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AND I KNOW THERE IS SOMETHING ALL WRONG ABOUT ME, BELIEVE ME.
“Electra”, by Euripides, tr.Janet Lempke; // @sunsbleeding ; // “War of the Foxes”, by Richard Siken; // unknown; // “Fleabag”, by Phoebe Waller-Bridge; // unknown; // “Monsters”, by Nikita Gill; // unknown; // “Women and other monsters: Building a new mythology”, by Jess Zimmerman; // “Claustrophobia”, by Tracie MacVean; // Buffy The Vampire Slayer. 2.21 “Becoming: Part 1”
My Own Worst Enemy
Every day some part of me wishes I could go back in a time machine or something. Not just to the day that I met him, but long before that - maybe to the age of 8 or 9.
If I changed some decisions, maybe my self worth would have been healthy when I met him. Maybe his smooth-talking wouldn’t have hooked and dragged me in. Maybe I would have felt like I deserved more that a boy who told me I was pretty but made me feel unbalanced all the time.
Perhaps then I’d be sitting here working confidently and not steeping in self doubt.
Oh wooooow a new short fic by @vladimirsangel !!!!
Cannot wait to read it at woooork 👀❤️
@blackforrestpunk this is all your fault.
We made another one, this time a sad one. Enjoy and tell your friends!! UvU
I expected her to be perfect and everything would be the way it was when I left her. My expectations are the things that hurt me. My expectations are the reason that she never loved me like I believed she did.

If you said yes to the first 3 please explain in the tags what animal it was and what was the damage
I miss my boyfriend. We wanted to meet today but we didn't and now he asked if I wanted to come over and sleep at his place but I am at home, and since I live in a little village there isn't any public transportation that would go at this time.
I really wanted to see him before I leave for a week...
I'm feeling terrible because we couldn't meet because of how bad I planned it all and I misunderstood stuff and didn't communicate enough.
But it's done now, I can't change it anymore...