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Update about my plagiarized fic/ayadrafts (original post here)

Tw-fatphobia, violent threats

First, I wanna say thank you to everyone who is showing up and sticking up for me. Eddie stans, Joel stans, writers and readers both. I love and appreciate you so much. I know a good amount of you have reported ayadrafts and that’s awesome. If anyone in the comments is able to let others know how to do the same, that would be greatly appreciated.

To be honest, I’m not entirely sure how to update this so I think we’ll just go through the timeline.

Explanation below.

Last time I talked about this yesterday where I wasn’t responding to an ask, I showed screenshots of ayadrafts’ messages with others, how she laughed at both them and me. I posted and reblogged with screenshots of countless deleted comments. That was in late afternoon. During that time, people repeatedly commented on Ayadrafts’ post calling out her blatant theft of my work and even alerted blogs that had reblogged/liked her post that it was stolen from me. Ayadrafts has admitted to stealing my fic, but simply does not care or feel bad.

What I did not see and what I do not have screenshots of is Ayadrafts telling individuals to k*ll themselves. It seems that she gets a comment, replies to it, and then deletes both within seconds. Multiple people, both friends and strangers have let me know that this was taking place.

As if she could not get any lower. Laughing in my face, mocking my work, and then telling people to k*ll themselves? Absolutely abhorrent and frankly, fucking cruel.

But apparently others who were defending me were cruel right back to her. From what I’ve heard, I believe people who were commenting remained fairly civil, even if ayadrafts herself did not like the comments. I’ve received asks about this and I’m disappointed to hear that people were in her asks calling her a fat cunt and other abhorrent things. That’s a low blow and does not reflect me or my values.

Believe me, I understand the anger. I’ve never met someone so antisocial and uncaring. I am angry too. Fucking livid. But that doesn’t give me or anyone else the right to say something just as heinously cruel back to her. I don’t condone anyone being sexist, fatphobic, homophobic, racist, or hateful on my behalf. None of these things will ever be tolerated by me, even if they’re being used to “defend” me. Not okay with that in the slightest.

Take the high road, don’t give this person any more ammo to be any more cruel and atrocious than she’s already being.

After this, ayadrafts disabled replies on her post of my stolen fic for the night and everything quieted down for the most part. Today, I see that she’s got those replies back on and is likely looking for another fight, blocking and unblocking people. Because, like I said yesterday, it is evident that she has a clear need for negative attention, and all of this is a game to her.

If you wanna participate in that game, you’ve got my consent. Spam the shit out of her, annoy her through posts like this and this. I don’t care, because frankly I am past the point of sympathy with her, and I think I’ve been way too forgiving up to this point. Maybe she’ll cave and delete my fic like I’ve repeatedly asked her to do. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

But it’s entirely possible she won’t, and that she’ll double down even harder, and that by continuing to fuel the fire she’ll only debase herself further and in doing so make us all feel worse. Were you all drained watching this go down yesterday? Because I sure as shit was.

So at some point I might ask you all that we just drop it, for both the sake of my mental health and your own. I think we’re all unbelievably hurt and upset, but we need to be able to walk away at some point. The reality is, we can keep this going forever but hateful, spiteful people like this don’t often thrive long without something to feed on.

I’ve reported her post multiple times, tweeted at tumblr, and I’ve heard nothing but crickets. It is what it is.

psa tumblr blog pedgeconfessions is a hatefully bully giving other hateful bullies a platform to spread disgust for no reason and you should ignore and not interact with it. it’s so embarrassing to be part of a “community” that does this with no shame. so many people i’ve met here and now call my closest friends are being targeted purely because they have what some people consider a “large following”. they’re labeled mean and condescending and even called slurs, and harassed by people making up dangerous rumors about them with no root in reality. i’ve never seen proof of there being any truth to these baseless accusations, other than “personally i didn’t like this thing”, and people jump on that toxic gossip train (yeah i said it) as if it isn’t headed straight for the cliffs. said blog supports and even encourages that behavior.

this little space on the internet no longer feels good or safe, and i’m not even being personally targeted. we’re experiencing a mass exodus, and for what. it’s getting so fucking ridiculous. i know i don’t have the same reach because i’m what some people consider a (spongebob voice) sMaLL wRiTeR, but i hope if you see this you might think twice about using the “anon” button when messaging people with ANYTHING other than good intentions, and refrain from interacting with these confession and plagiarism blogs. the next person to annoy me is getting whooped and reported.

ya know i feel like people never talk about how ableist transmed ideologies are. like. you don’t wear masculine clothes when you’re a trans man? you must be faking, nevermind the fact many men’s clothes give you bad sensory feelings and can be painful to wear. can’t bind? you must be faking, nevermind the fact you have breathing issues, binders are a bad sensory feelings or you can’t bind due to other mendical reasons. you don’t wanna to medically transition, well OBVIOUSLY you’re faking, nevermind the fact you have health complications or you’re medical system is ableist. you don’t wanna pass? you’re faking, because cis people’s comfort and my standards of masculinity or femininity matter more than your personal comfort.

I literally just wanted to go around mogai blogs

And then I find this lovely blankqueer description

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You know

This is what we call dehumanization

Not only is this dehumanizing in a regular way (which is a horrific thing anyways)

But this is an argument like fascist and racist dehumanization

I'm not saying the coiner is a fascist or racist (btw don't harassing them PLEASE I don't need that)

But the coiner SHOULD know not to use fascist arguments

Like maybe MAYBE we shouldn't use arguments that sound like this image

Maybe we shouldn't do that

Again

I am not saying the coiner is a racist or a fascist

But I am saying they are going so far into hatred that they are unknowingly making the argument that was used by those people

And if you are the coiner for whatever reason

"Since they are annoying and their existence is a waste of space"

Would you say that to a friend

A family member

A partner maybe

Would you say that to your little sibling

Would you be okay saying that

And if it was said to you?

Just remember, the things you say are on the internet forever.

I’m sorry-

These are comments on a post about "immoral porn" and it made me so fucking angry I had to rant here. THIS IS NOT TRUE. Consuming "fuckdd up" content, including sexual content, does NOT corrupt you or numb you to the point you'll seek out worse and worse stuff or suddenly be okay with doing it IRL.

Do you know why people say this? Where it comes from? FUCKING TED BUNDY saying that "hardcore pornography" was the reason he killed women. SERIOUSLY. Obviously HE WAS LYING!!! He was a lying ass bitch who wanted to kill people, then once he was caught he invented an excuse that would make him look more sympathetic!!

Porn is not actually a slippery slope into serial killing. People choose to do awful things because of their underlying value system, not because of the art they engage with.

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i think its extremely stupid how antiradqueerguy is using his age and mental illnesses as an excuse to be an asshole. your age does not matter and i absolutely hate how people will say "oh well im only _" as if that makes it okay. and mental illnesses are NOT excuses, they may be explanations but that still means you need to listen to people who correct you.

he thinks hes an awful person and not very nice which confuses me as to why you would run a blog dedicated to primarily discourse. in my opinion if you are going to run a discourse blog (which is already idiotic) then you should be able to control yourself.

you want people to recover, change, and stop being radqueer yet you are a rude anti. being rude to those people aren't going to make them want to stop being a radqueer, and this honestly goes for anything. they wont feel comfortable leaving the community because everyone outside of it treats them like they should die.

congrats, i am also a mentally ill autistic person (and yes. i am diagnosed) who also thinks they are an awful person and an asshole. although i am not doing shit like this, stop using that as an excuse.

"Lori is a danger to themselves" so you go ahead and insult them? if you were actually worried about someone being a danger to themselves you cant be slightly nicer? you clearly have no interest in actually helping anyone "recover"

i really wish these people would realize that shitting on others isn't going to make anything better. lots of them believe that radqueer is a cult, so why would you attack those who were supposedly manipulated into this "cult?" even just saying things like "oh shut up and get off the internet" is not helpful whatsoever

i also see a lot of people say "oh why would you ever want [x]?" and then they support labels like dissomei and desirdae. (or whatever its called) those labels are for people who do not want to use transIDs but feel like they should have [x], should be [x], etc. and it feels like these people are putting those with BIID, psychosis, delusional disorders etc down while trying to put transID users down. i have psychosis which is a big reason as to why i use transIDs.

In celebration of my first hate reblog(/j), I'll be making another positivity post for the people who don't fit into boxes<3

Y'all are so cool for using the labels that feel right for you. You aren't harming ANYONE by being yourself, so don't force yourself into categories that don't feel right. You aren't being 'homophobic' by identifying as a bi lesbian. You're not invading lesbian spaces, you belong in them. Also, friendly reminder that mspec lesbians have existed long before a lot of us were born! :3

Requirements for being a lesbian:

-Identify as one

That's it.

TW: Caps, truscum, ace exclusion, discourse (??)

It is absolutely appalling to me that the cesspool that is the truscum subreddit is still alive and well. Don't get me wrong, some of the people seem like fine individuals... at least from my (very) limited knowledge. But others? Holy shit, bro. It didn't take very long to find some sort of exclusionary post; this one in particular claimed that 'saying ace people are part of the LGBT community is like saying atheists are a religious group' and... wow. That is an INCREDIBLY idiotic take, and I'm not going to explain why due to the assumption that everyone reading this has a functioning brain.

It's like they think being any type of queer is all about oppression and pain, and anyone they deem to not experience an adequate amount of it isn't queer. We've seen this with the tucute shit, so tell me why I'm even remotely surprised that at least a few people who consider themselves truscum are aspec exclusionary as well. It makes my head hurt.

Exclusion does nothing the further LGBTQ rights and acceptance, all it does is victimize more people! Making yourself 'one of the good ones' does absolutely nothing! Making other queer people feel like shit does NOTHING to solve the real issue, which is the fact that there are STILL queerphobic people in the world! The fact that there are people OLDER THAN ME who can't grasp that fact is so upsetting to me.

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Okay, I'm just gonna come out and say it. I have headmates, and I'm pretty sure we're endogenic. By saying this, I know I'm signing up for more fuckin discourse, but honestly that's something I can't avoid. When there are people in your own communities that seek to exclude you, the choice of just standing down and watching it happen is just... absurd.

It's so hurtful to see a post about plurality that I relate to, just to see 'endos DNI' or some shit. Imagine, you see a post that provides comfort and solace for you and your headmates' experiences, just to have the rug pulled out from under your feet in the form of 'Endos DNI'. It's jarring to say the least.

This whole 'ah endos are just faking DID for attention' boils my blood to be honest, because we're not claiming to have DID! That's literally why we are fuckin ENDOgenic and not TRAUMAgenic. Plurality can happen for a multitude of reasons, and by stating otherwise is to invalidate CULTURAL EXPERIENCES such as tulpamancy!

Jesus Christ.

Guys I've struck gold

⚠️Trigger warning: mspec lesbian exclusion (though this is funny to me it still may be a trigger for somebody)⚠️

This is fucking hilarious

[ID: some human Trixie x Starlight Glimmer fanart is in the background. Red text with a white outline that reads 'literally heart broken i loved this art just to find out the creator supports mspec lesbians' followed by a sad face emoji. End ID]

How pathetic do you have to be to be 'heart broken' about the fact that an artist supports someone's identity? 'Wah I can't believe this person supports an identity that my single braincell can't comprehend!' Like imagine you see some cute art, and then you see that the person doesn't scream at people for using comfortable labels and then you're like 'my day is ruined' 💀💀💀

Also TikTok sucks lmfao, at least when it comes to stuff like this; I highly recommend not going on there in hopes of good mspec les/gay content because I swear to fuck most of it was just people whining about our existence in the 'mspec lesbian' tag. I mean, you will find gems like this, so if you want to torture yourself I can't stop ya.

Oh, and if somebody knows the artist, can you send me their way? I love their art style sm./srs /nf

[Banner ID: DNI system/queer exclusiomists, TERFs/SWERFs, truscum/transmeds, anti recovery for harmful paraphilia, anti otherkin, pro-lifers, anti xenogender. A more detailed DNI is in my pinned post. End ID]

'Safequeer' mfers when people are queer in a way they don't like:

[GIF ID: a toy decor skeleton getting absolutely eviscerated in a blue shredder with silver blades. Said skeleton looks like it's thrashing and flailing about as it slowly gets consumed. End ID]

Proship, profic or anti-anti dni? /gen, asking for clarification ^^

I'll be honest, I'm not exactly sure what profic means as I try to avoid this kind of stuff. However, I would say I prefer proshippers don't interact with my stuff, if that's what you're asking? I'll make sure to add that to my DNI, totally slipped my mind

Summary: Proshippers please don't interact

PSA

So I just wanted to address an issue that has been plaguing me for a few days. I’m honestly not interested in inviting discourse of any kind but I’d like to address these things. If you don’t want to read it that’s fine just scroll.

1) I think my blog has made it pretty clear that I don’t want minors interacting with my blog. The words “MINORS DNI” are pretty simple and if people can’t follow simple blog rules then you really shouldn’t be on Tumblr.

2) This blog interacts with DARK CONTENT. That has also been mentioned in my blog very clearly. The definition of what dark content entails has also been very clearly defined. If you can’t take 2 mins out of your time to read that then you have no right to come in my inbox and give me shit.

3) Attacking people who request something is even more petty. If you have a problem with what I post, Tumblr is a wonderful app that lets you block tags and curate your internet experience.

4) DONT POST MY WORK OK TIK TOK. I think everyone knows how toxic tiktok is and I’m very uncomfortable with being on that app. Please respect my privacy and have the basic decency to follow the blog rules.

I really like being here and I know a lot of other writers do too. Don’t make this a shitty place for people.

:33 < hey if youre gonna come on to my account policing which identities are valid, and mention my identities and other identities im supportive and find valid im just gonna ignore you bu the way

B33 < like no point in sending anon asks, i really dont care, just get off my page

:33 < you came to the biggest lesbian man's and female gay's account, if you arent ok with that just block this blog or something. dont interact with me. its pretty common sense by the way

[pt: hey if youre gonna come on to my account policing which identities are valid, and mention my identities and other identities im supportive and find valid im just gonna ignore you bu the way. like no point in sending anon asks, i really dont care, just get off my page. you came to the biggest lesbian man's and female gay's account, if you arent ok with that just block this blog or something. dont interact with me. its pretty common sense by the way]