4n4rex1a - Tumblr Posts
Its so upsetting that restaurant salads are like 1000+ calories, like, what are you putting in there that its that much😭 i dont want it.
,,You wouldnt want a fast matebolism :(,,
Literally shut up. If you didnt have one you would cry yourself to sleep wishing to have one like the rest of us.
Like why wouldnt you want it?? What are the downsides?? Eating evrething and being skinny??
Shut up
Yall keep forgetting who is the original thigh gap queen.
How long have you pvrge1ng. How much.How often. How did you find out.What triggered you into it.
Im trying to get into it but i just cant im more of an 4n4 girl :/
im going to starve but in a coquette lana del rey buffalo 66 snejana onopka kate moss sylvia plath thought daughter lexapro depression rotting animal kind of way
2/10/2024
TW: etemophobia, tmi talk, 3d, 4norexia etc.
This morning was crazy for me. I woke up at 5am and couldn't sleep, so I was watching television and planning to f@st today. I felt fine until I went to shower and suddenly got really dizzy during it. I ended up v0miting twice but I had eaten nothing (or not enough) for it to contain anything but acid. I ended up on the floor of the bathroom shivering and passing out for a few seconds before waking back up. That went on for a while and I ended up in bed still shivering but less nauseous after I had a rice cracker.
I stayed in bed and ate the other rice cracker in the pack which I think brings my total up to 45 c@lories. I was happy with that until lunch when other patients (I'm in a mental hospital, not for 4na but for general crisis.) brought me a chicken kiev :(. They knew it was my favourite thing on the menu and while I was touched they brought it up for me I was also upset because a chicken kiev is so fatty and has so many carbs and c@lories. I'm guessing it was 400 c@lories which means I've had 445, way more than I anticipated.
It's 1pm now and I'm not planning on having anything else tonight. I think I was feeling nauseous because I dropped my intake suddenly the other day from like 2000 to less than 50, and also because I started my period. Anyway, I hope it doesn't trouble me again. When I was on the floor I really thought it was the worst I'd felt in a long time.
Stay safe and skinny :)
3/10/2024
TW; 3D
I know that in a week i'll loose all contact with my tumblr until christmas, which is really freaking me out!!! I just wanna be back at my lw before christmas (if not sooner.), which is when i'll get my phone back. I hate having strict guardians!!!!!!
I'm going to fast today to make up for yesterday, because after the kiev i had a WHOLE HALF JAR of NUTELLA! idk what came over me to eat that but I started my period so that might be it.
stay safe and skinny!
Issue with 3d in ward (REPOST)
so my discharge date for the psych ward is the 10th, but I don't want to leave for maybe another week after that. Should I tell them about my 3d to buy more time here, but at the same time should I not? I don't want to r3cover, I only just r3lapsed last week.
I REPOSTED BECUASE I SET THE POLL FOR A WEEK AND IM LEAVING THEN LOOLOLOL
scariest thing about 4na is the dreams where you 3at.
Metab days suck so bad i feel so fucking guilty and i feel like i'll just go back to 3ating normally soon.
I LOST 5KG BY NOT 3ATING FOR 4 DAYS LETS GOOOO GOD BLESS 4NA!!!
being scared of liquid c@lories while only drinking liquids for days on end