Just Found Out My Boyfriend Was Following My Girl Friend's Account ???? I Reacted So Badly Because I

just found out my boyfriend was following my girl friend's account ???? I reacted so badly because I was just talking about him for the first time to my parents and I just saw they were following each other, nobody told me NOBODY TOLD ME

I'm crying so much I don't even know why it's so weird, I'm hurting so much I don't even know why bruh I have only 1% battery left

I swear I'm agonizing it's hurting so bad he told me he was "just curious" then asked me "Is there a problem?❤️" OF COURSE THERE'S A PROBLEM

I WANTED TO SCREAM AT MY PHONE TO SCREAM AT HIM THROUGH MY PHONE I HAD TO LEAVE THE LIVING ROOM TO CRY

I ALMOST RELAPSED TO SH

studying to make myself believe that I can survive until I grow old۫ ꣑ৎ

Hi!! I don't want to be mean to anyone, I'm writing this for my boyfriend who sees my posts and thinks I'm doing this to stir up hate against him.

If, unfortunately, I write about you, it's to cope with a certain situation. I do not want anyone to think badly of you, or insult you. I'm bad at communicating, so reread this whenever you think I'm "shit talking about you on my Tumblr" :)

I'm just communicating my feelings and emotions!!

:D

TW : MENTION OF KMS

I just tried to kms, it's horrible, my body felt panic when it felt like I could finally do it and end it all but the panic was so big that I stopped

I knew it would happen this week, it's not my first time trying, I'm so scared of dying but yk I'm terribly tired of life

EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING is bothering me

I want to cry when dad's voice is a little too loud while talking to me, is it a curse to be so sensitive ?

Of course, I'm not going to tell anyone about this, just Tumblr and me (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)