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Valangel fankids (left is Lucius, right is Cecilia)

BACKSTORY TIMEEEE

TW R@PE AND TRAUMA. Do not force yourself to read if these topics make you uncomfortable. Be kind to yourself.

...okay anyway Valentino r@ped Angel, without using protection, impregnating him. For the sake of this AU Angel's intersex now, Husk is trans, got this idea while scrolling on @dragon-spaghetti 's blog. So Angel doesn't find out for a while, but when he does, he freaks out. Has a mental breakdown and everything. Husk finds and comforts him. Anyway Angel doesn't wanna get an abortion cuz he had intercourse with Husk prior to the Valentino incident, and he doesn't wanna risk getting rid of what may or may not be Husk's child.

Fast forward.

Angel lives stressed out for the next nine months, eventually giving birth to twins Cecilia and Lucius (Lucia at that time, he's trans) and Husk helps name them. Here are the twins' younger designs.

At first glance, Angel knows they're Valentino's and not Husk's. Devastated, he has a meltdown—and can you blame him? He eventually gets PTSD from this. Husk comforts him again, even though he's also really stressed. Angel doesn't want them to grow up in an abusive environment like the Vees' Tower, so he keeps the twins a secret from Valentino. For a few months, they reside in the hotel under mostly Husk's care (Angel can barely stand even just looking at them, they're a really sensitive topic for him) but Valentino eventually finds out about his offspring's existence (Cuz Vox, who found out through technology at the hotel, told Val about them) so naturally Valentino takes advantage of his soul contract with Angel to force him to turn them in. Angel naturally has an instinct to protect them, because that's how parental instincts work. Anyway yeah so that's it for today. Valentino has Cecilia and Lucius now. Part two coming eventually if this gets enough notes I guess idk

No I am not a proshipper, I do not ship Valentino x Angel and I understand that it's abusive.

They also targeted me as well! Please be aware

Tw below cut: Mentions of R@pe, LOTS of slurs, cursing

I typically don’t interact, but I decided to get as much proof about them being a horrible person by just replying with random meaningless things (hopefully to annoy them that I didn’t give them the attention they wanted after while) they threatened to r@pe me and gooseworx, which is just downright disgusting. I had no clue he was targeting all you others too. So I’ll expose this, and ask you to PLEASE block them!

Hey guys, just figured I’d tell y’all that you should probably block @/dogfucker2000 since I woke up and got pictures of gore from them in my askbox- look I’m into horror topics, but even I don’t want that stuff in my askbox, unfortunately tumblr won’t let me report gore and such without a post to go off of, and I definitely wasn’t going to answer that ask, also the person seems racist in general, they said the n slur with the hard r in the comments of their own stuff.

Look I already knew with the name they’d be off when I looked in my notifications :/ but like, dude, I don’t want to see an image of a person who doesn’t have a face because it was skinned off, their eyeballs gone, and just the bony remains of their body

Also sorry for the tags y’all, but, I wanna make sure this spreads so that others are aware of it and don’t have to deal with it! @gummy-axolotl @chaos-ace @rabid-mercenary16 @bunnybunnsowo @dia-smthidk and anyone else, these are just some of the first mutuals that came to mind that I know could reach a ton of people about the topic

REBLOG THIS AS MUCH AS YOU CAN AND HELP SAVE A LIFE!

ATTENTION ALL GIRLS AND LADIES: if you walk from home, school, office or anywhere and you are alone and you come across a little boy crying holding a piece of paper with an address on it, DO NOT TAKE HIM THERE! take him straight to the police station for this is the new 'gang' way of rape. The incident is getting worse. Warn your families. Reblog this so this message can get accross to everyone.

(Mentions of Admin bright/r@ pe/sexu@ l harassment) So you know admin bright right? The stupid sex pest who made Dr bright as a self insert? Yea that guy, Djkatus and others are replacing dr bright with elias shaw,

The images should show you what's going on

Wait what did admit Bright do?

(TW: mentions of r@ pe/ sexu@ l harassment)

Admin bright used the character "Dr Jack bright" as a self-insert (pretty obvious)

He had a history of making a few r@p£/s£xu@l harassment jokes in his articles, Admin bright used his position as admin to behave inappropriately to many users. Of course he was banned off the website.

The character "Dr bright" was still present, still in many articles, tales, involved with other scps. Which of course made people uncomfortable so a popular author (Djkatus) announced dr bright will be replaced by "Dr. Elias Shaw" in the articles he written.

Other authors are recommended to do the same.

I don’t know if you’re so active, but this is very important and we need your help. Please spread this and do what you can to help, please. For Techno

I didn't hear about this until now so thank you for bringing this to my attention. This is disgusting and I pray that Technoblade's memory will never be disgraced in such a horrible way again. I've blocked and reported them both and I'm begging all of my followers to do the same.

Written in all sorts of POV’s because I’m unorganized and angry. Will edit later, I need to vent.

TRIGGER WARNINGS: mentions and implications of SA, suicidal ideations if you read between the lines, a now ex friend who made fun of my experience

This is a VENT!!!

Innocence died screamin’

Honey ask me, I would know

I screamed. Begged. Pleaded. Eventually I had to punch.

My innocence died at 13 and I still remember waking up in that truckbed with sore knuckles surrounded by vomit.

And I didn’t cope with it in any healthy way. All the way up until the night after my 18th birthday I let people use me and jerk me around with my emotions as a collar.

So forgive me, cunt; if I tell you something with the confidence you won’t treat it like a joke. Forgive me if I’m angry and explosive when you treat these things as if it’s another story to go and tell all of our friends because you think you’re soooo special for not “giving it away” until well after your 20th. Forgive me if that makes me “an easy lay” for being vulnerable around people I once trusted.

“I just feel like it should be special when it finally happens for me, you have expressed you don’t feel one way in particular about virginity.”

I didn’t get a choice, otherwise virginity would be way higher on my list. I don’t get to have the same experience you did. I’m glad and overwhelmingly happy you felt safe, I glad you weren’t gutted and robbed like I was.

When my partner and I met she had only the bullet points of what happened to me. She had an idea that the reason [redacted] and I stopped talking was because something happened.

[redacted] felt like everyone where we worked should know, even after I did my best to cover up what wasn’t even my fault in the first place. To this day I’ve never once tried to bring it up to other coworkers that [redacted] was lying about what really happened. I had to beg with my partner not to knock his teeth out.

She knew before we started dating that my outlook on sex was skewed.

“I think sex can be beautiful with the right person; but I don’t think I could personally see myself being sexually active.”

And she accepted that as my answer. Part of me feels bad, though. I feel like on some level that because of my (albeit valid) fear that I’m preventing some level of intimacy between us. Only time will tell if something ever happens in that regard.

Sometime I look at the photo drive of people I used to be friends with. Sometime I dig through my Polaroids to look at the frozen moments. I don’t have the heart to get rid of them. And I don’t know why.

I hope that one day I can untangle the mess in my mind, get rid of all the photos; and eventually be comfortable in my own skin as myself.

I’m on my period but i don’t even fucking care

Taking two edibles so send me your worst

I'm currently writing the most emotional song I've made since "song." It's gonna be long and fucked up because it's about my trauma from OCD and intrusive thoughts so stay tuned I guess

Just watched the 4th episode of baby reindeer and I have to say the show is fucking amazing. I haven't seen that many, but this is the best depiction of sexual abuse and the guilt and aftermath that comes with rape and how it can destroy a life. Remember, just because I have a rape kink doesn't mean I think rape is good. Anything outside of CNC is a horrible crime. It is so important for this stuff to be explored in media, and this show is a perfect example. Episode 4 is just the perfect way to describe what it's like being a victim for some people. Not all experiences are the same, but this is definitely one way it happens.