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I Actually Didn't Think About Him Today.
I actually didn't think about him today.
Which is funny and good I think.
But now that I do think about him again, I still miss him.
But it hurts less.
And I am less angry too.
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He had a wild night and slept with someone. I shouldn't feel bad, because we are in an open relationship, and I'm not angry or jealous, but...
But like, I want to be enough for him.
I miss him.
But not because I still love him, but because I could trust him. Because he made me feel safe.
He is the first and only person I ever told everything to.
And today when I had flashbacks and a panic attack, all I wanted was him to hold me.
Because to me he means safety and trust.
Still.
Even if he is not here anymore.
Why does it hurt so much to see his shirt in my laundry?
I have to give it back...
There will never be anything to hold on to anymore. He is gone. He doesn't like me anymore.
Why does it hurt this much?
All I ever wanted was to be with him
I wanted us to last.
I wanted to actually try and maybe even succeed.
I wanted to be with him.
I wanted to not be the only one who fell.
Tw: sh
Guess who just got broken up with and is on his way to the hospital to get stitches??
Yesss, you're right, it's meee!