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REAL, And It Gets Worse When They Actually Confirm Your Beliefs By Getting Mad At You For Having That

REAL, and it gets worse when they actually confirm your beliefs by getting mad at you for having that belief in the first place.

i hate that BPD gives me such a lack of emotional permanence.

you can spend hours describing the ways in which you care about me, yet the moment you stop my brain will immediately decide you hate me and are destined to leave me.

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6 months ago

MAJOR CONTENT WARNING: MASTURBATION AND SEX TOY MENTIONS

Is it weird that I get horny to me penetrating myself with a sex toy while staring at a makeup mirror pointed directly at my privates or am I okay? /genq

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7 months ago

I feel so fucking drained rn to the point my interests are becoming less interesting to me and all of my friends hate me and I'm so fucking insecure that it's killing me from the inside out.

i don't think I'll be able to have the energy to carry on with my life atp..

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7 months ago

"It's no big surprise you turned out this way, When they closed their eyes and prayed you would change, And they cut your hair and sent you away, You stopped by my house the night you escaped, With tears in my eyes, I begged you to stay, You said, 'Hey, man, I love you, but no fucking way' " ~Twin Size Mattress by The Front Bottoms

Still find it hard to believe that people forget I had to deal with a lot of long term trauma and it's manifested into this disorder that completely distorts my perceptions of relationships and self image and will display shitty behavior because of said disorder impacting me in some way.

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7 months ago

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7 months ago

people when mentally ill person is acting like theyre mentally ill

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