thank you so much for being alive
I understand that type of feeling, not really wanting to keep going for my own sake, but going on anyway because I don't want the people I love to feel sad if I were gone one day
If it hasn't happened already, I hope someday soon you can be alive for your own sake as well, you deserve to feel that kind of self love
Joe Keery as GATOR TILLMAN FARGO 5x03 “The Paradox of Intermediate Transactions”
It’s my birthday, I’m now 16. I don’t know whether to laugh or cry
Saske was no chance against 18% of shaggys power
Looked in the “important” section of my inbox to see that it’s all tumblr notifications. What’s the best way to “it’s not you it’s me” an app?
being an older sibling is like. you've never known a life without me. mom yelled at me and it taught her she never wanted to yell at you. I painted my room purple and grey and then you did too. we live in the same house but I haven't spoken to you in months. I don't know your favorite color. I saw it was going to rain so I picked you up from school on my way home so your books wouldn't get wet. i was so worried when you woke up sick when you were three. you don't remember being sick. mom and dad made their worst mistakes with me and I'm glad they didn't make them with you. I'm doing everything for the first time so you won't be in the dark. I don't know any of your friend's names anymore. I used to know them all. if something happens to mom and dad you won't have to worry because everything will fall to me. you don't like to be home alone but even if you don't see me just knowing I'm there makes you feel better. at least that's what mom told me. you still give me jars to open for you because you can't quite get them. I only see you during dinner. i'd never even think about missing one of your concerts. I stand at the counter when I eat and now you do, too. when offered a selection of books you picked the same one I did when i was your age. I'm terrified you compare yourself to me. I love you. I don't know if you like me. I want you to. mom says dinner's ready
Do you think FSM got Wasting Sickness too, and he knew his time was soon to be at an end, and the only thing keeping it at bay was his oni blood... so he had enough time to prepare for his death...
sometimes it’s better refrain from deep introspection and allow yourself to just be.
a version of chronicles of narnia where those closest to the kings and queens get put into a sleep when the pevensies are brought back to their world, from which they're awoken only when their beloved four rules return, something à la sleeping beauty.
so the pevensie siblings return to narnia, and logically, it's been thousands of years. their closest friends, those they viewed as family, are, to their knowledge, dead, and they are completely alone now.
until peter and caspian encounter each other in the woods, and are about to get into their fight. it's the moment where peter's back is turned, and caspian has his word raised. lucy is screaming, tears in her eyes, susan and edmund are too far away to do anything, and there's a moment of chaos before caspian's strike is blocked by a larger, longer sword.
oreius, completely disgruntled and still very out of the loop, but only focusing on the fact that his king, his friend, his son, is in danger, glares daggers at caspian, not looking away for a second, even as tumnus gathers a now-relieved, sobbing lucy up in a tight hug, and edmund and susan shriek with joy upon seeing the beavers and mr. fox.
and any feeling of tension or fear immediately seeps out of peter, who drops the rock he had picked up, and stumbles to his feet and to oreius' side, being able to lean on the centaur for the first time in a year, and not have to worry about his safety or his siblings' safety. and oreius, without taking his eyes off of caspian and his followers, just puts an arm around peter.
and caspian remembers. he remembers the stories of the high kings and queens of narnia, and their beloved inner circle, and the absolutely terrifying centaur who called them sons and daughters of his heart, and he can't quite help but think about how utterly fucked he is.
i wrote an one-shot au for the archer and the knight where apollo and rhea start dating a bit after the titan war itself. will post later today.
yes, @tujhse-raabta it's the one i mentioned on discord.
Honestly...There I was thing I will applaud Mr. Puzzles from SMG4 for doing...
...
...And that is helping people discover RGB from the TPOH-
(Read the tags for a bit of explanation)
Thinking about the newer bats (Duke, Cass, Steph, Tim) speculating on Jason's age because he looks like a recently divorced 30 y/o but he's younger than Dick, and he acts like a 50 year old man (he still has a Nokia, out of the loop on Internet and pop culture, primarily listens to dad rock), and after they've exhausted all their guesses Dick breezes in, informs them he's like 24, and then leaves.
The bats then have to come to terms with the fact that Jason NINETEEN when he took over the criminal underground.