Stressed Out - Tumblr Posts
I am not fine. I keep thinking about the parallels so much like everything about it.
just had the most stressful week... and its only monday--
how tf am i experiencing this level of stress and workload when im only so YOUNG
i fear for the day i experience the STRESS older people have like omfg
"Life Decisions"
I wish anxiety, pessimism, and guilt did not exist so it can be easier to do so.
It's been so stressful I just wanna rip my skin off and run into the woods and devolve into a Neanderthal again.
If I write what I feel, it’s to reduce the fever of feeling.
(via purplebuddhaquotes)
A few weeks ago, I had a panic attack and I was humming after to calm myself down. I caught myself singing Twenty-One Pilots, which confused me, until I realized that I was singing “Stressed Out.”
Subtle, brain. Subtle.
The more I think about it, the worse I'm doing. I suppose cutting out stimulants at this time was a bad idea
Edit: this was my 500th post. I just hit 100 back in like... September
Does anyone have any ideas
does anyone know how I can make a $40 by tomorrow? I know it seems strange but my mom just told me we are low on rent, she didn't want to stress me out seeing as I've been going through some problems right now. But I ended up finding out, anywaydoes anyone have any ideas.
The sun will rise and we will try again // Stay alive, stay alive fo me
This song is absolute perfection. If you have the time: 1. Go into an empty room and turn off all the lights 2. Lay down in a comfortable position 3. Put noise cancelling headphones in 4. Close your eyes and listen to this
You will not regret it and you’ll probably cry as well
All these songs I’m hearing are so heartless // Don’t trust a perfect person and don’t trust a song that’s heartless
One of my favorite twenty one pilots songs! This song shows what twenty one pilots is about; great lyrics, sang and rapped, as well as a blend of all genres. I also love Josh’s drums in this song. They add another layer to the song with that awesome beat. I also love the symbolism in this video.
*Sunday Scaries*
10.26.23
It starts slowly.
You’ve finally got some semblance of order in your life.
Then you feel it.
Out of nowhere and after every decision you make.
Doubt.
They say we’re our own worst enemy and our biggest critic.
It’s true.
Nothing you do is enough.
Nothing you say is enough.
You try so hard to fight against the demons that live in your head.
But you can’t.
Doubt.
Stress.
Anxiety.
They make you who you are.
You wish you could change it.
You’ve been trying your whole life.
Behind every conversation you have with someone your mind screams.
They hate you.
You hate you.
You think as long as you’re aware and you constantly reassure yourself that it will somehow help ease your mind.
It doesn’t.
Instead it creates a monster inside of your head.
A monster that is both parts you and every single thing you hate about yourself.
Maybe someday things will get better.
Until then you stand alone at the top of the mountain by yourself.
With you is all you’ve worked for and all you’ve accomplished.
What’s missing is everyone you care about because you pushed them away in your haze of self hatred and justified it all in the name of self preservation.
It’s all about self preservation.
Your entire life.
If you hide yourself away from everything scary and never really try then you won’t have to heal your broken heart.
But what if you break your own heart?
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I feel so dumb. Why the hell is this shit not being processed and understood in my brain?????? I know I'm generally dumb but being good in studies was what little pride I had left. Gosh I don't like being stupid. Yes I admit I get bored from being successful and getting good grades all the time but failure could and WILL ruin me. I give up easily and have a very weak will. I can't afford to lose the only thing I'm good at.