Day 3

day 3 ✅

tomorrow I will start this diet plan 🩷

am I the only one that hates mascara? you can never get it off, it flakes during the day, it melts in hot weather or if your eyes are watery (my eyes are super watery)

when I was younger I used to be addicted to mascara, I literally used to wear it every day at school (with other makeup too, but if I didn't have the time I would have definitely put mascara on at least)

It's because I used to think that I'm ugly and that my lips are too small for any lip products that is not lip balm, but as I grow up I realized that I look so much better and cleaner without any kind of eye makeup

and believe it or not it had a little impact on my mental state: everyday I was in a rush and I always used to mess it up, I used to have literal breakdowns because I was running late and I couldn't put on mascara properly, and at night it was a pain in the ass to take off. and my whole self esteem was attached to it, for some reason in my head if I wore mascara I would have looked a lot better.

I love my makeup routine now (even if I want to make it smaller) especially because it doesn't have mascara. oh and I love love loove lip products now <3

yes, I still think that my lips are small (I will get injections in the future :p) but lip liner and lip oil help so much, now if I have to leave the house and I don't want to wear makeup I always have my little lip combo moment that I love sooo much (I use essence 8h matte lip liner in the shade 04 and the essence cranberry oil (that is sadly out of production)) and absolutely no mascara never ever again in my whole life

and before anyone says that this is a metaphor, no it's not I really just hate mascara

thank you for making it this far, I hope somebody actually appreciates my little silly talk

ariana, my biggest thinspo since I was a child 🩷🩷

GUYS OMG I THOUGHT I GAINED MORE WEIGHT BUT I WENT FROM 71.9 TO 69.1 KG AAAAAA I'M SO HAPPY TO BE IN THE 60S AGAIN 😭😭😭

reminder that you can be underweight and not malnourished!!

DON'T go too low on cals, eat balanced meals, eat when you're sick, get enough sleep and water 🩵🩷

as a young girl I had imaginary friends. as an adult I have an imaginary Russian ballet instructor who shames me for eating and makes me workout for 2 hours a day.