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I almost forgot a part.  We had to make two trips.  

The first time we had gone was closer to his birthday.  I had to book 6 weeks in advance as spaces filled up quickly.  When the weekend came, the forecast called for some rain with periods of sunshine.  Furthermore, there were other people who were in line ahead of us.  We were advised by the club to come and hope for the best as there was still a good possibility we would go.

So we went and were trained.  Ultimately, though the weather prevented us from having a turn to jump.

He was upset, once again, as I had dropped the ball on planning.  As if I could predict, six weeks in advance, that the wind would pick up with the rain just enough to make the jump unsafe for beginners.

An Experience

Referring to this 

I took us Skydiving in the summer of 2016 for his birthday complete with weekend away. It was probably the most exhilarating thing I’ll ever do.

We got videos and pictures of our jumps from the company we jumped with, but he also insisted I document his whole experience from start to finish on my phone. One of his complaints was that I never took pictures of anything, and that was a sign that I was not normal or a good partner.

The consequence of me playing paparazzi was that we discovered, a few weeks later when the official videos arrived, that I was in the first part of his.  He was furious about that, stating how he’d have to re-edit it to be able to show it to his family.

Worst of all, where previously he had been raving about the experience, he soon turned it around.  He was dissatisfied because I had participated.  He was angry that I had not just paid for him to jump, but that I had jumped myself.

He stated that I just “couldn’t let him have anything.”

Always seemed that no matter how much I spent or planned that I couldn’t do anything right.

Sirius being Sirius

Sirius: I haven't told you yet, why I ran away from my family this summer...

Y/N: So why did you run away?

Sirius: Because my parents decided that you and I are supposed to get married.

Y/N: *piqued* So you broke with your family because you don't want to marry me?

Sirius: No.

Y/N:

Sirius: I broke with my family because I don't want you to be forced into something our parents would consider an advantageous marriage. I want you to have the chance to marry the man that you love, the man that YOU want to marry.

Y/N:

Sirius:

Y/N: You're lying. Whithout batting an eye!

Sirius:

Y/N: It's because YOU don't want to be forced into an arranged marriage. YOU want to have the chance to marry the person that you truly love. You selfish little prat!

Sirius: Well, uhm...you're my best friend and I love you? *smiles innocently*

Y/N:

Sirius:

Y/N: It's Remus, isn't it?

Sirius: WOAH! Hold your horses!

Y/N: *stares at Sirius without blinking*

Sirius: *stares back*

Sirius: *blinks and looks away*

Y/N: *smirkes* I knew it!

It hurts even worse than I thought it would.

Train Wreck

I hate knowing how bad this is going to hurt in the end.

It was inevitable.