saskiaxblog

emptiness

23yrs, Poland. English/Polish blog. I am struggle with anxiety, eating disorder, depression, suicide thoughts and selfham. Welcome to my shitty life.

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One Pill And We're Going With This Day :))))

One pill and we're going with this day :))))

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3 years ago

I don't know what to do, i can't find place for myself in home. I'm scared of my own mind and I'm losing control of it, everything is stronger than me and it's terrifying.

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3 years ago

I'm like "i don't care" and then i can't sleep because of it

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3 years ago

I'm hungry but i don't want eat

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3 years ago

My dad yesterday talk with my mom about me, she said him about my self harming and about my suicidal thoughts. He told her he had to sleep with it because he's in shock. He has to call me on days, maybe even today and I'm afraid because he has a specific character and I don't know what to expect

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3 years ago

I'm thinking about going to boxing training for the first time, maybe it would help me with anxiety and depression somehow, idk

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