Creative Writings - Tumblr Posts
But I loved you,
My darling
When I tied
Your shoelaces
In an effort
To hold
Your pieces intact
In my hands
While the world around you
Didn't seem to care
If you break
Or lose yourself
To the night
I was there
Oh I wish
Your heart
Can remember
Me and that moment
Before February ends...
-that moment before February,
katie, 19:35
I look at the mirror
then back at you
And I can't fail
to notice
how much you
resemble
the sparkle
in my eyes
as you paint
that smile
-katie, 24:46
if i pass away,
my pen will mourn me longer
than my friends will ever do in a lifetime
it will sit cold on my study table,
its own bereavement fester
with the lifeless body buried somewhere
reeking of lost poetry
an ocean of mystery that seems
unsolvable now that the lead vanished
like smoke
it will try to recollect the words
it used to scribble
and the emotions they carry
it will marvel at the depth of the scars
that resonate on the seemingly flawless pieces,
how many times in a day did i survive
the pangs before i decided the culmination
of a barren life
such a tragedy that it could only lie there
thinking of the past as its yearning
to be held burns with the candlestick
-mourn me longer,
katie, 16th of July 2021, 16:45
Captain’s Choice
“When do you leave?” She asked him. He stopped packing his things, and looked up at her saddened face. “About a month. Maybe even more so.” He responded while packing up his gear.
“Well, I’m gonna miss ya. This place will surely be more empty without you here.” She laughed a little. He smiled, and looked down.
He felt guilty. He truly did.
He took this mission just to get away from her. Not in a bad way. He didn’t hate her.
Dear god, it was far from hatred. It was love.
Yes, it was true. The Super Soldier had fallen in love. He knew about the consequences for falling in love with another teammate.
It could get you killed.
That’s why he took the mission. He wanted nothing more than to get away from the base, and try to focus on things that mattered, like saving the world.
He would miss her eyes. Her skin. Her scent. Her lips. Her everything.
He tried not to think about how sad his departure would be, and continued packing. “Steve?” He heard her asked his name. He looked up at her with a sad smile. “Don’t worry, I’ll be back before you know it.” He said.
She smiled before looking down at his uniform. “It’s quite a unique style, isn’t it?” She asked out loud. He looked at his old uniform before him. “Yeah… It was an interesting design… But it screams what I am, and what I intend to to do for my country.” He said.
“You did good. You always do.” She spoke, as she looked at him.
Suddenly the room felt warmer, and the two had gotten very close to each other. She sighed out loud while he shifted around her gaze.
“I-I Should continue packing” He said all of a sudden. He had never been that good around girls when it came to flirting. He was always awkward, and had nothing interesting to say.
Same situation here.
“Ok. I’ll leave you to it.” she stated. He could hear her disappointment in her voice. Once he knew she was gone, he felt like he could scream. How stupid of him. How incredibly stupid!
He wanted to punch the wall. Hell, he could punch anybody at the moment.
“You need to tell her soon..” He heard a voice call out behind him. He turned around to see his partner that is going with him on the mission. “Hey Sam…” He said.
“Have always been bad with the ladies?” Sam asked. “Bucky used to get them a lot back in the day. I just hung behind in the crowd.” He sighed.
“Tell her… Before somebody else comes in and swoops her off her feet.” Sam replied, walking out.
The Captain sighed in defeat. “I have to… you can do this.”
And down the hall he went after her.
Before it was too late.
~By: Becca<3