burned0utstar

Finns thoughts

vent blog | Tw: sh, ed, suicide, sa | trying to heal | asks open

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When He Says He's Not Good But He Literally Teaches Me How To Play Guitar, Kisses My Scars, Makes Cute

When he says he's not good but he literally teaches me how to play guitar, kisses my scars, makes cute little Keychains, has a stuffie, kisses my nose and wore his hoodie so it would smell like him when he gave it to me.

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burned0utstar

7 months ago

Why does it hurt so much to see his shirt in my laundry?

I have to give it back...

There will never be anything to hold on to anymore. He is gone. He doesn't like me anymore.

Why does it hurt this much?

All I ever wanted was to be with him

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burned0utstar

7 months ago

Chilling in the closed off ward🤟🏻

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burned0utstar

7 months ago

Am I still in love with him or do I just love him now?

I don't know...

It still hurts to think of what we had and how it all ended.

But I still for sure love him, as a person, as a friend, as someone who I trust.

But am I still in love with him??

I don't know, I don't think so. Not like I was.

I am a little bit in love with everyone who I ever was in love with.

They stay a part of me, but I think that's all. I think I'm not in love with him anymore.

I want things to be normal between us again. To be friends, joke around, tell secrets, drink and laugh and cry and cuddle.

Just that.

I really really want him back, as a friend.

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burned0utstar

6 months ago

I wanted us to last.

I wanted to actually try and maybe even succeed.

I wanted to be with him.

I wanted to not be the only one who fell.

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burned0utstar

7 months ago

Tw: sh

Guess who just got broken up with and is on his way to the hospital to get stitches??

Yesss, you're right, it's meee!

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