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Do you believe Will orchestrated the escape? Was he intending to flee with Hannibal or was he genuinely planning to kill him?
First of all, I think that Will is a character whose behavior we cannot predict - just like Hannibal said.
In the first season, Will was vulnerable, but in the second season, he started manipulating people to get what he wanted, and he told Alana and Hannibal that he was an unreliable narrator of his own story. And I believe that this is true throughout the series, to a greater or lesser extent.
In The Wrath of the Lamb Dolarhyde attacked Will in a motel. Will was aware that Dolarhyde wanted to meet Dr. Lecter, Dolarhyde himself told him so! And this scene, according to the script, ends with the following words:
CABAL. The synonym for this word is intrigue.
So I believe that Will decided to use Dolarhyde to free Hannibal, knowing now that since Hannibal loves him and Will plays it right, Hannibal will do whatever Will asks him to do.
So yes... I believe it was orchestrated by Will to some extent.
However, was he intending to flee with Hannibal or was he genuinely planning to kill him?
That's a good question! And I will repeat what I have already written: I think that we cannot predict Will's behaviour. In Mizumono he called Hannibal at the last minute and was not sure what to do until the very end and in The Wrath of the Lamb Will tells Bedelia, "Decisions are made of kneaded feelings. They're more often a lump than a sum". It is what actually drives him.
I think he wasn't sure how this escape would turn out. Would Dolarhyde kill Hannibal? Both of them? Or would Hannibal kill Dolarhyde and him? Maybe just Dolarhyde? Or maybe he'll just leave the FBI's dirty work and not get his hands dirty in the process?
And so, another pillar of this series is curiosity. I believe that apart from his feelings, Will was also guided by his curiosity about what would happen. In my opinion, there was no grand plan. "Everything that can happen happens. Has to end well, and it has to end badly. Has to end every way it can", "If everything that can happen happens, you can't really do the wrong thing. You're just doing what you're supposed to do" (Primavera).
And in The Wrath of the Lamb, Will tells Reba that Francis couldn't watch her die. When Dolarhyde shot Hannibal, Will reached for his gun. I thinkt that both curiosity and his own feelings made him want to protect Hannibal and kill Dolarhyde in this very moment.
His feelings after killing Dolarhyde caused him to throw himself and Hannibal off the cliff (personally, I think the fall didn't happen at all and is just a metaphor, but that's a topic for another post), knowing that he would never feel better.
This answer turned out to be longer than I thought, so tl;dr:
Yes, Will orchestrated the escape.
Will is driven by his feelings, curiosity and whims (as Chilton said in Hassun), so I think that he didn't have any bigger plan than freeing Hannibal and see what would happen and then ended up being driven by his feelings. So I would say that he neither planned to run away with Hannibal nor to kill him. He was acting on the spur of the moment. If Hannibal killed Dolarhyde? Great, one serial killer down. If Hannibal had killed both Dolarhyde and Will? Okay, they're finally free from each other. If Dolarhyde had killed him and Hannibal? Finally it was all over. But Dolarhyde killing Hannibal? Oh no, Will couldn't bear to look at it.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
I spent too much time on this :/
inspired by this post by @r0s13-r0w I don't know you but I was bored and this prompt was interesting
when was the last time I was actually proud of anything I made???
*explodes*
Fun fact my eyes turn into literal hearts when my fave mutuals show up in my notifs
"Just musicians being very together", you know.
We were buds right from the beginning, and we turned musical immediately. - Art Garfunkel
NO RULES (18+!)
TXT - No Rules
🖤 A series of events in your university’s library makes your boyfriend’s jealousy show in the most satisfying way possible.
CONTENT INFO: hyunjin x afab reader, established relationship, nonidol!au, smut, seungmin x reader (mentioned); part of the FREEZE 땡 SERIES (but can be read without reading the series first, even though I would appreciate it! <;3)
WORD COUNT: 1.8k
WARNING: dom!hyunjin, sub!reader, tiny bit of jealousy/possessive hyunjin solely as an act of sexual teasing, exhibitionism/sex in a public place (good old library), fingering, piv, unprotected sex (pls don’t be stupid), edging, a lot of praise actually, name calling (good girl, baby, sweetheart, angel, doll, slut); not proof read lol
The characters do not portray any of the skz members in real life, the names are just used for fiction. Also minors do not interact, this post contains mature themes. By clicking on “read more” you consent to nsfw content.
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There is this game your boyfriend and you like to play oh so much. Or at least you're trying to hold onto the belief it’s still a game.
From time to time, you put all your strength into getting Hyunjin riled up by making him jealous.
And today isn’t any different per se but it’s a much more dangerous level of the game he’s participating in because of the special location – your university’s library.
Your initial idea was to come here alone after your class had ended, searching for a few books you still need in order to work on your presentation about historical political systems.
But then you crossed paths with your ex boyfriend, Seungmin, while walking past the shelves with literature about Ancient Greece.
Since you haven’t seen each other in a while – you’re still pretty close regarding the green/platonic level of your relationship bars – Seungmin offered to study together. That’s why you’re currently sitting at one of the round tables with him, skimming through the pages and inhaling the scent of the old books.
Seungmin knows he’s not allowed to cross a line, he knows you’re in a new relationship now. But there’s no problem with catching up on your friendship, right?
Well, at least that’s your opinion. But do you know who’s not exactly agreeing with that?
Right, your boyfriend.
Speaking of the devil, the blonde is already approaching you, eyes filled with anger once he spots how close your ex is sitting next to you.
Instantly getting the hint, you excuse yourself, telling Seungmin you’ll need to get a second book from another section in the library.
Hyunjin instantly follows you, walking behind you in the dark and cramped aisles, until you’re caged between his body and the wall – a dead end.
“Jinnie– what’s going on?” You ask him now, discreetly testing the waters.
"Oh, come on, you and I both know what he was doing."
Hyunjin‘s piercing gaze goes straight through your skull, practically pinning you against the bookshelf just from his staring.
“He wasn't doing anything, we were just studying and catching up on stuff to talk about.”
Of course, studying with your ex boyfriend can be understood wrong. But is Hyunjin really in a position to get jealous?
“Sure. Catching up on stuff. Then allow me to catch up on stuff too, won’t you, doll?”
His fingers find one of the belt loops of your skirt, bringing you close to him with little to no effort. In the blink of an eye, his lips hit your neck, passionately attacking the soft skin with kisses. Your boyfriend pulls you closer, hands landing on your ass.
“Jinnie– wait. We’re at the library, we can’t do this here in public.”
Hyunjin scoffs and brings his head back up, gaze fixated on your face now for any signs you’re not teasing him with your words like you usually do.
“How’s that? Has never been a hindrance for you the past few times before,” he chuckles. He then looks up and his eyes filled with the utmost lust and desire meet yours.
“Doll,“ he continues, ”that guy finally has to understand you belong to me. And if it takes me fucking you in the campus’ library, it’ll be nothing but a pleasure for me. You know, there are no rules when you’re with me – except for one and that’s to behave and be a good girl, in case you want to cum.”
His words shoot straight down to your core, the sensation causing nothing less than the utmost desire to pool between your legs. Almost on autopilot, your thighs squeeze together in an attempt to get some friction.
Of course, your boyfriend instantly notices – at least that’s what his evil smirk indicates. He wastes no time, quickly bringing his hand on your upper legs, as they wander up towards your heat.
“Good thing you’re wearing a skirt, sweetheart. My girl always makes it so easy for me,” he chuckles, once he brushes the hem of the pastel coloured fabric. Meanwhile, his lips are busy with attaching soft kisses on your throat, from time to time landing on that sweet spot right below your ear.
Only those few actions almost cause you to let out a moan, but you’re luckily suppressing it at the last second, hastily bringing your palm over your mouth.
And when he slightly lets his fingers dance over your hidden panties, you're convinced you’re going to see stars soon.
No, correction – not only stars, the whole fucking universe.
“Would you take these off for me, baby?” Your boyfriend asks, the innocent tone in his voice the absolute opposite to his entire demeanour. You sheepishly nod at his instruction and instantly follow suit, handing him the soaked clothing.
The blonde chuckles at his success, not quite believing yet he’s actually having you all to himself at the campus’ library. As an artist himself, the only place that could steal this one the show in a ranking would be a painter’s studio. He reminds himself to add this idea to his mental list of places he’d like to bend you over.
When he’s made sure the lace is secured inside his jeans’ back pocket, he gets back to his main business. Half a second later, his fingers meet your wet folds, the precum being smeared over them helping two of his digits to enter you.
For a moment you halt in place, a not so successful attempt to avoid letting out another sound of pleasure. Not wanting to get caught either, Hyunjin places his other hand over your lips.
“Be a good girl and stay quiet. Only good girls get to cum, you know that, right?” You eagerly nod at his question. Usually, Hyunjin would have asked for verbal agreement, but you’re physically restricted to speak. For situations like that, you’ve agreed that this kind of movement counts as consent as well.
While Hyunjin is still occupied in drawing circles around your clit with his thumb, his other two fingers fill you up so nicely, deliciously spreading your walls. With the way his long digits brush that spot inside you, you’re sure you can’t wait any longer.
And Hyunjin knows too.
He sees it in your eyes every time. How they meet the back of your head, when you’re getting closer.
Since your boyfriend is still mad about your little flirting talking session with your ex a few minutes ago, he decides the only fair thing to do is to pull his fingers out of you again.
Leaving you there all empty – quite literally – as your walls start clenching around nothing.
You’re about to complain, but Hyunjin reminds you where you currently are by placing his index finger on his lips. He then grabs your hips, turning you around in the process until your face crashes into the shelf.
As quiet as possible, not wanting to make even a decibel of a sound, he lowers his pants only as much as necessary. One of his hands finds your mouth again, making sure to keep you silent for what’s about to happen next. He uses the other one to wrap it around his hardened length, a string of saliva landing on his cock, before he strokes it a few times to evenly spread the liquid.
Aligning his tip with your entrance, he painfully slowly slides in and you’re soon reminded that his long fingers do no justice to your favourite part of his body. His thrusts begin with a slow starting pace, since he’s still trying to get used to the unusual location.
Your boyfriend always seems to be absolutely confident in these types of situations but it’s nothing more than that – pretending. If he’s a bit more honest Hyunjin would admit he’s currently losing his mind as well – of course in a good way.
The squelchy sounds from between your legs threaten to echo through the room just as similar as the loud rattling noises caused by your body being pressed and crashed into the shelf. You’ve never been so relieved about the trivial fact, the wooden furniture is filled with as many books as possible, making it harder for any item to fall out and meet the floor. That’s the last thing you’d need now.
“Hm, just like that, doll. Always so caring for her boyfriend, my good little slut allowing me to rail her in public.” The whispers flowing into your ear bring you back to reality for a second, your mind has already driven off so far you haven’t even noticed.
“S-So good, this pussy is made for me, angel.” The praise almost lets you tip over the edge, your orgasm within reach. “Jinnie– please,” are the only words you’re able to let out. The plea makes your boyfriend smirk against your neck, but you don’t witness the look on his face because of the current position you're in.
Instead, completely opposite to the whole atmosphere, he places the softest kiss possible on your skin, while his thrusts get messier, indicating he’s close. “G-Go on– show the whole campus who you belong to.”
And so you do. Within a few seconds, the knot in your lower stomach grows to the tightest possible, on the verge of snapping. “You can do it, prove what a good girl you are, I’ve got you,” he encourages you, causing you to finally reach that sweet relief, vision filled with sparkles, stars and the whole universe as expected.
With the way your whole body trembles in satisfaction and overstimulation, Hyunjin cums too, your walls milking his cock empty, sucking in his juices. Once you both have stopped panting, his hand finally disappears from your mouth.
But he doesn’t give you a lot of quiet time, two of his fingers have already found their way back between your upper thighs. Scooping up the liquids fleeing down your legs, he pushes the mixture of your releases back inside, not wanting to waste even a single drop.
“Be a good girl and keep it inside, we’re going home now.” Still completely dizzy from the aftermath, you simply nod at your boyfriend's instructions. Until he halts in place, his face being filled with an upcoming idea.
“Oh– before I forget it, give me your phone and open the chat with Seungmin.”
Looking at him confused, you hand him the device after taking it out of your skirt’s pocket.
“Don’t worry, angel, I don’t care about the messages you’re sending him. Just wanna have some fun.”
It’s no new information, but Hyunjin finds entertainment in provoking especially Seungmin, knowing the boy will only get shy whenever your boyfriend speaks to him.
Your eyes are fixated on his fingers now, busy with typing in a message. Once he’s done, he clicks on ‘send’ before he gives you back the phone.
Looking down on the screen, you read his message addressed to your ex boyfriend.
“Maybe choose another place to hangout with my girlfriend next time or I might just fuck her there too, in case I spot you together ;)”
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one of my treasured written songs :>
for the first time i'm posting my original composition here in tumblr :') u can check out others in my soundcloud account :')
We applaud children for being curious…
but no one really likes a curious person.
You’re just called nosey.
I keep drawing the same girl
someone put that Circle education to good use
This lil goofball really is going to be the pirate king
Had a dream that I was on my computer doing some dumb homework again and mother nature saw me and she said what are you doing why do you spend so much time on that device so i said homework and she said but have you looked at the stars tonight?
No of course not and she was so sad she said i made so many stars and if you stop spending so much time inside you will see my stars and if you look long enough you will see that i drew shapes in the stars. And i either modeled creatures off of those shapes or the shapes off of creatures i cant remember. But anyway if you find someone older who listened when they were younger they will tell you how the stars came to be or what the shapes are doing.
And then i made fireflies because i thought stars on earth would be cool. But don’t even get me started on bugs because i made so many!!! And often they are singing do you hear them singing? And of course they’re not singing /for/ you because that would be silly but maybe if you pay enough attention you’ll notice them singing /with/ you. And then you’ll stop smushing them stop doing that. Their lives are so short compared to yours leave them alone.
And if you follow the bugs around you’ll see the flowers that i used to color earth in. And they smell so good especially when they’ve just bloomed. So smell them now please and then follow their faces. They are looking at the sun do you see her do you feel her. She is keeping you so warm do you understand? She is single-handedly keeping everything on earth warm. And if you sit with her she will warm a part of you you didn’t even know was cold! If you just sit and listen to the bugs and smell the flowers and look around. Something inside of you will change every time
I asked her why she was telling me this and she smiled and said you were sad. You were so sad and so i thought maybe you’d forgotten all of the pretty things i made. I thought maybe you’d forgotten about the ocean and the forest and the birds and your cat that is at home missing you. I thought maybe you’d forgotten that your dog’s favorite toy is a squeaky green jellyfish which doesn’t look anything like a jellyfish really but which imitates the grass and the brainless and the mouse all at the same time. I thought you’d forgotten how when you get home he will hear you coming through the door and run to it with his jellyfish so that you will chase him for it. And i made him like that! And i made you the kind of person who would see him with it and smile big and run with him for hours. I made you happy be happy please. When you can. And everything i’ve done will help you with that so yknow. Take care be happy stop worrying.
Sza has me in a chokehold 😍
SEEUN ICONS (COPYRIGHT)
of course, my frustration with how The Left handles people trying to become informed about their ideas is partly motivated by fear. I swear being online is like I’ve been sent back in time to stop a disaster that’s already happened.
On some level y’all get that the far right extremists are good at recruiting and radicalizing, but generally speaking The Left curses at and attacks people who are trying to ask questions, constantly reiterates that its people’s own responsibility to be informed, repeats the exact kinds of propaganda right wing media spews out because they think the concept of Christians being oppressed or whatever is funny, encases all their discussions in jargon that is impossible to understand without context, refuses to define the jargon even as right-wing media “educates” them about its Real Meaning, and spreads the idea that having a discussion with anyone right of center morally taints you. A part of me is screaming internally every second I’m online because of this. If you think of this as a cultural and ideological battle of sorts, the Right is actively recruiting soldiers while the Left is busy chasing anyone who doesn’t already have military training, a uniform, and weapons away from their recruitment office (which is boarded up with signs saying that anyone who asks where they can join will be forcibly removed from the premises) with baseball bats.
Like we can debate “performing emotional labor” until the sun burns out and probably some good points will be made but at some point it’s gonna be either emotional labor or living under a fascist dictatorship because all the people it wasn’t our job to educate went out and finally educated themselves, just like we wanted them to, using their free Google…
…which showed them how to find nazis that would happily answer all of their questions, without cursing or implying that they should already know everything, and lots of free, non-paywalled, easy to read and jargonless articles about how it’s a minority’s fault that things suck.
If we’re fighting back we’ve got to fight to win. That’s it.