Too Many Feelings - Tumblr Posts
especially when you think it didn't turn out well. it's like, yeah I made this thing, but it is not as good as it should be, and then people are like whoa, you made this? it's the bestest thing on the planet!
there is no validation quite like when people really enjoy something you cooked
AGAIN THIS EPISODE HIT ME RIGHT IN THE FEELSðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ’”💔
GODDAM YOU VIVZIE, LET THE TWO MAKE UP ALREADY! MY HEART CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!
I’m honestly glad Blitz and Verosika made up, but now it’s time for Stolas and Blitz to make amends and start over. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Time
more time
more time
more time
greedily grabbing it
just to throw it away
i need more time
i don't have time
things are piling up
i look the other way
just runnin' away
runnin' again
what's your address
i'm just up in my head
my eyes follow the blaring screens
noise drowning my thoughts
before they can breathe
the music's loud
i don't even understand it
avoiding my language
so the lyrics don't get to me
i don't wanna feel
anything; it's too much
my eyes are glazing over
my mind's gonna explode
it's all too much
so I shut it off
shut it off
just get stuff done
but off I go
cause I've found another one
another distraction
it's pulling me in
everything's great in my head
the real world briefly flashes
before my eyes
until I face another screen
and pay it no mind
complaining about time
till I have none of it left
now the consequences
of my actions
they're chasing me
but I'm runnin' again
runnin' away.
Let Me Be Sappy For A Minute
Okay so it’s very late for me and unfortunately I can’t sleep. I’ve been hoping from one ASMR video to the next and no luck. However, with a lot of those being from Karuna Satori (actual goddess of my sleep schedule) I feel like being sappy because I feel like I haven’t touched base and interacted with you guys a lot. I love all of you dearly whether we talk or not and no matter how small this blog is currently it always lifts my mood to know that in some capacity, no matter how miniscule it is, I’ve been able to help SOMEONE, or make them smile for the first time that day, or helped them solve a problem or hell, even just help with their homework! I’ve done something to make someone’s life just a bit better and that’s all thanks to you guys. I’ve moved back home and gotten in a much better mental state than I was in July. I have two jobs, one of which is my dream job that I wake up ready and excited to go to everyday and it finally feels like things are working out. Thank you guys, so so much. I truly do love and appreciate all of you. As always, be good, be safe, and have fun.