Kill My Thoughts - Tumblr Posts

let’s pretend we’re lovers for tonight and bare our bodies and souls open

constantly wanting to live in a space that is entirely my own where i’m just existing

i think one of the worst feelings is losing the high after you finished reading a book , you know ?

like you’re in this amazing place and feeling these emotions and then the book ends and you realise you’re real and it just feels empty.

autumnal air makes me feel cozy and fuzzy and winter air makes me want to kill anybody who touches me

The sky is on fire

With the

words of desire

Spoken in

Whispers of

smoke

of all the validations my brain had to choose from why did it have to be academic ?😔

physically i’m a human female

mentally tho i’m a tiny woodland fairy who collects berries for a living and wears raspberry hats and lives in tiny mushroom house

i was meant to bake and go on bookstore dates and drink milkshakes and read books and explore the world and visit bakeries and bookstores around the world and make animal friends and to live.

where did things go wrong ?

“i like how calm you are ”

thanks i’ve stop trying to feel emotions a long time ago and now i’ve trouble feeling regular emotions

buying and reading books are 2 different hobbies and i stand by this

my cat licking clean the spot where I just petted her on is my villain origin story

moon , books , cats and nature these are the things to live for

all I need is someone to sit through my rants about pointless things that have been nagging my noggin

oh to be a cat in the house of god

sitting in

the moonlight

On my

Knees praying

For a day

When

your fate

Intertwines

With me

I wan't to cry, i can't anymore, i fucking can't

I'm shaking, i'm about to throw up and i'm stuffy