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Okay, w/ all of the like anti-endo stuff I've come across today, I want to say that although we use traumagenic to describe our system, I personally don't feel like it's the only reason we've formed.

Every headmate in here has a different reason for forming, whether it is traumatic or not. But the whole reason I found my headmates in the first place, and how they were able to fully form, was not because of trauma. Our system is so much more complex than that.

We are not one-dimensional. Our trauma isn't the only reason we've come to exist. It's also nobody's business as to why or how we formed!

So yes, this blog is endo safe. Yes, this blog is non-traumagenic safe. You are welcome here, and I love you. Please take care. (/g) >> Damien

(Literally do not even bother interacting if you are going to fakeclaim my system or endogenic/non-traumagenic systems. Or if you're a singlet. I've seen wayyyy too many singlets being disgustingly comfortable inserting themselves in syscourse lately.)

{i'm a tulpa. i exist. i'm real, and very much distinct from my host. i'm nonbinary, i have feelings about our body that directly contrast with shai's feelings. i'm a dragon, and it feels bad when i'm perceived as shai, or as a cat in general. i've supported and talked and interacted with shai in ways that she could never just interact with herself. i have different connections to some people. i hated shai's abusive friend for treating me as less than nothing, a pathogen in her brain, all the while she put up with it and still attempted to be his friend. i go wild for our partner Cherry, so much more than shai does. i rawr, she meows. i'm more able to function on my own, shai needs more support. she likes regressing and being babied, i absolutely do not. i love life and have no desire to die, shai struggles with suicidal ideation in her lows.

if i'm not real, then clearly i don't know what "real" is.}

Discourse topic: Endos

Are endos valid? Are they systems? Are they harmful? Are they real? Why do people use that label? Why would someone make a system?

Let’s talk about it. Remember to read my pinned post for rules for debates and discourse.

Tags are for reach but related to the post

We really need a break for a bit, so no digital art piece today unfortunately. Just for something though, here's a quick sketch Grace did of herself. Stay tuned for a new digital piece next time though!

Drawing of my soon-to-be headmate, Max!!! :DDD

ref from pinterest

tryna imagine what my headspace will look like n i think i have a good idea

i drew it

it is all subject to change tho

help me your post about wanting to become a willogenic system just came up on my feed and its so embarrassing 😭😭😭 yeah okay for sure man, now make one of your alters lay in the middle of the road for me

it seems to me like you didnt read my dni

if you are gonna harass me about becoming a system then

FUCK OFF

if you don’t like what you’re seeing then just fucking block me, dont just come and harass me about it

and if you are gonna send me asks like this then dont ask anonymously, fucking pussy, show yourself

why couldnt you have just simply blocked me? is that really too hard for you? you really dont have a life, huh? spend your time on something productive, like, idk, being a functioning being -_-

from now on i won’t answer any harassment, unless it is just the person who sent this when they aren’t anonymous

Official into of Max!

Name: Max/Maxwell

Pronouns: no pronouns preferred, but he/him is fine

Genders: transmasculine, boyflux

Sexualities: cupio-aroace, pansexual

Personality traits: flirty, kind, outgoing with friends, reserved/defensive with strangers, dark/stupid humor

Features: warm dark tan skin, black hair, red streak at front, black earrings, fluffy hair at front, red eyes

Other things to note: hypersexual, quick to anger, overprotective, likes making new friends, sometimes has golden retriever puppy vibes, grunge aesthetic clothes, typing quirk (u -> v)

I will have Max post soon ^^

yo, im Maxwell, but jvst call me Max, idk what to pvt here, bvt hey, this is my first post

ig ill list some random things

likes: dogs, mvsic, food, the color red, video games, dark hvmor, drawing, bloody stvff, comfy clothes, pvnching stvff ig? idk what else to add

dislikes: people that are rvde for no reason, the color green, anti-endos, svnlight /j, cant think of anything rn

vhhmmmmm, more random stvff im trans, pansexval, cvpioaroace, i vse no pronovns, and im pretty chill most of the time, jvst dont aggravate me

welp, this is me, feel free to say hi

Hey, any of yall have any qvestions for me?

I’d be open to answering them, just ask for me specifically when yov ask :)

I want to get to know all of yov

I want to make art for some people, bvt nobody seems to want to interact with me :(

covld yov please send art reqvests?

gods- I sovnd so needy- im sorry

-Max

Jvst fronted in stvdy hall, why tf was Neb playing “Careless Whisper” so lovd in ovr ears???

Like, I know that mvsic helps me front more/better, bvt why so lovd?? Why Careless Whisper??

-Max

Hey, so you guys are a willogenic system and you willed your system to exist and ive had these charecters in my head for the past couple of years and there identities and personalities have grown to the point where i can hold a conversation in my head with them but i was kinda like ''both parts'' like i knew what she was gonna ssay next but it was her own will. I may or may not have accidentally created a system without me knowing. I wanted to get both of yours opinion on this. Sry 4 the shitty grammar btw.

i think that is awesome! pretty sure that u are becoming a system, yeah. If you want any tips or help or just have a question about anything, just ask us! and dont worry abt ur grammar, half the time i dont speak in full sentences :3👍🏼

So yk how i was talking abt my potential plurality to you earlier, i think i may have begun the process of of tulpamancy without realizing it, i dont believe that i could create a person that would be able to act with me as a DID system. I have no problems with Endos/non traumagenic systems, i just dont think thats what has been happening. I do think i am becoming a system tho lol. Thanks 4 inspirering me to do research abt plurality tho! I just wanted to tell you guys

I love that ur learning about plurality! I think that its great that you are finding yourself/yourselves! and tysm for telling me abt this, i love learning about other peoples plurality journeys ^^ I wish you luck in discovering yourself/yourselves! ❤️

the amount of frustration i have reading through the DID, OSDD and traumagenic tags, is about the same as i feel from the endogenic tags... everyone is spreading misinformation, so... please, traumagen/anti-endo systems stop saying that it's just endogenic systems who have an issue??? the amount of psychologically inaccurate statements being claimed as fact, just because they're being posted by traumagenic systems is insane.

new sysource stance: Everyone Is Wrong [ftr, this is a joke]

*sigh* just a friendly reminder that PluralKit attaches a unique code to your system that allows anyone to look up your system - and if you look up a system on discord using pk;system [code], gives a link to all of their public system data on PKs website, which for some of you includes information on triggers, sexuality, and other things that cyberbullies may misuse.

I have been messing around with the settings as much as possible and I cannot find a way to avoid this beyond privating all alters and all system info, which many users don't do.

Even with information privated, it still seems that PK will link your discord handle with your Pluralkit user if the unique code is plugged in.

Sharing as this seems to me like a breach of privacy at best, and dangerous at worst.

endos when u block them even tho u said endos dni

endos arent real.we just love when theyre like "uR ableist!!1!1!1!1!1" idk... spreading false info on a traumatic disorder just so u can feel special seems kinda abliest to me...

⚠️Tw Syscourse⚠️

Okay, I'm just gonna come out and say it. I have headmates, and I'm pretty sure we're endogenic. By saying this, I know I'm signing up for more fuckin discourse, but honestly that's something I can't avoid. When there are people in your own communities that seek to exclude you, the choice of just standing down and watching it happen is just... absurd.

It's so hurtful to see a post about plurality that I relate to, just to see 'endos DNI' or some shit. Imagine, you see a post that provides comfort and solace for you and your headmates' experiences, just to have the rug pulled out from under your feet in the form of 'Endos DNI'. It's jarring to say the least.

This whole 'ah endos are just faking DID for attention' boils my blood to be honest, because we're not claiming to have DID! That's literally why we are fuckin ENDOgenic and not TRAUMAgenic. Plurality can happen for a multitude of reasons, and by stating otherwise is to invalidate CULTURAL EXPERIENCES such as tulpamancy!

Jesus Christ.

Hey systems, this is your reminder that your experience with plurality is valid and you don't have to prove yourselves to anybody. :)

One thing I hate more than people outright saying that endos are 'invalid' are the people who are like 'oh they're just in denial of their trauma if they're really systems!' because it's so backhanded. It's painted as though it's in good faith, but it's still denying the existence of an entire group of systems that they clearly don't want to understand. It's condescending: "it's okay, you're just in denial! You'll figure it out soon!" It's a downright wolf in sheep's clothing situation. Even if it's certainly possible for an endo system to realize they're actually mixed origin or even strictly traumagenic, it's so pretentious to assume every endogenic system is just a traumagenic system in denial or they're faking.

shoutout to that one person who thought me acknowledging endo and mixed origin systems was 'the opposite of affirming', gotta be one of my favorite genders