Hate My Mind - Tumblr Posts

I wanna drink the pain away. But I can't drink because of taking strong antidepressants that doesn't even work...

I need a break from myself. How do I do that without killing myself...?

I am emotionally fucked up...

me, every day: i just dont have the energy for this today

I just checked how many calories were in my dinner with family.... it is so freaking high number, that I just want to throw up... I guess I will not eat anything tomorrow...

I feel disgusting.

I want to disappear.

Recovery from eleven years of depression. Recovery from having only the depressed personality... is fucking difficult.....

I feel weird.

How many cuts... how many scars - will make me feel better..? 🙏🏻 I am not fine...

I'm tired AF.

Lets cut off my feelings in order to not feel miserable 🥳

And yes, that is exactly how I deal with the shit called life. I just ignore it hurts so bad and I go through the motion.

So sick of crying..!

I hate this reality SO MUCH....

I'm such a mess, why would anyone want to bring that into his life?

Clinical Depression is an ILLNESS not an attitude. So stop telling me to "think more positively" or "just cheer up".

Thank you world.

cenin

Not to sound edgy but I wish I was stable enough for love

being sad is exhausting.

I was on a job interview today and the boss asked me where do I see myself in twenty years. My only thoughts were "Dead. I hope I will be dead."

But I rly needed the job. So, I just smiled and said "I have no idea".