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Too numb for this shit

Too alive to be this numb

Too ugly to enjoy summer

I... i give up

if there was somewhere i could h@ng myself from in my house? I'd do it. If I had bl@d£s sh@rp enough to cvt past cat scratches and minor styros i'd make myself bl££d out. I'd cvt away all the ugly fat from my stomach until i'm pretty and thin-

no wait- DEAD

"Wait a minute, let me finish

I know you don't care

But, can you listen?

I never really know how to please you

You're looking at me like I'm see through"

This is just my own thoughts

Just came to a realization: the only reason I am so attracted to yanderes is because they symbolize the love i crave so much.

I would fucking cut myself everyday and everywhere to show my love is it so hard to expect the same from someone else.

I just want someone to care for me.

My family doesn’t give two shits about me.

My friends don’t even pick up the phone when i call them tears in my eyes because my parents kicked me out.

And the only thing I want is someone to love me is that so hard so much too ask for.

Everyday on the streets you see some ugly people being together, which good for them, but why can’t I have this ?!

I just hate being alone. Is there someone out there who would care for me?

I just don’t wanna be the number two priority, for once can’t i have the light of the day.

little message for me to come back to when i feel like fasting isn’t worth it, it is babes. i know you feel hopeless and you need some stability right now but you won’t get it from food, you’ll get it from wl. i know it hurts because you’re literally me but don’t do it.

it’s always better to not eat than to give in.

please don’t stop. i’m tired.