~They Say The Hardest Goodbyes Are The Ones You Never See Coming. I Couldn't Disagree More With That

~They say the hardest goodbyes are the ones you never see coming. I couldn't disagree more with that statement. The hardest goodbyes are the ones you see coming, the ones you can't stop, the ones that are unavoidable. You can't think of a way out of them, and there's nothing you can do or say to make them stay. So, no, it's not the unseen goodbyes that hurt the worst. It's the long, foreseen, and inevitable goodbyes.~

-a poem of a new kind

500 posts!

My goodness, it seems like only yesterday I hit 100! Hooray to me 🎊

~I think I saw how similar we are and fell in love with what my eyes perceived. Another shard that I'm missing, another broken splinter, another piece of me. Such a selfish thing on my part, falling in love with the parts of myself that I found in you.~

-a poem of a new kind

~Thinking about it is driving me crazy

Behind closed doors, it's just him and me

Carefully hidden where no one can see

Love bites and hickeys, just under the seams

The things I want him to do to me~

-a poem of a new kind

~I just love making him smile. I really do. His smile makes me smile, too.~

-a poem of a new kind

The more I think about it, the worse I'm doing. I suppose cutting out stimulants at this time was a bad idea

Edit: this was my 500th post. I just hit 100 back in like... September