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I feel like my Roman Empire is time.

You mean to tell me that 2017 was basically SEVEN FUCKIMG YEARS AGO?!?

And the fact that are grandparents were teenagers one time they fell in love and all the fun stuff

I have the most fucked sense of timing.

I'm meant to be meeting some friends at 2, I left the house at 1:25.

The park where we're meeting is a 10 minute walk.

Why did I think buying snacks was a 20 minute long task.

Now I'm just standing by a tree and writing this to pass time so I don't get there eerily early.

Curse anxiety and the social faux pa's its forced in me.

The dissonance inside me

Frequently happens that we hate and love one person in the same time. This dissonance ruins us, but gives specious memorable pleasure

Samus Aran History by Me.

Hands of Time. I like this one.

childhood dog, never mine

thinking about those cold mornings of some undefined time, somewhere between childhood and adolescence, and the hill over that catholic school to which i’ve left behind forever. a field separated from the park by the trainline, always the faint noise of metal against metal, singing as wheels collide with track. overgrown grass, neglected by human hands and lovingly nurtured by the soft rain of the winter, rain that burst the banks of the creek and left the ground marshy under the feet of the dog as we walked it. i never had a dog, but i could play pretend with my cousins dog- we were always the same age in human years, but in dog years she’s become an old woman, while i’m still the little girl that i was back then. her heart is getting slower, and he eyes seem to almost glaze as she looks at you, doleful. i wont be able to hold her leash anymore. in the winter, the biting cold through cotton tights, a swirling fog descending upon those brave enough to venture out, and in the spring a carpet of fragrant bluebells dance between the wizened trees, an endless repeating cycle that scares me, because i can’t hold its leash. 

[ 12:00am ]

The world was ghostly-quiet except for my thought flowing like a tears. It would be an understatement if I said I was bored, but who cares.

" Well that all for today class, you may now leave"

I got all my things and left the class. My legs felt like noodles but I needed to keep up my pace with my classmates.

" Is that her "

" Yeah I think so "

" Wow she looks dead "

Whispers filled the hall an di tried to ignore it. I craved for a cigarette.

" I miss her "

All the kids where in the field moving like the sun, while I sat alone by the lemming light. But then I heard a voice. It was a girl my age. Her hair was red, just like blood. The end of hair where poison needles and her eyes where bags of bleach.

" Wow are you get alright"

" Of course i am"

But then the balls rang, as we matched out like ants making an anthills. As always the snakes waited for me outside. I simply moved passed them. Neither caring of my oblige behaviour. Walking down the white clean road, a group of kids ran passed me with sunny smiles.

" God damn it "

It started raining cats and dogs. I quickly ran under Miss Kate shop. She is the embodiment of truth. Today she looked quit glumly, it wasn't anything surprising to me.

" Hey sweetie, are you alright "

" Am good miss "

" Excuse me, could I get a bag for this "

I looked back to see a thrall behind my back. I quickly walked to the back, to wait for my turn.

" Here's your things "

It took like an hour, surprisingly to get to my turn. Lazily walking to the counter, Miss Kate stared at me with her, nurturing eyes. After having a pleasant conversation with her, I left the shop with a light headed mind.

Strolling back to my house, the stars shined on me. I wasn't even near my doors, but that didn't stop me from hearing my dad barking.

Welcomed with the smell of dead soul, some of my dad men where entangled in lust acts. My dad was no different ,he held a women by her throat. While scanning her body like a predictor. This made me wonder, how I was his offspring. He was a sadistic but who am i to judge. He's eyes where locked doors and his hair where dusty granite. The only thing that shocked me to the least was how young looking he was, but I would never trust the devil. I quickly walked to my room. Since I knew he was too busy with his disgusting deeds to notice me coming in. As soon as I entered my room, my eyes wondered to my mirror. My eyes gentle scanned the belt mark on my hand and glue on my hair, from my classmates.

" Is this really me "

I quickly looked away. I couldn't bare my reflections, my broken figure. Then and then, my doors swigged open, revealing a slander figure. It was one of my dad men.

" He want you "

Swiftly moving past him, I walked down the stairs to see my dad laying calmly on the chair.

" I want you to get us drink darling "

Cringing from beneath my stomach, I looked away from him. He never called me " darling ". Only when my mom was alive.

" But its's dark "

" Do I look like I care "

He throw the money at my face, as his men chuckled. Raging out of the house, the pokeroot dusty road consumed me as I made my way down to the shop, only to see two kids playing a game. But it was too dark to see what game it was.

" Hey, what could I get you "

Dropping the cash in front of him, I pointed at the bears behind him. He reliantly got the drinks. I wouldn't blame him, it was pretty late. Reaching into my pocket as he came back to the counter, I felt a crusty dusty cigarette.

" Can you get me a cigarette too please "

" Thank you "

Leaving with a fake smile, I walked back to my house. There a group of boys smoking.

" Could I borrow your lighter "

" Thank you "

Some people say smoker are more liable to death but trust me, nice people die early. I quietly let a sigh out as I reached my house.

" Finally guys, the bears here "

Without a thank you nor sorry from my dad or his men, I walked back to my room. For I am back to my lovely cave, only to smoke and wonder to dream land.

Within seconds, I was back here. Why you may ask, but without an answer. I sat down to listen to my teacher blubbing about our project. But suddenly I felt an ought to let a river out. Rushing to the toilet, I slammed the door. Leaving a cracking smile. One that would remain with me.

Coming out of the toilet, I looked into the mirror, my hair was red, just like blood. The end of hair where poison needles and her eyes where bags of bleach. Leaving with a cracking smile, I got my gun and bulb switch from my tights.

Walking through the halls, I used padlocks to lock all the doors, as all the teacher locked at me with suspicion and fear. I gave them a childish wave with a manic smile as my hand reached the bomb switch without losing eye contact my goals. Doors and glass shattering as screams escaped from all the classrooms. But at the corner of my eyes I noticed one of the teacher was screaming, as she had escaped her death. Just one glance at me, made her legs tremble.

" Why would you do this "

" Why- we both know why "

I really didn't want to waste time on her. As soon as I set my eyes on my gun, she flied. Doors slamming and feet's pattering as the cat and mice chased each other. Swigging my hand swiftly I landed a bullet in her head.

" Sorry miss "

Walking out of the school with a cracked smile, I happily ran down the dark road, only to hear my dad barking. But not for to long. Welcoming with a smell of deal soul, all my dad men where dead. Thank to the poison I had put in there drinks yesterday.

" How could you do this, after all that I had done for you "

Letting a manic laugh, I looked him dead in the eyes

" Why are you laughing "

He screamed like a spoiled child. But down his body went like a broken door as my bullet had claimed him head. I quietly let a satisfied sigh, I sat down on the chair. Lilting my cigarette.

" The world ghostly-quiet "

" And- cut " said the director. that was the last thing I heard before a group of applaud followed. My fellow act and actress hugged and praised me for my great acting. We all screamed with joy, for we had finally finished all shooting for the movie.

" Billie it was nice working with you"

" And it was nice working with you, Mr Dean "

" Thank you" he said with a sunny smile as I hugged him.

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Curious Fear

i'm dreading it

i can't wait

i want time to slow down

i want it to hurry up

Future holds me in her hand

the strands of my hair

entwined around her fingers

and my feet glued to her palm.

i stray to Past sometimes

longing for her knowing embrace;

the comfort of her certainty.

but my hair only reaches my waist,

and the hands of the clock move fast.

so I look through the gaps,

watching the Sun

plunge below the horizon,

hiding its colours except

a pitying pink trail in the sky.

the following darkness is unbearable

until the Moon proudly shows off

it's blemishes in monochrome.

yet if their beauty were measured,

the scales would be left balanced.

i crave more,

hoping a new sight will find me through the spaces.

i look on with curious fear,

not knowing what shades of the sun

will paint the clouds tomorrow,

and which leaves will bathe in silver moonlight.

or if any of it will happen at all.

curling my body

into the ridges of her palm,

my lashes entangle to welcome sleep.

it comes with dreams of warm orange,

cold grey and midnight skies.

Time

more time

more time

more time

greedily grabbing it

just to throw it away

i need more time

i don't have time

things are piling up

i look the other way

just runnin' away

runnin' again

what's your address

i'm just up in my head

my eyes follow the blaring screens

noise drowning my thoughts

before they can breathe

the music's loud

i don't even understand it

avoiding my language

so the lyrics don't get to me

i don't wanna feel

anything; it's too much

my eyes are glazing over

my mind's gonna explode

it's all too much

so I shut it off

shut it off

just get stuff done

but off I go

cause I've found another one

another distraction

it's pulling me in

everything's great in my head

the real world briefly flashes

before my eyes

until I face another screen

and pay it no mind

complaining about time

till I have none of it left

now the consequences

of my actions

they're chasing me

but I'm runnin' again

runnin' away.

i want to know the answers.

the correct ones,

the perfect ones,

the ones that will stop me

from gazing up at my bedroom ceiling

as the night passes by.

i’m afraid, though.

fear crawls up my spine

soaking my skin.

i'm afraid the answer

simply doesn’t exist.

am i in the wrong place?

or an old puzzle piece

unable to fit in the right place

due to edges frayed by time.

in her cruel nature,

she snatches everything away.

like a forest fire,

unrelenting as it turns

lush green to ash grey,

nothing but mournful black land in its wake.

but we can’t blame time,

for cruelty is in her nature.

so we blame ourselves;

i blame myself

for not fitting in,

for not catching up,

for not growing and

shaping myself into the mould

of other’s expectations.

and all I can do is wait

and hope time will do it for me:

hope time will smoothen

my frayed ends

or tear them off entirely—

whatever it takes

to make this the right place;

whatever it takes

to find the perfect answer.

It was a year ago and I felt not good enough. I've been told I'm going to be better, smarter with time. Now I feel time passes too fast. I'm not going back. Not saying no to my authentic self anymore. I don't want to create an idol for myself anymore. I want to listen to that quiet voice of the soul.

Soulmate AU List - part 5

Disclaimer: Some AUs overlap. They will (hopefully) be mentioned in one place only. Keep scrolling to find what you’re looking for. This is not entirely alphabetical. This is not a complete list and can always be added to/improved.

See previous posts for additional variations.

Table of Contents - **tattoos (soulmark)

1. General  2. Placement  3. Symbols  4. Touch  5. Timers  6. Words  7. Writing (see communication/sound)

**time related

1. General  2. Life/Death  3. Timers (see tattoos)

**tattoos (soulmark)

General

*you have a compass on your body that points in your soulmate’s direction, and it stops spinning when you and your soulmate meet

*your soulmate’s thoughts appear on your skin, changing as the thoughts change

Placement

*tattoo/soulmark can be anywhere on the body

a. nonspecific place on body  b. specific place on body  

c. ankle  d. arm  e. cheek  f. chest  g. hand  h. hip  i. neck  j. palm  k. wrist

*soulmates always have their marks in the same location

*soulmarks can move or shift on skin

*tattoos are always stationary and do not move

*soulmarks change over time

a. grow over time  b. shift or move over time

Symbols

*you and your soulmate have identical soulmarks 

*soulmates have matching/corresponding soulmarks (ex. sun and moon) 

*your soulmark starts off as a dot/one symbol but changes 

a. when you and your soulmate touch for the first time  b. over time  c. as you get closer  d. as your soulmate changes as a person  e. when you and your soulmate make eye contact for the first time  f. at a specific age  g. other

*your soulmark glows when your soulmate is 

a. nearby  b. touching you

c. other people can see the glow  d. only you can see the glow

*your soulmark itches when your soulmate is 

a. nearby  b. touching you 

*your soulmark changes (insert) based on your soulmate’s emotions/mood

a. colors  b. shapes  c. other

*your soulmark changes (insert) based on your soulmate’s location/type of weather they’re experiencing 

a. colors  b. shapes   c. other

Touch

*when your soulmate touches you (for the first time), colors appear on your skin

a. any color  b. specific color  c. permanently  d. temporarily 

*when your soulmate touches you (for the first time), symbols appear on your skin

a. any color  b. specific color  c. permanently  d. temporarily 

Timers

*timers count until you meet your soulmate 

*timers count until your soulmate’s death

*you have timers for counting both

*Timers count 

a. up until event occurs (to a potentially infinite number) b. down

*Timers count in

a. seconds  b. minutes  c. days  e. months  f. other forms of counting/timekeeping

Words

*your soulmark is the name of your soulmate(s)

a. full name  b. given name only  c. surname only

*names on both wrists, one is soulmate, the other is 

a. enemy  b. rival  c. other  

d. you know which is which  e. you don’t know which is which

*list of (insert) on arm (or leg)

a. list of soulmates  b. list of highly compatible people

*the first words that your soulmate says to you appear on your skin

*the first words you say to your soulmate 

*the last words you soulmate says to you

*the last words you say to your soulmate

*words on your skin list what your soulmate is feeling

*words on your skin list what kind of weather your soulmate is experiencing 

*the most frequent thing your soulmate will call you appears on your skin 

*every lie your soulmate tells you appears on your skin

a. it also appears on their skin  b. it only appears on your skin

*each soulmate has one half of a quote that is important to their relationship 

*the words appear 

a. in your language  b. in their language  c. in their handwriting 

d. one letter at a time  e. one word at a time  f. all at once g. other

Writing (see communication/sound)

**time related

General

*you will keep looping your life until you meet your soulmate 

*you meet your soulmate the day after the worst event of your life

*time stops when you meet your soulmate

a. you freeze  b. you can travel around

c. when time restarts you find yourself where you started

d. when time restarts you find yourself where you ended

e. you cannot change the world around you

f. you can change the world around you in minor ways

g. you can affect the world around you in any way

h. you control when time starts

i. you don’t control when time starts 

j. there is a limit to how long time stops

k. you don’t need sleep when time is frozen  

l. you do need sleep when time is frozen

*time stops during the birthday of the

a. younger person  b. older person  c. both  d. other

*you and your soulmate switch bodies during the birthday of the 

a. younger person  b. older person  c. both  d. other

*you and your soulmate have to go through different soulmate AUs for a 

a. specific amount of time  b. a random amount of time  c. until you have gotten to know each other 

*at a specific age/time soulmates are paired together for a sort of battle royale/competition 

*at a certain age, your soulmate receives a file about you

*you can send one item to your soulmate every year (see Communication/Sound)

Life/Death

*if you don’t meet your soulmate by your #th birthday, you die

*as you die, you flash through your soulmate’s entire life

*everyone has life points/years and people can give their soulmates their own life points/years if the soulmate is lacking

Timers (see tattoos)

The passing of days

that’s really cute 🍓

Time is running out...☀🌌🌟✨

You said you have a dream... Do you remeber that??🌙🌟💎🌺

Guys,,,, revelation

All of us experience time at different rates.

All the people who are currently experiencing time together with us are like perceiving all that is happening now.

And people perceiving time at other rates, we cant have access to them.

Just got bored and Anime Studio Debut is a butt, so I just used paint and made what I call, “Separate worlds”.