Hi!! I Don't Want To Be Mean To Anyone, I'm Writing This For My Boyfriend Who Sees My Posts And Thinks

Hi!! I don't want to be mean to anyone, I'm writing this for my boyfriend who sees my posts and thinks I'm doing this to stir up hate against him.

If, unfortunately, I write about you, it's to cope with a certain situation. I do not want anyone to think badly of you, or insult you. I'm bad at communicating, so reread this whenever you think I'm "shit talking about you on my Tumblr" :)

I'm just communicating my feelings and emotions!!

I miss my boyfriend, he misses me too, but when I text him, he doesn't answer me for 10 minutes sometimes and I try to be gentle, comprehensive but it's just hurting🥹 he's tired and I should be the one making more efforts, but he's always texting me when I'm busy and I can't answer him instantly so he miss me even more｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡

bruh he left me on delivered for 30 mins, I feel alone and sad, because I talk to no one else but him and one of my friends, the list is short, I'm lonely and need someone to talk to

I tried to tell him, I'm not the best at communication but I just want him to tell me what he's doing, his hobbies etc, it's just frustrating that I always feel guilty after

It's killing me inside I just want to be well, but since the 1st of September, I'm just sad and feeling more depressed than everything else

I feel like he's so sensitive and I'm already too sensitive, it's destroying everything because I'm not happy with it

But if I say nothing about him being absent, he would just tell me that he feels like I'm not loving him anymore and that we're getting distant ughh

Is it all my fault ? I feel like there's no issue

It's a bigger venting lol I feel so overwhelmed and sad

He's the man that I wanted but why is everything getting so bad lately

The world is against me (⁠ ⁠･ั⁠﹏⁠･ั⁠)

(I like putting cute gifs after saying the most depressing sh!t lol)

A stranger came into my DMs to send me horrible messages like: "I'm going to rape you," blah blah blah

I first thought it was a bot but he told me than he was not, then I told it to my friend and my bf and...

Well, my bf sent him threats in a message and suddenly the stranger deleted his account???

Then my bf called me a red flag because I didn't want to block the stranger right away (I wanted to know who he was and why he was sending me these types of messages) ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

After calling me a red flag, he told me I was too busy texting the stranger when I was busy studying lolll it just made me so mad bruh

Mostly he was the busy one texting him if he was sending him threats, and also, I should be thankful he reacted this way but idk

It doesn't make me happy to know that

Why am I taking screenshots of the girls' accounts he follows on Instagram ?

It might be some kind of self-harm idk lmao🥹