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Tmnt Splinter on my board says your feelings are valid
(why'd I make this? Idk)

"Memento mori"
made a few changes and then realised now I have to change everything… damn
Trying something new :3


I’m bored as hell so I drew this crazy goat man

I just wanted to draw something :))
THE END OF THE CYCLE HAS COME!
The “last normal day” was March 13, 2020. It was a Friday. Last day was on Friday the 13th. Tomorrow is August 13, 2021 which is also a Friday the 13th.
This is a fucking joke but yeah do what you want with this information. I’m not good at actually making a joke but basically in my mind I thought to myself “last normal day was a Friday 13th, tomorrow’s also a Friday 13th *insert funny joke about it being a cycle and things might go back to normal because cycle and shit*”
I’m too much of a technical person to make a joke about this and make it seem like an accident or that I’m typing lazily and sleepily at 4:52 am while it rains like fucking hell if it were a forest instead of an eternal inferno of punishment to those who have done wrong in the mortal world.
Linux sounds so much better than Linuwayland.
Kombatants In The Disneyworld Tea Cup Ride
Spins calmly and ejoys their ride in peace: Raiden, Fujin, Kotal Kahn, Erron Black, Kitana, Liu Kang, Cetrion, Hanzo, Kuai Liang, Noob Sai Bot, Sonya, Jade, Skarlet, Sindel
Spins cup as fast as they can screaming: Kano, Kabal, Johnny Cage, Cassie Cage, Jaqui Briggs, Takeda, Kung Jin, Kung Lao, Mileena, Tanya, Rain, Ferra & Tor, Frost, Sareena, Kenshi
Breaks the cup via spinning too fast: Shao Kahn, Jax, Goro, Cyrax, Sketor, Geras, Reptile, probably Baraka
Throws up after the ride: Ermac, D’Vorah
Thoughts
An unwelcome guest
That refuses to leave
The one that will walk in
As if they own the home
You call the mind.
They can be safe
They can cause joy.
For me
It’s the pain.
The pain of thinking
The pain of knowing
That if I listened
I wouldn’t be here.
Knowing that if I listened,
Everything would be different.
Thoughts are different,
But they carry the same message.
When I was younger,
They were a safe zone.
Now that I’m older
They are a death sentence.
Thoughts that yell
Despite how silent they truly are.
A silent knife
To a heart unshielded.
If I listened
Would they finally leave?
If I took the plunge
Would they finally become mute?
We shall never know
Because the thoughts keep me silent.
From the observations
That I never asked for.
The thoughts will announce things,
How skinny that girl
That girl in my biology class,
Who has a family perfected
Who has friends and is popular,
How that girl in my biology class
Should’ve been me
If I had only listened.
The thoughts will point out that kid
With a present father
And a picture perfect home
And say that could’ve been me
If only I had listened.
If I had listened
I would’ve been happy
I would be happy
If I listened to the thoughts
That were once a safe haven
That have turned into my own personal prison.
Shrouded in the lies people would say.
Once a gift
Now becoming a curse.
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Fear
A thing covered
In the thing called society.
We have created this
This vile
This villain
This deep seated feeling
We have created it
And then we gave it power.
We give it power over our lives
Afraid of everything.
Afraid that if we aren’t a certain way
We will get killed.
Afraid of what others think
Because that is what we are taught.
We are afraid of getting left
Because we are taught
That being left can only equal
Being worthless.
That being left
Is because you weren’t good enough.
You weren’t good enough for them.
You weren’t able to keep up.
You were too different.
You were too unique.
You were too much You.
So they left.
And with them left your worth.
Society tells us,
That without worth,
We are without being.
Without being able to put a price
There is nothing
And then it was all pointless.
Because even the most priceless of things
Is still marked with a price tag.
The world taught us to be open
And to be afraid of the closed off.
That they had to have done something
Something bad
Something terrible
If they had nothing to say.
That if you weren’t open
Then you weren’t worthy of trust.
We say things we don’t want to,
Because silence has become a crime,
Because our safety and comfort
Is at the bottom of the barrel.
When we speak up
Nobody listens
They say we are crazy,
Because that is what history says.
Because that society taught it.
We are taught
That without a partner
Are we really human?
Without love
Without attraction
Without sexual activity
Wouldn’t we be robots?
Wouldn’t you have to be an alien?
And then when we express the attraction we have,
We are told that it is wrong,
And are instilled a fear
Of speaking about who we love
Just in case the person we talk to
Has a fear
And has a weapon
Even if that weapon
Is a word.
We are taught
That fear isn’t real
And that if we have one
We are weak.
When in reality
We are the strong ones
Because we live every single day
Having to know
That the fear is there
And the object could be around at any time.
For me, it is the dark
Because something could be there
And I am most vulnerable
When I cannot see.
For a friend, it is heights
Because you cannot catch yourself
When pushed off of a building.
For another, it is people
Because of what they might say
Or what they might do
And they have to have hope
That someone doesn’t snap
And decide that it was their time.
Fear is not a weakness
It is a strength
That we have been taught
As a necessity.

Enjoy this little doodle of Flippy I just made
I have a 3DS and I'm playing tomodachi life and I decided to add AM to it and used a Tumblr artist's art for reference cause making AM the same as the author really doesn't rub me the right way for various reasons

Btw idfk how my mii pulled him but they fucking did and made him say "I don't have the heart to insult them" so im confused of how the fuck did my mii do that where he's praising a fucking human and wanting to marry them instead of torturing and humiliating them
AM Design by @fuzedatti go praise their AM Design cause it's not mine, I just got inspired to play this game again cause of YouTube and thought AM in Tomodachi Life would be funny as fuck
I made another one
So he's an old construction robot, but after years and years of use long after he would normally have been shut down, his joints have worn down, this causes them to disconnect quite often and they have to be carefully put back in place or they will simply hang from the wires loosely
He also likes animals, but is scared to hurt them so will often just watch them, but if he sees one that is cold or scared he will pull off some of his paneling to make little homes for them, which is why so much of it is missing
Not pictured, a small rabbit he befriended (I can't draw rabbits) it will often sit on his shoulder or inside his casing if it's cold

ROBOTS WITH CHRONIC ILLNESS. ROBOTS THAT NEED TO STAY HOOKED INTO THE GRID OR RLSE THEY SHUT DOWN IN A FEW MINUTES. ROBOTS WHO CAN'T TRAVEL BECAUSE THEYRE HOOKED INTO A BANK OF BATTERIES
ROBOTS WHO OPERATE WAY ABOVE HUMAN PROCESSING AND COGNITION SO THEY INTERRUPT AND ANSWER QUESTIONS BEFORE YOUVE ASKED THEM
DO YOU HEAR ME CA. YOU HEAR ME....
Sometimes boredom can bring the most amazing things.... and other times its just dumb shit like this


i couldn’t pick between what type of siren i was gonna make so i improvise