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The ADHD urge to come up with a really elaborate idea for a project, hyperfixate on it for a month, realize you don't have the skill needed to finish, lose interest and abandone it, then repeat the process with a NEW idea that you are DEFINITELY gonna finish.
Txt: @adhdxxsdiary.
…Accurate
ADHD Awareness Month
waiting game
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I love doing nothing, what I don't love is the inevitable overthinking that comes with doing nothing
Due to corona we have 3 days of the week now:
1• Yesterday
2• Today
3• Tomorrow
Wanna know the best fidget toy?
Ultra sabers Lightsabers
Amazing weight
spinning has amazing weight changes
you look really cool while doing it
makes my nerd heart really happy
big
bulky
cant really bring it out in public or school and start twirling
But it is still my favorite thing to spin/fidget with
A Whim
My will is a whim, a fleeting, fickle thing
One day, ‘tis here, the next, nothing brings
Like fire, it consumes all waking thoughts with light
And like fire, it dissipates like smoke to the night
My will is an impulse, sporadic, ever changing
Foam in the maw of a ragged mutt that’s mangeing
It froths and fizzles at the thought of staying still
It hisses and snarls, always swearing time ‘twill kill
My will is a whim, a bastard and a liar
It’s headphones that still work if you just fiddle with the wire
For only clouds decide when time it comes to rain
And only whims make sense of those of us insane
ADHD paralysis is like being a character in a video games and the person who plays actually has ADHD and went to get a snack and got distracted so you're just like "can't move until they come back"
People often ask me (no they don't) "Gracie, how are you so good at all these things" (which translates to "Gracie, why are you so inconstant in your hobbies?") And everytime I answer "I just have a lot of free time and motivation" (which translates to, "my ADHD makes me pick up on new interests and hyper fixate on them and drop everything a few days-weeks later)
does anyone else struggles watching "bart gets an F" because it hits close to home ? that end scene where he still failed the test even though he studied hard just hits me hard man. this fucking episode-
Do y'all ever zone out for 20 minutes and zone back in and have no clue what the fuck is happening
adhd literally feels like death sometimes and i cannot explain to people how much it physically hurts to pay attention but i feel like i’m coming out of my skin
All my nd peeps
Me, explaining disassociation to my neurotypical mother:
Her: what?? That’s a thing you do? Are you okay????
Two days later…
Me, explaining disassociation to an ADHD friend:
Her: Oh fuck, there’s a name for that??? Cool
you know?? That feeling like ah, so I’m not the only one, great lmao
