saskiaxblog

emptiness

23yrs, Poland. English/Polish blog. I am struggle with anxiety, eating disorder, depression, suicide thoughts and selfham. Welcome to my shitty life.

489 posts

For The First Time In My Life I Have A Broken Heart, It Hurts So Damn Much, I Don't Know If I Can Handle

For the first time in my life I have a broken heart, it hurts so damn much, I don't know if I can handle it, I want to die

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3 years ago

I want to go to bed, wrap myself in a blanket, drink tea and cut myself off from people and the world. This is my little asylum where i'm happy.

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saskiaxblog

3 years ago

I never thought a broken heart hurt so much.. But he killed me twice

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saskiaxblog

3 years ago

I'm home. I don't know what's happening to me. I tried to suffocate myself with a pillow next to my mother and she barely managed to snatch that pillow away from me

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saskiaxblog

3 years ago

I want try drugsss as fuck, maybe it will help me forget about my stupid thoughts and this fucking anxiety

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saskiaxblog

3 years ago

FUCKING LIFE, WE CAN PUT THEM IN OURS ASS ONLY

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