Feeling Sad - Tumblr Posts
Heart is kinda heavy today. Jealous that he has someone. I missed having my someone. I don't want him because he has shown me his true characters. That person is no longer familiar or the same person to me. Don't want this person back. I just missed being in a relationship. Missed having a friend, a partner, a lover, my person to travel with, to have fun with, to converse with.
I know this is my time to heal and improve myself so I can and will be a better version of myself. I know what I want and what I'm looking for in a partner. I know what to do and not to do in my next relationship. Everything happens for a reason and there is always a lesson to be learned from your experiences. If we don't learn from our experiences than how will you grow? How will you become a better version of yourself?
In some ways I should thank him for showing me his true characters because it allowed me to discovered my characters as well. I will never settle for less and I will never settle for someone with low values.
This journey have been rough and I'm going to continue to have tough days ahead of me. But I'm on my right path.
Feeling pretty sad today, grief is a very hard thing to cope with.
I didn't have 18 in this picture. Almost 5 years ago. Viewing old pictures always makes me sad. I'm jealous to myself from the past, because I had so much free time. Although I worried about senseless things instead of learning more new things. It always seems that if you could come back in time you would do so much more than you did.
I hate that I miss the person I know doesn't care for me.
scrolling through tiktok, saw about rudy gonna leave obx after ss4?
Me @ my paras.
i wish you were with me right now i want a 2 hour long hug