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and the first is more likely when you have the second 🤷‍♀️

one year ago vs today

I still have a long way to go, but hey progress is progress 🤷🏽‍♀️

Debating making a discord for everyone, lmk if people would join 💕🎀✨🫶

i need motivation so bad that isn’t something like “ana wants you to SO BAD!!” girl that’s a mental disorder not a magical skinny goddess

and i don’t want to be 70 pounds, i don’t want to look sick and like a rotting corpse. “you’ll be able to see every bone under your skin. bones are pure.” ew. girl bye.

other motivation pls >_<

It's been a minute damn it's been like 2 months jeez I went through some stuff and my mom seemed to be getting worries and I started feeling worse when I starved than when I ate so I attempted recovery and it was going fine for like a month but the thoughts are creeping up on me especially since school has started back up so here is to relapsing ig because I can tell I gained weight and I would rather feel guilty because I'm probably getting closer to my sw than my lw so ya I'll try and post more and do those calender of calorie things starting next month because I haven't been tracking I think I'm gonna have my goal be 500 call again because 200 just lead to me binging no matter what hopefully I can get there eventually also I don't have a scale or anything but I can take measurements so instead of weight I'll do that for now and taking pictures daily I'm starting while on my period so it'll be a challenge for me cause I crave really bad but maybe I'll feel sick enough not to eat I also can't fast for days at a time but I can do omad because I live w/ my dad which I've talked about b4 but I can try and do it occasionally by saying I don't feel good or smth idk any way wish me luck 🫡 (I really hope It works this time😀) My goal is too be at my gw AT LEAST by the end of the year but hopefully by June or July for summer break and to look good in booty shorts bathing suits etc. ❤️

January 10th 2024 01:52

Dinner was my only good meal today😭

But i plan on working out Hella tonight so maybe I can burn all this off🤭 I need to get back on track with logging my meals to hold me accountable😬 ALSO I'm swimming tommorow and I swam Monday and Wednesday so at least I can work out like that🥳

July 12th 2024 22:06

B0dy ch3ck

I’ve really been hating my stomach fat, you can see it on the second pic.

Meanspo welcome 💕

Body ch3ck 10/15/24

Any words of encouragement is appreciated 💗 meanspo welcome