I'm Such A Mess, Why Would Anyone Want To Bring That Into His Life?

sad sadness skinny lost girl mentally ill not okay mental disorder i’m not okay sick and tired sick of myself IM SO FUCKING TIRED tired of life hate my mind selfharm selfharm scars cutter hate selfhate lost never good enough alone lonely single my whole life (since 2000 btw) wanna die depressed anxious depression antidepressants wanna be skinny crying