Sick And Tired - Tumblr Posts

Living with Clinical Depression sucks. You want to live and enjoy your life, but you are also constantly tired to do anything. To go out, to hang out with friends, to have a family dinner, to fucking move and sometimes... you are just freaking exhausted to only breathe...

I want this tiredness and heavyness to go away, so I can start LIVING my life. Not just survive through time.

I mean. Clinical depression. Trust issues. Body insecurity....

Why not add "r@ped and therefore terrified of intimite contact and men"... right? Thank you world, can't wait to see what is coming next.

I'm tired AF...

I just checked how many calories were in my dinner with family.... it is so freaking high number, that I just want to throw up... I guess I will not eat anything tomorrow...

I feel disgusting.

I want to disappear.

Recovery from eleven years of depression. Recovery from having only the depressed personality... is fucking difficult.....

How many cuts... how many scars - will make me feel better..? 🙏🏻 I am not fine...

I'm tired AF.

Lets cut off my feelings in order to not feel miserable 🥳

And yes, that is exactly how I deal with the shit called life. I just ignore it hurts so bad and I go through the motion.

So sick of crying..!

I hate this reality SO MUCH....

I'm such a mess, why would anyone want to bring that into his life?

Clinical Depression is an ILLNESS not an attitude. So stop telling me to "think more positively" or "just cheer up".

Thank you world.

cenin

Not to sound edgy but I wish I was stable enough for love