Will Always Reblog Stuff Like This When It Comes Up, There's A Lotta Apps Like It! All Different You

Will always reblog stuff like this when it comes up, there's a lotta apps like it! All different you can always search for one that works for you and it's ok if none of them do, just means that one out of hundreds of alternatives doesn't work

i recommend this app to help you distract yourself when you feel an urge to hurt yourself!

It’s so cute and calming :D

Intro Post

Me:

I'm 18

GNC trans dude (he/him, masc everything, I just think I look fuckin banger in a dress)

Aromantic and Asexual (I may be both but assuming someone whose aromantic is also asexual or the other way around is fuckin weird. Don't be like that)

Bpd, autism, ADHD (all diagnosed)

THIS IS A VENT/NSFW BLOG, PEOPLE IN RECOVERY DNI, DON'T RUIN YOUR PROGRESS JUST TO LISTEN TO SOME BLOKE ON THE INTERNET YOUR WORTH MORE THAN THAT.

That being said block don't report, I won't be posting sh pictures

DMS are open if your 17+ and need comfort

(again not for sh pictures, I'm a bit fucked at comforting but I'll tell you how it is and what I believe, don't pop in my DMS for sugar coated comfort)

I check who interacts, any horny posts liked or rebloged by a minor get fuckin blocked, go find horny content by someone else

I think that's everything, I keep my inbox open and tell me in the message if you don't want me to publicly reply.

Started counting calories again.

I'm a fat fuck unironicaly, I know everyone feels like they are a fat fuck but I am medically really fuckin overweight not gonna be posting stats or anything

I gave up last time because a friend convinced me not to, but I'm thinking if I just save my calorie budget for when I'm around them I'll be good to go

Budget right now is 1800, really fuckin high I know but last time I tried to get healthy I got really dizzy a lot and passed out I found out that it was because I lowered my calories to fast pretty sure a slow lowering also helps with not letting your body go into starving mode or whatever it's called where you can't lose weight.

Finding out how much calories me being at work burns was the best thing ever I'm in a ok deficit already (when I work my 1800 becomes like 600-800) and once I lower my calorie intake I might even get into the negatives on work days, plus the walk there and back and the small exercises I do at home<3

Crying pissing shitting I'm out of gauze.

Fuckkkkk

The store is closed tomorrow too

Ugh at least I was able to use the last bit to stop the bleeding for my shift today

But it means I gotta be clean tomorrow or I guess I don't what do you think chat?