Funny, But Not Ha Ha...
Funny, But Not Ha Ha...
Losing him doesn't hurt the same way losing you did; but it still feels like I've been gutted.
I guess that's the difference between losing an obsession, and losing the best thing to ever happen to me.
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It was inevitable.
On My Knees
I've refused to pray for him to come back I've refused to pray for him to change his mind
But a second ago that's exactly what I found myself doing.
Down The Rabbit Hole
And fuck me here I go
Head first because if
I'm going to self destruct
It may as well be with you.
The Medicine of my People
I go to see my dad; I collapse on his chest ugly crying, harsh and jagged.
My father, he is not an emotional man. My father does the only thing he can think of-
he hands me a kitten.
Interrupted
Sister comes over and I cry and I howl and I moan and I blow snot into a rag; and she is there, my rock while the hurricane surges around her.
I am calm when she leaves, still bruised still hollow but human again.
I wake to the gift she has left me, my shoes lined neatly and crisp against the wall, organization from the tumble in which I had left them.
And I laugh.