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"You have to love yourself because no amount of love from others is sufficient to fill the yearning that your soul requires from you." -Dodinsky
It is July. Lets hope that I dont become an insane person and forget to take care of myself.
Had a dream that I was on my computer doing some dumb homework again and mother nature saw me and she said what are you doing why do you spend so much time on that device so i said homework and she said but have you looked at the stars tonight?
No of course not and she was so sad she said i made so many stars and if you stop spending so much time inside you will see my stars and if you look long enough you will see that i drew shapes in the stars. And i either modeled creatures off of those shapes or the shapes off of creatures i cant remember. But anyway if you find someone older who listened when they were younger they will tell you how the stars came to be or what the shapes are doing.
And then i made fireflies because i thought stars on earth would be cool. But don’t even get me started on bugs because i made so many!!! And often they are singing do you hear them singing? And of course they’re not singing /for/ you because that would be silly but maybe if you pay enough attention you’ll notice them singing /with/ you. And then you’ll stop smushing them stop doing that. Their lives are so short compared to yours leave them alone.
And if you follow the bugs around you’ll see the flowers that i used to color earth in. And they smell so good especially when they’ve just bloomed. So smell them now please and then follow their faces. They are looking at the sun do you see her do you feel her. She is keeping you so warm do you understand? She is single-handedly keeping everything on earth warm. And if you sit with her she will warm a part of you you didn’t even know was cold! If you just sit and listen to the bugs and smell the flowers and look around. Something inside of you will change every time
I asked her why she was telling me this and she smiled and said you were sad. You were so sad and so i thought maybe you’d forgotten all of the pretty things i made. I thought maybe you’d forgotten about the ocean and the forest and the birds and your cat that is at home missing you. I thought maybe you’d forgotten that your dog’s favorite toy is a squeaky green jellyfish which doesn’t look anything like a jellyfish really but which imitates the grass and the brainless and the mouse all at the same time. I thought you’d forgotten how when you get home he will hear you coming through the door and run to it with his jellyfish so that you will chase him for it. And i made him like that! And i made you the kind of person who would see him with it and smile big and run with him for hours. I made you happy be happy please. When you can. And everything i’ve done will help you with that so yknow. Take care be happy stop worrying.
Hey everyone! I hope you are doing well :) I’m sorry but I’ll be going to a temporary hitus after today for long fics above 1k + fics but will post drabbles if I get time …. I might come back on track after January as I’ll start my exams soon (wish me luck heheh) .
I’ll post the requests I received on this blog and @wonwoosidehoe soon .
I’ll be active here and there and I’ll try post mini smut or fluff Drabble send me requests.
Take care and Thankyou for more love <3
Here is my favourite koo pic for you all 🥰
hi , I hope you all are good and healthy but …. Idk how to put say this but I’m gonna go on a break yeah I even said this before but I was still active but I’m really gonna go and I don’t know when I’ll come back but I will.
I’m losing inspiration and motivation but I hope my mutuals and followers will all be here and support me when I come back here :)
I’m not saying I’ll never come back I’ll do off course I’d love to share my works with you all it’s just a bit overwhelming and I need a break and put my studies first.
And I’m about to give my exam so I hope you wish me luck ❤️tysm , and goodbye until now ❤️
Leaving my current favourite pics 🥰
a gentle reminder:
eat something. take your medicine. you are not a burden to others. your emotions are just as real as theirs and deserve to be listened to. relax your jaw and shoulders. it’s okay to take a break sometimes you deserve rest. it’s okay to be yourself. you’re not hard to love and anyone who opposes that does not deserve your time. you’re going to be okay.
take care || kim namjoon (m)
he was a rapper who never showed his face. you were an indie singer scared to share her voice with the world. the two of you fell in love while working on the album you wrote together, and now there’s no going back…
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☾ pairing: anonymous rapper!namjoon x female reader
☾ word count: 8.3k
☾ genre: smut, fluff, romance
☾ warnings: fingering, oral (f&m), multiple orgasms, over-stimulation, unprotected sex, rough sex, dom/sub undertones and lots and lots of Wholesome™ joon fluff :’)
☾ a/n: this can be read as part 24 of my series Anonymous or as a oneshot! i started writing and this all kinda just happened lol so i hope you guys enjoy it! x
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You waited outside the door, your pulse drumming in your ears, as you nervously fiddled with the hem of the dress you wore. You weren’t sure why you were nervous; you had been inside Kim Namjoon’s house before—hell, you’d even stayed overnight there a few times—but something about this night was different. Now that you had both confessed your feelings to one another, everything was going to be different.
You were in love with him, and he was in love with you. The words that neither of you had dared to say had finally been said, and there was no going back now. Not that you wanted to, anyway. You were partners in your music, working on your collaborative album together for months, and in that time something had grown between you that neither of you had expected. Songs that were once about past loves, became about each other, and things went even further when Namjoon added a last-minute final song to your shared album just hours before it was released: a love song he’d written for you.
Although you had been caught off-guard, part of you was undeniably thrilled at his confession in the song. All this time you had been falling in love with him, and now you learned that he’d been falling in love with you too. You had immediately sought him out upon hearing the lyrics and after a whirlwind conversation full of exchanged feelings and lovesick giddiness, you now found yourself here: standing at his door as you waited for him to let you in.
As if right on cue, at that moment you heard the lock click, and the knob turned, the thick, black door cracking open to reveal Namjoon standing on the other side of it. He was dressed casually in a shirt and joggers and his hair looked slightly damp, as if he were fresh from the shower.
“Songbird,” he greeted you warmly with his own endearing nickname for you that you had come to love, “hey.” You had never been much for nicknames, but when Joon gave you this one for some reason it made you feel special, so you had let him keep calling you by it until it felt as natural as your own name. He was wearing a black mask over the lower half of his face, like usual, but you could tell from the adorable way his eyes creased that he was smiling at you.
“Hey.” You grinned back at him. You couldn’t help the way your heart fluttered now as you looked at him, the both of you staring at one another in an unspoken fondness that kept either of you from daring to make a next move. All cards were on the table now, and it was anyone’s game.
“Come in,” Joon finally said, reaching out to gently take your hand in his large and calloused one and pull you towards him, leading you through the doorway and into his house. (Or mansion, more accurately.)
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