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it'll pass.

pairing: levi ackerman x gn!reader summary: a drabble of that fleabag scene but in levi's version wc: 1,826 genre: major angst warnings: fleabag (tv) and aot spoilers obvi a/n: i was in my feelings sorry

“I love you.”

You know it wouldn’t end well.

You told yourself a million times, “Don’t expect. It will lessen the disappointment.” But as you sit there, side by side, shoulder to shoulder, and knees almost touching, with the one you need like water, there are no more expectations to break. It’s done. You’ve said it. You’ve let out those words that prick like thorns at the back of your throat, aching to be said longer than you can admit. Now, it hangs dead in the air, waiting to be caught—to be answered.

From the small distance between you, you can see his steel eyes glisten under the moonlight. You can see the dark lines under his eyes and the creases on his forehead. Life hasn’t been kind to the man you love. It never was to anyone. But if you could change one person’s fate, it would be his. You don’t know the extent of what you would give to lighten the load in his heart. You would give anything to have him smile, to have him laugh, and to have him live, that was your wish.

And yet, you know that by having done this, you’ve burdened his heart more.

His eyes bore into yours, a million words settling into his irises. Just like that, you were back to where it all started.

It started at stolen glances, cheeks heating up whenever his eyes meet yours. You tried to avoid his gaze, pulling yourself out of the trance it would give you. You wanted to get lost in them. But you know that having an eye for the Survey Corps soldier was a stupid idea.

There were things much bigger than the both of you, things that only he could do. Levi Ackerman is humanity’s strongest soldier. One of Commander Erwin’s greatest gambles in the war against the Titans. There was no room for you in it, a normal resident of Sina. You know that the expected fate for you is to accept a marriage from someone who can stay with you as long as you can live inside these walls while relying and waiting on the scouts’ mission to maybe end the suffering of the people in these walls. It’s what was taught to you for years. But as always, you weren’t one to listen.

You couldn’t help it. You couldn’t help but to shop on your own in the markets when you can have servants do it for you. You couldn’t help but to talk to the people there, asking them what new things they could offer you every time you were around. You couldn’t help but try out every new food and beverage you could find.

You couldn’t help but notice the timid and quiet man buying tea every third Sunday of the month. He would be there exactly at the time you first saw him and you would wait to see him, not even talk or be near him. You just want to see his face. He always looks tired. There were creases on his forehead that always seemed to be scrunched. His lips were either turned down into a frown or a straight line. Although he looked very neat with his long-sleeved white button and black slacks, his clothes don't seem to be of noble or great wealth. He doesn’t seem to be a servant or one of the workers from Rose.

He orders the same black tea every Sunday. The same one your father drinks every morning. It was rare and expensive, something about it being grown on a small plot of land protected here in Sina. You’ve tried it once out of curiosity but was not very fond of it. It was too bitter for your liking. But nonetheless, you thought that if the mysterious man had enough to spare for one canister of it a month, he must have enough of an income.

Eventually, he notices your stolen glances and thought you were suspicious. He cornered you in an alley one time on the way to the markets, having expected you to be there already. In fear and fluster that the man was finally in close distance, you sputtered out your apologies and told him the truth that you only found yourself being curious about him. He warned you not to do it again. You could only meekly answer an agreement.

In anticipation for the next time he came, you were fully prepared to offer another apology. Your next interaction would have to be better that time around, you thought as you have already carefully gone about your words and have been holding a canister of the same black tea he prefers. Unfortunately, he didn’t come by the next month. Still, you waited.

The month after that as you wait, it was running a bit late, and when you were convinced that you have officially run the man away from this market, you finally caught sight of the man you have been waiting for. He had the same tired expression on his youthful face, the same haircut that always seemed to be trimmed at the perfect length, and the same grey cold eyes. Except, this time, he wears a military uniform with an insignia you don’t see much on these walls—the wings of freedom.

You froze where you stood, just near the pop-up teashop. You see that someone strides closely behind him, towering over him with his upright posture and blonde hair. Of course, you know who that is. That’s Erwin Smith, the commander of the Survey Corps. People thought him to be the devil commander, ruthless and ambitious. And beside him is the man you’ve been following every month, a member of the military division that gets sent to their deaths every expedition.

But still, you approached them with a smile and introduced yourself. Erwin gives you Levi a glance after, one that you couldn’t interpret the meaning of. At first, you thought that Erwin didn’t particularly enjoy your presence there. But he gave you a smile and even pushed the smaller man in your direction. He even gave you a wink behind his back.

Since then, Levi, a wonderful name for a breathtaking man like him, continued to come back every month.

And here you are now, standing at the edge of a cliff from the pressure of accepting a marriage for convenience versus your feelings for the captain of the Survey Corps.

It was silent. Not even the sound of air whistling or the birds chirping can be heard in the dead of the night. You can only hear the sound of your heart beating. You can hear his heart in sync with his. You can feel his pulse as he closes a hand over yours. Not fast. Not slow. Perfectly balanced. His rough hands held your soft ones, caressing them with his thumb. Fond, caring, and comforting.

“It’s him, isn’t it?”

Carefully, he smiles. A painful one. If you knew that the first time you’d see him give you a smile like this, you would have never asked for it.

After spending a long time with Levi more than his monthly visits to Sina, you’ve come to learn more about him. You were his only friend outside the scouts and if he were to choose who he’s the closest with among them, you know he’d choose Erwin. He highly respects him and he told you how he vowed to follow the great commander to the darkness. And you know fully that what you’re asking of him will collide with Erwin’s decisions. He can’t be with you. He can’t love you.

Gently, two words come out of his mouth. “It’ll pass.”

They were not the three words you longed to hear. But you smiled back, holding back the tears with an accepting smile. He nods, smiling back as if he was convincing himself. It was there that you realized that he was saying it to himself more than to you.

There was another silence. But this time, it no longer holds the weight. And yet, you don’t feel any relief, no burden lifted, and no thorns plucked out of you. You could only feel his hand for comfort and you looked down on it once again, memorizing the veins on his skin as if it will be the last time you look at it. You trace your fingertips over them, blinking away the tears that seemed to fall without your consent. The blurriness in your sight that your tears caused is going against your purpose to capture his hand in your brain. You don’t want to forget him. Ever.

You would rather memorize his face and how he looked knowing one day, you might forget his face. But with his hand and the way he holds yours, you know that both your dreams and nightmares will be plagued by it. You want to see it. You want to remember how it felt to be loved like this—to be loved by him, even if he didn’t say it yet. You know. You always knew.

His forehead is close to yours and you can feel him trying his best not to make them touch, he’s hesitating—pulling away in fear that he might never want to break it. His lips are quivering and he draws them in tightly into a line to halt it.

You don’t know how long you sat there but somehow, Levi was able to pull away, mutter he has to leave, and stand up. He takes a few steps away from you before pausing, back turned on you.

You called his name, the ache in your chest intensifying as it rolled off your tongue.

“I’ll see you next Sunday.”

He turns around, the same pained expression on his face. The corner of his lips twitches up ever so slightly in amusement. Both of you know that things will never be the same again. You will never come to see him in the market and he will probably never come to buy tea personally again. But still, he nods and lets out an unexpected response to your statement.

“…I love you too.” It came out in a whisper but it was loud enough for you to hear. He looked into your eyes for a few more seconds before looking away entirely. Before he turned around, you see a single tear fall from his eye. You watch as he walked away until you could no longer see his form fade into the darkness.

It never passed. Not even as the truth about the Titans and the people outside was uncovered. Not even as you survived all that, somehow. Not even as you held your child from a man that wasn’t him, a gold ring adorning your finger. Not even as you saw him again, wounded, and being wheeled by two children. Not even as your eyes met his cold, gray one.

It never passed.

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Damnnnnn he fine....

Levi and Erwin Scenario: They accidentally insult you in an argument

I'm now starting to write! I hope you guys enjoy this one ♡

Erwin:

You knew that Erwin had an important job of securing funds for the scouts so that we can have a better budget for supplies and things like that. Erwin had to attend meetings and balls to talk with the fat, lazy, arrogant nobles in the Interior. But lately one of the lady nobles has been really flirting with Erwin and has been getting way too close to him every time he's at a ball or meeting. You knew that Erwin loved you. But your insecurities got the best of you and that's whats ended up with you confronting Erwin which turned to a bit of a heated argument. "Erwin, how come you don't push her away huh?! So you just let her cling onto you like a lovesick dog!?" Erwin grunted angrily as he was writing a report. "(Y/n), you can't seriously be accusing me for indecency just because a random woman clings onto me." Your insecure thoughts clouded your mind and you yelled out, "Jesus Erwin it's like you don't even care to think about my feelings all you ever do is sit in the goddamn chair at the meetings with the nobles or you're dancing closely with that woman who's about to kiss you!! You're probably sleeping with her behind my back as far as I know!!" You slammed your hands on his desk as a sudden wave of fury washed over Erwin. "So why don't you just leave then huh?! It's not like I needed to be around you anyways. You're so damn needy (Y/n)." You let a gasp of shock as you turned around and ran out the door. That's when Erwin realized what he's just said and realized he's really fucked up.

Levi:

Ever since the return from the battle of Shiganshina, Levi's been out of it and having a rough time. It was mainly over the fact that so many lives were lost and that included Erwin's. Levi made a promise to him and he was gonna keep it. Levi and you have been together for a few years and this has been one of the roughest you've ever seen him. He's been training himself too hard and nearly pushes himself till he's almost on the brink of passing out. He wasn't eating as much either. You tried your best to help him get through and grieve but you guess it wasn't enough to make him give himself a break. Levi was throwing hard punches at a punching bag for god know how long. You decided to make him stop and take a break because he's been pushing himself way too much. "Levi, please come back inside. Don't you think you've been training enough?" Levi still continued his punches almost as if his sound was blocked. "Levi, you've barely eaten and all you've been doing is working out and constantly filling out paperwork. Do you even know how much you're pushing yourself?!" Levi stopped for a second to look at you as he coldly ignored you again. You've just had enough. You marched right up to your boyfriend and grabbed his arm. "Levi, we're going inside right now and you're going to fucking eat something and give yourself a goddamn rest. All you ever been doing is training!!" Levi glared with the most icy look in his eyes as he said, "Goddamnit (Y/n) how about you stop acting like a brat and actually do something useful in your life for once? All you ever do is bother me. Leave me the hell alone." Levi didn't really decipher what came out of his mouth until he actually said it and immediately regretted his actions. "Well.. I guess that's all I am to you huh? I'll do as you ask." Levi reached out. "Wait, (Y/n).." But you already ignored his words and left him. Levi grabbed his own hair in frustration. How was he gonna explain himself now?

Drunk Scenarios with the Aot Vet Trio

Can you tell I love the vet trio? Feeding you guys more and I hope you like this one! I'm pretty proud with the outcome. Inspired by the hcs @hanjisrealwife did <3

You and all the survey corps veterans decided that it would be a good idea to go and get a drink at the bar. You guys never got much time to sit back and have a drink so this was definitely a stress reliever. Erwin, Levi, Hanji, Miche, Nanaba, and Moblit were with you as you sat down and ordered some whiskey. Not only were you having an absolute blast, you may or may not have had one too many drinks of alcohol. You couldn't help it. You kept drinking and drinking. The other veterans were all each having their own fair share of alchohol but your eyes immediately went to your partner. That's when you decided to get up all wobbly and entertain them for the night.

Erwin:

Erwin noticed you walking over to him but it felt like you were walking on two left feet. "(Y/n), is everything alright? You don't look too good." You giggled with a flushed face as you sat down on his lap. "I am now. Why don't you say I give you a fun time, commander?" Erwin blushed in embarrassment. He already came to a realization that you were extremely drunk and he knew that you weren't gonna want to get teased by the others the next day. "Okay (Y/n), that's enough drinking for you today we should get back and rest." You pouted as you said, "But I wanna stay with you and have fun!" Erwin excused both of you from the group while all the other vets had an amused look on their face seeing your constant public displays of affection. As Erwin held your hand as you walked back he lightly smiled and said, "We'll have more fun another time."

Levi:

Levi noticed how much you were drinking despite his few drinks of alcohol he had. He knew how much of a lightweight you were when it came to drinking which wasn't going to do you good the next day. His thoughts got interrupted when you sat closely to him and put your whole arm around his body. "Hey babe. What do you say we go somewhere else and have a good time?" You winked. Levi eyes widened a bit at what you were saying since you were never the type to be this flirty in public. "(Y/n), you need to get your head straight and stop drinking this much. It's gonna be a pain in the ass." You took it up a step further by putting your mouth close to his ear and whispering, "Levi, you're looking so sexy right now. I just can't resist you." Levi stood up and grabbed your wrist as he heard the cackling of Hanji behind him yelling at him to have fun. Back at headquarters when he laid you on your shared bed he leaned in and whispered deeply, "(Y/n), I think you're sexy too." He then proceeded to walk back to the kitchen and get some water prepared for the next morning.

Hanji:

Hanji didn't bother to interrupt your drinking session since they were having a pretty good amount themselves. Moblit usually scolded them for drinking an excessive amount so they were having a bit less than they would. Hanji was talking to Levi about something until you came up behind them and started kissing their face repeatedly. "(Y/n)?" They laughed as Levi was getting a bit uncomfortable with the sudden affection. "Hanji!! I just love you so so much!" Levi didn't even bother with you as he snorted in amusement and proceeded to change seats to where Erwin was. "I love you too (Y/n)!" They said as you continued showering them in affection. Hanji proceeded to give you a peck on lips as you giggled. "Hanji, never leave me. I wanna stay with you forever." Hanji let out a flushed smile and said, "I'm always with you (Y/n)." You both couldn't care less at the other veterans looking at the both of you. Hanji and you grew in each other's presence as you enjoyed the rest of the night. Both you and Hanji became so wild that night that Moblit and Levi had to forcefully drag your asses back to headquarters.

Eren, Armin, and Levi's s/o finding out they asked them out for a dare part 2

The anticipated part 2! I know plenty of people wanted a part 2 so here you go <3 I might make an angsty version but we'll see

Eren:

Eren chased after you in the general direction he believed you went. This lead all the way outside to the football field where he hoped he'd catch up to you in time. But it was already too late. He didn't catch a sight of you anywhere and you must have already gotten farther than him. Eren grabbed his own hair in frustration and he felt nothing but hatred for himself. How could he have not told you about the dare? Eren wasn't thinking straight at the time because everyone of his friends including him was drunk. He randomly asked you out not believing he was already going to fall in love with you. But now that you found out, he feels like such a monster. Eren couldn't go looking for you right then and there because he had to play a game for the football team. As Eren grunted at himself in self pity, he heard a notification sound going off in his phone. Eren grabbed the phone from his pocket to see a sudden text from Armin. His emerald eyes widened at what he read. "I know where (Y/n) might be. When she's upset about something she usually goes to the park not too far from here. I sent you where it should be. I also let the team know you'll miss this game. Good luck. :)" Eren rejoiced at what Armin texted him only feeling a sense of gratitude for his best friend. Eren got into his own car and started driving to the park where you hopefully were. As soon as he parked in the parking lot, he slammed the door and jogged a bit hoping he'd find you. Eren was searching for at least 15 minutes before he suddenly saw your figure walking on a sidewalk with your arms huddled. Eren didn't care if he was in public so he shouted, "(Y/n)!!!" Eren ran up to you before you could go away again and he immediately put you into his arms. You didn't attempt to push him away but you weren't hugging him back either. "I'm so sorry baby. I'm sorry. I never wanted it to be like this." You didn't respond as he let go of the hug and held onto you where he looked you in the eyes. "I never should have took the dare. It was a big mistake. But I don't ever regret falling for you. I love you so damn much and I never lied to you about my feelings. Please, (Y/n). Believe me. Be angry at me but please don't leave me." Your face was wrecked with tears as you gave him a sincere look. "I could never hate you Eren. But it didn't give you an excuse to do what you did. I just need time right now to forgive you." Eren's eyes lit up with hope you haven't seen in a long time. He would give you the time you needed.

Armin:

As soon as you slammed the door shut all you saw was blur. The water came flooding down and all you felt inside your chest was pain. How could Armin do such a thing? He was the sweetest guy you ever knew and now he goes on to keep a lie from you. You didn't know what more to put in your head so you decided to just let yourself fall on your bed and go to sleep. When you woke up and got ready for school the next day, you decided to completely avoid Armin every time you saw him on campus. Without a glance, you would ignore him and walk away. Some of those times he'd try to talk to you but you just couldn't get yourself to say a word to him. His friends would try talking to you as well but it just got harder to talk to them too knowing they'd just bring up Armin. You were in too much pain to even deal with him. This lasted for a week and you weren't looking or feeling any better emotionally. You never really bothered to brush your hair, your eye bags were prominent, and you weren't eating as much as you should be. Your childish game came to an end when two of Armin's friends confronted you head on. There was no escape now. "(Y/n), you avoiding Armin on purpose needs to end now. Eren and I are done seeing you both like this." Mikasa said sternly. You looked down at your feet knowing that what she said was right. But you weren't sure. "How do you think I feel knowing that Armin took a dare just to ask me out? He didn't tell me anything." You said with a frustrated look. Eren opened his mouth and said, "I know Armin took a dare (Y/n) but he loved you all this time. Everything besides how you two met was never fake to him. Remember that." Mikasa nodded her head when you looked up at the two. "Armin hasn't been okay either ever since you found out. He loves you (Y/n). At least check up on him." You were stubborn but you weren't a mean person. So you agreed and followed them to his dorm room. As you made it to his room, they both leaved to let you two sort this out. You lightly knocked and as soon as you did the door came open. Armin looked like a saddened mess. "(Y/n)... I'm so sorry for what I've done! I hurt you and I lied to you. I should have told you the truth but all I did was make it worse. If you want to break up I understand. You don't deserve a terrible boyfriend like me..." You kissed him on the lips as it kept him quiet and he kissed back. "Armin. I don't want to leave you. I know you lied to me in the beginning. But I know that we've been through so much that felt real... I forgive you but you better promise no more lies." Armin smiled in gratitude and put his forehead on yours. "No more lies."

Levi:

You walked away from the bar as far as possible. You had no idea where you were going but you just wanted to get away from the man who hurt you the most. It was a busy night in the town you lived in so there were a lot of people walking around town checking out the shops and such. As you walked with your arms around yourself, you saw a nice looking cafe that had the door open. Your feet were feeling extremely exhausted so you chose to walk inside and grab a seat in one of the booths available. You walked to the counter and ordered a plain coffee before sitting down in an empty booth. The seating area had many kinds of people that were sitting down and chatting. The sight of a loving couple only made you feel something disheartening inside your chest. It reminded you of one of your favorite dates you went on with Levi. He took you to a beautiful cafe for your anniversary and he even gave you a beautiful ring to let you know how much he loves you. Levi never used his words to express his love for you but his actions said it all. Has Levi ever not proven himself after all this time that he's never loved you? Sure, he lied to you about how he asked you out but was everything you been through ever a lie? When he told you everything about his sad past? Was his rare smile towards you fake? You thought to yourself before you grabbed your coffee and made up your mind. You got your phone out and immediately dialed Levi's number to call him. Once the phone rang, you heard a deep voice on the other line. "(Y/n)?" You let out a sigh before you started. "Can you.. find me please? I'm at this cafe not too far from here." You heard Levi agree on the other line as he gave you a goodbye and hung up. Your body grew with only an anxious feeling as you waited for Levi to arrive at the coffee shop. What were you going to say to him? Would he even want to talk? The indecisive thoughts came to a halt when you saw the raven haired man walk into the establishment. His eyes softened when they laid onto you and he calmly walked some steps towards your booth. "Hey." He said. "Hey." The silence that came upon the two of you was kinda awkward as you didn't know what to say. After a couple of minutes a sound rang in the air and Levi finally spoke up. "I'm sorry." You softened your gaze as you put your hand on top of his. "I know you are Levi. I should apologize for acting the way I did." Levi shook his head before saying, "You shouldn't apologize for acting like that. You had every reason to (Y/n)." You clutched his hand as you said, "You shouldn't have done what you did. But I know you love me. We'll work this out." Your boyfriend grabbed your hand to lightly kiss it as he said something you haven't heard in a long time. "I love you." You smiled with your cheeks and your inside feeling warm. "I love you too Levi Ackerman."

AOT Vet reaction to crush defending them

Erwin:

You were Erwin's assistant for a few years now and you've gained a very close bond with your commander. You would always be assisting him with paperwork, helping him with meetings, and even making sure the man took care of his health. Your relationship with Erwin was nothing more than close friends but your feelings for the man you worked under didn't help with the professional environment. Erwin needed your assistance with a meeting in Wall Sina with some of the nobles so he can persuade them to fund for the next planned expedition. Convincing them was kinda difficult since they were all stubborn and lazy assholes who only cared for their personal gain. But Erwin was too much of a smart man so he was usually able to convince them as much as he could. When the meeting finished, Erwin had to leave you behind for a bit in order to talk about some of the final adjustments for the funds. You were looking over some of the paperwork when you heard the voice of a noble behind you. "Man, that commander sure is pathetic. Wasting our good old money in order to keep his soldiers fat and happy." The said noble laughed in a snobbish manner. You were used to hearing negative things about the commander plus you didn't want to cause a scene so you kept quiet. But the next comment just riled you up to the next level. "Erwin should maybe sacrifice more of his men so we can fund less money. All a selfish bastard like him does anyway." You couldn't hear these comments any longer as you stood up from your seat and turned behind with a horrific glare. "Selfish? The only selfish bastard I see here is the one talking shit about his money being wasted." The noble cowered beneath your glare that you didn't even notice the door being opened by a certain blonde. "If I hear you continue talking shit about the survey corps or the commander, I won't hesitate to beat your ass. Got it, pig?" The noble squealed at your threat as he quickly ran out of the room. The commander listening was a little surprised to hear you defending him but he couldn't help but feel proud of you for standing up for him. He definitely saw you in a new light that day and hoped to keep seeing it from here on out.

Levi:

You were busy working at your tea shop as you wiped down the counters. When the bell chimed from the entrance you looked up to see a familiar survey corps captain that frequently visited your shop. "Hey Levi! Good to see you here! The usual like always?" The said man nodded and said, "Yeah, just one black tea." The raven haired man brought out his wallet and paid as he walked over to one of the tables to sit down and wait. The little touch you shared made your face heat up a bit since you may have harbored feelings for the raven haired captain. You couldn't help it. He was kind in his own way and always had a caring heart, even if others couldn't see it right away. When you were preparing his drink, you overheard some military police members walk in the shop. The shop was already a bit busy as it is, but you could still overhear some of what they were saying. "Man the scouts have been pissing me off lately. Especially that captain. No wonder why no lady goes near him. He's as ugly inside and out." His voice was loud enough for you to hear and your temper got the better of you when said group of men walked over to your counter. "Hey lady, can we take a fresh cup of tea to go? We're dehydrated." Your fists clenched as you said angrily, "I won't be giving any tea to lazy asses who call the captain ugly. Who gives you assholes the right to say that? Go look in a damn mirror and see what ugly really is. Now get out before I make you." The group of men rolled their eyes in annoyance before walking out of the shop complaining. What you didn't know was that Levi overheard everything being said. Levi was used to the military police insulting him but he didn't expect you to defend him so easily. You always seemed so kind and soft spoken so it left some sort of shock with him. The anger was in so much control over your body that you almost forgot about the black tea for the raven haired male. "Oh, sorry Levi! Here's your tea." The man walked over to grab the cup and take a sip. What surprised you was what Levi said next. "Thank you."

Hanji:

Some members of the garrison regiment were crowded around for the titan experiments the survey corps were conducting. You've been a member of the garrison for a while but you've known Hanji ever since you were cadets. You would send letters to each other almost all the time for communication and Hanji would talk about how they were going to start studying the titan's behavior. You were willing to participate to help your best friend and you were excited to see them since it's been a while. Once Hanji saw you, they were ecstatic and immediately ran to you for a hug. You hugged them back tighter saying to Hanji how much you missed them and how it's been almost forever. The sweet moment couldn't last a while unfortunately since the experiments had to start. While some of the other soldiers found it ridiculous, you understood Hanji's intentions and why they wanted to learn more. It intrigued you to learn more about the titans as well. When Hanji was working on whether the captured titans could adapt to the dark, you heard some snickering behind you. "I don't know why we even came here. That crazy bitch think this is gonna do anything? Yeah right. What an incompetent fool." The man couldn't say any more when a heavy punch was blown to his face. His friend next to him had his mouth wide open in shock at your actions but you couldn't just step back and hear his rude comment. "Incompetent fool?! Who do you think you're talking about?! That's Hanji Zoe. One of the smartest people I know. These experiments actually show value in our knowledge about the titans. You're a pathetic ass for thinking that someone like Hanji is incompetent at their job. Now stop talking shit and get to work." You huffed in anger as you went back to work on the titans. Hanji was too bothered to even care about what anyone else said, but you being furious and standing up for them brought their attention quickly. They've never seen you that angry before and the fact that it was to defend them made their heart flutter in their chest. Hanji always saw you as a close friend but never considered being more even with the feelings they had for you. They started to gain more hope that you felt the exact same way about them.

Erwin, Levi, and Hanji reaction to s/o getting a haircut

Erwin:

When Erwin was inside his quarters reading on your shared bed he heard the sound of the bathroom door being open. You were in there for a quite a while but he wasn't sure as to why. When Erwin looked up from his page he became in awe and realized you had cut your hair short. His eyes twinkled with delight of you sporting a new look and his mouth came to a smile. "You look beautiful, (Y/n)." His compliment made you feel really shy especially with the way he was smiling at you so charmingly. Your hands went to your face for a second before saying, "You like it? I was worried with what you would think." Erwin nodded his head and gestured you to sit next to him. "It suits you very well dear." Your worry went away fast as the blonde giant cuddled up next to you and whispered sweet nothings in your ear.

Levi:

You knew Levi didn't care about your physical appearance. But that didn't stop you from worrying about his opinion on your new haircut. It was pretty short from what you had before and it went right to your chin. Would he not like it? What if he thought it didn't look good on you? Your overthinking came to a halt when you heard a knock on the door to your shared bathroom with Levi. "(Y/n) you've been in there for at least half an hour. You're not taking a shit so open the door." You let out a huff before you came to the door and unlocked it letting you get the view of Levi on the outside with his arms crossed. "What's up with you?" Levi said nonchalantly. "Nothing..." You told him trying not to feel self conscious. He read your body language really well so it wasn't that hard for him to decipher that you were feeling insecure. Levi saw your new haircut and stared at it for a few seconds admiring it silently. "You know you shouldn't feel bad about your hair. It doesn't even look bad on you." Levi told you in his tone of voice. "Really? It doesn't?" Levi shook his head and uncrossed his arms. His hand went to your head to pat it lightly and he said, "It suits you." You have never gained more confidence in your life.

Hanji:

"You sure you know what you're doing?" You asked your brunette lover that was cutting your hair. "I'm positive! It's just hair, how hard can it be?" You rolled your eyes in amusement while you heard the sounds of snipping behind your head. Your hair has always been on the longer side but this time you wanted to try cutting it shorter so it'd be easier to maintain. When Hanji heard, they immediately volunteered to cut your hair but you were a bit hesitant to trust them. "I hope you don't end up making me bald because you messed up my hair." You said teasingly. "Oh hush (Y/n)! I'm actually more good at this than you think!" As Hanji finished the last segment of your hair, they prepared to grab the mirror to show you what they've done. "Tada! What do you think?" You looked at the mirror seeing yourself and came to a shock that Hanji did a decent job. "I like it Han. Thank you for cutting it." Hanji pressed a kiss to your cheek and said, "See, I told you I'd do a good job." You smirked to yourself and muttered sarcastically. "Yeah yeah." Hanji was in thought for a few moments before saying. "I kinda wish you went bald though." "Really Hanji?" "I'm joking!!"

Erwin, Levi, and Hanji's reaction to their s/o's death

Erwin:

His face remained the same. He was as calm and composed as ever as he led his soldiers back to the walls. While he looked calm and composed, something in his eyes became eerie. Eventually when the scouts returned back to headquarters Erwin still managed to go on with his normal duties like nothing. But people around him knew he wasn't the same without you. His orders became more harsh sounding and he couldn't bring himself to show much emotion on his face. The return to his office was grieving when he came inside. His hands tightly gripped his hair as he started to blame himself for everything. The tears he held in were slowly falling out. Erwin believed he was at fault for all these soldier's deaths. Including yours. He would never get to feel your love for him again.

Levi:

Hearing from the fellow soldier that you died struck something within him. His face fell and he could feel absolutely nothing. Only emptiness and sorrow. Levi couldn't utter a word to anyone when they came back to base. The expression on his face remained the same as it always was but people like Hanji knew it was something different. Once Levi was inside the base, he immediately went to his office and shut the door behind him. He looked around inside the office to see some of the items you've left behind. Levi dusted all of them off and cleaned the entire office too many times to count. He needed to forget and move on with his duties like always. But everything inside reminded him of you. Including the ring inside the office drawer.

Hanji:

Their ears weren't believing what they were hearing. You couldn't be actually dead right? You were one of the strongest people they knew. Hanji was in shock and disbelief. Hanji still went along and did their duties but in a more serious manner than usual. The emotion on their face left completely and they looked as if they were dead themselves. Moblit knew they lost their light. Later at night, Hanji went inside the showers to wash their sorrows off. They never would shower and even feel the need to care of themself. But without you, Hanji needed to wash off the pain. The lavendar scent of the soap smelled just like you. They broke down in distress repeating to themself. No matter how much they repeat your name wanting you back, they know you never will.

AOT Characters and How Good They Are With Children (MY OPINION)

Good:

Historia- She wanted to start the orphanage in the first place and she obviously loves kids <3

Erwin- Is a very responsible and smart man so he'll know how to take care of children.

Levi- Although he's a bit awkward, he handles kids pretty well so he's trustworthy to leave your kids with.

Mikasa- It's just so obvious she'd be so sweet and loving towards children you can't tell me otherwise.

Armin- He won't be sure how to handle them at first but like Erwin he's a very smart boy so he'll figure out what to do. He'd be really sweet too.

Reiner- He's an actual big brother type of guy and come on you can just tell from season 4 how good he would be with kids. Actually spoils them.

Meh (They're okay):

Jean- He's not necessarily awful at taking care of kids but he wouldn't be great at it.

Connie- A lot of people would put him as bad with kids but surprisingly I think he would be okay at it. Probably accidentally curses in front of them.

Bertholdt- I think he would be really awkward and struggle a lot LMAO. Probably has a couple mental breakdowns but he does alright.

Bad (Please don't leave your kids with them):

Eren- It's just so obvious how bad he would be. Ends up picking a fight with the kid if they make him mad and the kid ends up crying.

Hanji- Hanji would be super irresponsible I'm sorry 😭 They would end up only focusing on their lab work and just give the kid a dangerous explosive or something like that. (Moblit has to do the actual work)

Sasha- As much as she's so sweet girl would struggle a lot LMAO. She wouldn't know what to do at all if the kid starts crying and she just panics.

Zeke- I have nothing to say.

Eren, Armin, and Levi Reaction: They Call You Clingy

This isn't my best but that's okay :))

Eren:

Eren was busy working on his titan experiments all day and he hasn't gotten any better. He's been trying to be able to harden his titan body all day but nothing seemed to be working at all. The captain didn't really look too pleased either so he was having a really difficult time. "Hey Eren!" He heard you call out to him in the distance. You ran to him with a gorgeous smile on your face. Normally, you would always brighten his day when you showed up but his tiredness and stress got the better of him today. He just wanted to be left alone to work on his titan ability and he didn't need you here bothering him. "Why are you here (Y/n)?" Eren said in a cold tone of voice. Your face fell because of his tone so you just laughed to yourself awkwardly in hopes it'll help. "Um, cause I always see you after your experiments? I just wanted to see if you were doing okay and tend to your wounds." Eren rolled his eyes and turned away from you. "Well I don't need you here how about you go away (Y/n)." You tried touched his arm and said, "But Eren-" Eren launched his arm away and snapped. "God (Y/n)! I don't need another Mikasa on my hand and foot! You're so damn clingy and annoying! Just leave me alone!" You simply froze in the same place as you nodded your head and said, "Fine. Take care of your own damn wounds then." You walked away back into headquarters with your head down. If he wanted to be left alone, you would do as he asked.

Armin:

You've been really worried about Armin lately. He's had a lot on his shoulders ever since Erwin died and he's been really letting the stress get to him. Armin hasn't been taking any breaks either so it's been really worrying you if he's actually been taking care of his health or not. You then decided. You'd talk him out of working on plans and strategies for at least one night so he could get some good rest and eat properly. You walked to the library where Armin was working and proceeded to go up to him while he was sitting at the table working out strategies. "Hey Armin, been working all night?" Trying to get his attention you say. Armin didn't even peek a glance at you. "Mhm." He said quietly you almost didn't hear. You weren't just gonna give up though. "Maybe you should take some time off from working yes? You should go and get some rest you really need it." You tried to plead. Armin didn't obviously follow through cause he was still writing some things down. "(Y/n) I'm fine. Just to go to bed." You tried to beg again. "Not unless you go to bed with me. Can you please just stop strategizing for once?" Armin's fist clenched and he hit it against the table making your whole body flinch in shock. "No (Y/n)! What makes you think I'm gonna stop working?! Who else is gonna do this?! Now stop being clingy and just go to sleep!" Your eyes widened in shock at this. Armin has never yelled at you at all in your relationship. But if he wanted to keep working you'd leave him be. He's never called you clingy either which hit a weak spot since Armin knew about your previous relationships where your exes called you clingy. You went to bed that night crying yourself to sleep.

Levi:

Levi was at it almost all day and he's had enough of it. His squad has been training this entire day and they haven't even improved in the slightest. He understood they were still technically kids but it still stressed him out a bit. When the training was finally over he just needed a cup of hot tea and some alone time to unwind. Before Levi made it to the kitchen though, you were already standing near the entrance with a smile on your face. You must have been waiting for him. As cute as you are he wasn't in the mood today to deal with your antics so he just coldly pushed you aside to get inside. "Levi? What's the matter? You look pretty upset." You were walking beside him trying to talk but his headache didn't really want to deal with anyone talking today. So he just didn't respond and looked away from you with a tongue click. "Levi, just talk to me you don't have to ignore me." You said calmly and confused with his behavior. You grabbed his shoulder to stop him as he was still walking away. "Levi tell me-" Levi turned around with a fearful glare."Damn it (Y/n) I don't need you right now talking my ear off. If you weren't so damn clingy less people would find you annoying." Jab. That was a huge jab for you. Levi simply walked away from you in the same direction he was going to the kitchen. You knew he had a stressful day but that wasn't a damn good excuse for what he said to you. You slid your body to the floor not knowing what to do except think about if your relationship is worth it.

Levi's main love language is acts of service. It's all about the smallest things, which would be second nature to him. You're having trouble with your gear, he will have it fixed without you even knowing about it. You said you were hungry, and a peeled apple would be waiting for you on your desk. If he ever sees you crying, he would simply wave his tissue in front of your face, prompting you to take it. If you try giving it back he would wave you off claiming that it's too dirty with your tears. But the truth is he just wants you to have something that's his, something that would remind you of him. If your horse is acting up ? No worries, Levi will calm it down and even help you get on it again. Right, he wouldn't miss a chance to get close to you.

So, moving on to his second love language: physical touch and proximity. Levi is very much touch deprived. Hence, he seeks comfort in your touch or at least in being close to you. If there's a meeting, he always makes sure to sit next to you. If you all are on mission in the woods and there's a bonfire, just know that no matter how close to the fire you could be or how far, Levi will be seated right next to you. He couldn't care less about the cold because one look from you and he's feeling so warm, inside and out. He would always pat your head. Once you start dating, hugging you would be his favourite thing to do, from the back with his arms draped around your waist or shoulders as he kisses the top of your head or nuzzles your neck, (I'm blushing so hard right now ).

Next in line is quality time. He just adores being with you, by your side, giving you his undivided attention, though very subtly that you don't even notice. But he does. He listens, and he cares, storing everything you say somewhere in his memory. He watches so carefully and takes many pictures with his grey eyes that he stores deep in his heart. Also, if you're ever focused on him, he would get a tiny bit flustered, and his ears would go red. He solely cherishes the way you look at him. He wouldn't, couldn't look away.

Levi doesn't strike me as much of a gift enthusiast, but like always, you're the exception to the rule. I believe he would treasure the littlest thing you could gift him, and in return, would give you the world. If there's a pretty flower or leaf around, he would pick it and march towards where you're seated and would place it on your lap, muttering about how it reminded him of you.

Levi doesn't really vocalise his affection much. But, one day you would be training and pushing yourself a bit too hard and when Nanaba asked what was wrong, you would explain how you've been feeling useless due to all your comrades dying and you not being able to do much about it. Levi ,who witnessed the whole scene, came by your quartes later, looked you straight in the eyes, took your hand in his caressing them, oh so softly, "You are enough, you are doing good by staying alive and fighting in the name of all that we've lost, don't you start questioning yourself after we- after I have put my trust in you. You who has always been so bright and hopeful, don't doubt that we'll make it in the end, together, "he whispered, looking so fond. He then turned around and left you awestruck and teary-eyed.

I really obsess over Levi's hair soooo much. It looks so silky and fluffy. The perfect colour and length, just drop dead gorgeous.

I really obsess over Levi's grey shirt(you know the one). It looked so soft and hugged him just right. The collar wasn't too slutty but it's the kind that makes me wanna reach out and trace with my fingers. The broad shoulders, sculpted biceps, slender waist, thick thighs. Perfect combo to end me.

I really obsess over Levi's eyes. Those grey shimmering gemstones. Somewhat calm and steady, or strong and unyielding, sharp and focused. And my favourite, warm and comforting. I would love to get lost in his gaze and never brought back.

I really obsess over Levi's mannerisms. His cold exterior, exuding an aura of assurance and unwavering resolve. His soft and muted attitude, whispering the secrets of a gentle soul. His resilient and determined personality.

I really obsess over Levi.

My comfort character.

My hero.

Levi + physical touch = me blushing.

You can't stop thinking about Captain Levi, whom you've had a crush on for a while now, helping you get on your horse by lifting you up with his hands on your hips. His touch lingering around your waist to help you get settled.

You've also noticed how your captain never misses a chance to pat your head. Sometimes, he goes so far as to ruffle your hair. Butterflies assume your stomach is a ballroom. Your cheeks redden, and the floor captivates you in a way like no other.

When the mess hall gets too crowded, your captain softly places his hand on the small of your back, guiding you through the gathering. Never leaving your side.

Besides, Captain Levi is often, if not always, sitting next to you. During meetings, he always saves you a seat. And if you must stand, then he would choose the closest chair to your being.

On special occasions, you would end up on the roof of hq. Seeking some peace and enjoying the view. Captain Levi ,having trouble sleeping, joins you when he spots you one night. It's become a recurring thing. You both meet on the roof after an exhausting day. One time, you end up falling asleep on his shoulder. You wake up at sunrise in the same state. One slight difference is that your captain is soundly sleeping, his head leaning on yours.

The sun was setting down, and the breeze was so comforting.

"Hyaah ! Nice, finishing this expedition with my 50th kill, "you shouted excitedly as you settled down on top of a roof.

Too caught up in your celebration, you failed to notice the 7 meter titan coming towards you. It wasn't until he was too close, obscuring you from the golden hour that you finally turned around.

Not losing your cool, you pulled out your blades, ready to fight. Suddenly, the titan collapsed, and blood streamed down its back.

"My lady," Levi was standing next to you, bowing slightly to kiss the back of your hand.

"You have to stop with your knight in shining armour act." he grinned, couldn't help but admire how adorable you looked, blushing and looking away.

"Makes you wanna pop the question, huh ?" His smirk was loud and clear.

You, of course, couldn't let him get away with this. "Makes me wanna pop a child."

Levi has never looked so taken aback. He was as red as a tomato.

"Hey, lovebirds, come on, we have to leave before it becomes too dark out." Moblit yelled while struggling to get Hange out of those filthy creature's mouths.

"Come on, you brat, let's fall back,"

He held your hand and took off. He was trying to look unaffected, but you could see the tiniest smile forming on his pretty face.

Before helping you get on your horse, he squeezed your hand and kissed your cheek.

"Congrats on getting your 50th kill. You did great out there, love."

"Thanks," you said, smiling softly, " need me to teach you some moves ?" You added jokingly.

"Don't get too full of yourself. Your head could get bigger," Levi replied nonchalantly

"Hey, not nice." You snapped

He just shrugged and took off.

"Come on, let's race," he said over his shoulder.

And you did just that. Of course, he let you win, and you knew it but still bragged and teased him like your life depended on it. And again, he let you, because how could he spoil your fun ? Especially when you smiled so brightly.

I mean, I’d probably piss myself if I were marlowe or hitch, but as a protected interloper… TIDDIES 🤭

did i post this? just how imposing he looks rjgkwjdjgjejfjrjdfjejejrjt and his boobs