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Okay so I was watching the Netflix compilation of the Spadino/Aureliano moments and one thing came into my mind

Y'all remember the episode where they are chased by Lele's dad and Spadì almost dies to take back the hat that Aureliano gave him?where do y'all think that hat ended?

In the show that hat is kind of forgotten after these scenes and I'm just really curious,and I like to imagine that Spadino has it always with him,even if it's summer and he can't wear it,he always has it in his pocket,or has it hidden in his room to protect it because it is literally a gift from(his)Aurelià,he cares so much about it he almost died to have it back.

Imagine in he,at night,has it near him just to feel Aureliano's scent,because he can't have him,he finds comfort in having that hat between his hands or near his face,almost like if Aureliano's touching him.

Imagine how happy he must have been because he had something that belonged to Aureliano,that he decided to give him as a gift.

And if we want to add a little angst,after the end,the only thing left that he has from Aureliano is his hat and one of his rings.

Imagine if after he abandoned his old life,he gets this little apartment,and in the middle of the night he just sits on his bed or on the floor and just hold these two things so tight to feel Aureliano's presence again. He can almost feel his scent of the hat after months,but it's just something his mind is playing with. The scent is actually gone.

And he misses it. He misses him.

hc of the day:

so we know that out of the group, only fl and lasko are humanborn and lasko’s family knows about his powers.

time to take advantage of the fact that freelancers past is so secretive (in canon)..

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freelancer’s family still doesn’t know about their powers. they suppressed them for years, and then left once they wouldn’t be able to anymore. then they met caelum and gavin and, you know the rest.

they have a younger sibling who they’re very close with, or was, and they don’t know about freelancers powers either. so they just think fl left them “alone” without knowing the reason.

when they finally do talk, freelancer can’t tell them where they’ve been truthfully, so they have to lie about it, and their sibling knows they are and they hate it.

sometimes they think freelancer won’t ever come back again, too.

bonus: caelum reminds fl of their sibling when they were younger <3 they kinda view him as a “stand-in” sometimes and take care of him in a way they can’t do for their sibling anymore.

oh wow dude that was pretty homosexual do you have anything to say for yourself /j

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hey my precious, really straight and not queer homeslice! I want to clarify that i, male straight manly man, am not homosexual folk!

IN WHERE?

WHAT COULD GIVESUCH VIEWS??

COULD YOU PUT IT...

/J

oh i'll do anything for views *puts a black cube in

Newt Day 2023

Haha, I found this silly poem I wrote for year 10 english.

(from the perspective of thomas)

Page 250

“Please, Tommy. Please.”

The remnants of his sanity

He pours acid in my ears

It eats into my brain

Compressed

Between the shell

Of a retired ally

And the unforgiving tarmac

Excavating my skin

Compressed

Between a drowning dread

And the dawn of guilt

Life and death in my grip

As the first is slipping

From his

His eyes

Level with mine

But I

Do not see them

Only two

Empty tunnels

With one

Inevitable

End.

He was only 17

Cigarette daydream You were only seventeen Soft speak with a mean streak Nearly brought me to my knees. -Cage the Elephant

Summary: Yn tried to save Newt, but she wasent fast enough.

Warnings: Newt dies all over again.

This wasent meant to be part of the plan. Yn wasent supposed to be in the plane without Thomas, Newt and Minho. They were supposed to be there already.

The teenage girl sat inside the plane biting her thumb, a custom she had taken from Newt, worried for the boys.

The city was on fire and the plane was full of children. Thankfully Jorge and Vincent where there or Yn would have already been in the city looking for the missing gladers with Brenda at her side.

She had in her hand a vial of the cure for newt and with every minute that passed she grew more worried.

"Yn it's going to be alright they're going to get here" Brenda said trying to calm her down, but Yn could see that she was just as worried as she was.

"Yeah but are they going to get here in time?" Yn muttered and Brenda just gave her a gentle squeeze in her shoulder.

Yn was a handful of nerves waiting for her boys to come back. She needed to give Newt the cure. She needed him alive with her. Yn loved Newt more than she loved life itself and if anything happened to her boy, she wouldn't know what to do.

Out of nowhere two bodies seemed to run toward the plane and Brenda instantly had her hand on her gun, ready to fire if they were cranks, but to Yn's relief it was minho and Gally that came running toward them.

When yn saw that neither Thomas or newt were with them she let out a shaky breath and ran to meet them.

"What's wrong? Were are Thomas and Newt?" Yn asked minho as she put her hand in his arm. As a form of greeting.

"Hurry, get the cure we need to get it to newt, they're waiting for us" Gally answered before Minho could say anything.

Yn didnt waste time and ushered Gally to lead her toward Newt. Brenda closely behind her as well as minho who Yn felt sure was weak because of everything W.C.K.D had done to him. But right now she couldn't really worry about anyone else other than Newt.

She willed her body to go faster as she ran through the last city. They ran between cranks that had not yet past the gone but where just as mad as if they had. Yn felt the heat of the fire surrounding them, but the adrenaline in her blood made her block out all the sounds surrounding her and she had eyes only for gally that was infront of her. Then gally turned into an open piazza and suddenly halted. Yn ran next to him and then she saw Thomas with tears in his eyes look at her and then look at the ground. She looked at the floor and she wanted to die at the sight before her.

She felt her hands shake as she brought them up to her face in shock. She didn't even notice how Thomas had turned around ready to kill Ava Paige and take down W.C.K.D. she didn't notice how Minho stood beside her as she felt hot tears fall down her cheeks. She slowly walked toward Newts body in the ground. Her hand squeezing the vial that was meant to save his life. She saw his lifeless eyes staring to the sky and the knife that was sticking from his chest. She willed herself to wake up from this nightmare. But the pain she felt when she fell on her knees next to him, told her that it was real.

"No, no, no. C'mmon please, oh God no" she sobbed as she looked down at Newt dead body.

She felt a strong pair of arms surrounded her and held her as she shaked out sobs.

"NO!!! I was supposed to save him!" Minho had tears streaming down his cheeks as he held Yn. He knew Newt would want him to be there for her. The girl he loved more than life. Minho knew that Newt and Yn had loved each other since the first time they catched eyes. He had been the one who had pushed them to tell each other their feelings and was proud of how the two of them became inseparable. But he had never though he'd be the one to be holding Yn as she cried the death of one of Minhos closest friends.

"I was meant to save him, I was supposed to be here for him, GODDAMMIT!' Yn cried as she felt a peace of her heart being torn apart. She had promised him.

"Love we are going to save Minho that's the mission" Newt had gently whispered into Yn's ear sending goosebumps through her body.

"Well I'll make it my mission to save you" Yn told him pulling back and looking him in the eye. Her own sweeled with tears. "I CANT lose you baby. I can't."she whispered up to him trying to keep the tears at bay.

Newt had tears streaming down his face as he looked down at Yn who was trying to take the news on so bravely." You know I'd never leave you" he said wiping his tears away.

"Does everyone else know?" Yn gently asked him after a few minutes of silence. In which they stood. Holding each other's hands and yn resting her face against Newts chest.letting the silent tears flow.

"I wanted you to know first." He answered bringing his hand up and wiping Yns tears away." I know that when we go out there we're going to be so bugging busy and I wanted to spend more time with you.

That was was Yn needed most. More time. More time to be in each other's arms. More time to talk. More time to kiss. More time to grow old together. She couldn't imagine living a life where Newt wasn't next to her every morning. Without him to hold her at nights.

Her train of though would have gone on and on if Newt hadn't stopped her by gently bringing their lips together. The kiss was soft and full of grief, it brought back memories of their time together, the joy the sorrow, the intimacy they had shared through the 2 years they had found each other. Yn brought her hand up to newts cheek as newt brought his arms around her waist. Their lips moving in sync as they let all the feeling that they had for each other pour into that one kiss.

When they pulled back for air. Newt gently kissed her forhead with his slightly swollen lips. And took both of her hands in his.

"I know we have a lot in our minds, but would you care to dance with me the same way we danced back in the Glade?" He asked her with a small smile.

"You know I would dance with you anytime love" was her response. And putting one arm round his shoulder, one of newts securely around her waist, and bringing their intertwined hands together they began to dance to a random music they silently hummed.

" I promise you Newt. I'll save you." Yn whispered as she rested her head against his shoulder.

"You already have" he gently whispered into her hair. "Then I'll save you against stubbornly replied."you know I love you so."

After a while Minho knew it was time for them to go.

"C'mmon Yn we need to go" he whispered

"No, I can't. I can't live him." She cried pulling herself away from minho." I promised him. I promised him that I'd take him home. That we'd grow old together"

Miho turned to see Brenda and Gally crying as well. But buildings were falling and if they didn't get to the plane now, they'd die.

"Minho we need to go" Gally told him wiping his tears away.

Minho nodded and took yns arm.

"Yn we need to go. It's what Newt would have wanted you to do." He gently told the crying girl.

Yn seemed to have though it through because she stiffly nodded and stood up. Minhos arm around her. They began walking away. And before they turned a corner. Yn looked back.

"I can't live him." She said as she turned around. But Minho kept a firm grip in her arm.

"Yn listen to me. We need to go before the city comes crashing down on us." Minho told her gently but firmly.

"But you don't understand Minho" yn sobbed out " he was only 17"

Minhos eyes filled with tears again but he took Yn in his arms and started walking with Gally and Brenda toward the plane.

Yn fighted at first. But she soon stopped, her body shaking with sobs.

When they reached the plane. It only took one look at Yn and Jorge and Vince knew that Newt had died. Minho set her in a seat at the front and sat beside her. Holding her hand.

To Yn everything was a blur. She didn't know what was happening. She just sat there. Numb. With tears flowing constantly down her face. She didn't notice how she almost lost another friend as W.C.K.D's main building fell. Or how Thomas passed out from blood loss not to far away from her. But she noticed that she fell asleep at one point and she didn't really want to wake up.

But she did. She woke up in a small bed. Sunlight streaming down her face. And the smell of sea filled her senses. But what she noted wasn't that. What she noted was that there was an empty space beside her in the bed. And that there was an empty space in her heart.

That she knew would never be hole again.

So this is it. My first Maze runner imagine. I cried while I wrote this. It really hurt. But I hope you guys like it. And if it did hurt. If only a little. Please like.

its late but i've been reminded today about how tall Papyrus actually is and i wanted to compare his height to some others.

enjoy, it's an experience

(i added sprites from both games if they were available.)

Whatever you do, don't think about Eddie ending the season 'isolated' due to the fact that in the case of Bobby's death he's going to have no one to comfort him.

Dont think about how he's basically put the nail in the coffin in his and Marisol's relationship.

Dont think about how he has just retraumatised his son, who's now probably going to be very angry and ignore him for a while.

Dont think about how he's finally let Shannon go so he doesn't have the ghost of her to fall back on.

Sure, he'll have the rest of the 118, but they've all got their own people to turn to.

And REALLY dont think about him turning to Buck for comfort in the hospital, but sees Buck is already being comforted by Tommy, because he doesn't need Eddie as much now he has Tommy.

Just don't think about it.

stemmed from a joke @calcyum made last night that im still thinking about