Responsible - Tumblr Posts
Despite death or end is painful and shattering heart, it is a bitter truth and is much better than a meaningless false.
Adulthood is going to an ice cream social and not putting every topping on it... Being responsible is sad...
I hope my partner doesn’t break up with me anytime soon (for several reasons) but one of them is that my rebound would probably involve a lot of thirst-posting about Stanley Pines and idk if that’s something I’d be able to recover from.
Endless mutual cycle
In our humanity most traumatized usually most traumatize. Look at all the traumatized nations of the world - the more you are a victim and a witness the more you are traumatized. The more you get used to traumas - you less pay attention to pain of others, and even for you pain. This leads to more and more mutual pain. The only way for healing to our society is to heal our collective ptsd. It is hard, because that means meeting the dark sides of our own. Thatmeans healing and meeting our wounds by daring to feel all the spectrum of emotions. Otherwise too traumatized souls will seek only more and more power, ravange and destruction. Because when our soul feels powerless destructed and madly insulted... We might cast it on the next in line. Our responsibility is to be the change we want to see. To not assume we are good people just because of anything... Rather to look with highest credibility and honest authenticity and find all those parts in ourselves. Through the healing of individuals societies heal. Be part of this process with me, let's take personal responsibility ❤️
Eye Lady Yearns to Draw
...but Eye Lady forgot that she has assignments and packing for a week in hometown so I'm just copingTM.
The best I can do is push the Owl John agenda and y e a r n.
On the upside I built like three little gunpla yesterday on a friend hang out so like, I'm not completely crazy yet. We also played 'assign the TMA Entity' to Supernatural episodes which was kinda fun lmao
Update [7:09pm]: I have 4 hrs left and 0 focus. Not even Coffeezilla can save me. Not even LegalEagle. Not even SomeOrdinaryGamer. Not even friendlyjordies. I am in pain.
Update [10:38pm]: 1 1/2 hrs left, made some progress, know im gonna fail. I just hope I can ramble my intentions well enough in a blog.
Update [11:51pm]: That shit is so ass omg I'm so getting a 2 or a 3 at minimum mg.
Remember kids: Never trust the Maya Kayla rig